It's Not Easy To Love

It's been a week since the trip to the mountains and sometimes I go and hunt during nights when hunger tries to devour me and it gets difficult to control , in this factor my speed helps a lot as I can run faster then train so going to mountain to hunt and be back by morning is quite easy for me and as I don't sleep so tiredness is also not an issue..

Since the day I have realised the I am a vampire I keep on searching everything and everywhere about vampires but it is all the same vampire as blood thirsty predators and cannot walk in sun but I steel don't understand about me , I can walk in sun alright and apart from bloodlust I don't feel any different from normal human but sometimes I feel that something is dormant inside me which wants to rush out of me and it scares me but I don't what I should do and whom should I talk to without scaring them wirless.

Well now nothing can be done let's wait and watch what happens...