Jane's Love

" I don't know Rita, that's why I'm happy that you ate here".

"What did you mean by you don't know, of course you will abort the baby, I mean he is a bastard and I know you won't want anyone to call you child that".

I stared at her in horror "how could you say that?, although I didn't plan this pregnancy to happen ,but it's killing and I can't kill my child, I rather die with the baby, I'm going to have this baby".

" and face the people gossiping about you; Rita snapped. But if that what you are thinking then why not send the child to an orphanage, I mean it going to remind you of his father and I know you don't want that."

"I'm so tired of the way people look at me, i don't blame them, it not everyday that a suspect or a criminal girlfriend appear on the news;

Silence for a while

I want to die but I don't want my baby to die; tears sprang into my eyes. I also don't want to be ostracized.

"Jane don't cry, I will be on my way now, when ever you are ready to talk just call me uh".

I just nodded, when she left I sat on the edge of my bed and cried out" I can't abort my baby, it's the only bit of Alex that I have; I said then shake my head. God! What am I saying, I don't love Alex I never dead."

But as soon as I said those words I know it was a lie, I still love him and that's what makes me angry also because I figured out that I can't live without him