They loaded up the love simulator

Kithara Toru expressed concern, put his forehead against his girlfriend's, and measured the temperature in this way, "Sister, did you not sleep well?"

"Alright, alright."

Looking at his face so close, the head of the innocent Itachi Xinge's head was almost steaming out of shyness.

She wanted to maintain her dignity as a big sister.

But Kithara Tetsu always arouses her to the point of ecstasy.

"Next, let's go have lunch."

"Ah."

Finally escaped.

◇

[After lunch. 】

[You guys spent another afternoon at Fuji-Q Highland and returned home satisfied. 】

Exit the simulation.

Yi Ji Xingge looked at the window of the room with mixed emotions.

During a simulation, she was kissed 12 times by a high school student, and she felt that she was no longer clean.

The first kiss was given too hastily.

Xinge didn’t even have time to experience it properly.

What's even more terrifying is that her first kiss was actually that style...

Xing Ge lay on the bed and murmured to himself: "His lips are so soft."

Remembering the feeling of kissing.

Ahhhh, what on earth am I reminiscing about.

Yi Ji Xingge quickly covered his head, rolled several times on the bed, and then hugged a little bear.

Buried in the bear doll, her face turned slightly red.

I really want to fall in love with him in real life.

I personally experienced a romantic date.

Yiji knew that Xinge was a little obsessed with love.

Don't blame her for not being able to bear it.

Kitahara Tetsu is really good at flirting.

……

After a while, Yi Ji Xingge continued to look at the simulation content.

[Ignoring Toru Kitahara’s advice, your band signed a contract, and soon a female manager became responsible for your career planning.With professional help, everything about the band became more organized, and you began to feel lucky that you didn't blindly follow your brother's advice. 】

This sentence is a bit like a flag...

Is it my illusion?

[In the winter of this year, the band began to work more and participated in various commercial performances. The number of fans gradually increased, and the popularity climbed to a new level. It seems that you are only one step away from being a phenomenal band. 】

[Because of your busy work schedule, you have reduced communication with your boyfriend and family. 】

[You started to travel around Japan and could only spend a few days with your boyfriend every month, and the number of dates was visibly reduced. 】

[Even on holidays, you still have to participate in various activities. Only in the New Year can you take a break. 】

[The agency will not give you a chance to breathe, it will squeeze the remaining value of the band and profit from it. 】

[Sometimes, you will look at the moon in the sky and think, is this kind of life really what you expect? 】

Chapter 117 Choices with a Major Impact

【After busy work. 】

[You guys talk on the phone every day. 】

[But no matter how long we chat, you can't be satisfied. 】

【Half a year passed like this. 】

[The relationship that you had been continuously warming up seems to have faded a bit. 】

The situation is not good.

If this continues, there is a high probability that they will break up.

There are so many beautiful peers around Toru Kitahara, so there is no need to stick to a big sister who is almost 30 years old.

[Kitahara Toru will sometimes use the excuse of visiting relatives to visit you at your workplace. Whenever this happens, you will hide it from outsiders and linger secretly for a long time. 】

[The band members are a little confused during this time. The reason is very simple. Your songs were handed over to the company a few months ago. Under mature commercial operations, your output speed is astonishing. But accordingly, Quality has declined seriously. 】

[All along, your core fans have started making critical comments, accusing you of forgetting your original intention. 】

[A user named Sekai no Yamada even bluntly said that a band that has no unique style and blindly pursues commercial interests will not go far. 】

Why is this online name so familiar?

A woman with short blue hair popped into Xinge's mind. Yes, it was Ryo Yamada.

[She predicted correctly that your band gradually fell into quagmire. 】

[After a certain celebration party, the bassist in charge of composing said that he had recently run out of inspiration and could no longer return to the state he was in when he was in college. 】

[Drummer Lisa took a sip of wine and recalled your past life. At that time, you still had clear goals and everything in your sight was shining. 】

[The originally cheerful lead singer looked bitter and drank heavily. 】

[You take it all in. 】

[Perhaps you have long forgotten your original intention and the reason for chasing your dreams. 】

[The following year, you appeared on the Fuji Rock stage, and the cheers from the audience cheered you up a little, and you were no longer confused for the time being. 】

[Next year. 】

[You held a live show at the Budokan, and it was packed with fans. 】

[This year, you are 30 years old and have matured a lot. As a musician, you are undoubtedly successful. You don’t know where the band can go, but today, you are very happy. 】

[You have achieved the goal you set three years ago. 】

[Where should we set our next goal?Tokyo Dome? rock in japan? Summer Sonic? 】

[Things will always be in a good place, and then take a turn for the worse——]

["Sorry, I want to quit. I've been really tired for the past two years. Standing on the tram platform yesterday, I even had the idea of ​​jumping off several times." At the celebration banquet, the bassist covered his face and cried. He told you his true thoughts. 】

[His girlfriend from high school ran away with another boy last month due to lack of contact all year round. The news of the breakup was delayed for a long time and was not revealed to him until a few days ago. 】

["Takuno, what should we do now that you're gone?" the lead singer began to persuade, but in fact, he also had the idea of ​​giving up. 】

[His throat lost his voice several times due to the high-intensity live tour a few months ago. 】

["...or else, let's all disperse. Anyway, the money earned in the past few years is enough to pay the company's liquidated damages." The drummer beat the retreat drum. 】

[After the three of them finished speaking, they looked at you, waiting for your voice. 】

【this moment. 】

[You know clearly in your heart that no matter what you say, whether you agree or not, the band's disbandment is on the schedule, it's just a matter of time or later. 】

[When people's hearts are scattered, even if they are watered to hold them together, how long can they last? 】

[So, giving up has become the best choice——]

【"Let's break up then."】

[After you spoke, your friends all breathed a sigh of relief. 】

[After the celebration. 】

[Back at the rental house, you looked at the ceiling, slightly lost in thought. 】

[You want to go to a bigger stage, but now, things are changing and people are changing, so you can no longer do it. 】

[This night, you hid under the quilt, buried your head and cried for a long time. 】

[Your efforts in the previous 15 years have been in vain. 】

[You have lost your dream and don’t know what to do in the future. 】

[Next month. 】

[The band successfully disbanded, causing quite a stir on the Internet. 】

[Because of liquidated damages, most of the money you have earned over the years has been taken away by the brokerage company, and not much is left. 】

[You have no goal, your eyes are dark, and you can't see your fingers. 】

[You fell off a cliff and fell from the peak to the bottom of the valley. 】

[During these dark days, you are confused and have fallen into bad habits. You have become addicted to alcohol, which can make you forget the troubles in front of you. 】

【Toru Kitahara saw that you were so decadent, so he temporarily put aside his university studies and came to your side to take care of you personally. 】

[He doesn’t dislike you. 】

[I just comfort you with my soft words, and hold everything about you in my heart. 】

[It doesn’t matter if you don’t have dreams, he can support you for a lifetime. 】

[It’s okay to give up. No matter what you become, he will always love you. 】

[But Kithara Toru's gentleness did not improve your situation. 】

[You are becoming more and more inferior. You think you are not worthy of him. Toru Kitahara has a bright future. As an old and lustful loser, what reason do you have to stay by his side? 】

[He can find a younger, more attractive partner. 】

[But you can't give up on him. You greedily enjoy his warmth, just like the last meal a death row prisoner tastes before being executed. 】

【After spring. 】

【Summer is coming. 】

[When you went out on a date to relax, Kithara Toru proposed to you. He is 20 years old this year and is old enough to get married. He wants to start a family with you. 】

[After you think about it. 】

[Rejected politely. 】

Ok?

why?

Yi Ji Xinge was stunned.

Agree.

[You think you are not worthy of him. 】

[He deserves a better woman, not you. 】

[Kitahara Toru's face showed visible disappointment, but he still gave you the engagement ring. He said that your future is still long, and he was anxious. 】

The first cracks appeared in the mirror.

The countdown to the breakup of this relationship has begun.

Yi Ji Xinge is a little pessimistic.

【Same year. 】

【winter. 】

[Three days before Christmas, Kithara Tetsu invited you out for dinner. This day was the anniversary of your first meeting. 】

[Over the years, Kithara Tetsu will celebrate it grandly. 】

[You enjoyed a candlelight dinner at a high-end restaurant. The moment before going home, you looked at his handsome profile, feeling a sense of inferiority lingering in your heart like a quagmire. 】