Incurable Pain

Bai Xunyin's third year in the year when Bai Hongsheng's accident happened.

She was young but very sensible. After the high school entrance examination, she didn't even have time to take care of her top ten results in the city, and she couldn't be happy for a moment.

Because Bai Hongsheng smoked particularly fiercely at that time, he has always been an elegant and easy-going man who would not bring home any pressure at work, but at that time somehow, the house was overwhelming.

It seemed that something was going to happen.

The summer of the high school entrance examination was almost the hottest one. The whole Lin Lan was like an airtight steamer, and the rain couldn't relieve it for a moment.

As if recalling now, I can vaguely remember the sticky sweat, restlessness, and nausea on my body every time I went out that summer.

Bai Xunyin felt that his eyes were covered with blood.

Large swaths of bright red blood...that's Bai Hongsheng's.

The nightmare that hadn't dissipated for more than two years, she arrived as promised at this moment while she was still awake. It seemed that as soon as she closed her eyes and looked for the sound, she could see the rooftop that was scorched by the scorching sun in the midsummer afternoon.

High, looking down as if it was bottomless, the rapid and heavy footsteps behind him got closer.

Bai Hongsheng and Bai Xunyin were chased by a group of people to the high roof, behind which was an endless abyss, they had nowhere to escape.

"Don't chase my dad!"

Bai Xunyin shook her head indiscriminately, the little girl with thin arms and legs, her fingers could not hold Bai Hongsheng’s shirt, she was easily pushed into the corner by the man to protect her, she could not help but mutter in vain: "Please, don’t Chase my dad..."

"Little girl, repaying debts is justified."

Until now, Bai Xunyin still remembers the slow ridicule of the leading black-clothed man, with a grim expression: "Don't mess with us like bad guys, do you know that your father owes us money? I don't want to eat!"

After that, Bai Xunyin was closely blocked by Bai Hongsheng. He couldn't see the faces of the monsters, and could only hear their malicious voices——

"Bai Hongsheng, don't you **** put garlic on Lao Tzu? What about the debt you owed this month? Ah?!"

"If you can't pay back the money, you'll **** use your daughter to repay the debt."

"That chick looks pretty good, sell it with some means to help you pay off your debt?"

...

Bai Xunyin trembled in fear, his face pale as paper, and he felt his heart sinking like hell.

But then her eyes lit up, and the dazzling light only shone on her eyes, and Bai Xunyin subconsciously reached out to block it.

From the gap, she saw Bai Hongsheng, who had been blocking her front, rushing over like crazy and fighting with the black men.

How to insult him and trample him, even assault him Bai Hongsheng can accept.

But Bai Xunyin is his bottom line, it is the scale that he can't touch.

In the afternoon of that year, all the scenes on the rooftop left an indelible mark in Bai Xunyin's mind. Their long fights, men's violent grinning, and long iron rods across the ground made goosebumps sound...

Scene by scene, what finally freezes is Bai Hongsheng's blood, like endless.

It gradually overlapped with the nightmare in front of her, and it was Bai Hongsheng's blood that stained her junior high school uniform.

Bai Xunyin wanted to scream out, but found that she couldn't scream out--no matter that year or now, she couldn't scream out!

"Bai Xun Yin!"

Until the harsh ringtone dragged her out of this endless terrible nightmare, Bai Xunyin felt her wrist hurt by a burst of external force. She raised her eyes slightly and saw Yu Luoyin's dark sword eyebrows and stars.

Under the warm-colored street lamp, it seemed to be coated with a layer of light, staring at him unblinkingly.

From his pupils, Bai Xunyin saw his bloodless face and realized how scary he was now.

"Calm down." There was silence around, and Yu Luoyin naturally heard the female voice on the phone just now. He looked at Bai Xunyin's soul out of his body, and he curled his fingers slightly-Qiang Ren Rubbing her head to comfort her impulse.

Yu Luoyin immediately grabbed the bicycle key in Bai Xunyin's hand. His long leg collapsed and he patted the back seat of the car: "Get in the car, which hospital? I'll take you there."

With Bai Xunyin's current state, she asked her to go to the hospital by herself, and Yu Luoyin was afraid that she would have an accident before she waited.

Bai Xunyin obviously knew this, and understood that her faintly trembling legs and feet couldn't ride the bike at all. She didn't argue this time, so she got on the bike without saying anything.

In front of life, all ‘fighting’ appear so small and naive.

Compared with Bai Hongsheng's life and death, Bai Xunyin didn't care about anything, including the hatred between him and Yu Luoyin that seemed like a ‘small fight’.

Lanshan Hospital is not far from the Third Middle School. Yu Luoyin is tall and long. Knowing that Bai Xunyin is anxious, he rides as fast as he steps on a hot wheel, and arrives at the hospital door within half an hour.

During this period, Bai Xunyin had been communicating with Ji Huiying, and his slender hands were sweating in the cold weather.

She stumbled in Ji Huiying's description and knew the cause and effect--

In the past two years, although Bai Hongsheng's physical function showed no signs of recovery, it has always been quite stable. Today, if he doesn't know what to do, he suddenly needs to be rescued.

It stands to reason that a vegetative with stable functions will not have such large fluctuations for no reason.

Later, the hospital adjusted the monitoring and asked all the medical staff on duty today for interrogation, only to realize that this happened because a new nurse was so busy that he used the wrong medicine when he gave Bai Hongsheng water and caused the patient to happen suddenly. Shocking.

It sounds oolong, but in this **** world, accidents happen all the time.

The little nurse was already shocked, and the whole person fell into the hospital corridor like a puddle of mud and would only cry. Everyone was busy with the rescue work and had no time to hold her accountable.

Fortunately in the misfortune, knowing what causes Bai Hongsheng's fluctuations is that there can be traceable treatment.

Ji Huiying was frightened by the sudden change, and she hurriedly notified Bai Xunyin to come over, for fear that if she missed it, she wouldn't be able to see the last side.

Before Bai Hongsheng's accident, she didn't see his last healthy side. She always regretted that Ji Huiying didn't want Bai Xunyin to be like her.

Some things are regrettable for life if you miss it.

Fortunately, on the way Bai Xunyin came, Bai Hongsheng's situation had gradually stabilized.

Two students in school uniforms rode their bikes into the hospital yard. When they stopped, Yu Luoyin felt that he had barely felt his bandaged right arm.

Regardless of whether it was intentional or something, he was indeed injured. The teacher in the school infirmary told him not to use force during this period of time, and not to break the wound, but...

He just swiftly held the handle of the car around in the bitter cold wind for a lap, and he died heroically.

Yu Luoyin only glanced at the faintly oozing blood from the bandage, and hurriedly followed the slender figure of Bai Xunyin who hurried into the hospital building.

There were not many people in the hospital at this time. He followed Bai Xunyin, who was familiar with the road, all the way to the door of the operating room on the eleventh floor. Far away, he saw the red light still on above the operating room.

Bai Xunyin's face was as pale as paper, and he ran over and grabbed Ji Huiying, who was facing her back.

The latter was stunned for a moment. When he saw Bai Xunyin, the eyes that had been propped up immediately burst into tears, and he felt his legs soft.

"It's okay... The doctor just came out and said that your father is fine for the time being." Bai Xunyin helped to sit on the public bench outside the operating room, Ji Huiying stared at the ground blankly, and said softly as if she had lost her strength. Just need to observe in the ICU for twenty-four hours, don’t worry..."

Hearing these words, Bai Xunyin felt that his heart, which had been choking in his throat, thumped, and the dust settled temporarily, before he could breathe a sigh of relief.

She stood up and walked to the door of the operating room, her clear eyes staring at the red light above the operating room without blinking.

Just like a novice intern who looks at the traffic lights while driving, he has to wait eagerly for the lights to turn from red to green, immature and stubborn.

The girl's face with her chin tilted up slightly is delicate, and the light in her eyes is fragile and firm.

Yu Luoyin didn't walk in, but leaned on the side of the hospital column and looked at it, unconsciously remembering the scene he had seen before.

That was the summer vacation a few months ago.

He hadn't tricked the little girl into his hands at that time, and was at the stage when Bai Xunyin somehow ignored him after watching a movie.

At that time, Yu Luoyin was also lacking in interest, and was a little lazy in the remaining few days of short summer vacation.

It's just that Lu Ye and Li Yuan's three urges and four requests, saying that they are going to have the last carnival before the school starts, after all, they went out once.

When passing by the snack street full of various kinds of food in South China Street on the way, the two guys said they were going to buy something to please the girls. Yu Luoyin accompanied them lazily, and could not stand the sun, so they simply hid. Went into a milk tea shop next to a busy city.

Coincidentally, I ran into Bai Xunyin there.

It was just a unilateral ‘encounter’ by him alone.

The girl was wearing a light-colored floral dress, her waist-length hair was loosely braided in her fishbone braid on her shoulders, she was pure and terrible--but her brows were frowned, her white arms were holding the girl next to her, in her eyes It's full of persuasion that I want to talk.

Oh, there was also Ning Shumo that day. The reckless girl was wearing a milk tea shop employee costume, as if she was working there and had a conflict with the guests. The small storefront turned into a pot of porridge.

But in the noise of this vegetable market, Bai Xunyin's surroundings seemed like ‘bring your own pure land’, which made people feel soft and peaceful without realizing it.

The girl was speechless, but awkwardly protected Amo, her clear eyes staring at the picky girls who were deliberately looking for faults, until the shop owner came out to solve it.

Yu Luoyin dispelled the idea of ​​ordering a glass of lemonade, leaning against the door and looking at the farce in front of him with a smile.

He saw that the boss seemed to be deducting Amo's salary because of this, and the little girl was unhappy. She didn't know what word she typed with her mobile phone, and had several silent ‘arguments’ with the unreasonable boss several times.

At that time, Bai Xunyin was the same as now, neither humble nor overbearing, stubborn and firm in his clear brown eyes.

Yu Luoyin was suddenly curious about what kind of person Bai Xunyin was and what kind of life he has experienced that he can be like this.

She seemed gentle and watery, but she couldn't pull back the nine cows of what she had identified.

It seems weak and fragile, but unexpectedly strong in the face of sudden blows.

...

Yu Luoyin's thoughts diverged unconsciously, until the noise from the door of the hospital operating room regained his senses-the green light came on and the operation was over.

A group of doctors and nurses pushed out Bai Hongsheng, who was wearing an oxygen mask in a coma, and kept apologizing to Ji Huiying.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, this accident was all the fault of our medical staff." The attending physician took Ji Huiying's hand and said very sincerely: "Don't worry, the full cost of this operation and the postoperative treatment , Our hospital will bear it."

Ji Huiying's face was expressionless, and when she touched the doctor's hand, she let it go. She said faintly: "It's troublesome."

The attending doctor was taken aback, and smiled awkwardly.

Not far away, Yu Luoyin saw this scene, and suddenly felt a sense of sudden realization--he felt that he knew that some of the temperaments in Bai Xunyin's bones belonged to him.

Smiling silently, he ran long legs and offered to help.

"You..." Ji Huiying saw the sudden appearance of Yu Luoyin and the school uniform on him, and she was slightly taken aback: "Who are you?"

Bai Xunyin was also stunned. She didn't expect that Yu Luoyin hadn't left yet. In fact, she had forgotten that Yu Luoyin had sent her here.

Just now his brain went blank, Bai Xunyin only thought of Bai Hongsheng in the operating room.

At this moment, when asked by Ji Huiying, she really didn't know how to introduce Yu Luoyin.

"Auntie, hello." Yu Luoyin took the initiative to introduce herself. The smile on her clear and handsome face was gentle and sunny. Almost all the'middle-aged women' could not refuse: "I am a classmate of Bai Xunyin. , Just sent her here."

If Yu Luoyin deliberately wanted to please one person, almost everyone would not be able to escape.

Ji Huiying was also taken for granted, her eyes looking at Yu Luoyin were stunning and gentle: "Ah, you are Yinyin's classmate, it's really troublesome."

"No trouble, no trouble." Yu Luoyin smiled: "Student Bai Xunyin always lends us exercise books at school. She has studied well. The above are all standard answers. Our classmates who are close to her will benefit from it. It's super shallow."

...

Bai Xunyin can be regarded as seeing what it means to open his eyes and talk nonsense at the textbook level.

Will this person die if he doesn't lie?

Bai Xunyin was a little annoyed, but he was unable to speak and interrupted. He could only watch Yu Luoyin's face not red or white and tell that the relationship between them was ‘very good’, and Ji Huiying flickered around.

Ji Huiying: "Then Luoyin, you send the sound, haven't you eaten yet? Where do you live? If it's not far away, go back to Auntie's for a meal."

Bai Xunyin was stunned, and hurriedly took out his mobile phone to stop him, however—

Yu Luoyin agreed in one fell swoop: "Okay, my home is very close to the third middle school, thank you auntie."

...

In a few words, he went to her house for dinner somehow.

Bai Xunyin's brain buzzed, and his first reaction was to punch "We are not familiar at all" on the screen with a cold face, and he had to show it to Ji Huiying.

As a result, she turned her head and saw Ji Huiying's extremely pleased smile, and she felt that the mobile phone in her hand couldn't reach out anyway.

Bai Xunyin knows that Ji Huiying has always been worried about her relationship with her classmates at school. She is afraid that she will be discriminated against and bullied if she is a dumb.

And the appearance of Yu Luoyin undoubtedly gave Ji Huiying a reassurance, and she smiled sincerely.

How did Bai Xunyin cruelly open her mouth to get the reassurance pill out?

After all, Ji Huiying didn't know that Yu Luoyin was the one she didn't want to face in the entire Third Middle School.

If it weren't for the special circumstances today, he shouldn't be here at all...

With a silent sigh, Bai Xunyin put the phone in his pocket in silence, and decided to endure it.

It's just time for a meal, and she doesn't want her mother to worry about it.

Only when Ji Huiying couldn't notice, Bai Xunyin walked to Yu Luoyin's side and stretched the phone in front of him——

[Leave after eating, don't talk nonsense. ]

Yu Luoyin was startled. After a while, he looked at the girl's tight profile with a playful smile, and asked in a low voice, "What are you afraid of me talking nonsense?"

Bai Xunyin didn't eat his ambiguous set, and looked at him coldly: [Stay away from me. ]

Yu Luoyin knew that Bai Xunyin was avoiding himself like a snake and scorpion at the moment. He ignored the needle stabbing in his heart, and his smile dimmed slightly.

Then she was still obedient, ‘a little bit’ away from her.

It's just a clingy person who is still skinless and faceless.

After Bai Hongsheng settled down, Yu Luoyin followed Ji Huiying and Bai Xunyin's mother and daughter back to the cramped'Ajun Hutong' where they lived.

Since he can remember, Yu Luoyinda has always lived in the elevator high-rises in the bright and clean golden area. He never knew that there are...very ‘original’ communities like Ajun Hutong.

The unguarded gate, anyone who wants to enter can enter, and there is no sense of safety at all. In the dim corridor, the sound-controlled lights were half-bright and half-blind. I don't know who made the food. The smell of the food floated out. Several strands were mixed together, and the taste was very unspeakable.

It's not just these.

Bai Xunyin's house lives on the seventh floor without elevator. The stairs in the old corridor were narrow and steep, and it was exhausting to climb up and down the next time.

Yu Luoyin grew up so big, except for the three-story stairs in the school building, he never "condescended" to climb other stairs with his legs.

He was extremely uncomfortable for a while, but fortunately he was physically strong and could not blush or breathe even when he climbed the seventh floor in one breath.

As for Ji Huiying and Bai Xunyin, they are used to crawling.

"Luoyin, come in quickly." After opening the door, Ji Huiying smiled embarrassedly at Yu Luoyin: "The house is a little small."

It is true that this place is smaller than his home or even the house he rented in Sanzhong, like a fish tank, but after Yu Luoyin changed his shoes and walked in with some restraint, he couldn't help but looked around curiously.

Because this is the place where Bai Xunyin lived.

He glanced at it, and conservatively estimated that the building area of ​​the house was only about 50 square meters. The living room was decorated with old, simple sofa and coffee table, and there was no TV. It was very simple.

Only one thing was unexpected-there was a cheap and old-looking piano on the balcony of the living room, which was probably the only ‘luxury’ in this bleak house.

Yu Luoyin raised his eyes to look at Bai Xunyin who was still standing in the hallway, and asked curiously, "You can play the piano?"

Bai Xunyin pursed his lips and turned away from his gaze. After changing his shoes, he walked back to the bedroom on his own. The door opened and closed for a short time, and even a shadow could not be swept away.

Yu Luoyin couldn't help but feel a little disappointed, and sighed in disappointment.

The little girl still doesn't want to talk to him, but...

The young slender figure was leaning against the wall, and his eyes swept across the cramped room in front of him. The small living room was connected to the opened kitchen on the left side, and Ji Huiying was faintly visible in it, busy cooking.

Only their mother and daughter live here, and the atmosphere is a bit colder-but at least it's warmer than their home.

"Luo Yin, do you have anything to avoid?" After Ji Huiying finished cutting the dishes, the probe asked him: "For example, green onion, **** and garlic."

"No." Yu Luoyin smiled, pretending to be well-behaved: "I can eat everything, please aunty."

Ji Huiying is a clerk working in a government department, and these young people are not uncommon in everyday life.

But like Yu Luoyin, a 17-year-old student like Yu Luoyin can be so elegant and decent, and she finds it rare. She couldn't help but smile: "It's okay, no trouble."

Yu Luoyin looked at Ji Huiying's back when she turned and went back to continue cooking. She felt shamelessly that although Bai Xunyin hated him, she still liked her mother.

The smile froze until he saw a cardboard box in the corner of the living room.

The huge box seemed to be filled with waste paper and waste products. I didn't need to take it down and throw it away. Yu Luoyin swept it away, and easily saw the colorful plastic wrapping paper in the box.

At first glance, the color of this thing is dazzling and vulgar, but it is very familiar, like...

"This stuff is all sound, it seems to be some packaging leather, I don't know what it is for." Ji Huiying happened to come out of the kitchen holding a pot of water to pour Yu Luoyin, and she saw him staring unblinkingly. Looking at the contents of the box, he followed the contents of the box and said to him a few words——

"Before, she put these pieces of plastic paper on the desk as if they were treasures, but they suddenly threw them into the waste paper bin some time ago. I don't understand."

Perhaps the mind of Girls’ Generation is delicate and capricious, and it’s just a moment to like new things.

Ji Huiying didn't understand the story behind the plastic skin. She simply thought, said, "Sit down and drink water", and after putting down the kettle, she turned back to the kitchen.

But this time, Yu Luoyin was ‘unpolite’ once, and he couldn’t keep up with Ji Huiying anymore.

His eyes looked like a devil, still staring at the colorful plastic papers, as if trying to see the holes in the innocent packaging.

He wouldn't be unable to recognize what it was—this was the wrapper on the few peace fruits that he had given to Bai Xunyin on Christmas Eve.

Yu Luoyin just couldn't believe it.

He just listened to Li Yuan's cheer and knew that he would send Ping An fruit to the girls on Christmas Eve, so he bought a basket at a small stall next to the school passing by.

Yu Luoyin couldn't think that he would give it away at will. In his eyes, even the ‘tattered stuff’ that was not even a coaxing thing would be cherished by the girl like a treasure.

I was a person who was really cherished by Bai Xunyin.

And now, the "Peace Fruit" was lost by her.

For a moment, Yu Luoyin felt like his heart was punched hard, and it hurt sourly.

These pieces of wrapping paper gave him a slap in the face, so he woke up, and realized what he had lost-it was a soft and immature girl's heart.