Judaimei has a gemstone

Chapter 119 This is really my second life!!

The world is almost infinite, and trying to find the original world in the nearly infinite world is like a joke.

It’s like determining what a trillion digits after the decimal point of pi is. Isn’t that the same?

Sawada Tsunayoshi knew this for a long time, so he never thought about going back or anything.

Instead of looking for that thrill, it is better to accept this life and live it again.

What’s more, even if he really has the heart to get it back, he can be sure that when he finds it, he is not a thing or a person?

Instead of facing that situation, it is better to simply do it.

It is better to hold on to the hope that is almost equal to zero, than to yearn for the rest of life.

“Also, you need to know another thing, the world is time-bound.”

“There may be worlds with a large proportion of time between worlds, which can almost be said to be static. But the problem is that the proportion of time between some worlds is very small, then it is almost synchronous time, and even there will be a day when you leave the world, and when you go back, thousands of years have passed there. ”

“So, even if you do find your world, does it make sense for you to go back?”

“In that world, all your worries and concerns have become a pile of loess, do you still want to stand in front of the graves of your family and friends and say to them something like ‘I’m back?'”

“Who can move this kind of thing besides yourself?”

These words directly tore apart Mikoto Misaka’s pale hopes.

She couldn’t guarantee whether those possibilities really existed.

But Mikoto Misaka knows that miracles will not be triggered continuously, and good luck will not fall on her head.

And those statements just now have its own words, maybe she can’t confirm it, but the same can’t deny it.

So, is she going to bet on this near-miraculous possibility? Mikoto Misaka knew that she couldn’t afford to gamble.

“So… I can’t go back? ”

Looking at Mikoto Misaka’s almost desperate mood, Sawada Tsunayoshi sighed silently.

In fact, he could lie to this girl just now and let her continue to hope for that kind of miracle.

But this ethereal hope continues to be the biggest problem.

Instead of letting Mikoto Misaka continue to put her hopes in this kind of thing, it is better to directly enlighten her to try to live in this world.

“I think it’s better for you to accept reality, and if there was real hope, I wouldn’t have said so decisively just now.”

Yes, if there was hope, I wouldn’t say so much.

With a miserable laugh, Mikoto Misaka lost the hope she had always had and slumped on the sofa like a desperate person.

Sawada Tsunayoshi didn’t go to comfort either, and it was better to let her calm down herself.

He came to sit down next to Arya.

“Do you have a lot of questions for me now?”

Arya dragged her chin and nodded.

“There are a lot of things I want to ask, but can you tell me?”

“It’s not a big deal either.”

There was a file of Mikoto Misaka, in fact, the rest of the things are not a big deal, and it is necessary for Tsunayoshi Sawada to talk about this matter.

“I, ah, is actually similar to hers.”

“However, I am also in a different situation than her. She was accidentally thrown into this world, and I should be considered to have been pulled into this world by gems, and it can be regarded as the second life. ”

“Originally, I thought I had just been sent to this world temporarily, but after my memory recovered a little, I realized why I had a sense of separation from many things before. It is not that I feel a split in the memory of this world and this life, but that I feel the separation when the memory of the previous life awakens. ”

“At that time, I recovered the memories of my previous life, which made me always think that I was chosen by the gem and thrown into this world, and I happened to be possessed by this body.”

“But that’s not the case.”

“It’s that I really lived in this world for fourteen years, but I was sealed with memories of those times.”

Now Sawada Tsunayoshi understands why he always feels that this is his second life.

Now he knows that his original feeling is actually right, this is really his second life, but it is just the interlacing of memories, which makes him have a wrong cognition.

I see.

No wonder the intelligence before and after is so different, it turns out that it is because of the problem of memory.

Arya finally knew why the intelligence gap before and after Tsunayoshi was so large, and the second life of the person produced the seal of memory, because the memory was unsealed, which gave a great sense of separation to the matter of reincarnation, and the personality and style were restored to the appearance of the previous life.

To put it simply, Tsunayoshi’s personality for the previous fourteen years is nothing more than the pseudo-personality of the second life, and the dominant self-master’s personality is unsealed from the seal, and the pseudo-personality of the natural past is considered to be another person.

“As for why I know her name is Mikoto Misaka, in fact, I already said it just now.”

“There is always some strange overlap between worlds, and some people who see stories from other worlds in their dreams will subconsciously record this grand worldview. And those who have the talent to write and draw will make these worlds in another form. ”

“I want to be in the form of books, comics, even animation, so I know about her.”

“However, this is also what I just remembered.”

If it weren’t for meeting someone who wasn’t from this world, Sawada Tsunayoshi would have probably not remembered.

If it were not for a certain impression and the conviction that this person had seen it, then this blocked memory would not have been recovered.

Of course, even now his memory is still blocked, otherwise he might know where the gem came from, and even what the future direction of this world will be.

“Is the memory still blocked?”

“……… Only the stimulated part is liberated, but except for the stimulated part. ”

Sawada Tsunayoshi shook his head slightly, he didn’t have any impression of the rest of the parts. It seems that that part of the memory also needs external stimulation to be unraveled.

Arya didn’t want to know it all, at least Tsunayoshi’s state wasn’t suitable for knowing it all.

Forcibly breaking through the sealed memory may cause some trouble, and the stimulation at this time is unnecessary.

“Tsunayoshi, then don’t stimulate those memories.”

“There is also a certain reason why those memories will be sealed, and don’t break through the seal of memories casually when it is not necessary.”

“Well, I feel that too.”

Sawada Tsunayoshi himself thought so.