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[When Xiao Yuyin was 10 years old, her husband quit his job. The quick-acting leukemia drug he originally developed has been mass-produced in recent years. Relying on patents, Kitahara Toru has made money to the point where he can't help it... Teaching is just his hobby. 】

"interest?"

Did you achieve the position of deputy principal of a public school just because of your interest?

Kita Ikuyo could not understand Kithara Toru more and more.

In other words, she had never seen through this man.

Everything that Toru Kitahara showed was the side of him that he was willing to let everyone see——

Handsome, gentle, genius, divine, affectionate...

"...I really want to see the shame hidden in his heart."

Kita Ikuyo's brain circuit is different from other girls. She is eager to see another face of Kitahara Toru.

A scary side that I don’t want people to see.

[This is the year when Xiao Yuyin is 11 years old. 】

[Toru Kitahara is still in good health, and his face remains the same as it was 10 years ago. He has not continued to age. As a mature middle-aged uncle, his husband has a unique style of white hair. You can always see young women on the street looking after him. Looking back. 】

[Every time at this time, you will hold his hand and swear your sovereignty. 】

【time flies. 】

[One year later, Kitahara Yuyin entered junior high school. 】

[My daughter seems to be a little rebellious during this period, and she looks at you every day. 】

[I even ran away from home several times. 】

[You really don’t understand why Toru Kitahara and your children turned into delinquent girls. 】

[Later, you understand. 】

[Kitahara Yuyin ran away from home just to gain her father's attention. As soon as she disappeared, her father would rush to find her. 】

[Xiao Yuyin is not stupid either. Because she is afraid of meeting bad people, she stays at a different female classmate's house every time, clearly telling her father - I am here, come and pick me up. 】

[Unconsciously, this strange hide-and-seek game has become a little tacit understanding between father and daughter, and you don't bother to care about it anymore. 】

this moment.

Kita Ikuyo feels superfluous.

It's completely a stumbling block for father-daughter bonding.

【Three years later. 】

【Kitahara Amane entered high school. 】

[This year, Kithara Toru’s health took a turn for the worse...]

[Finally, one winter, I was admitted to the hospital. 】

[The doctor said that his physical condition is like that of an old man who is dying. He does not have much vitality and his end is approaching. 】

[When the daughter heard the news, she hugged her father and cried for a long time. 】

[This night, Kithara Toru showed a lonely expression in front of you for the first time. He had known such an ending for a long time, but he resolutely chose to face it. 】

[You don’t want to cry, but the hot tears in the corners of your eyes can’t help but fall, dripping down your cheeks to the ground. 】

["Look, do you regret it after all?"]

["No regrets." You wiped your tears. 】

["Over the years, I have tried my best to give you happiness, but now it seems that it is still not enough." Kithara Toru's tone was indescribable tenderness: "After I leave, you have to live well, okay?"]

[No answer, you just hugged him, tears gradually wet his collar. 】

【"Um."】

[Outside the window, cherry blossoms are in bud. 】

【Soon, spring is coming. 】

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Chapter 145

[Kitahara Toru's body is getting weaker day by day. 】

[This is not due to disease, but a deeper problem that cannot be solved by current medical technology. 】

[It would be great if there is a miracle. 】

[It would be nice if there was magic. 】

[You stay at your husband's bedside day and night, thinking silently in your heart, hoping for a miracle to happen...]

[But the suffering people in the world are like crucian carp crossing the river. How can good luck fall on you? 】

[After all, he still cannot escape the fate of turning into loess. 】

[In April, brilliant cherry blossoms climbed onto the branches. 】

[In the rain, you held a funeral for your husband. 】

[The daughter did not speak and was taciturn at the funeral. She recalled why her father, who was still chatting with her a few months ago, ended up in this situation? 】

[A gentle and kind person like my father should obviously live a long life. The world is so unfair. 】

[There are very few people attending the funeral. Your parents, who have white hair and give birth to black hair, are inevitably sad on their faces. You force a smile and comfort them. Life needs to go on, and you cannot indulge in sadness. 】

[But only you know that your heart is already riddled with holes...]

【From now on, your world has lost its light. 】

[He saved you at the most helpless moment in your life, but you couldn't save him. 】

["It's really useless, nothing can be done." You lie in the bedroom, feeling the cold other half of the bed, and wet the pillow with tears. 】

[You choked and stayed awake all night. 】

[Your husband asks you to live a good life, but it is difficult for you to do so. After losing your lover, you have no courage to live. 】

[My daughter who was not very close to you seems to have grown up overnight. 】

[Kitahara Yuyin begins to comfort you, telling you that you still have her to rely on. 】

[Unfortunately, your daughter’s comfort has not improved your situation. 】

[From the moment your husband left, you had the idea of following him. 】

[In the following years, this idea became more and more intense...]

[But your daughter is still underage, and she still needs your care. You suppress the thought of suicide and live with your daughter. 】

[You seem to be fine on the surface, and your friends think you have gotten over the sadness of Kithara Toru's death. 】

[In order not to be discovered by your daughter, you will read the diary left by Kithara Tetsu, which records the beautiful memories from your high school to before your marriage... Every bit is full of your husband's true feelings. 】

[Using these past dreams, you were able to hold on until your daughter became an adult——]

[You know that you are selfish and that it is too much to waste the life that your husband once saved, but it is really uncomfortable to live. You miss the pain of someone every moment and every second. You have endured it for 5 years. I can't hold on anymore. 】

[My husband once said that you are a love brain, and you will never look back for love, even to the point of being stupid. 】

[He was not wrong. 】

[Before you die, you have only one simple thought - if there is another life, you hope to renew your relationship with him. 】

[On a quiet winter night. 】

【You passed away. 】

[My daughter received the text message you had edited the next morning - Yuyin, please forgive your selfish mother and live well alone. 】

[After your death, your parents organized a funeral for you. 】

[The white-haired man gave the black-haired man a gift, and the two of them aged ten years in an instant. One day later, they returned to the village in the countryside. From then on, they never returned to Tokyo. 】

[My daughter did not attend your funeral. 】

[She thinks you have wasted your father's kindness and failed your father's love. Kithara Yuyin does not recognize you as her mother. 】

[After the funeral. 】

[Your body was buried next to Toru Kitahara. After 5 years, you 'embraced' together again. 】

[After you and your husband passed away one after another. 】

[Kitahara Amane did not accept your inheritance and put them aside. She finished college while working hard.Whenever friends ask about her parents, Yuyin will introduce them in a serious tone. She is a child of a single-parent family with only a gentle father...]

[The mother died when she was born. 】

"It's become like this." Ikuyo Kita felt melancholy.

To be honest, if she really faced such a situation, she would most likely make the same choice.

Leave behind everything in reality and follow your lover to another world.

[Kitahara Amane inherited his father's profession and became a high school teacher. 】

[She dedicated the tenderness buried deep in her bones to her students. The female teacher with beautiful appearance and good personality has become the white moonlight of countless adolescent boys. 】

[The fifth year of coaching by Kitahara Une. 】

[Your father passed away. 】

[Kitahara Amane personally organized the funeral. 】

[The following year, your mother passed away. 】

[After the funeral. 】

[Kitahara Yuyin felt extremely painful after sorting out their belongings. 】

[From this day on, she had no relatives. She could not find any similar people in the huge world. Loneliness surged like a tide, eroding her soul. 】

【The days to come. 】

[Kitahara Amane has reduced her sleep and only sleeps five hours a day. 】

【Why do you need to sleep for a long time when you are alive?After death, he will sleep forever. 】

【The year of establishment. 】

[My daughter returned to the former residence of you and your husband and opened the diary that had been gathering dust for a long time. 】