Is Xiao Fu Bao Disliked? The Whole City Loves Me With Their Lives

Chapter 437 Extra: Flowers in the Mirror, Moon in the Water (Previous Life)

I spent several years in the Marquis Mansion of Jinyang, living in a transparent way.

 When I was 9 years old, I was suddenly called to my grandmother, calling me heartily.

 Sui Sui is at a loss.

 She was in a daze accepting her grandmother's sudden care and love, as well as the jealousy of her other sisters.

 She has been called Sui Sui in the house for several years, and now she finally has a name.

 Xu Yuefu.

 To be honest, Suisui was panicked at first.

 Later, I felt mixed emotions.

 She was a little afraid of the look in her grandmother's eyes when she looked at her.

 However, life can be more comfortable when someone values ​​you and loves you.

There is no need to compete with dogs for food, and there is no need to be secretly pinched and stabbed by those aunts and ladies.

 At least, life is not that difficult anymore.

Suisui thought blankly that he should be content.

 After another year of adjustment, I don’t know how my grandmother feels about me.

 He is hot and cold, sometimes he is overly enthusiastic, and sometimes he is cold-hearted.

Just after her tenth birthday, her grandmother suddenly called her close and said that in order to have a good reputation with the outside world, she would bring her aunt and her family to live in the capital.

“You can get a good reputation just by slipping a little bit between your fingers. You don’t need to meet people in person, just send them around as you like.”

“It’s not good for people to say that you have forgotten your relatives when you have a wealthy life.”

 …

Suisui didn’t want to take his uncle’s family to the capital.

Although she is young, she still remembers how she lived in the village.

 She can survive only because of her great fortune.

 After staying cautiously with my grandmother for more than a year, Suisui bravely refused to say out loud for the first time: "I don't want to."

Then, her grandmother called her to Lanruo Temple in the name of burning incense and asked her to kneel devoutly outside the main hall and reflect on her mistakes.

“You are so intolerant of others. With your character, how can others think highly of you?”

"Kneel down here first, reflect carefully, when will you think clearly, and when will you get up again."

 …

 Sui Sui showed her stubbornness for the first time and did not want to admit her mistake, so she knelt there honestly.

　　From morning to noon, her knees were numb, and she never thought of saying that she was wrong.

Then it rained heavily, chilling her to the core.

 When she was about to lose her strength, Mrs. He who came to offer incense held an umbrella and shielded her for a long time.

The woman looked a little haggard, but she still comforted her with red eyes: "Some things are actually not difficult to think about. Don't be so stubborn. It's just that you don't like it, but there will always be a day when you can grow up and make the decision. It’s better to wrong yourself first than to torture yourself.”

Mrs. He became sad as she spoke.

 Long time later, the rain that day became blurred in Sui Sui’s memory, but Sui Sui still remembered the way Mrs. He tried to persuade her that day even though she was extremely sad.

Sui Sui had almost no interaction with her. It was only because Mrs. He had just lost her little daughter. Seeing the pitiful Sui Sui kneeling there, she felt pity for her, so she gave her a few words of good-natured advice.

 For Mrs. He, this may have been an unintentional move, but for Suisui, it was like a big hand that lifted the fog and gave her a lot of guidance.

 She was taken to her grandmother. No one taught her how to behave. She just did what her grandmother said.

She was like a puppet in her grandmother's hand. When her grandmother's hand moved, she could move accordingly.

 It is rare to bravely refuse once every year, but he is punished so severely.

She doesn’t know how to take detours, she only knows how to go head-on.

 After Mrs. He’s persuasion, Sui Sui finally understood that it could still be like this.

 For many years to come, I relied on concessions year by year to make my life much easier.

She agreed with her grandmother that in order to build a good reputation, she brought her aunt and family to the capital.

 It's just that, intentionally or unintentionally, she gave the Chen family all kinds of invisible pressure.

 After I brought my cousins ​​to see the prosperity and liveliness of the capital, I let them know that according to their status, they could not marry those noble ladies who they were jealous of.

Then looking at my cousins ​​who were heartbroken and drunk, I actually couldn’t feel any happiness at all.

There is no way to take revenge on them and make yourself feel a little happier.

 After feeling no fun, Sui Sui simply stayed away from them.

 It just so happened that my grandmother didn’t want her to get too close to the Chen family.

Grandma always said that they are a family. Her surname is Xu, and everything good or bad in the future will be related to the Xu family.

Suisui is like a well-behaved doll, responding softly and doing as she is told. As she gets older, she becomes more and more like a dummy without emotions or the ability to think.

 At the age of her hairpin, she married into the Tang Dynasty and became the wife of the fifth son of the Tang Dynasty.

 The Fifth Young Master of Tang Dynasty is very good.

 Polite and courteous, elegant and gentle.

 At a young age, he is already mature, and he is extremely considerate towards her.

 However, Suisui doesn’t like it.

The Fifth Young Master of the Tang Dynasty said that he would like to have two people all his life, and only one person every year in this life, and nothing else.

 However, before Suisui got married, she accidentally saw the other party frequently disguised herself and walking in and out of Lihua Alley.

 After conducting various investigations in private, we found out that there was his aunt who kept a lot of pets.

It is said that he had a slim waist, a soft body, and a good singing voice. He was very popular with the fifth prince of the Tang Dynasty. In order not to attract attention, he hid him in Lihua Lane, where ordinary people lived.

One day in Suisui, I was craving for a kind of cake, so I made a special detour to buy it myself.

As a result, they accidentally bumped into Tang Wu Gongzi and the delicate wife, and they kissed in a remote alley until they were wet.

She didn’t cry or make a fuss, she just got married quietly.

Sui Sui thought, Tang Wu was actually not bad, at least he was willing to lie to himself.

 However, she doesn't like them, whether it's the Xu family or the Tang family, she doesn't like any of them.

She hated their ugly and false faces, but she had to put on the same mask to deal with them.

She has been married for six years and has nothing to do. No one from the Tang family came to urge her. Mrs. Tang, a dignified and elegant mother-in-law, still smiled and comforted her, saying that the fate had not yet come.

Every time at this time, Suisui would put on a guilty and helpless look, expressing that she wanted to take a concubine for her husband. She didn't mind if her original promise was ruined, she just wanted the bloodline of the Tang family to be continued.

At this time, Tang Wu would express excitedly: He would never touch anyone else, he just wanted to be with her.

Suisui didn't know that he didn't feel guilty when he said this.

  Anyway, she felt very guilty when she said those words.

 Because she hates her current life and the people around her, so she doesn’t want to have too many ties with them. Since then, she has been childless.

 Sui Sui thought, this might be another kind of preference that God has for her.

She was trapped in this square backyard with no freedom at all. She didn’t want her children to be like her.

  Simply, don’t bring them to this world for a while.

 In the seventh year of their marriage, His Majesty died and the Crown Prince succeeded to the throne.

The Crown Princess was named the Queen, and the fourth girl of the Tang Dynasty, the former Tang concubine, was named the Xianfei.

As the mother clan of the new emperor, the Tang family was unparalleled and powerful. The Jinyang Marquis Mansion also followed suit. In addition, due to their considerable contributions over the years, they were promoted to Duke of Jin by His Majesty.

 In this year, the identity of Tang Wuyang's concubine was revealed.

 The other party’s surname is Che and his given name is Ganoderma lucidum.

She is the natal family of the aunt who almost killed King Qi, and is the daughter of a sinner.

Tang Wu took her in when he saw that she was pitiful.

 Che Lingzhi was a coaxer, and as she got older, Chuluo became more and more beautiful, slowly catching Tang Wu's heart.

Men may always have a filter for the white moonlight of childhood.

Tang Wu clearly knew that Che Lingzhi would not be on the stage or even see the light of day, but he hid her tightly. Even if he had to get married for the sake of power, he was not willing to give up on this person.

 After several years of hard work, Suisui finally pieced together the information. Taking the opportunity of entering the palace, she told the queen.

Having been in the capital for so many years, she knew that the Tang family had become too popular. If the new emperor wanted to truly take power, the first person he wanted to kill was her grandfather's faction.

 Now, Suisui handed the evidence to the other party with his own hands.

The new emperor received the evidence, and soon Tang Wu was convicted and the Tang family was collectively held accountable.

 Mr. Tang, who was once the most popular person in the world, has now been demoted two levels in a row and ordered to return to his hometown to reflect for two months.

Within two months, he was successfully cut off from all matters in the capital. If he wanted to intervene again, it would depend on His Majesty's permission.

 At the same time, the virtuous concubine was demoted to a young concubine and moved to the cold palace.

 In order to attack the Tang family, the new emperor spent nearly a year preparing.

 In the eighth year of their marriage, the Tang family went from being prominent to being in the cold.

 There were two years of ups and downs in the middle. In the end, Mr. Tang couldn't stand the stimulation and died in depression.

The eldest son of the Tang Dynasty did not have the ability of his father and could barely maintain the daily life in the mansion.

Mrs. Tang yelled like crazy: Isn’t it a lucky star? Why is it a disaster now?

 Must be a disaster star!

 At this age, I reluctantly pieced together the reason why I was suddenly valued by my grandmother in the Xu Mansion.

 Bring your own blessings.

 It’s not that Suisui doesn’t feel anything, it’s just that she has never been sure.

 It is now confirmed.

Since he is a lucky star, can all his wishes come true?

 She neither wants the Tang family to live well, nor the Xu family to live well, nor does she want the Chen family to live well.

 So, when will they finish?

 It turned out quickly.

After the Che Lingzhi incident came to light, the Tang family was held accountable. At the same time, the Duke of Jin, who was related to the Tang family by marriage, was also challenged for various reasons.

 Less than three years later, Che Lingzhi was sent away with a piece of white silk.

Tang Wu couldn't accept such a result and was so stimulated that he went crazy and soon fell into the water and died.

Tang Mansion was defeated, and Xu Mansion was defeated faster than Tang Mansion.

Without the help of the Xu family, the Chen family's life would only be more difficult.

 Sui Sui was naturally resented by the Tang family.

However, she no longer cares.

 She begged the Queen and asked her to lead her to practice cultivation and went to Changqing Temple.

The new emperor agreed to Suisui's request for the sake of her report.

The other party borrowed the Queen's help to help Suisui deal with a lot of troubles and allowed her to practice with peace of mind.

 As for the Tang family and the Xu family?

 Sui Sui no longer wants to worry about it.

　　At this time, I was not yet thirty, but I was already gloomy and old-fashioned.

  She thought that she might not live long.

 Sui Sui doesn’t want to live a false and sad life every day for the rest of his life.

 So, she thought, she would be willful and live a little bit of the life she wanted.

Autumn of the year when I turned thirty seemed to come very early.

　　In September, the weather is already a bit cold, and I need to wear a thick cloak every year to suppress the coldness in my bones.

 After finishing morning classes, Suisui sat by the window and watched the scenery.

I saw a figure at the foot of the mountain from a distance, approaching slowly.

The other party kowtowed step by step, with a serious and pious expression.

 Sui Sui Sui knew that the other party was Princess Qi.

 She comes every September and kowtows in person all the way from the foot of the mountain to the mountain.

The other party is not praying for himself, but for his younger son.

The Sixth Young Master of Prince Qi’s Mansion injured his leg in his early years, and it is said that his temperament became very bad. In the past two years, his health has become worse and worse due to the hidden injury in his early years.

Therefore, in September of the past two years, when the sixth son's birthday is approaching, Princess Qi will come in person, kowtow devoutly, and pray to the gods to bless her child.

 Sui Sui gets hot-eyed every time she looks at it.

 She wants to…

If her mother is still alive, maybe she is also a child who is loved by her mother, right?

A little more greedy, if Princess Qi is his mother, the other party will definitely not be happy to see me. She has just turned 30 and is already half-gold, with an old look on her face, and almost no breath of life in her body.

 I don’t want to live like this every year.

 It’s just that she is tired.

She is too rational. She has been wearing the mask for many years, but she can't persuade herself to believe that it is true.

 What is false is still false after all and can never be true.

 And she is unwilling to accept and face such falsehood.

 So, we are doomed to be unhappy, we are doomed to be unhappy.

However, at least, she still has a few years left in her life, and she has earned the peace by herself.

 Happiness is already a luxury, and peace is enough.

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