Isekai Torippu Shita Sono Bade Taberarechaimashita

I thought about it overnight and came to the conclusion that I should distance myself a little.

I just realized how I feel about Sakura, and now I can't make a calm decision.

If I had treated you with the same distance as before, if I had a Sakura at the distance I could touch, I would have made irrevocable mistakes.

From that day on, I thoroughly escaped from Sakura by punching into work.

He also spends his breaks in the office and returns to his room just before bed at night.

He walked in the fort exploring the signs of Sakura so that nothing could be different.

It was easy not to see Sakura. Signs of the Spirit in the Sacrament will be marked.

Still, it's impossible to avoid seeing him at all, and I've seen him several times.

Would I have obviously avoided it and offended you? Would I have hurt you?

Though I care, I can't check on her with this eye.

Now, we can't just get close to her.

"Is this a chase, Captain?

A few days after avoiding her, Milt came as she was taking a break in the office.

I smile with a slight smile on my face.

Why are you making it look so funny, you.

What is “now” in the first place? I don't remember ever messing with anything.

"I don't mean that"

"Well, I don't mind, if it doesn't even affect my job"

I was joking and told, I was giddy at the words that would be seriously mixed up.

Milt is thoroughly efficient.

It's a pain in the ass. That's why I avoid wasting it, and I pay attention to my surroundings so that I can get the job done on the streets.

Working with him is amazingly easy and I trust him more than anyone else in that respect.

That's why if we're going to get in the way of our work on this one, we're going to get some kind of hand around it.

Let's just stick to what I'm running from, shall we?

We need to make sure that we don't have personal feelings about our work so that we don't.

"Either way, I don't think he can keep running away from me."

Milt made me try a bad prophecy.

Maybe so, I think, because I know how she behaves.

Even I knew it didn't make sense to just keep running.

Still, now, I thought I had to keep my distance and stay calm.

Do not lay your hands on Sakura. You mustn't hurt Sakura.

Over and over, chanting back and forth in my heart.

You can't face Sakura unless you undo the hoop that came off.

Don't let yourself be harmed by what you have to protect.

I started avoiding it for about a week. Would it have calmed down a little?

It didn't have to be followed by a milt, and it came from me right in front of me.

"Evening."

Sakura was there as he went up the stairs to his room.

She has greeted me with a challenging look when she suddenly grabbed my sleeve and unwittingly shook it off.

Caught off guard because it was late, and it seemed like it was my vendetta that I forgot to explore the signs.

Thoughts that follow in my chest at the appearance of a girl I've seen at close range for a long time.

That, if you name it, is love or love or something like that.

I knew I wasn't going to be calm.

I turned away from her and walked straight out to my room.

"Why are you avoiding it!

Sakura follows suit.

She'll be just as aware of what I'm avoiding, so I guess she's here to protest.

She tried to walk into the room by herself. Pull me back, her little hand.

... Can't we get away with this?

I gave up and welcomed her into the room.

Talking outside the room makes the conversation slip away.

If you don't go to the bedroom, if you keep a certain distance, I should be able to stand it right now.

Because she decided not to do anything she didn't want.

I had no choice but to apologize to Sakura, who said she missed me because her grievances exploded.

But what else was I supposed to do?

Should I have treated you as usual? I'm not that clever.

You want me to forget about that night? That's the only way I can do it.

Perhaps it's more impossible to talk about being cool in front of her than to become aware of your feelings for Sakura.

Give me a break, I spilled it.

I can't see Sakura's face from earlier.

I almost illusion that she wants me on her sleeve that won't let go with a strong grip.

"Did you hate me?

Like a child abandoned by his parents, Sakura inquired in an anxious voice.

If so, how good it would have been. I thought.

If I could dislike it, I could deal with it clerically.

From the beginning, Sakura had easily entered my mind.

It was fun listening to her. I was never bored to be with you.

The more you realize, the more it becomes natural to be beside you, and only... the more you wish to be beside you.

I was starting to think of her as loving.

"No, because I... I can't stay the way I've always been"

The answered voice became bitter.

I turn to Sakura, who curiously strangles me.

To be exact, on her neck.

I put a red mark on my skin, which is now hidden by my clothes, the other night.

Like I said, it's mine.

That can't be happening.

Sakura doesn't belong to anyone, it belongs to herself.

There's no way I can keep my free girlfriend in this hand.

Don't tie her up with my unsolicited emotions.

"When we're together, we want to touch"

Please run away from me.

With that in mind, I spoke my heart.

I thought she'd be on guard too if she knew what I had feelings for her.

At least you won't be visiting my room at night like you did before.

Twenty, an adult, if that's what you mean.

Keep the right distance from the opposite sex as an adult.

Sakura says briefly that even though it is, you just have to touch it.

If that's what you're going to do, I'm going to screw it up the way you want, and dangerous thoughts come to mind.

Luckily, I knew more than a crowd if it was a move to please a woman.

You just have to get your body first.

The mind is something that is dragged by the body. It doesn't matter after that.

I desperately ignore such devil's whispers.

That doesn't make any sense.

If you think about what I've done on all the beginning nights.

There is no next. I don't want to discredit her.

I must be safe for her.

"You don't like me anyway, do you?

That's what I told you, with all the thoughts I had.

I can't control my emotions. Being in front of Sakura makes me just a pitiful man.

Words like this, begging for love, I didn't mean to make you listen.

"I like it. I really like it!

Release the sleeve you were grabbing, and hold my hand with both hands.

Looking straight up at me, I want to sigh at Sakura's words like I'm a jerk.

So I don't care what you think about believing it would be impotent.

But it's also true that I have myself to react to when people say I like it.

I'm getting more and more anxious about Sakura trying to hold me without thinking about it.

"... take care, I want to"

Whoa, I shook back the hand that was being held.

I don't want to break this mud.

If I turn my desire, I'll accept it because I'm sure it's about Sakura.

That's not because you like me.

Because I am not very resistant to such an act. And... because I miss you.

I don't want Sakura to be the gateway to lust.

Take care and be merciful of Sakura, mind and body.

If you can, I want you to have just as much love as I do.

To that end, you must not reach out to her here and now.

"I still need you to take care of me."

"So I want to stay"

I want to remain in a relationship, like the one before, between parents and protected people.

Though the thoughts that dwell in this chest will not disappear anymore.

Still, as long as you keep your distance, you should be able to protect her unchanged.

Yeah, I wanted to believe that.

"I like you, Captain."

Sakura spins her words in such a way that she can't help but say.

Well, I nodded small and gave it back.

She looked sad. The hissed eyebrows also seemed to blame me somewhere.

Why don't you believe me, but you want to say it?

Then I want to say the opposite. I wondered how I could believe it.

All of a sudden, and where I was told at this time, I can only capture it as if I wanted to catch it.

If you think about her Nori's or the first night she came to this world, it's extra.

I know you like me, too.

But that's not the kind of love I have.

You can't touch her while ignoring that difference.

Then for the rest of my life, you won't get what I want.

I can no longer tell you that I'm not going to get it.

She is a guest of the Spirit. I still don't have an answer as to whether it can be mine.

Still, if you're allowed to hope.

I want you to like me.