It’s so sweet to have you in the rain

"I saw those rich people on TV letting their children marry people they didn’t like or even know for the sake of business cooperation. I can see you, Uncle Deng, even apart from living conditions, having a father like you , Deng Tiantian is very happy."Han Yuxuan said, I really envy Deng Tiantian for having a father who is rich and treats her so well. Alas, where is his father?

"Ha ha ha ha!"Hearing the compliment, Deng Guojun laughed loudly without concealing it, then changed the subject, turned to look at Han Yuxuan, and suddenly said:"Do you still remember our agreement to go for a ride that day?"

"Remember."Han Yuxuan's face remained unchanged and he said calmly, but his heart was already in turmoil. He knew that Uncle Deng was reminding himself by mentioning this matter. At the same time, he felt very bitter. In Deng Guojun's eyes, he might be what he said he looked down upon. Eye rubbish, right?

"Ha ha ha ha! Yuxuan, I still say the same thing, as long as you remember our agreement that day, I will not disturb you and Tiantian's vacation, but you must also distinguish between priorities and not do anything extraordinary."Deng Guojun smiled at first, then his face became serious, and he glanced sharply at Han Yuxuan, waiting for the latter to say something that would satisfy and reassure him. If this kid dares to be indifferent to his words and turn a deaf ear to it, then I will separate him from my daughter in minutes now!

"Uncle, don’t worry, I promised you and I will do it. After the vacation......"When Han Yuxuan said this, he took a deep breath. The painful slap and Deng Guojun's stern warning from the last time were still vivid in his mind. It seemed like just yesterday. That day was definitely the saddest and most uncomfortable day in his life, and he cried the most sadly. Once, I continued with great pain in my heart:"I will leave Deng Tiantian from now on and will no longer look for her or have any contact with her.""

"good! I believe you can do it."Deng Guojun smiled again, patted Han Yuxuan on the shoulder, and looked at Han Yuxuan with a much more friendly look. After all, this kid didn't pester his daughter. Tiantian was willing to make friends with him, so he didn't either. It was necessary to embarrass him too much, as long as he knew that the sky was high and the earth was high.

They walked for a while and then went back to the hotel together. After Han Yuxuan entered his room, he locked the door and sat on the bed, thinking that after the vacation, he might be gone forever. After leaving Deng Tiantian, he felt very bad.

At this time, he really needed some comfort, and opening the dusty diary might be the best choice....

He took it out from his pocket and opened it. The first page was blank with no horizontal lines. It was specially used to write names. The four big words written on it, dusty diary, should be the owner of the diary. I added it when I was planning to put it away. Then Han Yuxuan turned to the second page, where the first diary entry began. He read it carefully.......

September 1st: I am a bad student. I don’t know why I want to keep a diary. Maybe it’s because I met that girl. She is a very beautiful and outstanding girl named Liu Siyu. This is a girl who is easy to repeat. But she is very important to me. She was elected as the monitor of our class. At the same time, I don’t know what love at first sight is, but I am sure that the first time I saw her, I seemed to fall in love with her. In love with her.

September 4: I am really annoyed by my family, because when I was ten years old, my mother got seriously ill and died, and my father married another woman. However, my stepmother treated me very badly, and my father treated her very well. , so in order to make her happy, she didn’t give me a good look. I also never recognized her as my stepmother. Later, I also had a younger sister. Whenever my younger sister cried or made trouble, she would say that I was bullying her, so I was really annoyed. Although My father later started a business and became richer and richer, so now I am attending Nanqiu College, but in fact I am not happy at all. I miss my mother, but she will never come back.

She can never come back......

When Han Yuxuan saw this, he couldn't help but take a deep breath. After he exhaled it slowly, he felt unspeakably uncomfortable. He wished Grandpa Chen could come back, but just like the mother of the diary owner, he would never come back..

September 7th: I am dark, ugly, and have a bad figure. Although I went to Nanqiu College, I have low self-esteem all day long. Some classmates who know my family talk about me behind my back. I am very sad. Why do I I can't be more handsome, otherwise, even if I sit in the last row, Liu Siyu will not look at me once.

Han Yuxuan sighed. This dusty story is indeed an uncomfortable past. He does not have a good family. He once liked and had a crush on Xu Meiling in his class. She has never taken him seriously. He thought he was the air, and he felt the same way. The protagonist of the diary was so similar to himself!

September 13th: I was laughed at by my classmates in my physical education class today. The last thing I wanted to do was to go to physical education class. I was frail and sickly since I was a child. I could literally run out of breath after just two laps. Not surprisingly, I was The team fell behind and ran at the end. The physical education teacher and people in the class, including Liu Siyu, all laughed at me at the finish line. I was so sad. I was treated like a clown by the people I liked and laughed at. I wish I could run so fast and be beaten. She adores her, why! Why am I so rubbish! I really don't have the courage to like her anymore.

Han Yuxuan sighed again. He didn't seem to have the courage to like Deng Tiantian anymore, because the cruel reality was right in front of him. He couldn't reverse the unacceptable final result of leaving her. How ironic. What a wonderful encounter. story, but the end of the story was so hurtful that I couldn't be with the person I loved.

September 15th: I like her, but she likes someone else. The man is sitting in the same row in the group next to her. I secretly looked at her in class, but she secretly looked at the man. Alas, I couldn’t see it. Any hope.

September 18: Liu Siyu actually had an affair with that man......I confessed my love. To me, it was like the sky was falling. I went to the cafeteria to eat at noon that day. I saw the two of them holding hands. Liu Siyu’s hand was tightly held by the boy. I saw it, and it was very strange. I want to cry, but I can only blame myself. I blame myself for being too ugly. That man should be considered the class star of our class. Liu Siyu is the class beauty. Everyone says they are a good match.

Han Yuxuan found that this page was in tatters and was obviously scratched by the diary owner's pen. How sad he must have been when writing this diary!

There was no more writing after that. Han Yuxuan knew that the owner of the diary must not be in the mood to continue writing this diary, so he wrote the four characters"dusty diary" on the first page. I have to say, this is really a painful past. ah.

Han Yuxuan closed the dusty diary. That night, he suddenly thought a lot about what if he and Deng Tiantian were destined not to be together.

Just give up.

I have pursued it hard and have no regrets.