Infernal Affairs

When he was young, Wang Fan didn't understand the meaning of death, and his mother didn't tell him and his sister too much about his father.

In Wang Fan's memory, his father left him only a police uniform, and his back when he always left in a hurry.

So in addition to knowing that his father was a policeman, Wang Fan didn't even remember his father.

There is no father's photo at home, which has always been a puzzling thing for Wang Fan.

Although her mother also explained this matter, she said that it was because Wang Fan's father died very sad, worried that seeing things and thinking about others would accumulate depression and become ill, so she buried all the things related to Wang Fan's father in his father's tomb. But as Wang Fan grew up day by day, he felt that his mother's explanation was far fetched.

Because of his younger age, he did not witness the feelings between his parents, but he still felt his mother's love for his father from some later things.

When Wang Fan's father died, he was just over three years old. His younger sister had not left his mother's arms, and his mother was only in her twenties.

In the 1990s, the economy of the whole country was very depressed. Although Wang Fan's mother was a teacher, she wanted to live with two children on her own salary, which was by no means a simple thing for a woman.

During the period after his father died, someone came to his mother's home to talk about remarriage.

Although Wang Fan was still young at that time, he could also tell what they were talking about from adults' words, so every time someone came to propose a marriage, he would sit next to his mother with his sister in his arms and listen carefully to the conversation between adults.

Weak life, always hope to get the strong pity.

Young Wang fan can't fully understand how hard it is to lose his father's family, but he can also hear his mother's embarrassment and helplessness from her mother's crying at night.

However, Wang Fan, who can't help, although he loves his mother very much, is selfish and doesn't want his mother to find a stepfather for him and his sister. After all, in the traditional Chinese thought, the appearance of a stepfather means abandoning the original family.

However, Wang Fan's worries are superfluous and even groundless.

After more and more people were rejected by Wang Fan's mother, no one mentioned it to her again, and Wang Fan's worry gradually disappeared with the growth of age.

When he was in high school, Wang Fan joked with his mother. When he and his younger sister grew up and formed their own families, if his mother didn't want to live with them, she could find a suitable wife to live with.

As a result, Wang Fan's mother went back to her room with a sad face.

When Wang fan saw that his mother was upset by what he said, he was also shocked. For a moment, he didn't know how to comfort his mother. His sister, who heard them talking, had a big fight with Wang Fan because of this.

Wang Fan didn't dare to argue. He was scolded by his sister and ran to his mother's room to admit his mistake.

I thought that my mother's sadness was due to the fear that when he was old and frail, he would be rejected by the children he raised. So Wang Fan repeatedly assured his mother that when he had the ability in the future, he would not let his mother leave him.

As a result, Wang Fan's mother told him that her sadness was not because of these.

A family of three sitting together, the mother looked at their children, and finally told her a secret hidden in the heart.

It turns out that before Wang Fan's father died, he once talked to Wang Fan's mother about letting her find a man to live with while she was young if there was an accident during the task. As for the two children, she could entrust them to Wang Fan's grandparents.

At that time, when Wang Fan's father said these words, Wang Fan's mother lost her temper and thought that Wang Fan's father didn't love her, so she was insulting her.

However, Wang Fan's father didn't explain anything. He just sat on the sofa and watched Wang Fan's mother dazed.

The task really had an accident, which made Wang Fan's mother can't believe it.

At that time, Wang Fan's mother lived in grief every day, and had no time to think about anything else.

But with the precipitation of time, after Wang Fan's mother's heart calmed down, she had a different idea in her heart.

Although the news of Wang Fan's father's death was learned from the police station, Wang Fan's family did not actually see his body.

The police officer in charge of this mission explained this, because when Wang Fan's father died, he fell into the turbulent river with the drug dealer they wanted to arrest. So although the police tried their best, they did not find his body in the end.

This explanation sounds reasonable. In addition, Wang Fan's mother and other family members are still immersed in grief, so there is no doubt about this explanation.

But Wang Fan's mother slowly found that there are many things that people can't understand about Wang Fan's father's sacrifice.

It's not that he has never experienced the sacrifice of the police. After all, the police is a high-risk profession, so Wang Fan's mother has attended the funeral of other police officers, but Wang Fan's father's funeral is totally different from others.

No body, no grand farewell ceremony.

There was no news media coverage because of the heroic sacrifice of Wang Fan's father.

The whole funeral process can be described by the word "simple".

Although Wang Fan's mother had many doubts in her heart, she didn't go to the end, because she vaguely felt that the sacrifice of Wang Fan's father was not simple.

At that time, Wang Fan did not understand her mother's words, and did not know what she said was not simple, and what she implied.

But the mother said these things, he also remember in the brain, also deeply buried in the heart.

Many years later, when he followed Uncle GUI on the mountain far away from the cemetery and witnessed his simple and sad funeral with a telescope, he really understood what his mother had always suspected.

No bodies, no valedictory service.

Everything can only be described simply, his funeral and his mother's father's funeral are exactly the same.

When Wang fan saw the funeral held by his family, he had a bold guess and a beautiful dream, just like his mother's heart.

The same police, the same simple funeral.

It must be no accident!

Wang Fan's heart has been thinking: their father and son, will not be doing the same thing? With the same sadness?