In Love

When Yan Jingze first came to this world, one of the original owner’s conditions was to make Chu Qiyu feel miserable.

For this reason, Yan Jingze once thought of making trouble for Chu Qiyu.

However, he didn’t do anything, and Chu Qiyu made himself like this…He was also quite helpless.

However, he didn’t sympathize with Chu Qiyu.

It has been a full ten years since he transmigrated to this world. This world has long been repaired, so he also knows what happened to other people before Chu Qiyu was reborn.

Especially Shao Shenyang.

Seeing this memory, Yan Jingze felt that Chu Qiyu deserved it.

“What are you doing?” Su Moxiu looked suspicious at Yan Jingze, who didn’t sleep at night and was sitting on the quilt with his pillow in his arms.

Yan Jingze said: “I’m thinking about life.”

“What did you think about?” Su Moxiu asked.

“I found that it’s really hard to meet someone as handsome and smart as me,” Yan Jingze said.

Su Moxiu pulled out his own pillow and threw it at Yan Jingze: “Sleep!” This National People’s Congress night, why are you so crazy!

“Gege! You don’t love me anymore! You hit me with a pillow!” Yan Jingze looked at Su Moxiu like looking at a scumbag, accusing all over his face.

Su Moxiu: “…”

“Gege, you broke my heart! I want compensation!”

“I want to sleep!” Su Moxiu realized something and said vigilantly.

“Exactly, I want to sleep too.” Yan Jingze smiled.

Su Moxiu was very busy some time ago, he was too embarrassed to torment him, so he has been vegetarian for a long time.

Now that Su Moxiu has recovered a lot after sleeping, it’s time to do some exercise together.

Su Moxiu wanted to hit a certain someone again, so he reached out to find a pillow, but couldn’t find it. Instead, he was thrown down by Yan Jingze.

After that, what kind of pillow is he looking for? Wouldn’t it be nice to exercise together?

However, should he plan to retire early?

Otherwise, if he doesn’t have time to exercise, what should he do if he can’t bear it someday? What a loss, ah!

Especially this didi who is ten years younger than him…He must work hard to take care of him! Only when Shi Chengying is in his late 80s can he relax!

After Yan Jingze ate Su Moxiu up, he conveniently gave Chu Qiyu the previous life Shao Shenyang’s memories.

And now…

It was another sleepless night, and Chu Qiyu lay in the darkness with his eyes open, hoping to be reborn again.

If heaven gives him another chance, he will definitely not go against his parents and he will definitely not target Shi Chengying. He will honestly follow the path of his first life, stay with Shao Shenyang first, and then think about other things.

Thinking of Shao Shenyang, Chu Qiyu felt unwilling for a while.

For two lifetimes, he never got Shao Shenyang.

After graduating from high school, he went to Shao Shenyang’s school to find Shao Shenyang, and that was when Shao Shenyang noticed his feelings.

Shao Shenyang rejected him without hesitation, and soon got a girlfriend, and later got married early.

As for him, he returned home in a daze, not knowing the meaning of his rebirth this time.

Over the years, he has been trying to do something to make his parents regret it, but in the end nothing came out of it.

With a dull mind, Chu Qiyu fell asleep in a daze.

Everything in front of him suddenly changed, as if the stars had changed, he came to a strange but familiar room.

This is Shao Shenyang’s room. When he and Shao Shenyang were passionately in love, he once stalked Shao Shenyang, went to Shao Shenyang’s house and entered this room.

But Shao Shenyang was afraid that his parents would find out, so he drove him away quickly.

How could he appear here? Chu Qiyu was wondering when the door was opened and Shao Shenyang’s mother walked in with a carton of milk.

“Yangyang drink some milk. People say this milk is the best. 12 cartoons cost 60 or 70 yuan! It’s enough to buy half a month’s worth of food at home…” he looked at the middle-aged woman, who is much older than her actual age, talking.

60 or 70 yuan can buy twelve cartons of milk, is that good? Although Chu Qiyu didn’t get too much money from his parents, he could still borrow money to spend everywhere. He has never treated himself badly.

However, although he thought so in his heart, he heard ‘himself’ say: “Mom, you don’t need to buy me such good milk.”

This is Shao Shenyang’s voice, it’s Shao Shenyang who is talking!

Chu Qiyu suddenly realized that he was in Shao Shenyang’s body, not only that, but he could also feel Shao Shenyang’s emotions. For example, now, Shao Shenyang felt very guilty.

“You are using your mind to study, so you should eat something good.”

“Mom, I already had a good meal at school, but you guys, don’t be so frugal…”

“We are poor, so we should save some money. If we don’t save money, how will we be able to send you to college?” mother Shao repeated, then asking Shao Shenyang to study hard.

Shao Shenyang held the milk carton. For some reason, he didn’t feel warm at all, instead he felt chills.

Chu Qiyu felt Shao Chenyang’s complicated emotions.

Apart from being angry with Shao Shenyang’s parents, he also wanted to talk to Shao Shenyang, but Shao Shenyang couldn’t hear his voice at all.

He was trapped in Shao Shenyang’s body like a ghost.

When Shao Shenyang’s parents were at home by themselves, they cooked a big pot of rice and ate some pickles at will. They will also only eat one meal. However, when Shao Chenyang came back, they would make Shao Shenyang his favorite shrimp.

Shao Shenyang really likes to eat shrimp, but seeing his parents not moving a chopstick, he felt that the plate of shrimp was hard to swallow.

But he couldn’t stop eating. If he didn’t eat, his parents would complain about it sadly.

On weekend nights, many relatives from his hometown will gather at his house, and those people will tell him repeatedly: “Your parents are reluctant to eat and wear new clothes, it’s all because of you, you should study hard and be filial to them.”

“You’re doing well because your parents spoil you.”

“How could anyone eat such good food like this?”

…

He is not happy at all at home, and when he goes to school…

His classmates in the school are good to him, but in the first monthly exam in his third year of high school, he only took third place. It put him under a lot of pressure. He studied hard but still doesn’t understand, he doesn’t even have proper review materials.

Will his grades continue to regress? If he regresses again, will the school regret letting him study for free?

Back in the dormitory at night, Shao Shenyang studied late alone.

The next day, he was a little out of energy, so he hid in the shade of a tree during physical education class. He took out a piece of paper from his pocket and memorized the English composition on it.

Right behind him, Chu Qiyu, who is famous in the whole school in class 1 and from a very rich family, came over and talked to him.

Shao Shenyang felt very annoyed, but this Chu Qiyu had many lackeys, so he didn’t dare to offend him. He could only talk to Chu Qiyu.

After that, there were more and more encounters like this. Shao Shenyang was annoyed at first, but slowly, he became happy because someone paid attention to him.

However, he would not take anything from someone who is not a relative or family member, so he didn’t take anything that Chu Qiyu gave him.

Days pass by in Shao Shenyang’s anxiety, then an accident occurs suddenly.

His parents were diagnosed with stomach cancer together.

Shao Shenyang was about to collapse. However, his parents still forced him to go to school and refused to seek medical treatment.

When he arrived at school, thinking about his parents, Shao Shenyang couldn’t calm down or study at all.

After a few days of this, the teacher noticed something strange and asked him to talk. He finally couldn’t help crying, saying that something happened to his family and he needed money, and asked the teacher if he could withdraw the money from his campus card.

The teacher took him to the principal, and he got 40,000 yuan on Friday.

After school on Saturday, he carried his backpack filled with money and walked home tremblingly. Unexpectedly, when he passed by an alley, a group of people rushed out to rob him.

He was so frightened that his whole body became weak. His heart raced faster and his fear reached the extreme. Fortunately, at this time, Chu Qiyu suddenly appeared and rescued him.

At that moment, Chu Qiyu was like a bright hero in Shao Shenyang’s eyes.

Chu Qiyu sent him home.

When he got home, Shao Shenyang took out the 40,000 yuan for his parents to go for medical treatment, but his parents refused to go and insisted on saving the money for him to study, and beat him.

“With this little money, can it even cure both of us?”

“There is no cure for cancer! Going to the hospital is just a waste of money!”

“You just need to study hard for us!”

“With this kind of illness, if it weren’t treated, we might live longer. If we try to treat it, not only will it be a waste of money, but we will die soon!”

…

With his parents’ voices, Shao Shenyang cried all night.

On Monday, Shao Shenyang returned to school.

He had been too depressed and uncomfortable recently, so when Chu Qiyu came to him with a smiling face, he no longer rejected Chu Qiyu and got closer and closer to Chu Qiyu.

Chu Qiyu’s attention to him made him happy, and as time went by, Chu Qiyu became more and more important in his heart.

But Chu Qiyu is too different from him.

Chu Qiyu is very rich. He can spend hundreds of yuan for a meal at school! He is not from the same world as him at all.

It was fine if they didn’t get in close contact before, but now that the two have become friends and have more contacts, Shao Shenyang’s mentality collapsed seeing Chu Qiyu buying more than ten yuan a box of imported milk in the school store without blinking his eyes.

His parents didn’t seek medical treatment because they had no money. What about Chu Qiyu? His watch is worth hundreds of thousands.

He wanted to borrow money from Chu Qiyu, but why should Chu Qiyu lend him money?

Chu Qiyu has always been domineering. If his friends don’t listen to him, he will break up with them.

In this entanglement, Chu Qiyu confessed his love to Shao Shenyang.

Shao Shenyang panicked.

He didn’t expect Chu Qiyu to confess to him.

If he refuses, will Chu Qiyu leave him? Chu Qiyu is almost his only comfort now, he needs Chu Qiyu.

Also, he faintly had some despicable thoughts — if he was with Chu Qiyu, could he…also borrow money from Chu Qiyu?

He wants to treat his parents.

He agreed to Chu Qiyu’s confession and got along with Chu Qiyu, but he was always very uneasy.

Chu Qiyu basically covered his food and drink expenses. He said he wanted to buy study materials, and Chu Qiyu would give him a few thousand yuan. It was precisely because of this that he felt more and more disgusted with himself.

What is his name? Sell himself?

During this entanglement, his grades got worse.

The pressure on him is even greater.

Under a lot of pressure, he couldn’t help but get closer to Chu Qiyu, and having an exciting relationship with Chu Qiyu would allow him to release part of the pressure.

He even felt that he fell in love with Chu Qiyu.

Chu Qiyu was really nice to him.

And then…His relationship with Chu Qiyu was discovered.

Shao Shenyang was terrified. He didn’t dare to let his parents know, so as soon as the teacher talked to them, he agreed to break up with Chu Qiyu and begged Chu Qiyu to break up.

They can break up first and get back together later.

However, Chu Qiyu was unwilling. He even quarreled with the teacher. When the teacher said a few more words, he even picked up a mop to fight with the teacher.

Shao Shenyang watched Chu Qiyu fussing endlessly, his hands and feet were cold and his teeth clattered as he stood beside him.

He didn’t know what to do. Chu Qiyu actually didn’t listen to him most of the time, just like when he didn’t want to make out with Chu Qiyu at school, but Chu Qiyu never cared about it.

In the end, things got so troublesome that their parents were called.

Shao Shenyang admitted his mistake, saying he was wrong, and was willing to break up. At the same time, he secretly prayed to god to make Chu Qiyu stop making a fuss. However, when Chu Qiyu opened his mouth and closed his mouth, it was all about how he loved him, thinking that they were right. After he finished speaking, he looked at him with an expression of asking for credit.

Shao Shenyang almost fainted. He wanted to justify and blame that it’s all Chu Qiyu faults, but he was indeed with Chu Qiyu. He also got a lot of benefits from Chu Qiyu, so he couldn’t do such a thing.

Everything after that was very chaotic. Chu Qiyu’s mother scolded him, saying that he was with Chu Qiyu for money.

He was very guilty, he really had such an idea.

But his father, who always wanted face, couldn’t stand this kind of insult, so he made a move on him.

He didn’t have time to react and his leg was broken, then he was taken home by his parents.

His parents simply could not accept such a thing.

They had pinned all their hopes on him. When they were diagnosed with cancer, they kept saying that as long as he was admitted to university, they would be able to rest in peace.

But during this time, he had a puppy love with a man, and his grades plummeted.

Shao Shenyang felt that have wronged his parents, and his parents were also very angry.

When his parents found some things from Chu Qiyu in his room and in his schoolbag, they realized that he had failed his studies and really stayed with the other for money, so they locked him at home and didn’t let him go out.

The injured leg was splinted, so it won’t heal in a short time. He can only lie on the bed, thinking wildly every day.

His father was always swearing, feeling ashamed toward his ancestors and hating him for being shameful.

His mother has been crying ‘woo woo’ beside him.

He wanted to cry too, but he was so weak that he couldn’t even cry.

He didn’t want to eat anything. He didn’t want to do anything. Then some terrifying thoughts started to come into his mind.

He doesn’t know how long it has been. One day Sun Binbin came to see him secretly, saying that Chu Qiyu had gone abroad, but he entrusted them to take care of him. If he needs help with anything, he can tell them.

Shao Shenyang felt that there’s nothing he needed help with.

He just felt disgusted with himself, sorry for his parents, sorry for the teacher, sorry for the school, and even sorry for Chu Qiyu.

Then…his father saw Sun Binbin.

His father flew into a rage and beat him as soon as he came up.

Sun Binbin ran away, but afterwards, probably out of concern for him, Sun Binbin and the others stayed near his house from time to time.

This made his father even more angry. He always patrolled their neighborhood, and when he got home, he scolded him for being shameless, saying that he regretted raising him, saying that without him, if they didn’t want to pay for him to study, they might not necessarily get stomach cancer.

They would have gone to the doctor early!

Indeed.

Without him, his parents wouldn’t have stomach cancer if they didn’t eat pickles all day long to save money, didn’t work hard and didn’t care about food.

Even if they were sick, they can still go to treat the illness instead of making the illness worse and worse just to save money for him to go to college.

That day, Shao Shenyang’s father vomited a mouthful of blood in front of him.

Shao Shenyang finally broke down completely.

Chu Qiyu experienced Shao Shenyang’s life once.

He also felt all Shao Shenyang’s feelings.

Waking up suddenly, Chu Qiyu grabbed his quilt and burst into tears.

He didn’t know how things had become like this.

He didn’t know that Shao Shenyang had experienced so much.

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