Incurable Pain

*There are beautiful women in the north, and the country and the city are allure

In the first year after arriving in the north, Bai Xunyin was actually very uncomfortable.

The North and Lin Lan are like two completely different worlds. It doesn't rain much here at all, and most of the time it is filled with fresh cold air. It seems that two-thirds of each year is winter, and even in the hottest summer, it is not as hot as half of Lin Lan's.

After Bai Xunyin came to the north, he realized that he needed to wear down jackets, mink fur, and fox fur.

She was very uncomfortable at the beginning. She still wore a coat and swaggered through the market in winter, but she knew how to wear a down jacket after being taught to be a person at the temperature of a knife.

The little girl who has always been soft-spoken Wu Nong can't adapt to the harsh winter outside at first, but after entering the dormitory door, there is almost hot steaming mist heating, the big voices of boys and girls, and the overly passionate interpersonal relationship...

But these became things that Bai Xunyin loved very much and couldn't give up.

"Yinyin! Fang Xu gave you buns again!" Early in the morning, Bai Xunyin, who was washing with a hair strap, bit his toothbrush in his mouth, and heard a bang at the door. Roommate Zhao Na opened the door. , Rushed to her and couldn't help but smile: "It's been two weeks in a row, his method of chasing people is too old-fashioned!"

Zhao Na is a local girl with a hearty temperament.

"Hmm." Bai Xunyin replied casually with water in his mouth.

"Oh, Yinyin doesn't like him again." Yu Wei, who was putting on make-up, brightened his eyes and said the truth in a whispered voice: "Didn't the breakfast still fall in our stomachs, take it over and bring it over."

Since Fang Xu from the Department of Computer Science started chasing Bai Xunyin, this has become a must-have program in the morning of 407 dormitory-Fang Xu has contracted breakfast for all members of 407 dormitory except Bai Xunyin.

Zhao Na smiled and walked over carrying the buns and porridge, and put them on the table.

The roommate Xin Yimu, who was awakened by the two of them, rubbed her eyes and got up with a yawn.

In the 407 dormitory, there are people like Zhao Na who wake up in the morning and go for a run. There are also people like Yu Wei who sit at the table two hours in advance and make up carefully. Naturally, there are also lazy bugs like Xin Yimu who can't get up until the last minute.

After Bai Xunyin came out of the bathroom after washing, Yu Wei just finished applying makeup.

"Beauty is really the existence of Tianzi and the country without cream powder." Yu Wei looked at Bai Xunyin's clear and almost dripping face, sighing with envy, jealousy and hatred, and said: "What do we eat with Yinyin? Can you grow up so beautiful?"

Bai Xunyin was taken aback, only smiled.

——I don’t know why, such praise can be heard almost every day since she went to university, maybe because of the boring selection of school flowers? After listening for more than a year, Bai Xunyin has become accustomed to it.

She put on her headphones and sat at the table, gnawing on the bread she bought in the supermarket yesterday. The high number questions in the headphones were like a hypnotic artifact...

The days in the university are so plain and dull, as warm as the silent river flowing by, and passing fast.

In the first semester of the sophomore year, Bai Xunyin met a freshman who was also Lin Lan.

It sounds ridiculous. She was in a high math public class that day, and there was a girl sitting down beside her carelessly.

Her'wild' movements caught Bai Xunyin's attention, and she turned her head slightly to see a girl who looked like a doll.

The girl is wearing black wool short sleeves, extremely close-fitting, with a fiery chest, big waist and thin waist. The lower body is a very bold denim skirt. The legs are slender and white with 10 cm high heels.

Bai Xunyin took a look and then retracted his gaze. He couldn't help feeling a little admired—the autumn in the north was colder than the winter in Lin Lan, at least she would never dare to wear clothes with exposed legs.

As soon as the girl came in and sat next to Bai Xunyin, it attracted the attention of at least half of the class.

It's just that the girl's attention is all on Bai Xunyin. Seeing her ignoring people, her eyebrows frowned and she couldn't help looking for her presence: "Hello."

At this time the professor hadn't entered the door, Bai Xunyin smiled at the girl sideways, and replied, "Hello."

"I'm a freshman, and I came to see you specially." The young girl looked at Bai Xunyin and snorted, looking at Bai Xunyin, "It's like seeing what a schoolgirl looks like."

Bai Xunyin: "..."

"I was very unconvinced at first, but..." The girl hesitated for a while, and still reluctantly admitted: "It's pretty pure."

Facing such words of praise, Bai Xunyin couldn't help but have nothing to say.

"Seriously, it's you and me." The girl wrinkled her nose and murmured in a low voice: "Otherwise, I have to ask the computer department to organize a vote. I can't get the name of the school flower back!"

She speaks bluntly, but she is really temperamental.

Bai Xunyin always smiled faintly, without saying a word, but this time there was no faint estrangement from the past.

She liked the girl who was going straight in front of her. She was enthusiastic, bold, and sunny. At first glance, she was a girl who grew up in a harmonious and happy environment.

"Huh? Why don't you speak?" The girl's slender white fingers were wrapped around the ends of her hair: "I specifically inquired about your schedule to block you. I didn't expect you to be so cold."

......

Bai Xunyin felt that he was a bit wronged.

In fact, after losing her voice for three years and regaining her voice, she has the sequelae of not being talkative, which is not because of high coldness.

"I'm sorry." Bai Xunyin whispered to the girl: "What do you want to say? I'll accompany you."

The girl was taken aback for a moment, staring at her straightly with her green eyes. After a while, she laughed out loud, and then she leaned forward and closed.

Bai Xunyin was stunned by her sudden laughter.

"Hahaha, elder sister, why are you so cute." The girl's big bright eyes curled up, her lips pursed with a smile, Jiao Didi introduced herself——

"My name is Yu Shitian, I will play together in the future."

Probably because both of them were from Lin Lan, Bai Xunyin quickly got in touch with Yu Shitian.

Although she is a freshman in the finance department and her physics department arranges classes quite differently, she still often makes appointments to go shopping and watch movies together.

Yu Shitian is a simple and enthusiastic girl with a carefree and sweet mouth. From her, Bai Xunyin often sees a shadow similar to Amo.

Maybe she is naturally old and likes to be friends with such people.

Yu Shitian doesn't call her name, and often talks about her sister's.

Occasionally, Bai Xunyin listened a lot, and felt that she couldn't help but laughed, and asked her quite amusingly: "Do you have a sister in your family? How else can you be so coquettish."

"Where's my sister, I have two older brothers." Yu Shitian muttered, and snorted very disdainfully: "They will exploit and squeeze me, not caring, I want a sister-don't you mind if I call your sister? ?"

Bai Xunyin shook his head indifferently: "Don't mind."

She doesn't have a sister at all, and it's okay to have one more.

The quiet days passed so fast, and the end of the year came in a blink of an eye.

On the night of December 31st, Bai Xunyin dialed Ji Huiying's phone and whispered: "Mom, Happy New Year."

This is the second year since she has been thousands of miles away from home. In the midwinter night, the people in the dormitory basically go home and go home for appointments. She is alone in the dormitory.

The sound of firecrackers was faintly heard outside the window, but on the contrary, the interior of the room was even colder.

Bai Xunyin felt that his decision to go north was a bit too much only during the Chinese New Year.

Just like when a child is chasing a dream, he always ignores the gradually aging parents behind her. If she was in Lin Lan, at least she would be by Ji Huiying's New Year's Eve.

Bai Xunyin doesn't think too much about this matter in normal days, but Ji Huiying is always something she can't worry about, and she is always thinking about it in her heart.

So when he entered the junior year and almost all the students in the physics department started preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, Bai Xunyin began to secretly read information about internship recruitment on the Internet.

The physics department is of special nature, and is different from other plug-and-play majors after graduation. In this industry, graduate students can only be regarded as the most basic starting point.

A large number of doctors and masters who can't find a job abound, let alone fresh undergraduates?

Almost all the students who chose the physics department are prepared to keep studying for four years and six years.

So Zhao Na was surprised when she accidentally saw Bai Xunyin looking for an internship.

"No, Yinyin..." Zhao Na leaned over and asked hesitantly: "Aren't you going to guarantee research?"

Students like Bai Xunyin who study hard with top-notch grades and hold full scholarships will be directly admitted to the graduate school. Almost everyone would not doubt that she would continue her studies, so when she was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, her roommate never asked Bai Xunyin if she had this plan.

Department of Physics, assiduous student, do you need to ask?

As a result, it seems that the more accurate things are, the more likely to be biased.

Bai Xunyin paused with his fingers writing in Zhao Na's questioning voice, and then said nonchalantly: "No, just take a look."

In fact, she wanted to study graduate school, but she was really reluctant to read so many years of books, and then used this reason for occupying the moral commanding heights to pile up the burden of the family on Ji Huiying.

There used to be no way to go to school, but now that she grows up, she is reluctant to let Ji Huiying’s salary accumulate every month and take it to the hospital.

Family expenses and Bai Hongsheng's maintenance treatment in the hospital are huge expenses.

Bai Xunyin has been working-study since her freshman year, holding a scholarship and working part-time as a tutor. She strives to send money to her home every month to relieve Ji Huiying's burden. She doesn't want her mother to work endlessly after she retires.

It's not that she doesn't want to go to graduate school, PhD, but Bai Xunyin always thinks that looking for a job after graduation can reduce the burden on the family sooner... She is really entangled.

Maybe you shouldn't choose to study physics at the beginning.

Bai Xunyin sighed silently, lowered his head and ticked in front of the tutoring class on the itinerary.

Throughout the first semester of the junior year, Bai Xunyin spent his time in struggling with whether to take the postgraduate entrance examination and part-time job.

Until she received a call from home--

"Yin, Yinyin." Ji Huiying on the other side was crying, her voice trembling: "Your father..."

Bai Xunyin let out a violent "chuckle" in his heart.

After almost five years, Bai Hongsheng died on Friday morning.

It was a sunny day on May 18th.