Before the collapse of civilization, Yingjie and I were reborn together

"Will Brother Yufeng accompany me?" Astarte asked.

"Of course I will. I will wait until your surgery is over." Zhu Yufeng said.

"Then there is nothing to be afraid of." Astarte stretched out her hand from under the quilt, "Let's pull the hook, I will definitely be able to come out to see brother Yufeng, brother Yufeng, you must also wait for me outside .”

"Well, let's pull the hook." Zhu Yufeng gently hooked Astarte's little finger.

Lilith squinted at Alicia and complained in a low voice: "When I had fusion warrior surgery in my last life, he wouldn't have thought of going on a date with me if I hadn't made an excuse in your name. It's the benefit of being a younger sister. But, even though he didn't accompany me through the whole process, he still came to pick me up when the operation was over."

The corner of Alicia's eyes twitched, you still had a date in your previous life!It's still an excuse to help Feng train EQ and then come to attack me!I didn't see anything until the end!Never had a date or anything in my previous life!Feng came to pick you up after your surgery. In my previous life, when my surgery was over...he was out on a mission...he just came over to take a look before the surgery...

After all, Kevin was in a severe emo state at the time, and Zhu Yufeng had to take over what Kevin was supposed to be doing, such as suppressing Houkai Beast everywhere and bringing confidence to humans.

In addition, at that time, she was indeed... But it didn't affect her being severely stimulated by Lilith's remarks!

Calm down, Alicia, calm down, don't be affected by Lilith's daily quarrel, dating and so on, I have it in this life, there's nothing to care about...

And speaking of my younger sister...Little Gracie hasn't been looking for Feng much recently... Are you angry?

"Excuse me, now we need to start testing the patient's vital signs. If the test passes, you can go for surgery."

A familiar voice sounded at the door, and Zhu Yufeng froze. The voice was...

He turned his head mechanically, and then saw a white-haired girl in a nurse's uniform walking into the ward with other nurses pushing an instrument, looking at him with a half-smile.

Michael...isn't she a nun?When did you switch careers to become a nurse?and……

For Michael, he was not only afraid of Michael's nagging, but also... the tragedy of restraint... This caused his emotions towards Michael to be very complicated.

Alicia looked at Michael, and then at Zhu Yufeng, who looked unnatural. She wondered if the dream she had last night was because she would meet Michael, the Herrscher of Restraint, today, right?

Lilith just took a look and then looked away. Anyway, Zhu Yufeng met Michael at about this time, and it doesn't matter if he comes early or late.

Michael glanced at Lilith and Alicia thoughtfully, and then looked at Zhu Yufeng's expression, which was even more worth pondering. She was just here to help, not the person in charge of operating these precision instruments. She is underage now.

Being able to enter the Moth of the Flame was also because he was deliberately associated with Honkai, and was then brought in by Aponia.

"Can we have a chat?" Michael looked at Zhu Yufeng and said while the other nurses were testing Astarote.

Zhu Yufeng really wanted to say no, because he knew that this conversation would probably have to be talked about by her again, but... ahem, he really has nothing to do with Michael... and your half-smile expression Who did you learn from?You were not like this before, hey!

Did the life of bickering with seele as God's key change you?

Chapter 236 A new sick girl has appeared

Zhu Yufeng followed Michael to a relatively secluded corner outside the ward, and before he could speak, Michael said first, "Long time no see, Feng, or Mr. Lucifer?"

"Yes... Long time no see, Michael." Zhu Yufeng felt terrified by Michael's gaze. Michael's gaze in the past was almost as gentle as Aponia's, but now Michael Caleb's eyes seemed to contain a million points of danger.

Regarding the name of myself Lucifer, it was indeed a handsome name that I found out from my memory as a joke with Michael on a whim when I first met Michael, and then... Michael joined Flame Moth, and for some other reasons, Lucifer became another code name for him, although few people know it.

"It's been a long time." Michael said faintly, "It's been more than five years since the collapse of Changkong City, that is, from the third Herrscher to the current Eighth Herrscher. There is no time to meet."

"Uh...how did you come to be a fire moth this time?"

"Originally, I was wondering if we would still meet on the same track. After all, I'm not sure if I'm the only one with memory, and I have no way to find the flame-chasing moth hiding in the dark." Michael said, "Even if I didn't personally experience the Seventh Herrscher incident, it had already passed when I joined the Flaming Moth, but as a key event that promoted the birth of fusion fighters, I can still understand Now, when I know that two-thirds of Australia has been burned and one-third is left, I almost know that there are people like me who have begun to challenge fate."

Michael paused, and then continued: "In order to find and join the flame moths, I used the name of nuns' prayers in various hospitals that accommodate sleeping sickness patients, to appease their families, and tried to find people who had contact with them. The opportunity to collapse, so, as you can see, I didn't need you to come to me, I came here by myself."

The last few sentences are very resentful!

Zhu Yufeng twitched the corners of his mouth, complaining in his heart.

Could it be... that Michael has changed so much, is it because I haven't looked for her for so long, and I have to find her by myself, so I'm angry?

No way?

"Forget it, anyway, I didn't know until I came to Flaming Moth to understand the situation. There are actually many reasons why you didn't come to me." Michael wrung his fingers and began to roll his names, "Lilith, Alicia, Mebius, Patofelice, Sakura, Viale, oh, and Seele, who can be counted as my colleague... Heh, the discussion about who is the person next to you It's even more colorful than before..."

Zhu Yufeng was silent for a while, and then said: "I heard Seele say that you, like Seele, existed after that with the consciousness inside the God's Key. I also have a question to ask you, Michael, At the last moment, that person is you, right?"

"It's better to say it's always been me, always has been." Michael replied.

Always?In other words, after Michael became the Herrscher of Restraint, she has always dominated with her own human consciousness?

Zhu Yufeng frowned slightly, and bluntly expressed his doubts: "However, although you are different from Alicia, you also love humans so much. After the Tenth Herrscher incident, the trust between humans When it collapsed, you, as a nun and support staff, worked tirelessly, day and night, shuttling among the crowd, just to restore and bridge the gap between human beings."

Why did Michael like this choose to become a Herrscher in the end?Why raise the butcher knife at the human beings she tried her best to protect?

"Do you know why I had a disagreement with Alponia?" Michael said, "She is used to the fate of the world, so her attitude towards fate was negative in the end, but even so, she still chose to stick to it." But I'm different. I've been thinking. I've watched people become numb to each other. I've watched the last remaining human beings go through every day in a daze. It's sad. In my eyes, human beings have already failed. , Irreversible. Honkai is the verdict of the gods, Honkai beast is also a beast that reflects the evil in human heart, I used to think so."

Zhu Yufeng listened quietly, he seemed to know why Michael chose.

"The fusion warriors born with the power of the Honkai Beast, just as Kevin said, you use the power of the gods to pull the gods down from the throne... In my eyes at that time, the fusion warriors themselves were human beings. The embodiment of evil, and you and other fallen angels are the executors of the Chimera plan, and the sins you bear are particularly serious." Michael looked in the direction of the ward and continued, "Of course I love human beings, so I I don't want them to wait in numbness for the final despair, so..."

"You decided to hand down the verdict yourself, to wash away the sins of all fusion fighters?" Zhu Yufeng asked.

For ordinary people, they will die in almost a second as soon as they enter the enchantment of divine grace. Every second would be painful like tearing apart, except for him, of course, he always felt that someone was helping him to remove the burden on him, but it was true that his own strength was also constantly being lost.

"Yeah, don't you think that the things you are carrying are too heavy?" Michael withdrew his gaze, "It's just that I figured it out later, maybe I was the one who was wrong... you guys are entering God I found you at the first time in the enchantment."

But in fact, except for the last battle that broke out, Michael basically didn't move a step, and didn't take any measures. Instead, he chose to stay in the church all the time, quietly waiting for the challenger to arrive.

"When it comes to the enchantment of divine grace, I have always been very strange. Others say that it feels painful to be inside, but I..."

"Because you are the one I take care of the most." Michael said with his chest folded, "I said, I found you from the very beginning when you came in, and I also know that you have been suffering from fusion warrior surgery. The torment caused by the side effects, so, in the enchantment of divine grace, I have been trying to use the power of the enchantment to forcibly strip off the super-changing factors fused in your body... But you are so persistent, you can obviously let go of that not The burdens belong to you, but you finally chose to hold on to them and carry them all."

Michael's choice is actually similar to what Lemuel did, right?It's just that Lemuel is just mechanically completing the task of her own birth. When the meaning of her existence is denied, she chooses to commit suicide. Does she love human beings?Apparently, she doesn't even understand humans and is just obsessed with fulfilling their wishes.And Michael undoubtedly loves human beings, but she chose to help human beings end their suffering.

If human beings will perish eventually, instead of letting human beings perish in the most unbeautiful and embarrassing appearance in despair, it is better to freeze time at this moment when they still have expectations for the future, and not feel pain, just like this Dream to sleep.

It is precisely because Michael loves humans so much that she does not want humans to perish in endless and desperate struggles...

Still the same sentence, both she and Alicia love human beings, but the way of love is different. What Alicia likes is all kinds of beings in the world, and it is human beings who have to rise up against fate in despair The courage of human beings is the beautiful will of human beings shining like stars, so she chooses to walk side by side with human beings, while Michael is more like doting on human beings. She does not want human beings to continue to endure suffering, so she asks "Him" Seeking power is only to give human beings relief from suffering.

Zhu Yufeng sighed softly, Michael and him are also considered friends, so it is more difficult for him to accept that Michael has always acted with his own will in the tragedy of restraint, and the tragedy of restraint has brought him The scar is too deep, it is the biggest gap between him and Alicia, it is the most painful nightmare he does not want to recall.

And the instigator of all this, the No.11 Herrscher, the Herrscher of Constraints, is Michael, his friend.

"People are born with original sin, and only when the original sin is washed away can the soul go to heaven." Michael's eyes became misty, "I grew up in the church, whether it is a priest or a nun, it is the same. I have always thought so. Perhaps it is because I am not a combatant. All I see is the sacrifice and pain of human beings, but not their will and courage that shine in it. So , in the end, I chose to hand over my fate to you."

Zhu Yufeng remained silent. He had very complicated emotions towards Michael now. He could not forgive Michael for what he had done, and there was no way to forgive him. However, from the perspective of God, even without Michael, the constraints The tragedy will still happen in another way, right?Just like the Eighth Herrscher incident this time...

"However, in the end, I can finally really hug you once." Michael lowered his eyes, "I always wanted to hug you, because I think you are too tired...During that battle, I In fact, I am waiting for the choice of human beings themselves, I know that I may eventually fail, but if the will of human beings is indeed to continue to fight, then I will choose to respect your choice, of course, the premise is that you must surpass me."

"Then the choice you gave is really bad." Zhu Yufeng took a deep breath, calmed down, and said, "Whether it is to fill the upper limit of the enchantment with the lives of civilians, or to use the lives of warriors to Filling... the final result is tantamount to death for human civilization."

Fusion fighters are the last weapon, and civilians are the last foundation of human beings.

Can a civilization without humans still be called a civilization?Can civilization survive natural disasters without defenses?

"If you can't even defeat me, how are you going to defeat the final judge?" Michael asked back, "When I was chosen by that force, I saw... the destruction of countless old eras and the destruction of new eras. Germinal, saw the invincible majesty of him—the Herrscher of the End, and saw his power to restart the world. You also understand that the Herrscher of Restraint is an anti-law. She not only has special attacks against fusion fighters, but also Herrscher can also take effect, but when facing the phantom of the end, even I also feel powerless..."

If you can't overcome the constraints, how can you talk about defeating the end?

Michael thought so.

She is willing to be this assessment question, to give human beings a trial before their end.

If human beings have no way to transcend the constraints, then it is better to "wash away sins" in the enchantment of divine grace, re-enter reincarnation, and wait for the beginning of the next civilization.

"So, you still..."

"No, I won't do this anymore." Michael looked into Zhu Yufeng's eyes and said, "When the black abyss and white flowers pierced my body, after you absorbed all the fallen angels and took on even greater pain , I no longer believe in the judgment of the so-called gods, and fight with you with the posture of the key of God, I really understand that maybe human beings are indeed born with pain, but the courage to stand up in despair is the most precious thing for human beings , It is precisely because of this that human beings can create a brilliant civilization, even if the civilization will eventually come to an end, but in the end, your last battle is the last roar of civilization, and it is the eternal will that cannot be erased in the end."

That's why I said that the nuns I know are more outrageous than the other. Esmodes is a crazy nun, and Alponia can't say how normal it is. Michael is a muscle and even crazy...

"People of the world, I hope to bind the gods..." Michael smiled, "It's a very good line, I like it very much, no, it's better to say, I really... like you very much, I hope you can Don't stand in the dark anymore, I want you to be bathed in the light, but as long as you have Lilith and the others by your side, you will tolerate their darkness, and you will no longer stand in the sunshine that should belong to you, you You are the fallen angel of the dawn, but because you are a fallen angel, you brought the dawn, but you cannot stand under the dawn. So, that battle must have been a little selfish of mine."

Zhu Yufeng's pupils shrank, woc, this smile, this kind of speech, this rhythm, can't be...

"After giving up the identity of the so-called apostle of the gods, those ideas that have always been considered deviant can't help but come up..." Michael's smile became a little secretive, "But it doesn't matter, this Once again, I will still look at you, and I will definitely bring you back to the bright world, but at present, it seems that Alicia has already done what I want to do-no wonder you have never thought about it Looking for me...Alicia...why didn't I notice that she would have this idea..."

"Michael, have you ever thought about your failure to..."

"It's just a matter of waiting a few years." Michael shrugged indifferently, "I don't agree with Lilith's approach, but I have to admit that it is really effective, so it's no big deal if I learn it Isn't it?"

Zhu Yufeng: "..."

How come there is a feeling of "an old lady like a quiet nun is not suitable, even a nun has to go crazy"?

So why did Michael turn sick and delicate?

Chapter 237 When Did You Learn Tsundere From Mebius?

After finally recovering from the fact that Michael is actually an invisible sick girl, he sorted out his thoughts. According to Michael, although she has always occupied the dominant position in consciousness after becoming the Herrscher of Restraint, but According to Seele, the consciousness of Honkai tends to magnify some emotions in people's hearts. For example, she just wants to destroy everything, and Michael wants to find the way of human salvation, and finally becomes paranoid under the catalysis of Honkai...

He still can't believe that Michael is someone who can make such a cold decision, and in this way, his perception of Michael is even more complicated.

"I don't deny what I have done. The blood shed cannot be taken back. What happened has already happened. Even if everything is repeated now, the scars engraved in my memory will not disappear with the reset of time. After becoming a constraint After the Herrscher, some of the thoughts that have been lingering in my heart became more intense..." Michael said lightly, "And in the end, I actually let go of some unnecessary obsessions... "

Zhu Yufeng looked at the time and said, "Let's stop talking about it for now. Astarte's examination is almost over. I promised her that I will accompany her throughout the process."

"After all, you are such a gentle person." Michael's tone changed back to Zhu Yufeng's memory. Compared with her performance just now, the contrast is really big enough, but there is no Lilith. The contrast between turning faces faster than turning pages is so great.

"I'm only gentle with those I care about." Zhu Yufeng was about to enter the ward after speaking.

"If at that time, if you knew that I could almost be regarded as the mastermind behind the tragedy of restraint, the divine judgment...how would you deal with it?" Michael's voice sounded from behind him.

How to deal with it...

Zhu Yufeng lowered his eyes. If he knew that this was a tragedy caused by Michael's subjective influence, what would he do?angry?Angry Michael gave human beings a dilemma that shouldn't exist?Angry that she created the biggest gap between herself and Alicia so that the two did not meet in the end?Angry at her for causing all the team members she got along with day and night to be wiped out, leaving her alone to fight against fate?

However, the Herrscher of Restraint is a part of fate. Does Michael become the Herrscher of Restraint, and is there any fate correction factor after he interfered with the fate?

Regardless of the reason, just as he had no way to face Alicia and finally chose not to meet again, he will not destroy the God's Grace Judgment. It is enough to surpass most of the God's Keys, and it is one of the important combat powers against the end, and it is a rare combat power for the next civilization, plus the emotional part of his humanity at that time It was close to none, and in most cases, he looked at everything indifferently with rational thinking. Therefore, the final result was probably that he would not destroy the Judgment of Divine Grace, but he would definitely not use it either.

This is still based on the fact that Michael is someone who has nothing to do with him. In fact, he has long admitted that Michael is his friend. Although he always likes to nag himself, if he really doesn’t want to go Listen, I really don't care, he won't talk to each other at all.

So……

Michael looked at his back quietly, and then whispered to himself: "You have stayed in the darkness for so long that there is only armor wrapped in darkness left outside the light, which can lead to hell." The steps of life are often paved by kindness. If you want to save human beings, you have to give up some things. But no matter what happens, I will still try to leave you some things that belong to "human beings" as before. "

As far as the facts are concerned, the final result of analysis by 1 people will be the tragedy of restraint, Michael’s will distorted by the Houkai, because in this civilization, the Herrscher is eroded by the Houkai, and his humanity will be quickly wiped out. Only after Alicia sacrificed herself to make a wish, for the next civilized Herrscher to fight for the power to retain her own will in the face of Honkai, will other situations arise.

What seele is magnified is her desire to destroy everything, what Uriel is magnified is her prejudice and dissatisfaction with human beings, and what Michael is magnified is her inner obsession and repressed selfishness.

Lemuel is not a Herrscher turned into a human, not counting.

But Michael will not use this as an excuse to excuse himself, because it is unnecessary, because if he does not have these thoughts, then so many things will not happen in the end.

At that last moment, she finally figured out the true meaning of human beings, so she let go of the obsession that plagued her all her life, and chose a small selfishness. Le, what she performed was her duty as a human being, and it was her reflection on the mistakes she made.

"Gods, please forgive the Son of Man's arrogance and rebellion. People of the world, you don't need to sing about his prestige and glory. The stars will crown him."

When Zhu Yufeng walked into the ward, both Alicia and Lilith noticed that his face was a little strange. As for what Michael had said to him, although they were both a little curious, they would not go to eavesdrop. , the big deal is to ask later, if something is really important and someone is unwilling to say it, isn't there a Weiwei who is listening to someone all the time?Just ask Weierwei if it's okay.

"Is the inspection over?" Zhu Yufeng asked.

"All the indicators have reached the expected standard of the operation, and we can go to the fusion warrior operation." The head nurse said, she looked at Michael who had just walked in outside the ward, and guessed that Michael Le probably went to do some psychological dredging for Feng. Among other things, Michael is indeed a qualified listener and guide. When writing, you will definitely have your own entanglements.

After all, during the days when Michael came to Chasing Moth, she has been moving between the sick and the wounded, listening to their appeals, giving her own opinions, and being called "angel-like" by others. girl"……

Then... Feng wouldn't even let Michael go, could he?

Although before coming here, Michael also said that Feng's "sickness" is the most serious... But if Michael is also "fallen", Feng will [-]% sit firmly on the person that the male fighters of the Flamemoth most want to kill Top of the list...

It should be... no...

"Then send it to the surgery quickly." Zhu Yufeng also glanced at Michael who was standing quietly at the door.

Michael made a prayer gesture like other nuns, and said softly: "I wish Astarothe's operation a success, and wish her a bright future like a fairy tale."

Then he bowed slightly to the others and left.

"After all, she still has to visit other patients today..." The nurse smiled helplessly, "It's been a long time since I saw such an enthusiastic little girl."

Zhu Yufeng was silent.

When Astarotte was sent to the operating room and Zhu Yufeng was waiting outside, Alicia tentatively asked, "Feng, what did you and Michael... talk about?"

Zhu Yufeng sighed softly, and said: "She admitted that in the tragedy of restraint, she has always been dominated by her own consciousness... It was she who fought with me, and in the end she did not choose to perish together but to give The one I hugged was still her..."

"Did she also say that she felt that it was the existence of our fallen angels that kept you in the dark, so she took care of the fallen angels?" Lilith didn't seem to be surprised, but said with a somewhat teasing tone .

"It's like this...how did you guess it?"

"It's very simple, do you think she only nags you?" Lilith rolled her eyes, "I also had a conversation with her before, and I don't bother to think about the specifics. Anyway, the general meaning is that you are similar to tolerance." It gave up our darkness, but also gave up the light that we should have."

Alicia was silent, and asked her to shut herself up for a while. Obviously, she was the first person to know Feng. No matter what Michael said, he only got to know Feng after the Eighth Herrscher incident. However, even so, She was much closer to Feng than she was at that time... and the subsequent tragedy of restraint made her and Feng even more distant...

As for Michael's claim that her consciousness dominates, Alicia didn't really believe it, because before that, there was the leader of the Tenth Herrscher who had been dormant, one of the top executives of the Flaming Moth. Before being drawn out by Mei, Raguel had always behaved like a human being, and she was only magnified by her resentment for being seized of power by Mei and others, and she was eroded by Honkai.

"So, what do you think?" Lilith asked, crossing her chest.