Before the collapse of civilization, Yingjie and I were reborn together

"Serving the boss..."

Nahaima was pressed into the mashed potatoes by Abaddon behind him before he finished speaking, and Abaddon said with a smile: "Captain, don't worry about him, this was proposed by Vice Captain Lilith, and everyone agreed , you feel satisfied is a compliment to us."

Nahaima looked up from the mashed potatoes: "I have endured you for a long time, Abaddon, and I will fight you!"

"Who makes you always lose your tune! With you, our Fallen Angel team is really downgraded!"

"Can't the boss's birthday be easier? Do you have to look at the dead faces of those old guys like you are in a meeting?"

"Then you should pay attention to your own image, okay?"

"Have I ever had that thing?"

"It's noisy." Astarota frowned.

Sira also glanced at the two people who were fighting, and when Astarothe said it, and Sira looked at it like this, the two immediately stopped their squabbling and stood at attention.

You can mess with anyone, don't make Sira and Astarote angry, Sira is really good at beating people, and Astarote is pretty good at it herself, and she will still be angry if you offend Astarote. Get beaten up by the captain... Lilith will definitely join in when the captain comes to beat someone up, Beelzebub will come if he can fight, and Esmodes will definitely join in.

Don't ask, it's just like that.

Zhu Yufeng looked at Luo Fuko again, hesitated for a moment and then said: "Luo Fukou, you..."

There was a smile on Roverko's usual paralyzed face: "Don't worry about me, captain, I... am much better, fallen angel Roverko, and can return to the battlefield at any time to perform tasks."

"Well...it's hard for you." Zhu Yufeng nodded.

"Alright, alright, since the protagonist has arrived, the next step is to give gifts and cut the cake~" Lilith clapped her hands and said.

Esmodes took out a note and said: "Well, besides us, there are gifts from Kevin and Mei, Sakura also sent a gift, and Michael and Aponia both asked I'll help you pass on their presents, by the way, Astarota, didn't Gracie say that she had a present for Feng?"

"Hmm..." Astarothe glanced at Zhu Yufeng, and said with some hesitation, "Sister Gracie's gift...she had already drawn it, but she felt it was inappropriate and said that she would prepare another one... I watched her finish the painting, and she really worked hard to prepare."

"Don't be so nervous." Zhu Yufeng smiled, "We all know that Gracie is a good boy, and you, Astarotte, are also a good boy. You are both good boys, there is no need to lie."

"Speaking of which, I seem to have seen the paintings that Gracie gave to other people a few times. Although the paintings are really good, is it a bit..."

Astarothe glanced at Nahaima, and Nahaima immediately confessed: "Of course, what's wrong with children's paintings? It's all their innocent thoughts."

The desire to survive is full.

After all, among the Fallen Angels, Zhu Yufeng, Lilith, and Sira are the top three combat powers, and Beelzebub is the fourth on the bright side, but Astarte's upper limit is higher than Beelzebub's. For this little aunt Nahaima Said that he couldn't afford to offend, and it would not be ashamed to admit cowardice in time.

He didn't want to be stared at by Astarote and then have a nightmare of indistinguishable real dreams for a month.

After everyone gave gifts, cut the cake, and listened to what Nahaima said over there, Kevin's bravery is not worth mentioning, and our boss is invincible, Zhu Yufeng really wanted to make this a joke. Bipai died, what boss is invincible, you think I am Guan Erye, right?

"That...Brother Yufeng..." Astarotha pulled the corner of Zhu Yufeng's clothes and whispered, "Sister Gracie really drew a picture for you..."

"Of course I didn't doubt your intentions." Zhu Yufeng looked at Astarota and smiled helplessly, "Really not."

"Well... I think Sister Gracie may not show it in the future, so I'll tell you now..." Astarota glanced at the others, and then said with some hesitation, " In her painting, there is a knight who did not see the dawn, the sun came out, the knight was not illuminated by the light, and gradually disappeared in the darkness..."

"That's it... Gracie is really hardworking." Zhu Yufeng said, but he began to think in his heart, haven't you seen the knight at dawn?It just so happens that the inscription of his fallen angel is the fallen angel of the dawn. From another perspective, he actually brought the dawn, right?

Did not see the dawn, just because the last darkness was taken away before dawn.

"Not bad." Zhu Yufeng smiled lightly.

On the other side, Roverko was chatting with Admiral.

"Unexpectedly, you are not as desperate as before." Yadmiller looked at Roverko and said, "What? Did you find the hope to defeat Honkai?"

"No, I still don't see any hope of defeating the Honkai," Roverko replied.

"Oh?" Admiral seemed interested, "Then why don't you despair?"

"Even if the beacon of salvation is about to go out, I am willing to believe that the dawn will eventually come." Roverko shifted his gaze to Zhu Yufeng, "Even if the future of the world is dark, I have found it, and it belongs to my dawn."

Admiral was silent for a while, and then said: "How much hope do you think you have for Lilith?"

Seeing that the two of us get along quite well in scientific research, we can consider doing a favor.

"No."

Admiral: "..."

It's pretty clear self-knowledge.

"Aren't you really going to struggle?" Beffinger didn't think it was a big deal when he watched the excitement, and started to make a fuss. He wanted to see the captain's harem catch fire!Don't be cowardly, stand up!

Roverko glanced at Beffinger and said: "Dawn, as long as you can see it, is enough. On the sky, the only thing that can touch the dawn when the sun rises is the bright moon. gone."

Beffinger: "..."

Okay, I can't make trouble anymore, you are also a staunch Fengli party, it's boring, let's continue to watch Lilith tormenting the captain.

Lilith's episode: The disease is called love

what is love?

This is a question that has always puzzled her.

Because she has never had such feelings.

She is quick to learn everything, from piano, chess, calligraphy and painting to social etiquette, she has been wearing a mask called "Flawless" and watched the troubled world indifferently.

Only love, she has only seen it in books, only in the eyes of others, but... she can't learn, because she has never loved anyone.

In the biological sense, her mother touched her cheek many times before she died of illness. When she sighed and couldn't see her wearing a wedding dress, she shed tears and said that she would always love her. She followed the example of others and knelt down before her mother. She shed false tears in front of her hospital bed. Everyone thought she was sad because of her mother's death, but her expression under the mask was indifferent.

She didn't feel anything inside.

Just like when her grandfather who loved her so much passed away, she didn't feel anything.

Sadness, no joy, no joy, as if it was just a person who had nothing to do with me.

The brother who always puts on a cold face but cares about himself and his sister very much in his heart, only has eyes for his fiancé, and his sister who is always shining with joy every time he sees his eyes... Unfortunately, I still don't feel anything.

Heh, when that sudden disaster came, when that person watched her kill everyone, she didn't hesitate at all, what she felt was the joy called "freedom".

She knew very early on that her nature was bloodthirsty, she would be delighted by the wailing of creatures, excited by their dying struggles in desperation... However, because of the surrounding environment, she had to suppress herself nature.

So, what is love?

Or, what is love?

What she wants to know is not the definition of love, but... how to love someone, what does it feel like to fall in love with someone?

To be honest, she never denied that even for that person, at the beginning, she only had murderous intentions towards him, but because his existence could indeed bring her the benefits she wanted, she also had a temptation After the sexual assassination failed, she abandoned the idea.

At that time, she had already realized that he didn't care about his own nature at all, and he never interfered with what he wanted to do. He only wanted her assistance when necessary. Of course, if she assassinated again, it would really touch her. Touching his bottom line... After realizing that she and him would be a good match, she didn't need to do it again.

She knows very well that she is a monster that cannot be accepted by the world, and she doesn't bother to be accepted by the world. She has always been incompatible with the world, but she has been trapped in it because of her human identity. If he had escaped, or if he hadn't met him, probably, one day he would choose to commit suicide.

In her eyes, the world is so boring.

However, she found an aura similar to hers in him, they may not be the same kind of person, he doesn't have as strong malice as hers, but they are the same in that they are out of tune with the world.

He doesn't care what happens to other people. If he insists, the only person he cares about is Alicia, right?

Alicia... This girl's radiance is so dazzling that she wonders if this is an illusion brought about by a mask like herself?From this point of view, it is clear that he and Alicia are almost the same type of person, but he has a very different attitude towards himself and Alicia.

After all, he has a criminal record, so his trust in himself is limited. Even if he made it clear that he had let go of his murderous intentions, he probably wouldn't believe that guy. A liar like himself... unexpectedly, one day he will not be believed. and feel distressed...

She also investigated the past between that guy and Alicia a little bit. Although his trust in Alicia is a bit beyond common sense, but... it is not impossible, because he likes Alicia, and is even willing to Standing at the same height as her, but choosing to participate in the plan like Kevin's that even the probability of success calculated by the proposer is zero...

Of course, before doing this, he had already prepared that he would die in that experiment. He had already gone through all the procedures in advance. If he died, the team he left would be completely controlled by himself. Taking over, her authority can also be further improved.

Ah……

At that time, she probably didn't even think about it, even though she still thought that she was hoping that he would die in the experiment, thus completely ending the contract between herself and him, and gaining real "freedom", but...in her heart, It seemed that he believed so firmly that he would definitely survive.

It wasn't until the Eighth Herrscher incident, when she fell into the Eighth Herrscher's dream, that she realized the wish deep in her heart, a wish she shouldn't have.

She was the one who wanted to be with him.

She woke up very quickly in the dream, but she disguised it very well. Herrscher used the deepest desire in her heart that she hadn't even discovered to weave a dream for her. In that dream, she finished with him. The life she hated originally, it was precisely because she hated that life so much that she woke up and realized that if it was him, it didn't matter what kind of life she had, as long as he was by her side, she would be happy with it.

It is also because she understands too well that he will not like her, the person he likes is not himself, and he will not spend that kind of life with him, so at the very beginning, she was sober.

So, at the end of that dream, she killed "him" with her own hands.

Lawrence asked in horror: "Why?! Isn't he your favorite person?"

She replied like this: "Because he is my favorite, I want to return to reality, because the real him is the most real him, isn't it?"

She doesn't need a dream, because she is already in a dream.

Is this what the so-called "love" feels like?

Because she is the one she likes, so she doesn't care what kind of life she has, but Herrscher can't understand this kind of feeling, and foolishly follows his own understanding, letting her and him live a well-behaved life in a dream like everyone else lifetime.

The real her yearns for disputes, turbulence, war, and death.

Because this world cannot accommodate her true self, she has no place in this world, and the world cannot accommodate her, and she also refuses to compromise with the world to change herself, and that's why...she realizes how important he is to herself, Because of his existence, she accepted her own darkness, and she was gradually able to accept the world.

Is this... love?

If the feelings that are surging in my heart at this moment, this feeling of wanting to be with him forever... If this is love, then what should I do?How to love someone?

She doesn't know because she hasn't loved anyone.

But she can learn, and, without learning, she knows that she urgently needs to improve the relationship between him and her. Just a contract and an alliance are far from enough.

So when she slowly builds a bridge called "trust" between two people, she has a lot of time to observe other people's practices and read similar books for reference, to get to know him little by little, and to get close to him. He and she also have a lot of time to understand their feelings and see their hearts clearly.

For the banquet after the Ninth Herrscher's incident, she had made sufficient preparations, he had trusted her enough, and she really enjoyed and deeply liked this feeling, and she also tried her best to reduce his The time spent with Alysia was thanks to Alysia's failure to respond to his confession at the beginning. This was something he did in his own mind at the time, and he would feel embarrassed just thinking about it. This made him somewhat avoid Alicia in his heart.

But... the plan that should be successful, in the end...he still rejected him. When he confessed to himself and chose to remain silent, when the time passed by, she already knew the result. He was silent, just thinking about how it would be more appropriate to refuse.

She has never failed before, only this time, she admitted her failure.

why?Two people of the same kind who are isolated from the world, why would he still refuse?

"Because... am I not Alicia after all?" She asked with a smile, this was the first time she put on a mask tonight.

Did she still underestimate his feelings for Alicia after all?She has tried her best to imitate Alicia, and she has also tried her best to reduce Alicia's meeting with him, why in the end she still couldn't replace Alicia...

"No, absolutely not!" he said emphatically, "You don't have to be anyone, just be yourself. You are you, not anyone...I just feel, I..."

She looked at him, and the tacit understanding she had cultivated deliberately had made her understand his thoughts. In his heart, Alicia's position was always unshakable, and he might even have given up any love because of this. He will not think about anything else until he defeats Honkai.

So... even though she could already understand his thoughts, she still couldn't figure out what kind of enmity he had with Honkai, and even if it was impossible for him to have Honkai with Alicia?

Why?I don't understand, I don't understand, I don't understand...

The most outrageous thing is that she also knows that the essence of his purpose is to be Alysia, so the question is, what is the relationship between Alysia and Bengkai?

It would be understandable if it was said that Alicia made an agreement with him to fall in love or something, but obviously he didn't care whether he could be with Alicia long ago, then...

To him, Alicia's position in his heart seems to be too special, and now she is very clear that her position in his heart is also special enough, otherwise she would not think that this confession can be successful, as long as However, Alicia's position seems to be beyond her reach...

It was also at that time that she also understood one thing. It is useless to imitate Alicia. He really cares about himself, not because he is like Alicia, but because he is himself, the existence named Lilith .

He cares about Alicia so much, so what kind of position is he in Alicia's side?

When she made up her mind to get involved, she asked Alicia if she had someone she liked, and emphasized that it was the kind of liking in a relationship, but she got a negative answer from the other party, but at that time Alicia She hesitated before answering, who made Alicia hesitate, she was not interested.

Even if it was really him, Alicia would have nothing to say when the time comes to tell this passage.

When she took him to dance with her under the moon in the name of "compensation", she noticed a pink figure on the tall building of the banquet, and before that, she had known that Alicia was coming After passing and leaving, it would not be a coincidence that Alicia appeared on the other side of the tall building where she could see this side.

The biggest possibility is that Alicia really cared about him, but she didn't realize her feelings, just like her at the beginning, yes, Alicia actually didn't know what it would be like to like someone Mood.

She didn't pay attention to Alicia anymore, she began to think about her future plans.

For Alicia, it will be a matter of time before she realizes that she likes him, but also because she likes him, and because she didn't give an answer to the confession at the beginning, if he really has a lover, Alicia Ya would never get involved.

Sometimes, if your position is too kind, it will become a weakness that others take advantage of.

Under her deliberate guidance, as well as his mentality of not caring about other people, he is carrying more and more darkness, and he has fallen into the depths with himself. Even if Alicia thinks, he will never get close to Alicia again. Shea.

But that's not enough.

Far from enough.

After she knew that Yu Duchen's zero rated power could bind the consciousness of two people, she had been thinking about a crazy plan. He would not agree to her confession, but she wanted to stay by his side forever , and more importantly, in a person's heart, there is no person or thing that can be compared with a person who died for him.

This is especially true for a stubborn but emotional man like him.

……

"Huh? Lilith? Where is she going?"

The pink-haired girl noticed the silver-haired girl passing by not far away. At this point in time, the fallen angel team should have taken no action, right?