They loaded up the love simulator

twice.

……

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[You are dating Toru Kitahara. 】

"A very difficult man to deal with."

Kita Ikuyo exited the simulation world and lightly touched the corner of his mouth. His cute little face soon turned cherry red.

She didn't want to forcefully kiss him.

But a naughty brat like Toru Kitahara must be taught a hard lesson, otherwise he will keep teasing her.

"Starting tomorrow, let's get in touch with Kitahara-san."

Kita Ikuyo thought to himself that if Kitahara-san is so beautiful in the simulation, it must be the same in reality.

Even if we can't be lovers, it's still nice to be friends.

[After you became a couple, you no longer suppressed your feelings and soon became inseparable.It's just that sometimes, you can see the disappointment flashing in your boyfriend's eyes. He didn't want to date you, but he was forced to give in to you because of your confession. 】

[You guess, there may be a hidden secret in this. 】

[When he confessed, he also said that he hoped you would not regret it. 】

[You don’t know, there is nothing to regret about this. As a boyfriend, Toru Kitahara is caring and interesting. The time spent with him every day is like a dream, so beautiful that it is unrealistic and will break at the touch of it. degree. 】

[In February, Toru Kitahara began to write a diary of your love. He would record everything that happened during your relationship in brief and concise words. 】

[For him, the daily life you spend every day is a continuous miracle. 】

It was a text picture full of sunshine and warmth, but Ikuyo Kita felt an indescribable sadness.

She was even more convinced that Kithara Tohru was hiding something from her.

[Perhaps because of falling in love, there is a trace of life in his violin. Kithara Toru no longer looks like that ray of free wind. You can't describe it, but one day when you are practicing, you look out the window at the cherry trees that are gradually sprouting new branches. Tree, you seem to understand that Kithara Toru has become the spring breeze in April, free and warm. 】

[In March, the third round of the Fujiwa Competition did not stop you. Your piano had a unique playing style, and Toru Kitahara's violin won the cheers of the audience. You successfully advanced to the finals, and even most of them The judges secretly selected you as the champion. 】

[It seems that everything is developing well. 】

[Both career and love will be harvested. You can’t imagine how beautiful your future life will be. 】

[Perhaps, you and Toru Kitahara will have a happy family, have two children, and watch the children grow up until they grow old together... You believe so deeply. 】

[Unfortunately, you were still young at that time, and you never thought that all the gifts of fate had already been secretly marked with a price. 】

"Ok?"

Before Ikuyo Kita could be happy for a long time, he saw the last one.

She wasn't sure whether the simulator was being naughty or not.

[Before the finals, during the spring break at the end of March, you started traveling again. This time, your goal was to visit the Ramen Holy Land. 】

[During this period, you discovered that Kithara Toru's appetite is very small. He can only eat half of a bowl of ramen at most. In addition, he rarely eats fruits and foods high in sugar. 】

[In the end, during one trip, you gained 3 pounds, but he lost 5 pounds. 】

Kita Ikudai suddenly felt worried and suspected that her boyfriend did it on purpose.

She got up from the bed and looked out the window.

it's dark.

I started the simulation in the afternoon and played it for several hours.

Coupled with the special events and the time spent in personal simulation, she actually couldn't tell the difference between reality and simulation.

【time flies. 】

[On a warm spring day in April, the new semester officially begins on a sunny day. 】

【The season of cherry blossoms. 】

【Everything is beautiful...】

[You and your boyfriend are finally assigned to the same class, and the same goes for Goto Kazuri. At this moment, when she sees the intimacy between you, she will inevitably show a disappointed expression. 】

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!

Goto-san, in reality, I will repay you!

Please, don’t look at me with such pitiful eyes...

[Mid-April. 】

[The finals of the Fujiwa Music Competition are finally here, and Toru Kitahara brought his original music. Although the competition did not strictly stipulate the music, using original music in such a large-scale event is still a bold and even arrogant decision. 】

[Many judges sighed secretly, feeling that this talented young man was too impatient and unwilling to calm down. 】

[Some judges also believe that Tetsu Kitahara is not a very skilled performer. His music is as agile as a flying bird and should not be bound by a cage called rules. 】

[But no matter how they question it. 】

[After Toru Kitahara came on stage and sounded the first note, all the doubts were silenced, and all the praises were also silenced.You sit at the piano behind him, watching his back while accompanying you. You have seen this back before——]

[In that music classroom, under the reflection of the evening sun, the boy spread a pair of golden wings behind him, looking into the distance, his thoughts drifting away. 】

[The song ends. 】

[In the huge theater stage, there was complete silence. 】

[After a long time, the judges handed over their words of praise. 】

[Unfortunately, Toru Kitahara could not listen to their praises and fell directly on the stage. 】

[He fell into coma again, and the situation was more serious than last time. 】

[Your life turns gloomy in an instant...]

Chapter 57 He weaved the last lie

[Life is always like this, success is just accidental, but failure will always be implemented. 】

[Fate is like an absolutely fair scale, it will always give you a heavy weight when you reach the top. 】

[You stared blankly at Toru Kitahara who collapsed again. It wasn’t until the audience called the emergency number and the judges rushed to the stage to surround him that you realized that your boyfriend had fallen ill again. 】

[The ambulance soon arrived outside the theater door...]

[As his girlfriend, you accompany him to the hospital. 】

[ Along the way, your boyfriend showed no sign of waking up, but his body temperature was very high. You held his hand. The situation suddenly happened too quickly. You couldn't think anymore and just murmured his name. 】

[After arriving at the hospital, the preliminary results of the examination came out quickly - inflammation. 】

Doesn't seem serious?

Kita Ikuyo felt relieved.

[The site of inflammation is the pancreas, and non-surgical treatment is temporarily used. If the condition worsens, intensive care and surgical treatment are required. 】

[As expected, under careful treatment in the hospital, Kithara Toru regained consciousness within a few days. 】

[After seeing the worry on your face, your boyfriend wanted to comfort you, but in the end he failed to speak——]

[Kitahara Tooru’s physical condition is something he knows best. 】

[You are confused as to why he fainted suddenly. 】

[Kitahara Toru told you the truth - he had some problems with his pancreas a long time ago and his health was deteriorating. 】

[It was only then that you understood why your boyfriend rejected your confession in the first place. 】

[Kitahara Toru looks melancholy. He has told you lies for almost a year, but the most important time, he failed to deceive you. As a liar, it was a failure. 】

"...I'm not a liar."

Kita Ikuyo hurriedly took out his mobile phone and prepared to call Kitahara Toru's number.

No, no, we must get Kitahara-san to the hospital for examination as soon as possible. Many diseases can be completely cured if discovered early, but the longer they are delayed, the worse they become.

But after clicking on his number, Kita Ikuyo didn't know how to tell Kitahara Toru.

Helpless, she could only continue to simulate and find a way to save her.

[Kitahara Toru even regrets a little. He shouldn't have agreed to your confession, which would only increase his sadness. 】

[He was planning to spend his short life making up a lie that he didn't love you, but he was so soft-hearted that he couldn't resist your love. 】

...What a fool.

Even if you are sick, you have to hide it.

There's nothing wrong with falling in love, but aren't sick people worthy of dating?

Besides, I’m the one confessing.

Kita Ikuyo can understand his thoughts, but cannot agree with his actions.

Because she firmly believes that love is the only thing that humans can perceive that transcends time and space.

[In late April, Kithara Toru left the hospital after half a month of recovery. 】

[His illness was concealed and he did not tell anyone else he knew——]

[For Toru Kitahara, if his illness ruins his daily life... this is something he cannot accept. 】

[While your boyfriend was in the hospital for half a month, when you visited him, you asked him if he had any unfulfilled wishes. 】

[Kitahara Toru just shook his head slightly. 】

【"Every day has the same value."】

[After receiving such an answer, you will no longer mention words like 'last wish'——]

[You think to yourself, the person who is suffering the most does not show sadness, but others are helping him cry at this moment, which is simply unnecessary. 】

[You can’t help but recall that trip to Enoshima. Your boyfriend once said that if possible, he would like to live for more than ten years. 】

【perhaps……】

[Kitahara Tetsu is not as strong as you think. 】

[After being discharged from the hospital, my boyfriend still maintained his usual routine. He made many friends at school and was very popular with everyone. 】

[Privately, he will use his free time to date you, take you to see all kinds of novel things, and make you happy. 】

[Kitahara Tetsu is like a treasure chest, which can bring you countless happiness every time you open it. 】

[It seems that nothing has changed, except that there are a large number of medicines, blood glucose meters, and blood collection pens among the items carried by Kithara Toru...]

[Under the ravages of the disease, his body only lost some weight. 】

[You try your best not to care about his condition, and Kithara Toru will not show his weak side in front of you. 】

"What should I do?"

This approach is just a cover-up, treating the symptoms rather than the root cause.

Does she really want her to watch Kithara Toru die step by step?

[Spring is over and the weather is getting hotter. 】

[In the past six months since we became a couple, the diary recording your interactions has turned into a thick one. Every time Toru Kitahara writes, the tip of his pen moves very slowly. He seems to want to record every minute and every second of your experience. Put it all into your mind. 】

[A few days ago, you checked the information privately and found that the survival rate of pancreatitis is not low. Mild cases will not die at all. Severe cases also have a 70% survival rate, even 4 months after the onset of pancreatitis. , if there is no problem with the body, it basically means that the danger is gone. You just need to take good care of your body and everything will be fine. 】

"what?"

Kita Ikuyo's eyes widened.

Did I just feel sad for nothing?

Is it...

Did Kithara Toru lie to her?What a short life, it's getting worse and worse.

[After realizing that you were cheated by your boyfriend, you went to the door to reason with him.As a result, Toru Kitahara, the culprit, actually laughed at you and even laughed out loud. He said that his condition had been mostly cured long ago and he would not die easily. 】

fraud! !

big liar!