Incurable Pain

At 6 o'clock in the morning, Yu Luoyin's eyelashes trembled, his consciousness gradually recovered from the pain of the flesh and blood all over his body, and then a Ji Ling woke up.

As if being run over by a car, everything hurts from head to toe. Before opening his eyes, Yu Luoyin felt a thin layer of cold sweat on his forehead.

Retribution, there is a price to be paid in people's work.

The pain actually stimulated consciousness, and Yu Luoyin's lips curled up with a scornful smile.

He half opened his eyes and touched the phone with his slender fingers. As expected, there were more than a dozen calls from Zhou Xinsui.

Yu Luoyin lifted his eyelids and turned back.

"Yu Luoyin! Are you **** dead?" The other side seemed to be awake, and answered in seconds. Zhou Xin, who had always been indifferent, yelled, "You don't answer the phone because..."

Yu Luoyin interrupted him calmly: "Did anyone catch it?"

"Nonsense, why did you tell me to wait outside the commercial building in Jiguang District with two cars, but can you still catch three people?" Zhou Xin was relieved to see that he could still speak, and said in a cool sarcasm: "Yu Brother, don't hurt yourself with this trick, you will have the exam in more than two months..."

"It's not a big problem." Yu Luoyin moved his shoulder blades, frowning his brows because of the tearing pain, but he felt relieved when he heard Zhou Xin had nothing wrong with that.

The young man in the hospital gown had cold eyes and said lightly: "Just catch it. They are in the game... don't even think about coming out again."

What he had was to make Liu Yibo the few people unable to survive in the prison, relying on the words they scolded Bai Xunyin, and relying on them as the culprit who made his little girl silent.

Yu Luoyin's slender fingers tapped the edge of the phone, eyes lazily cold.

"You said it lightly, Yu Luoyin, didn't you also take advantage of this incident and took advantage of the **** Liu Yi Scar?" Zhou Xin couldn't help but sarcastically: "Brother Yu, you are so courageous, you just I'm not afraid that Bai Xunyin hates you even more if I know it."

Yesterday Zhou Xin finished the papers at 11 o'clock in the evening, and suddenly received a note from Yu Luoyin, "Take your two car bodyguards to the commercial building area of ​​Jiguang District to wait and catch three dogs. At that time, I was completely confused.

But when Liu Yibao and the others were caught in a panic escape, and the police and ambulance followed along, Zhou Xinsui pieced together the entire incident from the intermittent content.

He began to be shocked and almost wanted to follow to the hospital.

But after thinking about it carefully, Zhou Xin wanted to understand the role Yu Luoyin played in this matter.

Zhou Xinsui knew that Yu Luoyin had always wanted Bai Xunyin's forgiveness, so he used many methods, even to investigate her past, and communicate with his own former psychologist... Zhou Xinsui even saw Yu Luoyin secretly watching and after trauma Books related to stress disorder, such as "Trauma and Recovery", "The Way of Healing", etc.

Lu Ye and the others once joked that Yu Luoyin read these books in order to be a pretending psychologist. The latter smiled and said casually, "What's wrong with a psychologist? I still want to be a pstd treatment." Experts."

At this moment, Zhou Xinsui understood what he meant.

Bai Xunyin is the traumatized by PTSD. He wants to heal her and restore her voice.

Among the several treatments that can recover patients with post-traumatic stress disorder, one of them is ‘scene restoration stimulation’. Zhou Xinsui suddenly knew what Yu Luoyin had done.

He obviously deliberately guided the debt collectors and guided Bai Xunyin to the place where the trauma occurred in the past, using the extreme methods of the debt collectors and his own body as a bet, betting that this method will affect Bai Xunyin. effective.

Zhou Xinsui didn't know for the time being if it was effective, but he knew that Yu Luoyin went to the hospital after such a tossing.

And if he is Bai Xun Yin, he knows that he has been calculated like this... It would be okay if he regained his voice, otherwise he would be really mad.

"If you don't break or stand, everything in this world is gambling." Yu Luoyin smiled casually, **** the clock on the bedside table next to him: "What if she forgive me?"

Yesterday the little girl was obviously softhearted, and he felt closer and closer to the goal.

And even if Bai Xunyin knew all the truth and didn't forgive him... Yu Luoyin had nothing to regret, and Bai Xunyin's ability to speak was the best ending.

After hanging up the phone, Yu Luoyin lay down on his back with his slightly braced body, his temples aching brain empty.

About an hour later, the door of the ward was knocked at about 7:30. Yu Luoyin half-opened his eyes and saw Chen Yu, a personal assistant next to his father, coming in by pushing the door.

He knew that Yu Yuan was on a business trip in the next province recently... It seems that Gu Yuan was here last night?

It's just that I don't know anything after a dozen drugs.

Chen Yu helped Yu Luoyin to the toilet in the ward, waiting for him to wash up and stacking the breakfast in front of him, only then carefully said Gu Yuan's arrangement.

"Yu Shao, Madam arranged for you a caregiver, who will take care of you 24 hours a day until you are discharged from the hospital. Look at..."

"No need." I didn't know that Yu Luoyin had eaten two mouthfuls of porridge and interrupted him lightly: "I will be discharged in the afternoon."

"Afternoon?" Chen Yu was taken aback. The immediate reaction was to persuade: "Yu Shao, your kneecap is cracked. The doctor said that you need crutches, and you have to hang water for a week."

"It's okay to come at noon in the hanging water." Yu Luoyin took a bite of the bread, and his voice was a little vague: "Senior high school student, where is so much time delay."

Chen Yu hesitated: "But Madam..."

"You don't need to tell her about this, she is busy." Yu Luoyin interrupted him and said faintly: "When did my mother come here yesterday?"

Chen Yu's mind was like a compass. He was distracted when he heard the words and said without hesitation: "It's almost one o'clock."

Yu Luoyin paused, and asked tentatively, "Just herself?"

"Yes." Chen Yu thought about seeing Gu Yuan standing alone outside the ward when he rushed over, and couldn't help saying: "Yu Shao, Madam still cares about you very much."

Yu Luoyin didn't speak, his black eyes drooped slightly, and his long eyelashes cast a shallow shadow under his eyelids.

It seems that his mother didn't meet Bai Xunyin last night, what time did the little girl leave?

Thinking this way, I felt relieved.

Gu Yuan understands the virtues of Yu Luoyin, but it is best not to run into it.

At noon, Chen Yu ran out to buy him food, and Yu Luoyin specifically named the Buddha of the "Jinsheng" family to jump off the wall, spanning more than half of the city from this hospital.

Chen Yu had no choice but to buy it early. Before leaving, she told him not to be in the hospital. Yu Luoyin should not go to the ground easily, otherwise he was afraid that his knees would not be good or something—Yu Luoyin knew he was afraid of himself. What happened, he couldn't explain to his mother.

After Chen Yu left, Yu Luoyin leaned on the bedside to endure the urge to call Bai Xunyin, playing with an apple absent-mindedly with his slender fingers.

There were several fruit baskets piled up in the hospital ward, and I don’t know who brought them here. It stands to reason that he went to the hospital in the middle of the night, and in just a few hours without notifying anyone... I can only say that it was from the network store. Too wide, every move seems to be under the eyelids of a caring person.

But this is his ‘status quo’.

The hundreds of thousands they asked Liu Yibao was a pocket money that he could easily take out. It was not even worth as much as the airlifted bicycle he casually threw on the side of the road yesterday.

But why didn't he give money?

After all, as Zhou Xin said, he is a selfish person by nature.

A few days ago, after habitually following Bai Xunyin's bicycle to **** her home, in the quiet alley of Ajun Hutong, when the two rascals threatened her and his mother, Yu Luoyin was angry. Yu quickly realized that this was a wonderful'opportunity'.

He has consulted Lu Ying many times and read a lot of related books. Almost all the books on PTSD treatment have written about the "scene restoration" method.

Although it is a secondary injury to the person involved, although the process requires a lot of risks... But the most important thing is that the living person can return to normal.

Yu Luoyin is an extreme intellectualist, distinguishing between the heavier and the lighter of're-stimulation' and'recovering the voice'.

So when I saw Bai Xunyin running out of the alley that night, with blood on his hands, and the man behind him, Yu Luoyin instantly had an idea in his mind, even thinking about it for a few days.

He wanted to use the two Liu Yishou, even himself, to stimulate Bai Xun Yin.

He deliberately settled this matter without using money, deliberately leading the debt collector to Jiguang District... In fact, he was not guilty in the process. At that time, Yu Luoyin didn't care so much about his safety.

In retrospect, this approach may be too extreme.

But like what he said, it doesn't break or stand, and it's not extreme and can't move Bai Xunyin.

Gu Yuan taught him that ‘some people may only have one chance to seize their dreams in their lives’.

Therefore, Yu Luoyin didn't want to be inactive in the last two months of high school, so he and Bai Xunyinqiao would return to the bridge.

The knock on the door interrupted Yu Luoyin's thoughts.

He raised his eyes and looked at the door. Bai Xunyin had already opened the door and walked in. The little girl probably took a leave of absence today. She did not wear a school uniform and was wearing a simple sweater and jeans. She had obvious dark circles on her white and clean face and carried her in her hand. Holding a thermos bucket.

Seeing that Yu Luoyin woke up, Bai Xunyin was leaning against the wall and staring at him, then walked over and put the thermos barrel aside: "Are you feeling okay?"

Yu Luoyin was startled slightly, still a little uncomfortable with the girl's soft and cold voice.

After a while, he nodded dullly: "Well, I want to be discharged today."

"Today?" Bai Xunyin unscrewed the hand holding the soup in the thermos lid, and his clear water eyes had a bright astonishment: "But your knees..."

Yu Luoyin smiled: "It's okay."

Bai Xunyin pursed his lips when he heard the words, and put a small bowl of soup on the side of the bedside table.

No one spoke, and there was a strange silence in the ward. It seems that after the thrilling scene in the middle of the night, the two people should be honest with each other, but they seem to be even stranger.

Bai Xunyin sat quietly with him on the stool beside the bed, not saying a word, as if he wasn't used to being able to speak.

Yu Luoyin mentally understood that the little girl probably didn't want to talk to herself, and didn't want to mention everything that happened in the ambulance in the middle of the night.

It's just... he didn't want to be so vague about ‘get it off’.

Yu Luoyin unconsciously tightened his fingers while holding the apple, and raised his eyes to look at the quiet girl sitting aside. Bai Xunyin seems to be like this, no matter whether she can speak or not, when she stays honestly, she will automatically reduce her sense of existence to the same level as the air.

"Yinyin." Yu Luoyin's voice was a little low, and asked softly: "Do you remember what you said last night?"

Bai Xunyin was taken aback, raised his head and ran into Yu Luoyin's somewhat aggressive black eyes.

The boy's blood-stained school uniform and Gu Yuan's sensible and indifferent words flashed back in his mind. After a long while, Bai Xunyin nodded gently.

She didn't know if she sighed softly: "Remember."

Yu Luoyin Qingjun's face was pale, and there was a band-aid on each of her forehead and lips, which didn't hurt her handsomeness, but she was a bit funny and scornful.

He rarely asked nervously: "You... won't you regret it?"

Although Bai Xunyin regretted it, he was mentally prepared.

Bai Xunyin shook his head: "No."

Yu Luoyin couldn't help but smile with her simply determined voice: "Can you guarantee what you said?"

Bai Xunyin blinked: "Why should I promise?"

"Because... I'm afraid you will discover that I am a bastard." Yu Luoyin chuckles somewhat self-deprecatingly: "You don't want me again."

After he finished speaking, the atmosphere stagnated for a few seconds, and then Bai Xunyin also smiled, and the expression in his eyes was a bit of teasing: "How many **** can you be?"

Now no matter what Yu Luoyin does, she is mentally prepared and... doesn't care so much, because it only takes three months.

"Very bastard." Yu Luoyin did not hesitate to belittle himself, but with a guilty expression in his eyes, he avoided Bai Xunyin's dangling gaze, and instead looked down at the apple in his hand: "The bet from the beginning. I'm a bastard, but I also understand a truth from this lesson, so I don't want to continue to lie to you."

The young boy’s clear voice paused, but he chose to continue speaking, revealing the thoughts and thoughts of his own intestines--

"Actually, last night I deliberately took you to the Jiguang District and ran to that rooftop."

A lie only needs countless lies to round up, and it will eventually grow bigger and bigger like a snowball until an avalanche. No matter how you play it, it won't help you. Yu Luoyin understands this truth.

So he can't hide from Bai Xunyin, let alone hide her in the name of ‘for your good’, although telling her requires a lot of courage.

Yu Luoyin said these words in one go, pretending to be calm, but after finishing speaking, he almost didn't dare to look at Bai Xunyin's reaction.

The air was quiet for a full minute before he raised his eyelids a little anxiously-finally, he was looking at Bai Xunyin in his eyes.

Her brown eyes didn't blink, and there was no surprise, anger, or anger, some... it was just that.

It was as if Bai Xunyin had known all this for a long time.

Yu Luoyin curled his hand on his side unconsciously: "You all know?"

"Of course I didn't know at the beginning." Bai Xunyin looked at him with a very calm voice: "But go back and think about it. Instead of giving the card, you hit someone and took me to run with me. In the end, I ran to that place. I know what's going on."

Yu Luoyin is different from most young and energetic and passionate teenagers. He is sensible, sober, and accurate. He has always been gentle and gentle on the surface, but in fact he is almost inhuman.

Would such a person disregard his own safety for a momentary impulse?

If it was Bai Xunyin who didn't know the gambling appointment before and didn't experience the following things, she might still believe that what happened yesterday was an accident, but now she won't believe it anymore.

Because such an impulse didn't fit Yu Luoyin's motivation to do things, according to his personality, he should have helped her by giving her money to maintain a temporarily safe environment for the two people, and then settled the accounts after the autumn.

Such impulsive Yu Luoyin is not Yu Luoyin.

But today I heard him admit it, considering his possible motives...Bai Xunyin felt that this was the Yu Luoyin she knew.

Calm and cruel, never do useless things, no, now they can ‘reconcile as before’?

"So what do you want to do?" Bai Xunyin's lips curled up slightly and looked at him helplessly: "Is it just for selling miserable sympathy in front of me?"

"...That's not right." Yu Luoyin smiled self-deprecatingly, with a low voice: "The main thing is to read a book."

"what book?"

"The cure." Yu Luoyin paused, and then changed the subject: "I'm a **** again, can you forgive me once?"

Bai Xunyin didn't answer, but silently chanted the words'The Way of Healing' between his lips. After a while, he suddenly realized that he smiled.

There is no other reason, just because she also read this book last year-last year she desperately wanted to get her voice back, she tried every method.

Originally, I thought that Yu Luoyin couldn't do such an extreme thing purely to sell miserables to her, but now he has pryed into the truth of the matter.

Although he was a bit too much and deceived people again, but...

"You are very annoying." The girl smiled, her expression relieved and relaxed: "But I forgive you."

Yu Luoyin, I really forgive you.

Trauma and healing are actually a ‘circle’ in the final analysis.

She now compares Luoyin to where is it so good? She will eventually become Pinocchio with a long nose.