It's Not Easy To Love

First period was boring as studies are supposed to be even though I was not paying any attention in class but still from hearing the titbits I can understand all about the lesson which was taught as if I have learnt it many times before ..

My mind was a complete mess as I was still not sure what was going on, last night was still fresh in my mind and their was continues nagging their as i knew deep down that I killed someone and it felt good refreshing but it was wrong and that was freaking me out ..

I need to find out who I am and fast before I destroy everything and more I hurt Andy, If something were to happen to her because of me I will never be able to forgive myself..

As I was deep in my thoughts I felt a hand on my shoulder and as was about to throw that person over my head I saw my teacher standing their looking with anger in her eyes and I realised I have been in a daze and she had been calling me .. what a screw up SHIT!

She was asking a question and I looked at her and answered correctly .. she looked at me again and left with anger..

I realised the girl sitting next to me was giggling after seeing her leaving and looked at me and gave me thumps up, I started to giggle with her..

She was Ariana Duke and we started talking she told about the teacher Mrs. Dora a frustrated middle aged woman who looked like she had not had sėx for a year and is in despirate need for it the way she looked at all the boys and male staff of the school with so much ŀust does describe her dėsɨrės..

It was fun talking with Ariana she was a very easy going girl I liked her again as a friend .. hehehe