They loaded up the love simulator

Xiao Xi.

Mom is still alive!

...Although it is no longer available in the simulation.

Ichichi Hongka looked at the simulator screen where Yamada Ryo was hugging her daughter, and the two people's intimate movements felt mixed in her heart.

She was a little jealous.

This is obviously her and Kithara Toru's baby.

[Time is like water, Bei Yuanxi grew up to the age of four in a gentle environment. 】

[The husband looks at his daughter’s face and inevitably feels sad. He often thinks about how happy and happy the family would be if you were still alive. But unfortunately, this is just the husband’s fantasy. 】

[My daughter has long, silky blond hair, a face similar to yours, and the same liveliness and enthusiasm, like a little angel descending to earth.The neighbors liked her very much. Every time her husband took her out, she would receive a bunch of gifts - fish from the uncle of the aquatic product store, desserts from the wife of the cake shop, and the freshest harvest from the old man at the vegetable stall. Vegetables were given to her. 】

[Everyone believes that such a cute little angel will grow up smoothly. 】

Yijizhi Hongxia was in a better mood.

everything will get better.

Even if I am no longer here...

[In the winter when she was four years old, Xiao Xi fell ill again. It seemed that she was sweating after playing with her friends in the kindergarten and the teacher did not take care of her in time... The husband angrily went to the kindergarten to question the careless teacher. , he who has never lost his temper in front of you is really angry this time. 】

[After this incident, Beihara Xi reduced the intensity of exercise in the kindergarten. Many children did not dare to play with her, for fear that Xiao Xi would be harmed. 】

Yijizhi Hongxia didn't know how to evaluate it for a while.

She could understand Kithara Toru's mood, but this undoubtedly had the opposite effect, and her daughter was isolated from her peers.

[My daughter is very sensible. She has been patient because she is afraid that her father and everyone will worry. She wants to play with her friends, but every time she sits on the small bench in the kindergarten and looks at the chasing and playing children with envious eyes. 】

"Simulator, can I go in and have a look?" Hongxia said in a hoarse voice.

[Master, you can only observe the simulation and cannot interfere. Please...]

"It's ok."

As long as she can take a look, Hongxia is satisfied.

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Shimokitazawa.

At night, outside a certain flower shop, green plants cover the entire entrance, forming a natural ecological beauty.

so beautiful~

Ichichi Hongka, who had transformed into a soul state, looked at the flowers that her husband had carefully taken care of, and could feel his warmth in them. Even after losing his wife, Toru Kitahara still did not give up hope in life. He was still the same person as warm as the sun... …

"Xiao Xi, come here, daddy will help you dry your hair."

Vaguely, compared to the memory, a much more mature voice reached Hong Xia's ears.

She slowly entered the flower shop.

Warm lights not only illuminate the door, but also fill the interior with warmth.

Winter has passed and spring has come, and the beautiful month of April is about to come.

"Thank you dad."

Another childish words made Hongxia stand on the spot.

This was the daughter she had never seen in person.

Avoiding the flowers and heading towards the living room, Ichichi Hongka soon heard the sound of the hair dryer.

Go through the half-open gate.

Toru Kitahara, who has reached middle age and has traces of age on his face, is holding his young daughter and gently stroking her long golden hair. The beautiful hair is slowly fluttering in the breeze, and she seems to be a little ticklish. Xiao Xi Soon the sound of giggling came out.

"Dad, it's so itchy."

at the entrance.

Watching the interaction between father and daughter, Yijizhi Hongxia stopped moving.

For a moment, an indescribable feeling flooded into her heart.

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Chapter 40 He is unwilling to give in

"Okay, let's go to sleep."

Kithara Toru put away the hair dryer. In the past three years, he has learned how to take care of children.

He had been troubled for a long time by troubles such as changing diapers and filling milk powder, but after all, Xiaoxi was the daughter of him and Ichichi... no, it should be called Kitahara Hikkajin - in Japan, after a wife marries, she needs to change her surname.

No matter how difficult it is, he has to learn as a father.

After holding his daughter in hand and making sure that she was wearing warm clothes, Toru Kitahara took her to the bedroom.

The place where he originally lived was a two-story one-family house. Later, his wife passed away. Toru Kitahara was afraid of seeing things and missing people, and because it was too deserted to live with his daughter, he moved here.

"Okay, go to sleep."

Kithara Toru held the child in his arms. His only sustenance now was his daughter. If he lost his daughter, he could not imagine what meaning this simulation would have in life...

In past simulations, he had clear goals and could blindly pursue the peak of his skills.

And what should an ordinary person pursue?

Nothing more than firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, tea... and a happy family.

Four years ago, he lost half of his life, and he didn't want to lose the other half again.

"Dad, Xiao Xi can't sleep~"

Bei Yuan Xi rested her head on her father's arm and looked at him with watery eyes.

"Then daddy tells you a story? What does Xiaoxi want to hear?" Kithara Toru's voice was gentle.

"Well...Xiao Xi wants to hear her mother's story."

After hearing his daughter's request, Kithara Toru was silent for a long time and said softly: "Xiao Xi's mother is a very beautiful person and very gentle. No matter how excessive her father's demands are, she will never be angry."

When he was in high school, he suddenly asked to form a band, and Ichichi Hongxia readily agreed.

Generally speaking, if you already have a band, you won't agree to this kind of thing, right?

It was the gentle and lovely place like Hongxia that attracted Toru Kitahara and fascinated him. It was precisely because of this that Toru Kitahara married his wife.

"Mom's cooking skills are very good. Dad used to like to drink the black tea she made. Before Xiaoxi was born, my mother did all the housework. She was awesome." Toru Kitahara looked at his daughter and couldn't help but recall the ten years of getting along with his wife. Year.

Why did Hongxia leave me so easily?

She is just like an angel.

Suddenly came to my side and left suddenly.

"No wonder my aunt keeps saying that a loser like dad is not good enough for mom..." Shio Kitahara asked curiously. Ichihara Hoshige blamed Toru Kitahara for Hongxia's death in recent years, so her words would inevitably sound a bit unpleasant. .

Kithara Toru chuckled and said: "She is right, dad is indeed not worthy of mom, mom is a pure angel. For an ordinary person like dad to marry mom and give birth to a little angel like Xiao Xi, he has already spent a lot of money. A lifetime of luck."

"Hehe." Bei Yuanshi laughed innocently in his father's arms, feeling a little shy about calling the little angel such a name.

"But, dad is very confident."

Xiao Xi got out of his arms and opened her eyes wide: "What is it?"

"Dad loves Hongxia more than anyone else in the world. Only on this point, dad will not give in."

"Dad is amazing."

"Of course, dad is the most powerful man in the world."

"But aunt said that dad is the most useless, and even mom can't save him."

"..."

Kithara Toru smiled helplessly and turned off the bedside lamp. How could this little guy inherit his mother's complaining skills?He also uses it on himself.

Really.

"Okay, go to sleep."

"Hmm~"

Bei Yuanxi found a comfortable position in his arms and slowly closed her eyes.

Doorway.

Itachi Hongxia, who was in a ghost state, took a long time to calm down and gradually exited the bedroom.

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[Your husband loves you more than anyone else. You clearly understand this, but you have no chance of staying by his side. 】

[The deceased is like a husband, and he doesn’t give up day and night. You regret it but have no choice. Bei Yuanxi grows up day by day, but you, the biological mother, are not by her side. This may be the biggest regret in your life. 】

Ichichi Hongxia really wanted to let the simulator fool her.

Even if it's a lie.

But the purpose of the simulator is to look directly at the bloody facts and the bleak life.

"Is it true that the results of the simulation cannot be changed?"

[Yes, Master, all operations in the Mom Simulator are handed over to the host... This simulator cannot reverse the results. 】

What is that host?

[This is top secret, no comment. 】

[Master, you have countless simulation opportunities, you don’t need to be so sad... You can even marry Kithara Toru in reality. 】

Seeing what the simulator said, Hongxia relaxed a little, and she was even a little happy at the thought of making up for the regrets in the simulation.

Then continue looking at the simulation content.

Little Angel Hongxia soon became unhappy.

[Your daughter became seriously ill for the second time in the autumn when she was five years old. In autumn, the temperature suddenly changes, which can easily cause children to catch colds. 】

[Bei Yuanxio, who had been frail since childhood, took medicine for three days before her fever subsided.His daughter's gesture reminded Kithara Toru of his wife's death.It was as if everything was being repeated in front of him, but he was helpless. This was something he couldn't accept. 】

[Could it be that he wants to watch the person he loves die in front of his eyes again? 】

[Sorry, Kithara Toru is not a person who likes to sit still and wait for death. He quickly began to study hard in medicine. 】

[In his early years, after your death, he slowly started to study related things. Now that he realizes that his daughter is slowly heading towards death, Kithara Toru can no longer accept his powerlessness. He wants to bring a healthy and complete life to his daughter. 】

[In the next two years, no one knew what Toru Kitahara was doing privately, except that his physical condition got much worse.Correspondingly, Kithara Toru's knowledge about medical treatment was increasing crazily. He soon entered a medical research laboratory and established a specialized scientific research team based on his talents...]

Tetsu-kun, what are you doing?

Yijizhi Hongxia looked at the simulator screen, where the middle-aged man coughed hard several times and looked haggard, and for a moment his heart felt unbearable.

Hong Xia knew that her husband was using stress training. The root cause of her death was actually restarted by her husband and used on herself. And his purpose of doing this was to save his daughter?

this fool.

[With the research direction determined, Kithara Toru relied on his monster mind to complete the drug research in just three years, and then went through half a year of clinical trials.This drug, which can increase human cellular immunity, was called a 'panacea', and the patent rights were transferred to Ichi Hoshige by her husband one month later. 】

why?

[Toru Kitahara knew that he would not live for more than a few years. These years of studying drugs had inevitably made him less concerned about his daughter, which made him feel very guilty. 】

[The husband plans to spend his last days with his daughter. 】

Yidi Zhihongxia's heart suddenly sank to the bottom of the lake. The cold lake water made it difficult for her to breathe.

Toru-kun, are you going to die?

Chapter 41 Settlement

[Kitahara Toru stayed with his daughter until the last moment during the two years when his body gradually became weak. 】

[Before his death, he left a large amount of property to his daughter, as well as a total of 96 recordings once a month. His husband gave Yamada Ryo his mobile phone and asked her to call his daughter's phone every month and prepare for playing it for her. Good recording. 】