Incurable Pain

Yu Luoyin's deep black eyes became darker, and while Bai Xunyin was a little flustered looking for a tissue to wipe him, her big hand gently and firmly buckled the back of her head.

Forcing the little girl to have a fixed posture, unable to get up, so she can only lie on him half without embarrassment.

Bai Xunyin was startled, and then he realized that Yu Luoyin didn't know when he opened his eyes.

And in those black eyes that are clear in both directions, it seems like a river of fire and ice is condensed at this moment, and it is condensed with indescribable depth...

The man's hot fingers rubbed Bai Xunyin's delicate cheeks, his voice hoarse: "It's been a long time since I looked at you so close."

Bai Xunyin felt that there was a layer of goose bumps on the place he touched, and her scalp almost exploded. Her voice was tense: "Yu Luoyin!"

"Shhhhh, keep it quiet." Yu Luoyin smiled, the corners of his lips were lazy joking, his eyes were as bright as a child before going on an adventure, he was eager to try, he whispered in Bai Xunyin's ear: "If you attract people too loudly, you can't do bad things."

...

Do a bad thing!

Bai Xunyin's cheeks and neck were red, and he squeezed his lips while struggling with Yu Luoyin's elbows: "You, don't let me go, I'm really angry."

The little girl has never frightened others, and she is even naïve and well-behaved when she speaks ‘ruthless words’.

Yu Luoyin had a deeper smile in his eyes. He didn't make any next move, but touched the girl's delicate pinna with ambiguous hands, making Bai Xunyin's earlobe hotter and hotter.

In this mess of hot ‘spring’, the phone in Yu Luoyin’s pocket rang untimely, as if exploded abruptly in the small and quiet space.

Bai Xunyin hurriedly said: "Your phone rang!"

A hint of disappointment flashed through the man's eyes. If he sighed like nothing, he murmured shamelessly: "You help me pick it up."

As long as you can stay away from Yu Luoyin now, let alone answer the phone, let Bai Xunyin do anything.

She nodded quickly like a mole, and after Yu Luoyin finally let go of her ‘being merciful’, Bai Xunyin quickly took out Yu Luoyin’s phone to connect: "Hello?"

"Where is Yu Luoyin? Let him come to the hospital quickly!" The call came from the hospital office: "There is an emergency, a series of car accidents!"

The man's voice was serious and rapid, especially when he heard it in the silent car interior.

Bai Xunyin was taken aback, and just about to tell Yu Luoyin, he became sober as soon as he heard the "emergency" in his originally chaotic eyes.

"Is it Brother Liu?" Yu Luoyin gently took the phone from Bai Xunyin's hand, his voice was clear and distinct, as if he had never drunk at all: "Okay, I'll pass now."

After he hung up the phone, he quickly rubbed his face, then stretched out his arms and took out a white coat from the bag in the back seat of the car. While wearing it, he said to the voice search, "Trouble, take me there. hospital."

Bai Xunyin: "..."

What a drunk, it really is a lie!

However, things are prioritized. Naturally, Bai Xunyin wouldn't care about Yu Luoyin at this time. She drove to the hospital quickly without saying a word.

The white Bentley would stop at the gate, and the man quickly pulled the car door and ran off.

The man who had no chance to talk to her on weekdays was too heavy to speak, and his back was filled with a rush.

Bai Xunyin stared for a long while, then retracted his gaze and drove the car into the parking lot of the hospital.

Getting off the car, the cool night breeze greeted his face, blowing away the hot blush on his face.

Bai Xunyin held the car key in his hand in his palm, hesitated, and walked back to the emergency room of the hospital.

She just wanted to return the car key to Yu Luoyin, Bai Xunyin was lobbying for excuses for her behavior, but another cryptic herself was protesting ‘No’.

no.

Nothing to do with the key, she just wanted to see Yu Luoyin.

Just now after the man heard the emergency call, his serious face and anxious emotion flashed back in his mind, Bai Xunyin couldn't help but want to see what he looked like at work.

Because when Bai Xunyin received that call, he suddenly realized that he had never understood Yu Luoyin's work or his life state...

Although Bai Xunyin still doesn't clearly understand why she has a strong ‘**’ to understand.

There are car accidents in this city almost every day, but the series of car accidents still make the emergency room of a hospital become a mess.

Bai Xunyin walked to the emergency department outside of Shenwai, standing at the door of the elevator, at the end of the long corridor, staring at the "everything in life" at the far end.

She remembered that Yu Luoyin was different from most boys in high school. He did not have the stinky sweat of those seventeen or eighteen-year-old boys who always exercised, nor was he stained with the messy mud when playing basketball. Both the uniform and the temperament were always clean. Refreshing, only the various shirts and shoes inside are limited editions written in English.

Perhaps it is because of this kind of ‘alternative’ that people can always notice him at a glance.

And now Yu Luoyin, dressed in a white coat with a few folds on his body, was slightly drunk and disappeared. He quickly followed the emergency personnel to push the ambulance, and was instructed by the doctor who might be his teacher. Shuttles through the CT room and the emergency hall like a dog, and from time to time he has to shout in a high voice,'Are the XXX family members here? XXX family, please come over and sign’...

Before finally pushing the patient into the operating room, he did not forget to explain to the nurse next to him to send the film of the other injured patient to the corresponding clinic.

Bai Xunyin didn't know how long she watched, she only knew that Yu Luoyin didn't stop for a second.

She probably knows the work intensity of domestic doctors, especially surgeons. She spends at least ten hours a day in high-intensity, and the mobile phones that cannot be turned off for 24 hours...

Even if Yu Luoyin is only an intern at present, he still has to do what he should do, no exception.

It's just that there is a difference between'approximately understanding' and seeing it with your own eyes.

For the first time, Bai Xunyin understood Yu Luoyin's six years of life. No, he should have been an intern for the past two years. But those who study medicine won't get there easily in school.

There is a saying that is ‘persuade people to learn medicine from heaven and thunder and strike’. It can be seen that the intensity and difficulty that medical students face and their ability to resist high pressure are so outrageous.

But Bai Xunyin could tell that Yu Luoyin was probably very fulfilling.

The corners of his eyebrows and eyes no longer carried the inattentive coldness when he was immersed in work. He was willing to bend down his straight body, his hands were stained with blood and he didn't care...

This was impossible for Yu Luoyin before.

The boy before was the most pretentious.

Bai Xunyin couldn't help but chuckle. After hearing that Yu Luoyin gave up studying medicine in the Department of Astronomy, the faintly painful heart finally relaxed a little.

She could see that Yu Luoyin liked and was satisfied with her current profession.

The girl who had been standing there for a long time retracted her gaze, and then walked to the nurse's desk in the emergency department.

Bai Xunyin waited patiently for the nurse to finish the call before asking softly, "Hello, is it convenient to ask where is Dr. Yu Luoyin's office?"

Of course she can ask the answer.

Because in the hospital, the doctor's office is never a secret.

This serial car accident in the middle of the night was caused by the offending car on the main road caused by the drunk driving of the perpetrator, which directly involved three cars colliding together. The scene was chaotic to almost tragic.

Fortunately, those four vehicles were not too crowded, and everyone was very safety-conscious wearing seat belts, and only two of them caused serious injuries.

One of them had a broken skull and was assigned to Yu Luoyin's teacher, Professor Zeng.

His nerves were very tense, and he followed the whole process as his deputy. After the operation was over, a full four hours had passed.

Fortunately, the operation was successful, and they did not work in vain.

"Xiao Yu, I performed well today." During the disinfection process after the operation, Professor Zeng smiled and praised Yu Luoyin: "You followed me into the operating room twice this week, right? Each time is more adept. better."

"Teacher, don't praise me." Yu Luoyin smiled'humbly', just like shaking M: "You will be complacent when you praise me. You still scold me more like when I first came to the hospital. , I can make progress..."

Professor Zeng interrupted him with a smile and cursed: "You kid will be guilty!"

Yu Luoyin shrugged with resignation, then took the lead in taking off the surgical gown on his body and then went to help the teacher ‘filially’.

The old professor is getting older, and after several hours of high-intensity surgery late at night, he is indeed tired and panicked. Seeing the students he brought out so caring, he couldn't help feeling: "Xiao Yu, I don't know how many students have been , You are really the most talented group in it."

"Look." Yu Luoyin couldn't help laughing: "You praised me again."

"Don't make trouble, I'm serious." Professor Zeng became serious and gave him a spiritual baptism before he was'off get off work'——

"The talent I mentioned not only refers to your professional skills as a doctor, but also a sense of responsibility, a spirit of'not abandoning or giving up' when facing patients-one thing I have never followed You said that the reason why I accepted you as a student is because you were a stunned boy when you first entered the hospital, but you can see that you are a steady young man. It is estimated that this is because of your family education since you were young. Seriously, Strict and responsible."

Yu Luoyin couldn't help being taken aback.

The traits that Professor Zeng said of him are actually some habits that he was reluctant at first, but later unknowingly influenced by Gu Yuan.

"But it's not the most important thing." Professor Zeng turned around and said: "It really made me want to accept you because of the mental illness later on."

A patient in a hospital once came to the psychology department for treatment. A few months later, he was judged to be mentally ill. Before being transferred to a psychiatric hospital, he wanted to commit suicide by jumping off the roof of the building.

If a patient dies in the hospital, the hospital will have an inescapable responsibility. It is an indiscriminate medical accident and will inevitably face a huge amount of compensation. There was a lot of trouble at the time. There were a lot of police cars. Police, doctors...everyone who could go rushed to the rooftop to persuade them.

Yu Luoyin's eyelashes moved slightly, and in the old professor's narration, he obviously remembered the events of the time.

Because at that time, he accidentally smoked on the rooftop and became one of the ‘parties’.

Yu Luoyin had just entered the hospital at that time, and many people despised his experience of repeating one year, and no one accepted him under his command, and he was very upset.

People who haven't smoked for a long time rarely go to'relieve fatigue', and as a result, those who are so immortal will encounter that mental illness.

At that time, Yu Luoyin hadn't had the consciousness of treating the patient as a god. He just watched the neurosis climb onto the rooftop, and a bunch of people coaxed her to coax her, begging her for a bright future and great future——

So Yu Luoyin couldn't help being the ‘villain’ similar to the ‘villain’.

"Do you want to jump down and get free?" Yu Luoyin cast his eyes down and glanced under the roof, and asked lazily about the beaten mental illness: "The police have already inflated the air cushion underneath, and you won't die if you jump down. It may be fractured, fixed with steel nails, and the pain is beyond words."

He was stunned by his mental illness.

When the people around heard Yu Luoyin's words, they quieted strangely.

At that time, Yu Luoyin was the only one who happened to be on the roof first and stood on the side. Even the mental illness ran over, so he was the only one who could stand beside her and talk.

Everyone was counting on Yu Luoyin to persuade her.

"Do you think it is not good to be alive? Very desperate, little girl, you seem to be only twenty. How much despair have you experienced?"

As a result, Yu Luoyin chuckled, instead of persuading him, he told the truth of "Zhu Ji".

He is not mean, nor sensational, only a pair of dark eyes fixedly looking at the mental illness, but it seems that he is looking at another person through her: "If you hit the bottom, you will rebound. You want to die now, and survive. Could it be worse? All the pains in the world will be smoothed by one hand. These hands may be time, doctors, or accidents."

...

It may be because of the big truth that ‘you won’t survive any worse’, or it may be that you can’t die if you jump down. In the end, the mental illness gave up committing suicide by jumping off the building, which also allowed the hospital to avoid potentially millions of medical malpractice lawsuits.

"I heard what you said at the time, and I felt that your kid was very transparent and a plastic talent, so I took you away. Otherwise, countless people want to enter my sect every year, why should I accept you?"

"But you studied so well at the beginning, and most of Lan had to go back to school. There must be some reason for this posture of being a doctor."

Professor Zeng Xu Xu recounted what happened a few years ago, and finally looked at him with interest, and asked tentatively: "Tell the teacher?"

Yu Luoyin fell silent for a moment, then smiled slightly: "Teacher, it's because of the person I like."

He once tried to'cure' someone with his own hands, and has since fallen in love with that feeling.

More than the vast sea of ​​stars, I can't stop.

When Yu Luoyin gently rubbed his sore shoulder and took Director Zeng's coat back to the office, he opened the door and was taken aback.

Under the quiet night light in the office, a slender figure lay on his desk, seeming to soften the cold atmosphere that has always been flooded with disinfectant.

Yu Luoyin walked over with light steps, half kneeling in front of Bai Xunyin's lying figure, looking at her small and delicate face.

The little girl had a nap on her stomach, at this angle.

Bai Xunyin who suddenly appeared in his office was like a snail elf, unexpected, but it didn't delay his enjoyment for a while.

When she was thinking about how she was waiting for herself here, Bai Xunyin's butterfly-wing eyelashes trembled, and a thin mist that would wake up in her slowly opened brown eyes.