They loaded up the love simulator

[He has told you lies for a long time, but there are only two things he has never lied to you about. 】

【1. He will help you realize your dreams. 】

【2. His feelings for you are not fake. 】

dream?

"This kind of stuff doesn't matter at all."

Kita Ikuyo regretted it.

She regretted it.

[There are still two years until the Chopin Piano Competition, but Toru Kitahara cannot accompany you to the end. 】

[He is just a passer-by in your long life, your first boyfriend. 】

【You will forget him one day. 】

[You will meet hundreds or thousands of men in the future, and there will always be someone suitable for you to fall in love with. Human emotions are far from that eternal. 】

[Kitahara Toru does not regret falling in love with you. The year they became a couple may have been the happiest period of his life. 】

["In the 17 years since my birth, I may have been waiting for you to need me, just like cherry blossoms waiting for spring."]

[Hearing this, you were speechless and could only lie down beside his hospital bed sobbing. 】

[Kitahara Tetsu doesn’t want to die, but the God of Death will never care what humans think. 】

【In this cherry blossom season. 】

[Kitahara Toru was sent to the operating room. 】

【after surgery. 】

[There was no miracle in the end...nothing like that. The operation was successful. 】

["Sorry, I didn't expect that the success rate of this operation would be so high." Toru Kitahara sat on the hospital bed and looked at you with an embarrassed expression. 】

["We can have fun and travel everywhere from now on."]

["Well, I won't lie to you this time."]

[He starts to talk to you about the future. Going to a foreign country for your honeymoon, Hawaii would be a good idea. 】

[In spring, you can go to Kyoto to enjoy the cherry blossoms together. In summer, you can go to Karuizawa to escape the heat. In autumn, you can go camping... In winter, winter. 】

[By the way, you can go skiing together in winter, roll around in the snow, and hug each other. 】

[Get married when you become an adult, buy a house that belongs to you alone, and after your career is stable, have a child. It would be great if it is a girl. You like girls...]

[Tears gradually blur your vision. In the morning, you wake up from bed. 】

["You were lying to me when you were alive, and you are going to lie to me in your dreams after you die..."]

[How you wish he would lie to you again, but Kithara Toru has left your side and will never appear again. 】

[When his funeral was held, the sky was dark and rainy, which was different from his optimistic character. 】

[At the funeral, everyone mourned silently, but there was only one person missing.You did not attend his funeral. You hid in the room, hiding under the dim quilt. You checked the last text message he sent you before he died——]

【"Feel sorry."】

["I'm sorry that I can't spend the rest of my life with you."]

["I lied to you so many times, I'm sorry."]

["Finally, thank you for falling in love with me."]

[The one who should be grateful is not him, but you. 】

[Every little bit of your relationship comes to mind, and you open the love diary that you have read countless times. 】

[You first met in the music classroom. Your boyfriend was intoxicated in his own world, until he was broken by your sudden attack. His smile, his voice, everything was so clear, as if it was yesterday. 】

[The night I went to watch the stars, the starry sky was extremely bright, and the scene of him playing for you on the violin made your heart beat. 】

[Winter camping, the moment you confessed, his surprised look, and the white lie he weaved for you, now that I think about it, it makes you so happy...]

[It was also on this night that he was no longer your dispensable friend. 】

[If life is just like the first time we met, why should the autumn wind draw a fan sadly? 】

[If you could go back to the evening when we met and see him looking into the distance again, wondering what he was thinking, what would you say? 】

【you do not know. 】

[On the 10th day after Kithara Toru passed away, you put down your diary and chose to accept reality. 】

[When sorting out his belongings, you found the medical record of your boyfriend going to the hospital for a checkup. It recorded in detail the time when he visited the hospital to check whether his condition had worsened. 】

[July 7.28th, the day after you travel to Enoshima. 】

[October 10th, the day after watching the stars on the rooftop. 】

[December 12, the day after Christmas. 】

[January 1th, the day you confessed to him. 】

【…】

[At this time, you realize how much Toru Kitahara's efforts, which were not worth mentioning in your eyes, mean to him. 】

[You hold the medical record sheet. 】

[The next road must be walked by yourself. 】

[April with his presence is over. 】

On the shelf testimonials!

Originally I wanted Kithara Toru to die later, but after thinking about it for a moment, he thought, well, he might as well die.

The atmosphere has been exaggerated enough, but Immortal is a bit sorry for everyone who is following it (laughs).

It will be on the shelves tomorrow. I will finish writing the simulation content of the next few chapters and send them out.

oops.

It's time to put it on the shelves again, and I'm a little nervous. I've already written 4 books. Counting the one that's not on the shelves, I've written 5 books, but I'm still nervous.

Currently, I have about 3500 readers and 9900 collections. The results are pretty good, although not as good as the big guys.

Let’s talk about your journey.

The reason for writing this book is very simple. No one reads the old book, there is no money to make, and I am about to starve to death (sad)

Woohoo, I hope I won’t rush to the street again this time (crying).

Let’s talk about the source of inspiration.

Many people have written about love simulators, but from the perspective of the heroine, I should be considered the only one?Not so sure.

A few years ago, I read an article where a bunch of heroines got golden fingers and attacked the male protagonists.

This should be regarded as old wine in new bottles, no big innovation...?

At last.

Talk about an update.

No reward will be offered to authors with handicapped hands, and the dozen or so chapters owed to the last book have not yet been paid.

After it is put on the shelves, if the results are good, 6000 words will be updated three times a day, and if the results are not good, 4000 words will be updated twice a day.

The fourth update will start tomorrow, there is no limit, it depends on how much I can write.

Chapter 61 His Will

[The dead are gone, but the living are like this. 】

[The departure of your boyfriend did not drag you down, but it also left a large space in your heart. 】

[You can't find anything that makes you happy for a long time, as if the bright and bright colors have disappeared from your world. 】

[There is only darkness left in your sight, lifeless.唔】

[You practice the piano numbly, just to fulfill your original agreement with him two years later.When you are free, you will open your diary and check out the warmth of your love. Only then can you feel 'alive'. 】

[Diary, you have never read it to the end. Every time you read it, your eyes will be filled with tears. The heart-wrenching bitterness makes it extremely difficult for you to read even a single page. 】

[These days lasted for three months. 】

[With the guidance of your friends, your sadness has finally eased, the world has become a bit colorful, and you have come out of the gloom. 】

[The time has come for summer. 】

[After getting ready, you made up your mind and opened the diary left by your boyfriend. 】

[This time, you have to see the end and read his last words. 】

[One page, one page...]

[You don’t know how many pages you have turned. 】

[As the memories emerge, your vision gradually blurs due to tears. 】

[At the end...you saw his 'suicide note'. 】

[You have gone through all the relics he left behind, but you have not found anything. He has hidden it in a place like this, and he has recorded it in your most precious memories. 】

【You wipe away your tears and read each word -】

[These are two pieces of music, one piano piece, or in other words, it is just an accompaniment.At the end of the page, the main melody of another track is extremely complicated. You think, how difficult would it be to play the main melody with a violin? Is there anyone else in the world who can play such a piece besides him? 】

[At the end of the 'suicide note', Toru Kitahara left a secret code, ⑥, ①⑨, followed by the symbol of a treasure box. 】

[You didn’t think for too long and quickly understood what he meant. This location was exactly where you first met. You never expected that he would still cause you trouble after leaving. 】

[You hurried to the music classroom, searching for the 'treasure' he buried. 】

[Finally, you found the next target somewhere on the wall of the classroom...]

[He has buried every bit of your relationship, waiting for you to discover it. 】

[In this way, you follow the prompts and search step by step, like a child seeing a toy for the first time, feeling happy and uneasy at the same time. 】

[Finally, you walked along the stairs and came to the rooftop of the school. 】

[This is the activity place of the Astronomy Department. Except for Kithara Toru, no other students have the right to enter at will, and this key became a relic after his death and was given to you. 】

[Open the door to the rooftop. 】

[The hot summer evening breeze blew against your cheek, and in a daze, you seemed to see him appearing in front of you again. 】

[After regaining consciousness, the boyfriend’s back shattered like a bubble, leaving only a paper box. 】

[Due to the wind and rain for several months, the carton has long been in tatters. 】

[You didn’t care about the appearance of the treasure, you just ran towards it in a hurry, searching for the things inside——]

【Unexpected. 】

[There are not many 'treasures'. 】

[A well-preserved USB flash drive, and a photo album taken when you were dating. It was full of weird patterns and special effects. When you first got this photo, you noticed that he looked funny and was smiling. happy. 】

[There is a sound file saved in the USB flash drive. This is the main melody of 'Suicide Note', played by Toru Kitahara himself. 】

[Other than that, there is nothing else. 】

[The boyfriend did not leave his voice or any video. 】

[If you think about it carefully, after you have been together for so long, you have never taken a video of the same frame, and even if you take a group photo together, there are only a few.Speaking of which, his photography skills are very good and he can always make you look beautiful and cute. His boyfriend even said angrily that he didn’t want anyone else to take pictures of his girlfriend...]

[You recalled the past bits and pieces, and for some reason you shed tears again. 】

[After returning home, you came to the piano and tried to match his recorded performance——]

[You have played together countless times, but this time... you have difficulty keeping up with him. 】

[You looked down at your hands and fell into silence for a moment. 】

【the next day. 】