Isekai Torippu Shita Sono Bade Taberarechaimashita

I was aware that Sakura had woken up many times in the middle of the night.

Because of his sensitivity to the signs, he just gets a little stuck next door and tells him so.

It was like I was half asleep, so I had no problem, but Sakura would have been awake at least four times.

Just in time for dawn.

I heard a sigh from next door and I spoke.

Sakura has turned this way and said hello as usual.

He's laughing, but he didn't look a little cheerful.

I told him that if he couldn't sleep, he couldn't sleep.

Answer to Sakura, who says he doesn't seem to be a soldier, that he doesn't need to be.

Sakura better remember the word proper material.

Sometimes there are women in the military, but not many because of their lower arm strength compared to men.

Sakura called out to me when I got out of bed, trying to get up.

Looking back, Sakura was shaking her eyes anxiously.

Scared of unrivaled enemies, like a weak girl. Seeking someone to shelter me, like a toddler.

I was heartily surprised by the grieving look on his face that was not feminine.

"Today, do you fight demons?

That's what Sakura has asked as she shows her getting lost in words.

Well, what's causing her worries, demons?

That would be, somehow, yesterday today.

I'm sure it's the same reason I couldn't sleep.

"I can't say it's not possible. If you'll excuse me, we'll have to fight."

"I hope it doesn't come close."

"... are you scared?

I asked Sakura, who looked pale.

Are you still willing to sleep, peek into Sakura's face as she lays down?

Dark eyes, like the night of the new moon.

What you see there is anxiety, fear, and fright.

I knew I didn't have to ask the answer.

"Instead of demons. I don't like it when the captain gets hurt."

Sakura has given a slightly off answer to what she expected.

"I was really relieved that that red wasn't the captain's blood. So don't get hurt."

Sakura said with a serious look at you remembering the red blood that dyed your shirt.

Don't get hurt, this may be the first time you've been told. Don't die, though it was as much as I was told.

It's my job to fight for something called a military man. Some danger, some injuries are severe.

Sakura may also understand that it is impotent to say so.

If you still can't tell me.

"Be careful"

That's all I could answer.

To inform you of the dangers of demons, you can consider it a success.

To my delight, I didn't seem to be without people.

It wouldn't be an apology for making me feel scared, but I told him I didn't have to worry.

This is still more than eleven years since I became a soldier and five years since I became captain.

I will not delay the demons there now.

He grips his head as he raises the forehead of the lying Sakura.

I tried not to touch it much because of what happened the first night, but now would be a good time.

Because there will also be peace of mind for people's body temperature.

"Hehe, Captain. That's sweet."

Funya, and Sakura gave an indefensible grin.

He's innocent and dangerous like a child, but he also has an adult mindset.

I can't hate that place, even though there are so many words and actions that make me frown without a crush.

I was faintly aware that I was being relieved.

Then, instantly, the day passed.

Sakura was so healthy every day that she was too well.

You'd be bored to be in the room the whole time, but you don't even look like that.

He told me stories that didn't matter what he read today or what he was doing in his room.

I guess I'm a good talker. At least I never found it boring to hear it.

It's something I can talk about so much to me that I don't really get along with it.

Good morning, come on in, welcome back, good night.

When such a deflectionless greeting became a habit.

The day came when the servants would return.

Sakura that morning, something was wrong.

Doesn't mean I didn't sleep well, like the morning after I saw the blood.

He sits on the edge of the bed, looking blurry and hollow.

"... what's wrong?

"Heh? I won't do anything."

Speaking up, Sakura looked up at me and grinned.

But the smile was so uncomfortable that it was different than usual.

"You're a lousy liar. Don't push it."

I said in a quiet voice, careful not to blame me.

Something's wrong. I'm not energetic with a smile.

Enough to make you think something happened.

Sometimes it's easier to just talk, so I was hoping I could get rid of some of my worries.

"Does the captain have a family?

Coming out of Sakura's mouth was not the answer to the question.

unrelated questions. But there's no way it doesn't matter at all.

As I was questioned, I talked about my family.

My father, my brother, my sister. An important family I have left in the Wang capital.

Even if it's far away, I've never thought I'd miss you. I'm here on my own responsibility, and I'm getting regular updates.

Most importantly, if you go back to King's Capital, your family will be waiting for you there.

Well, I was convinced.

Why all of a sudden Sakura has been listening to my family.

Sakura is a guest of the Spirit. I can't go back to the original world.

I can't see my family for the rest of my life.

"Do you miss me?

To my inquiry, Sakura gave me a look.

That's what I didn't want to be pointed out, so I realized.

The words I have said will not be undone.

Sakura opened her mouth before telling her she didn't have to answer.

"Yes, I think so."

With a troubled face, and a face that looks like it could cry somewhere.

Sakura affirmed.

Unfeminine, invigorating voice. Worried expression.

I felt like I was looking at something I shouldn't.

"I'm sure I can go home, I wouldn't even rest where I said"

There have been hundreds, a little over a thousand Spirit guests in the past, but none of them returned to the original world alone.

Spirit guests can't go home. That's common sense as anyone knows it.

I was restless and willing to lie, I couldn't be.

I thought Sakura wouldn't want that either.

"Captain is an honest man."

"Not as good as you"

I looked the other way at Sakura, who made me laugh.

The expression, the voice, is so honest. Sakura tries to deceive her emotions.

Why, try to laugh?

If you want to cry, you can cry.

It's more painful to watch, trying to force me to laugh.

I don't want to see your sad face.

But I don't want to see more faces laughing patiently at tears.

"I wish you could have a family in this world."

That was just an idea.

What's wrong with Sakura? I just have to live in this world.

If you are rooted in this world, I wonder if one day you will have a lover, a husband, and more family.

I thought that would stop Sakura from showing a lonely grin either.

If you can be important, if you're beside him, maybe Sakura can cry too.

I wish this world could have a being that could make Sakura cry all she wants.

"... I want it, my family"

Poop, and. Wishes spill small.

A really, really quiet or calm twinkle that dissolves in the air of dawn.

But the voice said it was a sincere wish.

"One day, I can"

With my own hope, I assured you.

Innocent and defenseless as a child, so that some dangerous girl can be happy in this world.

Just one thing. If there's anything to stop her from connecting to this world.

Because if I could have a reason to live in this world, I'm sure I wouldn't have this sad look.

"Will you be the captain? To my family."

"You're a big kid."

I also jokingly replied to Sakura's words that only sounded like a joke.

I don't know how old Sakura is, but I'm pretty sure she'll have made it before adulthood.

"Then make it your wife."

Sakura made a sarcastic problem statement.

I'm sure she didn't mean to do that. I know it's just a joke.

But by accident, I imagined it.

When I get home, Sakura greets me with a smile. It's about an active Sakura, it could hold me.

Hold a child like me and laugh at me happily.

Sakura, who doesn't know how to behave as a privileged class, will surely struggle. Sakura with a strong core, though, wouldn't miss the effort if she decided to.

That's it, I came up with it in just a moment.

I frown upon my own imagination, which has spread too far.

How did you come up with so much detail when you said you were only spending a week and a little bit together?

And to that imagination, why didn't you feel uncomfortable?

I don't hate Sakura. I always thought it was something to protect.

I don't hate it, I don't think it's anywhere. I'm sure I like Sakura.

It's not bad to be beside you like this... no, on the contrary, I'm even starting to think it's comfortable.

If that had been a lifetime thing, enough to imagine.

"I'm kidding, so don't look so disgusted."

"No,... nothing"

It's not that I don't like it, I just got into trouble thinking about it a lot.

But there's no way I can tell you the truth.

No way, there was a child between you and me in my imagination, etc.

Even if my mouth was torn, there was no way I could tell.

One day that day, the phantom of a girl laughing happily next to me crept into my head and couldn't get away.