It“s all about you my secret crush

Sheetal turned around and saw a gorgeous heavenly beautiful girl calling by her name, she was a little confused at the start but then she remembered someones face , how could she forget about this sexy bitch...

-"Aa.. Amyra?? Right???" She smirked.

-"Where is Varun??" Amyra asked smiling.

-"Why should he be with me? Actually you misunderstood... He was mad for me but I never paid attention to him.. then one day he suddenly vanished...and I even don't know where is he now.. actually no one knows" Sheetal said lightly.

-"oh I see... By the way nice to meet you.. what about others? Do you know anything about Amit?" Asked Amyra.

'He might know about Varun.' she thought in mind.

-" He is in this city only.. he is studying journalism... I have his number.. do you need?" Sheetal asked.

Then they exchanged their number. Amyra took Amit's number as well. Sheetal's partner was calling her so she left hailing bye and promised to meet often..

Amyra's heart was feeling anxious.. Her friends were still dancing.. she said them that she is not feeling well so she should leave. They left the club and headed towards their apartment.

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Amit was so happy in heart to see Amyra after a very long time but he was very angry as well. They were in the mess of Amit where he lives with his two friends. The room was very small. Amit's roommates were not in the room. He was sitting in his small bed while Amyra sat on the only chair available in their room. It was the next day of meeting Sheetal. She called Amit in very morning. She took his address and came straight here.

-"You are a selfish girl, you never tried to contact us, it was not hard if you wanted".

Amit sounded very angry.

'really I am very selfish, even this time I asked for him just to know about Varun's whereabouts. Selfish me' Amyra was feeling guilty. It is very true that she used miss Amit a lot. But as he is inextricably related to Varun she couldn't get courage to contact Amit. They started chatting randomly. Amyra was not getting how to ask about Varun. Finally she asked

-"don't you go home? Is everything fine there? What about Varun..?" She was curiously looking at Amit's face.

Amit lowered his eye, his emotion was coming out of his every word...

"I don't know ya.. he got a call from Indian Army, we were all happy... When he joined he initially used to contact me in every 3-4 days and also contacted his Granny regularly... But after about 6 months of his joining one day we got a letter from Indian Army officials..." Amit paused his voice is getting heavier..."from that day onwards we didn't get any news of him..only a monthly cheque comes addressing his Granny.." Amit lowered his head..

-"what did the last letter stated??" Amyra said with a lots of difficulty.

A few drops of tear rolled down Amit's cheeks as he said

-"It was stated there that 'Lieutenant Varun is going to serve his country which is no doubt a job of pride... His life is totally his responsibility... And if he doesn't return then we must feel proud of him it's a national secret mission so every file and person related to this will be kept confidential '... And many more things... But no other letter ever came after that we wrote many times but no reply came... And one day there came one parcel... An Army uniform blood all over it" As Amit was saying this he looked upward he found Amyra's eyes and cheeks flooded with tears.. she was sobbing badly... Amit was sobbing too... They cried for really very long... They both had the same reason and there was no one to console them.. Amit controlled himself and tried to console Amyra. He succeeded in consoling her after lots of tries..

And dropped her to her apartment...

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Amyra locked herself in the bathroom filled the bathtub and entered it... Her body was coiled due to her non stop sobbing, she dipped herself inside the water filled bathtub.....this is the thing she always do whenever she is very sad...and want to be alone with water surrounding her...she lied there for a long time reminiscing Varun....she hold her breath...and gradually she started losing her sense...Her mind only remembered one name...'Oreo' her love...his dark pupils and his beautiful smile which took all her pain away...and the times they spent together...the stormy night and those stupid talks they had... She was in the extreme verge of losing her sense completely then suddenly she remembered one thing and came out of the bathtub grasping for air... She started panting...

-'It was a secret mission....what if they just covered the truth to keep things confidential...'

And the best thing is that he is always in her heart, No matter what happens and what Will happen..

She came out of the bathroom and changed her clothes. She then took her mobile out and dialed Amit.

-" can we meet now, 5 O'clock in the evening only if you are free."

-" do it little earlier, I have something to do after 5 pm.."

-"Sure no problem.. where???" Amyra asked.

-"can you come to the amusement park near Pizza hut.." Amit replied.

-"ya sure.... See you there.. ok bye.." she hanged the phone after Amit said bye.

One more thing she use to do whenever she needs to boost up her mood, she turns on some loud music to the extreme sound of music system and dances. She now felt a strong need for the same remedy. She started dancing like crazy. And felt a pair of eyes hooked on her from the apartment closest to their apartment of the building next to them as always... She stopped dancing and made towards the glass wall, before she could reach there the person was already gone.

'how strange' she thought in mind and undothe curtains..

From some months she noticed this thing and whenever she asked her friends they said they didn't noticed anything.

'is someone following her?' she thought.