Before the collapse of civilization, Yingjie and I were reborn together

Sakura said thoughtfully: "Is it because Alicia and Lilith are looking forward to it so much?"

Zhu Yufeng nodded lightly, and he continued: "You can think of it this way. They carefully prepared the lunch at noon, and the dinner in the evening... It was agreed in the morning that I would prepare it, so I can't Let them down, don't you? It's not that I don't believe in the machines made by Weiwei, nor in the recipes of Baiwei. I'm not a genius. Compared with you, Baiwei is a master in cooking, but sometimes, people who enjoy cooking People, what they look forward to may not be the taste of the food, but how much care the person who makes the food has put into it.”

Wei Wei shifted her gaze to the machine, seemingly lost in thought.

"For example, let's take Mei's cooking as an example. Compared with her cooking, the cooking made by your machine is not even in the same concept. If I choose, I will definitely choose your cooking." Zhu Yufeng As he spoke, he walked to the cooking table, completely oblivious to Wei Wei's weird gaze on him, "But if Kevin chooses, even if he already knew that he would be sent to rescue after eating Mei's food, But he will definitely choose Mei's cuisine without hesitation."

Although nine times out of ten, in order not to be sent to rescue, Kevin will pull himself and Su Ye over...

We are going to die together, right?

"Because for Kevin, he eats Mei's food not because Mei's food is delicious, but because it is made by Mei?" Sakura said, and her expression became a little weird at the same time. EQ doesn't seem to be that low, but if so, judging from the present, there are actually quite a few girls who liked Feng in the previous life, why didn't Feng see it?

In fact, there is a situation where the authorities are obsessed and bystanders are clear. There is also a situation where someone can say the truth in theory, but it is another matter to let him do it himself.

For example, in order to cope with Lilith's emotional intelligence assessment, he read a lot of psychological analysis books all night. The theoretical answer is a reasonable one. If he answers it personally, he will still be the one who can make Lilith suffer from myocardial infarction. wood.

"Is that so... So it is so." Wei Wei thought deeply, "So it was really just because of this reason at that time... No, in fact, I should have known it earlier, but I just didn't want to believe it..."

"Huh?" Zhu Yufeng fastened the apron and looked at Wei Wei.

Wei Wei walked to Zhu Yufeng's side, picked up a knife from the kitchen utensils, looked at the cutting board on the cooking table, and said: "The original reason why I was born as Baiwei should be the original me. Wanting to be a chef, she briefly read some books about cooking, and made dishes that almost everyone was amazed by, except Kevin."

"You didn't go to find Kevin when you picked Mei to cook for Kevin, did you?" Zhu Yufeng twitched the corners of his mouth. In that case, Kevin would definitely not even look at Mei and go directly to Mei. A "born to die" ah!

"That's just a coincidence." Seeing Zhu Yufeng's suspicious gaze, Wei Wei said in an aggrieved tone, "It's really just a coincidence! Of course...Kevin chose Mei without any hesitation. I was also very curious about why, so I took a look at the past, and her incomprehension and unwillingness at that time have remained in my heart named Baiwei."

Normal people will not be reconciled, right?Zhu Yufeng complained in his heart.

He has also seen the dishes made by Mei. Imagine the situation at that time. Wei Wei was praised by almost everyone, but found that he lost to the indescribable thing made by Mei from Kevin... So it turned out that this Is it the reason why the most depressing Baiwei also maintains a high degree of attention to the production of Kevin's armament?

In this way, it seems that, except for her own personality, all Weiwei are keen to create weapons to defeat Kevin... It seems that one or two have a deep hatred for Kevin.

The magician also complained to him. As an audience, Kevin did not respond to the performance of "the greatest magician of this century, the magic king of the Twilight Era", which was an insult to her.

Having said that, wouldn't this be the reason why Baiwei's character is rather sad?Because the reason she was cut out was because she was frustrated by Kevin.

Because normal cooking lost to Mei, the indescribable thing, when making dishes, Baiwei's style, selection and combination of ingredients are also moving in a weird direction. Although the final result is delicious, it is always Gives a weird feeling.

"Actually, the original me also thought later, is it because Kevin's love for Mei is enough to fill the gap in cooking." Wei Wei grabbed a fish and scraped off its scales.

"You've already thought about it, why do you still choose to continue doing this?" Zhu Yufeng also began to process other ingredients, "Kevin's feelings for Mei, even after thousands of years of time, will not be shaken."

"Because I am Wei Wei." Wei Wei said, "As long as I want, then I can. To achieve this, Kevin is undoubtedly a hurdle we need to cross. The purpose is to be able to cook a dish that can surpass the relationship between Kevin and Mei."

"That's really challenging the impossible..." Zhu Yufeng muttered, "Generally speaking, as long as Mei cooks, even if he will be rescued for three days and three nights after eating, Kevin will never hesitate..."

"You...how are you different from us?" Wei Wei said.

Zhu Yufeng's chopping hand stopped.

"As an ordinary human being, become a fusion warrior, bear the unbearable pain of ordinary people, and carry a secret that no one may believe, and fight against the whole world alone." Wei Wei continued, "The only thing that exists in It is possible in theory to become a Herrscher with human will, cross the end, and reverse the fate of 13 people... Which one, in the eyes of outsiders, is possible?"

"Uh..." Zhu Yufeng choked, and then tried to struggle, "How do you know if you don't try? Because when I was doing all this, I had nothing to lose. Apart from defeating Kevin, you have nothing to lose." Many things can surprise people, and even completely crush Kevin in terms of IQ?"

He wouldn't say that when he first became a fusion fighter, he hid in the quilt and cried because of the side effects too painful!

Wait, speaking of this, Lilith also knows, right? !She... She shouldn't say it, right?should?

"And... I haven't completely reversed the fate of the thirteen of you." Zhu Yufeng lowered his eyes, "I...in the end, I still couldn't save Alicia, and I couldn't save the ending of [The Last Banquet]."

"But you made her fall in love with you." Wei Wei said, "Isn't that considered a change?"

Zhu Yufeng was silent.

This should... forget it?He also doesn't know, he has already chosen to play badly in terms of feelings.

"Essentially, we are all the same. It has nothing to do with the talents of the two parties or the path we have reached. We are just... fools who want to prove ourselves." Wei Wei said.

Zhu Yufeng looked at Weiwei, he finally realized that something was wrong: "You are... I, Weiwei? When did you..."

"It was me from the very beginning. After all, although there is now a division of personality, I am still that fraudster." Weiwei said, "Baiwei is separated from my thinking. If I want to imitate it again, I will also Not very difficult."

Zhu Yufeng thought that when Wei Weiwei confronted the evil Wei Wei in the Paradise, she had indeed imitated other personalities and completed the cutting. However, because of too many cuts, the original personality that should have been the main personality, In the end, it became the same [sub-personality] as the other personalities, and died together with the evil.

That extreme evil may indeed have the means to defeat erosion, but that is not a happy ending for everyone, so it was denied by the self, because...

Thirteen Yingjie's real group favorite is actually Alicia, right?For the desire of the thirteen heroes that Alicia wants to fight side by side, they are all willing to put their lives into the guns, just to get back one person, for Mei, and for all players, dedicated heroes belonging to the pre-civilization The final and grandest closing.

Speaking of which, I don't know what the final curtain will be like for Kevin outside the paradise. Because of the price of immunity, Kevin will not be able to dream in the end. Will he still dream of Mei in the end?

Or, his ending was quiet, because that was the tranquility he had never had in 5 years.

Perhaps, from a practical point of view, the choice of the heroes of Paradise is unwise, but who can keep rational forever?As the most rational person, Mei will still give all her emotions for Kevin.

I don't know, if everything is not restarted, will the self in the paradise finally reconcile with Alicia?Can he also fight with everyone during the erosion invasion?

Who knows?

"As expected of the original genius, I didn't recognize it at first." Zhu Yufeng recovered from his thoughts, "By the way, if I am like this, it won't be a bit of a blow to Baiwei, right?"

"Hmm..." Wei Wei seemed to think for a while, and then said, "She said she doesn't mind."

Zhu Yufeng was silent for a while and then said: "...After rebirth, it seems that you can communicate directly in your head. Before, you had to use a special bulletin board for communication, right?"

"Indeed, this may be because of my current state. In fact, split personality cannot be fully summarized." Weiwei said, "After cutting all the personalities, the memory of each personality is independent. After rebirth, every The memory of independent personality has not been fused, so it has been preserved directly, and it has become what it is now."

After a pause, Weiwei said again: "In the final analysis, each personality is actually a mirror of myself, right? For example, I have a lot of things I want to do, but rationality tells me that I can't do them. A magician can do it. I am not confident, and like Baiwei, I am afraid of being denied, and I always have no confidence in myself. Even the conductor who resembles me the most...is actually my ideal self? Yes. Dispatch all personalities, confident but not arrogant..."

"So, in the beginning, why did you hate yourself?" Zhu Yufeng asked.

"I don't know." Wei Wei replied very simply, "I just don't like myself, I think this is not what I want, but I don't know what I want to be."

"So you started to be a fraudster, imitating all the looks you think you might like?" Zhu Yufeng said, "You want to see yourself from the eyes of others, but after imitating, you hate it more and more The original self, so after the fusion warrior operation and the division of personality, you fell into a deep sleep decisively, because...the selves accepted by everyone are actually not the real you?"

Wei Wei froze for a moment, then looked away: "Your EQ is obviously not that low..."

"My EQ has never been that low, okay?" Zhu Yufeng said speechlessly, "Although I may not be very good at other people's feelings for me, I always have no confidence in myself so I always use the worst Might be thinking about..."

And when it comes to this, a certain Lilith seems to be very similar to Wei Wei, but what Lilith hates is the obedient girl template she pretended to be.

The corner of Weiwei's mouth curled up into a smile, and she suddenly changed the subject: "By the way, I never asked you. When we first met, do you remember when?"

Zhu Yufeng thought for a while, and said, "If it's a formal meeting, it should be the time after the Eighth Herrscher incident, when Lilith wanted to establish the fallen angel team?"

"Oh, at that time, it was true for you." Wei Wei lowered her eyes, "But long before that, before you went to the European branch, I had already started to pay attention to you. , it will be earlier.”

Zhu Yufeng: "???"

before that?How could he not be impressed?Wait, Wei Wei used the phrase to pay attention, so he has no impression, it should be... normal, right?

Sakura on the background board: "..."

I can't get in the middle of the conversation... Forget it, let her go chop the vegetables...

Chapter 173 The First Deviation

It all started with a chance encounter. The fraudster girl who had just obtained the qualification to leave the isolated island followed the pink-haired girl who vouched for her to Flame Chasing Moth.

That was the first time she met the young man known as [Fallen Angel of Dawn], but at that time, he was just the deputy of the girl who was as beautiful as flying flowers, and anyone who mentioned him would first say: "Ah , He, Alicia's deputy?"

When I first met him, he was still writing that someone would only write "very simple" mission reports almost every time.

"I'm just a mortal, without the power of Kevin or Alicia, what I can do is always limited." He once said so.

She was curious about this, because in her opinion, the boy can do a lot of things, but he found the wrong reference.

Curiosity is also one of the original sources of all emotions.

She also felt that she was actually the same, she didn't have any talents, as long as she wanted, she could be anyone, that's all.

She once picked up the boy's lost diary by chance. He didn't have the habit of keeping a diary, so instead of keeping a diary, it's better to complain and complain about his daily life. At that time, she realized that this guy always seemed a little taciturn. A young man who speaks little can actually be so rich in inner activities.

It may be because the boy just complained in the notebook, didn't pay special attention to it, and didn't mention what he was carrying that she didn't know until it all started again.

The only thing related to it is probably the information that "Kevin is a born hero, the central character of the stage play".

That was the first time she had the idea of ​​what she wanted to challenge, and the trajectory of her fate was slightly shifted because of this small notepad.

Of course, she also saw herself in the notebook. He didn't seem to care too much about himself. At that time, he focused more on Alicia and Kevin. At that time, he I have always wanted to be someone who is qualified to stand beside Alicia.

Also out of curiosity, she has been silently observing the young man. In the Fifth Great Honkai, Kevin killed the emperor-level Honkai Beast Parvanti and recovered the Fifth Herrscher's Herrscher Core. The organization established a line of defense to resist the spread of many alien Honkai beasts born at the same time as Pavanti to the surrounding human cities, but people will always pay more attention to No.1, right?

She wondered if he was disappointed by this, but he didn't seem to have any dissatisfaction with it, he acted even a little indifferent?But after reading his diary, she knew that it was actually a kind of inferiority complex that belonged to him. He knew that he could not surpass Kevin. In his eyes, Kevin could do this, and he also thought that This is something he cannot do.

Who would have thought that the fallen angel who always looked down on the world with a look of indifference and arrogance in the future was actually a person with a little low self-esteem?If she hadn't got the notepad, she wouldn't have thought of it.

As for the notebook, it has been stored in the Spiral Workshop, and [they] accidentally let him see it, but at that time, he seemed to have forgotten that he had this notebook, and he didn't even look at it. .

In the Sixth Herrscher incident, Kevin killed the Sixth Herrscher. Because of a moment of mercy, the Sixth Herrscher's counterattack before his death destroyed the life of a city. Kevin blamed himself for this, and as a participant Compared with him who killed the main force of the judge-level Honkai Beast Yan Luo, he was commended, but people still paid more attention to Kevin.

After that, he left Flamemoth, and when he came back, it was time to join the fusion warrior project.

Kevin killed the Seventh Herrscher, but also fell into a severe depression because of the humanity displayed by the Seventh Herrscher at the end. Alicia specially held a special birthday party for him, and invited All the fusion fighters were involved at the time, and everyone was encouraging Kevin to get out of the woods.

And at that time, she remembered again what he wrote in the notepad, "Kevin is a born hero, the center of the stage play". The hero in the story will always get help from others when he is in trouble and then get out of trouble. , I have to admit, he seems to be right.

She has been following his story silently, until she had some strange feelings in the end, but she also chose to remain silent, because she knew that compared to the person he was following, she was just an unconfident person without any talent. of fools.

When the end of destiny came, he also became the hero he once looked up to. At that time, what was he thinking?

After everything started again, she was troubled by the fact that she could not completely control all personalities. She also thought about whether to look for him in advance. If she met him earlier, would there be any changes?But she struggled when she learned that other people were born again just like herself.

This time, he was already a hero, but she was still...

"If you continue to choose to sit on the sidelines like this, will you still get nothing in the end?"

"If you want, you can do it, so why do you dare not even think about it when you come to Yufeng?"

"I have thought about it!"

"The result of your thinking is to stop thinking and think about it, right?"

"But aren't your methods too radical?"

"Marry first and then love. Isn't that how it's written in novels? If you can't get married, it's the same if you get a similar one."

"...Why do you read this kind of novel!"

"Beforehand, it seems that the experts started to read it. Besides, how do you think we should win in this situation? You can't expect him to take the initiative if you have no memory, right? Baiwei is more open than you, at least she Dare to take that step."

"……I……"

"I want to emphasize that I didn't start watching it. It was in my hand when I woke up. The one before me was a scholar, right?"

"I'm just trying to follow the path of the former. I didn't take this first step. The person in front of me is the person who once coordinated us."

"Uh... I'm just... just a little curious... We have to find a way, we... we can't keep watching surveillance or something?"

"Okay, after all, if this continues, is there a possibility that little Patuo can run farther than us?"

"..."

"Maybe even Mebius..."

"It's okay to lose to little Patuo, but it's a big problem to lose to Mebius, right? Didn't the book say that Tsundere retired from the environment?"

"Don't take the novel as a reference!"

"Well... Speaking of which, how do I remember that you were the first to read this type of novel?"

"...It's all right."

"?"

The noise in her mind stopped at a certain moment, and she said: "I... I'd better do it myself."

……

"Wow, as expected of Wei Wei, the dinner you made is exquisite." Alicia looked at the dinner on the table and said, "The one over there...was Feng you who made it? It looks delicious~"

"It's a shame." Zhu Yufeng said.

"It turns out that Baiwei can cook normal meals." Lilith said thoughtfully, "I thought that the cooking style of Baiwei separated from the scholar personality was closer to the occult side."

Zhu Yufeng was taken aback, Didn't Wei Wei say that Baiwei was the personality she separated in the first place?Why did Lilith say...

Noticing that Zhu Yufeng's gaze was a bit strange, Lilith also looked at Zhu Yufeng suspiciously: "Isn't that the description about Wei Wei in your memory, in the story of Paradise of the Past?"

She shouldn't remember it wrong, because the information about that game and everything about it surprised her too much at the time, so she read all the information very seriously.

Zhu Yufeng tilted his head, is there such a thing?How can he not remember?

Lilith shouldn't remember wrongly, right?He has forgotten a lot of things, but unlike Hua's regular deletion of memories, he just buries them deep in his memory, which is hard to recall, but as long as he uses Yuduchen or something, he can still remember them, especially Lilith's state.

Alicia took one look at Lilith and felt helpless, did you know?My rival in love knows everything about the person I like, and... now it seems that there seems to be a disagreement?