Infinity: Kill your way through the movie world

I was deleted today. I really don’t feel like typing anymore. I want to adjust my mood.

I feel like I need to examine my heart.

From the day we met,

I knew clearly in my heart that the snow in Beijing would not fall in the south of the Yangtze River; I also knew that the flowers in the south of the Yangtze River would not bloom in Beijing.

But the more this is the case, the more I yearn for it.

I can only say that the order of people’s appearance is really important. If many people change the time, the ending may be completely different.

Born at the wrong time, love at the wrong person, maybe it’s fate. After all, the most normal thing in this world is not perfection, but love that cannot be obtained!

I used to pua myself and told myself: Don’t be too obsessed with the ending!

Tell yourself that the process of ‘witnessing and experiencing’ is the most important. As long as the process is exciting enough, even if the ending is not satisfactory, is it a tragedy?

Or endure all desires, reject all good intentions, and completely ignore the process, just for the redemption of the last moment, is it a perfect ending?

But now I feel that maybe what I need most is to calm down and do what I should do, instead of being restless and anxious inside, destroying the last enthusiasm and determination.

So today I want to meditate carefully.

No longer obsessed with which is more important, the ‘process’ or the ‘result’, but let it go.

Born to please yourself, not to be trapped by others.

Loneliness and tranquility are long-term friends. Love will occasionally knock on the door. When it comes, we will sweep the couch to welcome it. When it leaves, we will clean up the regrets and continue to accompany loneliness, listen to music, read books, watch dramas, plant new flowers, forget old people, and be sincere to the days.

Book friends, wait for me, I will regain my energy tomorrow. (End of this chapter)