Isekai Torippu Shita Sono Bade Taberarechaimashita

I had a dream.

That seemed like a very flimsy, serene routine, only slightly different.

I have a father, I have a mother, I have a sister and a brother, and I have a mike.

It should have been normal until about six months ago. There, for some reason, the captain was with me.

With everyone, I was just, like, laughing.

It was a warm, mixed, slightly uncut dream.

"You look pale, Spirit Guest"

A little after breakfast, before my eyes as I sat by the bed blurring, a shadow descended.

Of course, the shadow is not a literal shadow, but a shadow. More importantly, Lett is the person.

Missing the timing of surprise because I was so out of my mind, I look up to Lett as I sit down.

Lett, who peeks back, is so much a child's face that he is convinced that he will be told that there is Japanese blood in it. Yesterday, I received a self-declaration that I was two years older than me, but I don't think I can help but wonder.

"It's all right now, isn't it hard to call you a guest of the Spirit? You can name it!

"Really? So, Sakura, are you okay?

Lett said it all over again, but now he's asking clearly.

While smiling loosely, those eyes are serious in themselves.

I guess I'm worried, and I'm sorry I bothered you because I don't care.

"Hmmm... you heard a lot from Lett, hey, I have a good dream"

"Isn't it the other way around? It's weird."

I laugh small at Lett, who just says, "I can't solve it."

I know it's weird for me, but I can only say it is.

The family dream I haven't had in a long time would obviously be the effect of hearing Lett's secret.

They told me I was pulling the blood of my hometown, and I didn't seem to have given up so much as anything yet.

Untrained Taratara, feels like Gragra.

It may at least be said that such an honest admission of oneself has led to progress. Because the captain forgave me my sweetness and took it.

"This is even more so now, Lett. Can you follow me all the time? Other work..."

"The covert unit is a unit for spiritual guests," you said yesterday. I can't go to another job like that. "

"Well, I haven't really felt it yet..."

Honestly, my ability as a guest of the Spirit means I don't need an interpreter thanks to automatic translation.

Does it matter that you don't see any spirits other than offi, or are you just simply unconscious?

Either way, I was suddenly told there were people out there who existed to protect me, and yeah, that's not really something I could swallow.

"If you want to be alone, isn't it a shame to ask?

Am I the only one who can see a horrible black ear on Lett's head laughing at Nimmari?

It seemed useless to give a bad deception to a hundred battle smelling covert troops.

"... isn't that mean how you say it"

"Was it a picture star?

I wonder how many people say that and nod honestly.

At the point of not denying it, though we also know that it is like affirming it.

I want you to be alone, although it wasn't so much a wish as to make it clear, it's also true that those feelings existed less often. Yeah, you can't get away with it.

Lett laughed deeply at me when I pressed him against me.

"I know you don't, but I've been watching you for a long time. I was often not at the fort, and I tried to keep some privacy in the fort. So I know more about you than you think, and you're a little strange right now."

"Strange...... is it?

"You were more free when you were in the fort. As my own cigarette. But it seemed like fun every day. Of course, Kara, there would have been times when you were fine."

Lett, who talks as if he knew everything, wondered from where the hell he was looking.

That or this until I became a lover with the captain. Daily landscape of work, meals and breaks. I went to town, loved with the captain... and cried hard in the captain's arms.

Kara, I can't deny how well you are. Sometimes I was turning away from my feelings, although that's not happening now thanks to the captain.

Still, I think I “did what I wanted" to do, including that.

"I thought I'd go complain to Prince Wang, sell a fight to a licking samurai, expose myself as a guest of the Spirit - or Sakura. It's not connected to a chain, but I wonder why you're being quiet."

I was separated from the captain and brought to the king's capital for three days today.

There are many things I would like to say to Prince Wang. I'm a little mucky about the attitude of the samurai, and I thought they could treat me more politely as a guest of the Spirit.

But I didn't move anything into action. I didn't step out of the room except when I was half forced to stand up for a tea party with Master Cocolia.

I guess that didn't look like me if you tried that from Lett.

This isn't the first time anything's happened to me in my room.

I don't know how far Lett knows, but I haven't been out of the captain's room for more than a week since I came to this world.

All the servants, including the women, were in the fort, evacuated by the crew who felt right after the battle. If they tell me I can't cover my chastity, I won't bother to get out of the safe zone.

I must have been free in that situation. Of course, his actions were restricted, but his mind was free. I honestly believed it would be safe to be here, and I was even unusually thrilled.

It was supposed to be a similar situation to now, but it was completely different from now.

The difference is... Is the captain here?

Oh, well.

I...

"... frightened, I guess"

"Frightened?"

I smiled bitterly at Lett as if he were a child.

"I, I was probably more of a child than I thought I was. I can't do anything on my own."

The captain's not here.

Because there's no one here who looks at me as it is and accepts me.

That's all that makes me incapable of acting like me.

I could go in without being frightened of the unknown, because I knew the captain would protect me if anything happened. I wasn't afraid of collisions with people because I knew the captain would see me with a fair eye.

I owe it to the captain to remain me in this world.

It was such an easy thing to notice for the first time away from the captain.

"You said you were a little impotent, but we could follow you. Even though it would be funnier if you did something for me. I knew it had to be the Fifth Captain."

"Yeah, I don't think so."

"Oh well, then you can't help it. I'll leave you alone for a while today."

Lett didn't seem to be offended and said so in mild condition.

I'm in a position where you're protecting me, but I'm relieved that you pulled back, I'm really on my own.

"... It's also true that I'm glad you're here, Lett."

I added, like, an excuse, knowing there was no point in saying anything.

The fact that I'm not alone is significant. That's all I can do is keep my feet on my feet that I'm about to tremble.

But that's far from the absolute peace of mind that the captain gives us.

"Yeah, I know"

Lett put a cute smile on his face and turned it into a souvenir and disappeared behind the ceiling sassy.

You're gonna laugh at my selfishness and forgive me. Lett, you're a really good man.

Not just Lett, I've been supported by the kind people of this world, but I've never been satisfied with that payback either.

When the hell can I be someone who can return kindness to kindness? I guess I can be a person who can respond in good faith.

I swallowed the sigh I'd been swallowing up as I blurred up at Lett-kun's disappearing ceiling.