Before the collapse of civilization, Yingjie and I were reborn together

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We're not saying you don't want to change, Ah Hua, but that the person you choose is not right. Sister Daisy is pretty much the same, and Sister Ellis and Sister Lilith are too difficult for you...

Chapter 163 Eden: You need to know this

The headquarters of the Moth of the Flame, Mei's laboratory.

"Here, here are the documents you want." Kevin handed a document to Mei.

"Yeah." Mei nodded, took the information and flipped through it, and then continued to invest in the experiment. After a while, she looked up at her boyfriend again. At this moment, Kevin was sitting on a chair with a A book is read.

After a moment of hesitation, Mei said, "Kevin, you..."

"Huh?" Kevin looked up at May, waiting for her next words.

"About that Lionel, do you care? You don't seem to talk much today..." Mei originally wanted to ask Kevin what he thought about not being able to go to Australia with Feng for vacation, but with Kevin Immediately after looking up, he changed what he wanted to say.

Before leaving, Lilith came to her and said that everyone was going to wear swimsuits this time, and asked her if it was really okay not to go there with Kevin?

It must be a lie to say that she doesn't mind, except for Kevin, there were only two men in the past, Feng and Cosmo, and she always felt that Kevin was a little...too interested in Feng?But there is an experiment on her side that is about to get the results, and she can't get away, so she can't go there.

"Then you can rest assured that Kevin will go with us?" Lilith asked, "I still think you just ask Kevin to stay. It would be better for the two of you to spend some time alone in Flaming Moths?"

To be honest, she was worried, because Mei also felt that among the people in the past, Alicia and Lilith belonged to the kind of girls who could attract people's attention. Generally speaking, they wore swimsuits for a normal opposite sex. It is true that it will be attractive enough, but this is not the point. After all, Alicia and Lilith have basically expressed their liking for Feng, and the point is Feng...

Because she was really concerned about whether she misunderstood something about the relationship between boys, Mei also took a few glances at the Tanmei novels read by other experimenters in the laboratory. The result can only be said that she said that she did not understand, but she did not understand. Shocked.

Therefore, when Lilith asked her this, Mei hesitated for a while, and finally decided to open the mouth and keep Kevin. Fortunately, Kevin just showed a somewhat surprised expression and agreed quickly. Why? The reason why Kevin felt surprised was that May herself knew that she basically didn't make any demands on Kevin.

But when she asked Kevin personally if she would be disappointed in not being able to go to Australia for vacation, Mei would also find it a bit difficult to say, so she chose to change the topic when she got to her mouth.

Lionel, as the officer stationed in the Fire Moth of the Mu Continent, had accused Kevin of disturbing her research before. Seeing Kevin reading a book, Mei thought that Kevin also cared about what Lionel said, so she chose In order to read in silence, do not disturb her.

Kevin blinked, he couldn't understand why May asked such a question, he didn't care about what Lionel said, it was just that he saw that May's experiment was about to produce results, and he didn't understand anything at this time It was really inappropriate for him to disturb Mei, so he found a novel to read, and he would sleep with the other books.

"I didn't care." Kevin decided to tell the truth, "But your experiment has reached a critical period, and I can't help you, so I try to keep quiet until your experiment is over. Didn't I do the same before?"

"That's right...that's right..." Mei recalled, the former Kevin seemed to be silent during her experiments, but he used to fiddle with experimental instruments and so on, and Kevin who read quietly could not It is difficult to see, but it is almost impossible to appear with his ability to fall asleep with a book.

"Sure enough, it's because I care too much about whether Kevin will be disappointed that he didn't go to Australia..." Mei speculated about the reason in her heart.

In the end, she chose to ask Kevin directly: "Kevin, are you disappointed that I want you to stay and not go to Australia with Feng and the others?"

"Disappointed? Why should I be disappointed?" Kevin tilted his head, "For me, what would disappoint me if I can be with you?"

Mei froze for a moment, then looked away: "You are still the same."

"I have never changed." Kevin said, "But, Mei, I still hope that you can take care of your body and don't be too tired. I know that I can't help you with many things you have to do. , but... as long as you need, I will always be by your side."

This is Kevin’s truth. Regarding Mei’s physical problems in the previous life, Mei hid her state very well and asked others to keep him strictly confidential. This caused Kevin to know some things, but did not Thinking that Mei's physical condition would be so bad, if Feng hadn't persuaded Mebius to give up the time to study the medicine to treat himself, and instead to prolong Mei's life, Mei might not be able to last him to the end. The battle is back.

In the time before everything was reset, he accompanied Mei on the last part of the journey, and he also saw Mei's emotional expression for the first time. When the approaching end came, Mei gave him a hug, even though he The ultra-low body temperature frostbitten her, and she still said: "When the Seventh Herrscher, thank you for your willingness to believe in me, and I... can finally hug you directly like this again, just like before... ...It's warm..."

In the end, she smiled and closed her eyes quietly in Kevin's arms.

This is why Kevin chose to give May a hug immediately after he was reborn.

After Zhu Yufeng confessed that he is from another world, Kevin also asked what would be the end of Mei if Zhu Yufeng had not come to this world. He left, leaving behind only a letter and a child, and told Su to take good care of you."

It was almost as he expected, because May's letter and the child had been prepared long ago.

Mei lowered her head and continued her experiment. What she thought was that when she asked Lilith before if Kevin might be interesting to other people, Lilith's answer was: "You can question Kevin's IQ, but His feelings for you are always the same. There is no need to belittle yourself, in Kevin's eyes, you are the most beautiful girl in the world."

Alicia's answer was similar: "Although Kevin may not be able to turn his head in some places, his feelings for you have always been more than anything~ In her eyes, you have always been the most beautiful what~"

Mei suddenly felt that her suspicion of Kevin was a bit like the most unreasonable trouble she had ever despised.

"You always think that you are a rational, uninteresting girl, but when you start to think that Kevin will be interesting to others, are you really judging completely rationally? You are willing to admit that he is yours Boyfriend, is this the result of rational thinking?" At that time, Lilith said while making tea, "There is no such thing as unworthy, liking is liking, let alone liking each other? Of course, a little bit of jealousy , can also be regarded as the flavoring agent in the lover's life?"

"Then...will you be...jealous because there are too many girls around Feng?"

Lilith tilted her head: "If Feng needs it, I can also be jealous, but for the current situation, it may be better for me not to be jealous."

Based on this sentence, Mei judged in her heart that Alicia might not really have the advantage in facing Lilith. If such a girl was robbing Kevin from herself, she felt that she might as well vote for it immediately, because Even Alicia occasionally showed a troubled expression when discussing things about Feng with herself, but Lilith didn't at all.

She never thought that Lilith just experienced what Alicia is going through now.

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So how did Kevin judge that Lilith would suffer from a match against Alicia?

In the corridor outside the laboratory.

Lionel stood in front of Loveko holding a stack of materials and said: "You are very talented, Loveko, your mentor, Mr. Sullivan, is still well-known in the Mu Continent, you can definitely leave Flamemoth , go to Mu Continent to get better research resources and equipment, I can help you."

"You say that I'm a stubborn person, do you still expect me to coexist peacefully with those scholars who have solidified their thinking?" Roverko didn't even look at Lionel, but just looked at the empty space in front of him. Aisle said.

"I..." Lionel choked, and he guessed that it should be said by the blond-haired girl named Destobia. In his impression, this girl had a very strong opinion of him.

"If there's nothing else to do, I still have experiments to do, so I'll go first." Roverko walked past Lionel after finishing speaking.

When passing by Lionel, Lionel said: "Before fighting Varuna, I also thought that, as those people said, Honkai was nothing more than that..."

"During this period of time, you have talked about everyone in Flaming Moth, whether it is Alicia, Destobia, or even Feng, if all you want to say now is useless, Don't waste my time here." Loveko said expressionlessly.

"In addition to its huge size, Varuna is difficult to break through its defenses with conventional weapons. It can also use sound waves, interfere with our thinking, and destroy our soldiers..." Lionel said, "I discovered that at that time, Collapsing is not as simple as I thought."

Roverko took a step forward and continued on.

Lionel didn't look back, he just continued: "I know you are a person who accepts death, but as your... your former friend, I also think that you should have a better platform instead of Stay in Flaming Moth and follow Mebius."

Roverko said without emotion: "Put your ridiculous pride aside, Lionel, do you think your record is dazzling enough compared to Feng, or do you think your strength is inferior to Qianjie's?" Strong enough? What you rely on is just the Mu Continent behind you, and your family background, not yourself. The Fire Moth and Dr. Mebius are not as bad as you think, and the research of Mu Continent is not as bad as you think. So it's worth saying."

After speaking, she left.

Australia.

Zhu Yufeng looked at Eden who walked into the living room, and looked behind her: "Did Alicia and the others come back with you?"

"Eli and the others are still picking out their own swimsuits. I just came back early. I have already bought all the swimsuits in that store, so I don't have to worry about other problems." Eden looked at the girl sitting on the sofa. Zhu Yufeng said, "Before they come back, do you have time to talk to me, Feng?"

Zhu Yufeng looked at Ling who was sitting next to him, and said, "Ling, let's end today's story first, you still have homework to finish."

"Oh." Ling glanced at Eden, and guessed in her heart that it must be the adults who wanted to whisper again. My sister said, don't listen to what you shouldn't listen to at this time, so she didn't get too persistent. She closed the storybook and followed Zhu Yufeng. Went to the room that Eden had arranged for her and her sister.

When Zhu Yufeng came down from upstairs, Eden had already poured him a glass of red wine, and Zhu Yufeng sat opposite Eden, and after a moment of silence, he said, "Eden, what do you want to tell me?"

"Of course it's about Ai Li." Eden looked at Zhu Yufeng and said, "I want to know, who is more important to you now, Ai Li or Lilith?"

"I can't give an answer to this question now." Zhu Yufeng replied, "I may not be able to give this answer for a long time in the future."

"Really..." Eden lowered her eyes, "Then let me change the subject. At the [Last Banquet], the person Ellie wanted to see the most was you, and she sent you the only letter invitation, but you didn't come."

"I should have explained the reason to you in my last life." Zhu Yufeng said, "I also talked about this topic with Alicia. I admit that it was my paranoia that made me make a wrong judgment."

"So, did Ellie tell you what happened at the [Last Banquet]?" Eden continued to ask.

Zhu Yufeng was taken aback. Alicia really didn't mention that incident in detail. He only roughly speculated from Kevin's description that it was similar to the original plot, except that Kevin was beaten by Alicia because of him. Other than that, everything else should be the same, so he said: "I heard Kevin say..."

"Kevin...what he told you may not be complete." Eden said softly, "In the last life, the gap between you and Ellie was never resolved, so I didn't mention the details to you, but now, I I think you need to know what she has prepared for you."

Zhu Yufeng lowered her eyes.

Eden went on to say: "She came to me before the party and asked me to dress her up once and it took us a long time to get dressed and she looked at herself in the mirror and I looked at her and looked at her. The anticipation and hesitation in her eyes. She prepared the fireworks she made by herself, hoping to fulfill the agreement she made with you when you came. She also prepared for you a red crystal with the same color as your engraving Flower, I know she had prepared a pink crystal flower, but she chose red in the end."

Zhu Yufeng was silent, he knew that sooner or later there would be such a day, as Eden, the top chef of the former civilization, it was impossible for Eden to watch his last life make Alicia so sad at the end and do nothing.

"Do you know why?" Eden looked at Zhu Yufeng and asked with a smile.

Zhu Yufeng leaned back subconsciously, he was suddenly a little afraid of what happened to Eden?

Before he could answer, Eden continued slowly: "She originally wanted to give you a pink crystal flower as a response to your confession, to give you her sincerity, but... After a long time of hesitation, she still chose The red crystal flower is not only the color of your engraving, but also the color of the fallen angel team logo. I think, at that time, she finally chose to give it to the fallen angel, not Yingjie, even though she always wanted to Let you become Yingjie."

Zhu Yufeng sighed softly: "That matter... I'm really sorry for Alicia. "

"No, I don't want you to say this. Between you and her, there has never been anyone who is sorry for the other. You both just insisted on your own ideas, and under the fiddle of fate, there have been many regrets and estrangements. Lucky What's more, you have resolved the previous estrangement this time." Eden shook his head and said, "I'm telling you this, just to let you know that Ellie's feelings for you will never lose to Lilith."

Chapter 164 Thoughts from the past

Zhu Yufeng reached out to pick up the wine glass, looked at the red wine in it and said, "I...Of course I understand this, I never doubted Alicia's feelings, and I also knew that she decided to find me first, and was the first to confess that she was a reborn person How much courage did she put in when she became my identity, at that time she already knew that I was also a reborn person, and knew that I still remembered everything back then, when we had so many misunderstandings and estrangements, she chose Confess to me...but..."

"Can I understand it this way, Ellie, for you, it is the first beauty you know, a yearning for you, and Lilith is your companion on the road ahead, and your support all the time Or... now you seem to have no way to make a choice among them?" Eden looked at Zhu Yufeng and said, "If you had made a decision in your heart, you wouldn't have been unable to make a decision by now."

"That's right, I have no choice." Zhu Yufeng looked up into Eden's eyes and said, "I have also talked to Kevin about this issue, I have no way to make a choice, whether it is Alicia or Lily Silk."

Eden was silent.

Zhu Yufeng smiled self-deprecatingly, took a sip from the wine glass, and said, "Eden, tell me, do you have the idea of ​​burying me like this?"

Eden smiled, and said slowly: "If I bury you, Ellie will be sad if I don't say that, I'm afraid she will dig you out right away? Compared with burying you, I am more More inclined to bury Kevin."

After finishing speaking, Eden took a sip of the wine, then gently shook the wine glass, looked at the red wine in it and said: "After talking about this, I also kind of want to know, if Ellie hadn't confessed all this to you back then, would she still be the same as before?" If you have been watching from a distance for the rest of your life, what choice would you make?"

Zhu Yufeng was silent for a moment, then said with a wry smile, "Do you think she will do this?"

"Of course not." Eden took another sip of wine and said with a helpless smile, "Because Ellie likes you so much, before the No.11 Herrscher incident, at her tea party, she I have talked about you with me and Alponia, the Ninth Herrscher incident... Lilith confessed to you after that, right?"

"Yeah, but at the time I was focused on fighting against Honkai, and I didn't think I was qualified to respond to her feelings, so I didn't agree to her." Zhu Yufeng said, "When I talked about this with Alicia before, I Only then did I realize that at that time, most people in Chasing Flame Moth thought I agreed."

And after that, Lilith let herself go, and started to do whatever it takes...

"It seems that you are really not good at these things." Eden sighed softly, "Although you didn't promise Lilith, you took a tolerant attitude towards her behavior afterwards, why would you Do you think other people won't misunderstand your relationship?"

After thinking for a while, Zhu Yufeng said: "Maybe it's because I don't care. For me at that time, I just wanted to defeat the Houkai, not for the future of mankind, but to save the fate of Alicia. Lilith is If you pinpoint this point, you also know that she is too good, and she is in charge of many affairs and meetings in the fallen angel team..."

"Just like in Fourteen Yingjie, what Ai Li shouldered?" Eden looked at Zhu Yufeng with some amusement, "Kevin, as the leader of Fourteen Yingjie, basically does nothing. The person who should be the leader, because of the estrangement with Ellie, refuses to be the leader and refuses to communicate, so that almost all affairs are in charge of Ellie."

"Don't say that, I can do things too, but what I can do is too little compared to Lilith." Zhu Yufeng tried to argue, "Lilith can do better than me after taking over these things, and fight against collapse. The chances of winning if you are bad can be more...so..."

He was manipulated by Lilith, and there was nothing he could do...

"Isn't this still the same as Kevin?" Eden shrugged, "We all know that Kevin has always been the hero who 'saved the world' for May, and he did it because May needed it. It's the same with you. Besides, I think it's not that Kevin doesn't have his own ideas, but he just thinks that other people can do better than himself in this area, so he gave up thinking. Isn't it the same for you?"

"Maybe..." Zhu Yufeng was still trying to struggle, he felt that at least his EQ was higher than Kevin's, "But I'm not Kevin after all... My cultural test scores are much better than his... He may be more humane than me some."

He has never been affected by any depression, and he will kill everything that stops him, such as the purge of the rebels, let alone the treatment of the captives who surrendered. He hesitated before making a decision, but decided He didn't hesitate to take action afterwards. At the beginning of the suppression, when he went straight into the black abyss and smashed into the Sahara desert, he didn't have any psychological burden.

He only cares about the people he cares about, and he doesn’t even bother to remember the names of other people. The rebel army is unnecessary for the fire moths, and shouldn’t exist for human beings, so what is he guilty of?

Just do it.

Even after rebirth, when he considered how to deal with the constraints again, he still wanted to continue to do what he said, but this time he wanted to take the first step to prevent Alicia from communicating with other fusion fighters.

"Really? Then who told Ellie that he would continue to work hard to become a hero like Kevin and get more attention from Ellie?" Eden looked at Zhu Yufeng jokingly and said arrive.

She still remembers the smile and tenderness in her eyes when Ellie told her about that incident in the previous life. At that time, the boy's eyes were all about her, and when the boy became the hero he wanted to be At that time, the two had already drifted away.

She heard Ellie talk about that incident twice, once when she first joined the Flaming Moth, and once, when she dressed Ellie before [The Last Banquet]. For the first time, when she brought up the original incident again, Ellie only had confusion and sadness in her eyes.

"You are really close friends who talk about everything." Zhu Yufeng smiled helplessly, "Yes, at that time, I was actually quite jealous of Kevin, jealous of him being a hero, and getting such attention from Alicia... ...The relationship between me and Kevin changed only after the Seventh Herrscher incident, before that, it should be regarded as... I am unilaterally hostile to Kevin?"

"After all, you are also a boy." Eden poured another glass of wine for himself, and then filled it up for Zhu Yufeng, "But I am a little curious, since you joined Ellie's team after the incident of the Fourth Herrscher, and Kevin had already fought side by side with Ellie before that, if you care about these things, why did you not confess until after the incident of the Sixth Herrscher? There must be an inducement for this, right? "

Zhu Yufeng was silent for a while, then turned her gaze away, and said softly: "After the incident of the Sixth Herrscher, Alicia asked Kevin a question. She took Kevin's hand, pointed at her forehead, and asked If Kevin had to choose between her and most people one day, and just firing that shot could save most people, what would Kevin choose."

Eden was taken aback, and then nodded thoughtfully: "This Ellie also said that at that time, Kevin blamed himself for killing people in a city because of his soft-heartedness at that time... You also By the side?"

"That's right." Zhu Yufeng said with vacant eyes, "It's just that I just happened to pass by..."

No wonder, he knew this scene would happen a long time ago, but he was too unwilling to secretly follow the past to watch a live broadcast... Then he realized that the gap between himself and Kevin was still too big.

"Why I said later that I want to be a hero like Kevin is also because I felt at that time that as long as I became the hero everyone expected, no matter what kind of setbacks I encountered, there would be someone to comfort me and someone to help me Get out of the predicament." Zhu Yufeng continued.

But now he is very clear that it is actually his own problem, because of his identity as a time traveler, and because he knew the direction of the plot in advance, he refused to communicate with other non-yingjie people too much, refused to integrate into this world, and arrogantly Watching everyone.

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Eden was silent.

"Just like how Alicia asked Kevin after the Sixth Herrscher incident, or when Kevin fell into severe depression after the Seventh Herrscher incident, Alicia summoned all the people at that time to encourage him. The fusion fighters held a birthday party for Kevin." Zhu Yufeng continued to recall, "But compared to the time after the Seventh Herrscher incident, I actually didn't care much about it. At that time, I felt that I had no way to surpass Kaiwen. Wen, his side effect as a fusion fighter is ultra-hypothermia, and I suffer from sleepless nights... The only thing that gives me some comfort is that my resistance to Houkai has increased..."

So...after the No.12 Herrscher incident, after learning of Feng's real side effects, Airi will...

Eden lowered his eyes.

She suddenly thought of another question. As far as she knew, when the fusion fighter plan was proposed, it wasn't just Kevin and Zhu Yufeng who performed the surgery, but these two were the only successful cases, and the expected probability of success was 0. Kevin It was because she believed in Mei, so why did Zhu Yufeng?

Eden thought so and asked the same question: "At that time, when the future you faced was almost death, you were not out of faith in your lover like Kevin, so what gave you courage? Going for Fusion Soldier surgery?"

"Because I have nothing, and that is the only opportunity I can grasp. If I grasp it, I can be like Kevin. Even if I am still not as good as Kevin, at least I won't be left behind too far..." Zhu Yufeng replied, "I Having said that, I want to change the fate of Alicia and all the Thirteen Fire Chasing Heroes. If I can't become a fusion fighter, then what I have to do is to talk nonsense. I don't have the knowledge of Su or Mei, I don't have the outstanding physique of Kevin, so I can only bet... Fortunately, I finally made the right bet."

"Alas..." Eden sighed softly, "The past is gone, and it only exists in our memory. The story between you and Ellie was also full of regrets, but fortunately, it can be repeated again. start."