People in Ionia: I don't want to be a scumbag

Kaiying held Ruiwen's hand tightly, and his eyes showed the joy of meeting a confidant.

"I won't be alone, I am here, and you are too. We all have to live."

A bright smile rarely appeared on Ruiwen's dull face.

For her, it was actually a kind of self-salvation to meet a comrade-in-arms who redeemed her sins together.

Otherwise, she couldn't pull herself together, and most of her thoughts were to escape reality by committing suicide. .

"What about me, what about me, I am sister Kaiying."

Ari, who was marginalized, came over reluctantly.

A killing boosted the relationship between Kaiying and Ruiwen.

79. Raven Can't Sleep

After Ruiwen regained her memory, she always dreamed of her dead comrades.

This caused her to dare not sleep anymore, like a frightened bird, with her eyes wide open 24 hours a day.

"Ruiwen, you haven't closed your eyes for three days, are you sure you don't want to take a break?"

Kai Ying looked at the girl with a pair of panda eyes and said with concern.

In recent days, the two Noxians, plus a vastaya, had been working together to fight the invaders.

The effect is not bad, and they have spread notoriety among the Noxus army.

However, there was no progress in attacking Ruiwen.

The main reason is that she is too dull, and it can also be said to be dull.

Kaiying couldn't even determine what stage she was currently in favor of him, and she didn't dare to act rashly.

His goal must be the favorability kiss, so that he can make up three times and get double rewards.

"Can't sleep."

Rui Wen hugged her knees and sat by a big tree, and said plainly.

The three of them are currently sleeping in the wild, lit a bonfire, and sat on the ground. The conditions are relatively simple.

"Dark circles under the eyes are like coal, take us for fools."

Ari was playing with a fox tail, and casually exposed Ruiwen's lame reason.

"……do not mean that."

Ruiwen quickly lowered her face, and the shadow covered her face.

"If you can't get enough rest, let's stop fighting the invaders for now."

Kaiying pondered for a moment, and made arrangements softly without forcing others.

"Even if I don't sleep, I can still fight, Kai Ying, don't do this."

Ruiwen didn't want to affect the whole team because of her own affairs, so she said bravely.

"I have to think about your safety, you are in a trance, how do you fight?"

Kai Ying took on a tone that could not be refused.

Ruiwen's state has been very bad these two days. Several times, her poor spirits have put herself in danger.

Kaiying saw it, so it was naturally impossible to take her on another adventure.

Fighting against intruders is just an excuse.

How to attack Ruiwen is the top priority.

Kaiying thinks that Ruiwen may be able to start with her reluctance to sleep.

"Sorry, I'm the one who bothered you."

Listening to Kaiying's words of consideration for others, Ruiwen felt very ashamed.

"You and I have experienced life and death together. We are partners. If possible, I would like to hear the reason why you don't want to sleep, and maybe I can help you."

Kaiying proceeded step by step, trying to pry Ruiwen's heart away step by step.

"As soon as I sleep, I will have nightmares, and my former comrades-in-arms will come to me."

"I dare not face them..."

Ruiwen's shoulders kept shaking, as if she was enduring some kind of unspeakable pain.

The tragedies that happened in the past are still imprinted in her heart, eating away at her spirit.

"They are your close comrades-in-arms, why should you be afraid of them?"

Kaiying raised his eyebrows and asked softly.

Under the strong appearance of the female warrior, her heart is unexpectedly fragile.

But Rui Wen couldn't be blamed, after all, those comrades in arms were like relatives to her.

For a lonely person like Kai Ying who has no relatives for a long time and will not easily let outsiders into his heart, it is difficult to empathize with him.

"I didn't protect them...I didn't...I watched them in front of me and I survived alone."

Raven's voice became choked, and hot tears rolled down her cheeks.

It was the self-blame in her heart that made her unable to face the lost comrades in arms.

There is already a problem with Rui Wen's mental state.

The nightmare is just a fuse.

"..."

Kaiying suddenly didn't know how to speak, fearing that what he had said would cause secondary trauma.

"I will rest tonight, and the strike against Noxus cannot be delayed because of me."

Raven eventually compromised herself.

"Then do your best, don't force yourself."

Kaiying secretly thought about how to help Ruiwen overcome her demons, and said a simple word of comfort.

Otherwise, there is no way to overcome this mental state.

"Ah."

Ruiwen responded lightly, and then slowly closed her eyes.

In less than a second, she entered a state of deep sleep.

"Don't, don't, ah... everyone, don't die..."

It seemed that Ruiwen's nightmare had begun, she had a pained expression, and she was subconsciously muttering something.

Cold sweat also broke out from her forehead.

"Kaiying, she looks so pitiful, can you think of a way?"

Ari couldn't bear to see Ruiwen sleeping in pain.

"How can I help? This kind of thing has to be overcome by herself."

Because the progress was not going well, Kaiying was also full of depression.

If he had known that Rui Wen's problem was so difficult, he might have changed his target.

Now that time is wasted, Kaiying can't easily give up halfway.

"Hey, go hug her to sleep, maybe it can bring her a sense of security or something."

Ari came up with a bad idea.

"It's not as simple as you think."

Kaiying doesn't believe that Ruiwen's psychological problems can be solved so easily.

Feel free to hold her while she is asleep, maybe it will have the opposite effect.

"Anyway, try it."

Ari urged, it seemed that he had to force Kaiying to use his own method.

"Tsk, if it doesn't work, I'll pluck all the hair from your tail."

Kaiying hesitated, but slowly approached Ruiwen.

The heroic female warrior looks like a poor and helpless little girl in her sleep.

Her expression was extremely painful, and she was covered in cold sweat.

Still can't wake up from the nightmare.

This is also the main reason why she dare not sleep.

"Hug."

Under Ari's supervision, Kaiying slowly stretched out his hands, intending to embrace Ruiwen in his arms.

"what…"

Ruiwen's body trembled violently, and she woke up instantly, taking a big mouthful of fresh air, as if she had walked through the gate of hell.

"what are you doing?"

Kai Ying's hands were still frozen in mid-air, the scene was extremely awkward, Rui Wen looked up at him, and only spoke after she collected herself.

"My brother sees that you feel insecure sleeping, and wants to hug you so that you can sleep more comfortably."

Ari didn't mean to trick Kaiying specifically, so he kindly explained something for him.

"Thank you, but no need."

"How long have I been asleep?"

With lingering fear in her heart, Ruiwen wiped off her sweat, feeling like a long past world.

"It's less than a stick of incense time."

Kai Ying answered truthfully.

"...I just slept for a while."

Ruiwen's face was ugly, she had an extremely long dream in this short period of time just now.

"Kaiying, can I trouble you with one thing?"

In order not to sleep, she thought of an extreme method.

"you say?"

Kaiying was not in a hurry to agree or not, and motioned for her to finish speaking first.

"Knock me out, so I shouldn't have to dream, and I can get a rest."

Ruiwen's method is simple and rude, even reckless.

80. Shy Bud - Lilia

Ruiwen couldn't overcome her inner demons, so whenever she fell asleep, she would be haunted by nightmares

For this reason, she chose to use extreme methods and asked Kaiying to knock herself unconscious.

"can."

After thinking about it, Kai Ying decided to agree with Rui Wen's approach.

This is also an expedient measure out of desperation.

After all, forcing Rui Wen to sleep will only destroy her spirit.

If she doesn't sleep, it will only make her physically unable to bear it.

"please!"

In fact, making this rash request also represented her trust in Kaiying to a certain extent.