In love with butterfly

Annya's POV

What if I haven't signed the paper? What if he asked me to stay? What if we were still together? What if? What if? What if? There are millions of what if which could have or would have changed my life. It's been more than 1 year since I left him, his life, his city and everything in the past but why he is still in my memories why I am not able to forget him. Now and then there are times when things remind me him. Maybe because something precious to him is with me. What will happen when he will get to know about it.

His memory is not what I am afraid of, what I am of is HE. What will happen when he will come to know about the truth. Sooner or later I have to face it and when that time will come I have to accept it.

For the last one year I have dedicated myself to my family and my family business. No relations or blind dates. Not because I didn't found someone, maybe I don't want to find someone. Maybe I don't want to move ahead of him. No matter how I have spent that time with him, it holds a special place in my life and every time I look forward to it and relive it.

I am meeting my childhood friend who is also my cousin after a long time. We last meet before my marriage. It's been more than 2 years since I meet her. She knows everything. She is moving to D city for some job. No matter how many times I ask her about it, all I get is either silence or later. Rhea, I trust her, there must be some reason for it. So, I decided to drop the question.

She was I city for few hours only, we decided to have lunch together in a restro. I was excited to meet her. After a long time, I can finally meet her, although it is for few hours but no problems she is near me finally. I take only few hours to reach D city from here. We can meet soon again.

We talked about a lot. I missed those time when we used to chat like this for hours. I was silenced when she asked, Do I love shane? Do I still love me? I had nothing to say. Past time had made me realised that he holds a special place but that is love or not I don't know. Then she changed her question with 'when and how I meet him for the first time?' She was so sure that I meet him before wedding which is true as well. I had meet him few times before. More than meet it was small encounters we had, just like same time, same place.