Just Don't Say I Love You

Four months pregnant, I went to the hospital to take a four-dimensional color Doppler ultrasound.

The first time I saw the baby's hands and feet, I happily went to buy a lot of baby's clothes, looking forward to the baby's birth. Unexpectedly, a photo on my husband's mobile phone gave me a bludgeon.

My husband Zhou Licheng and I knew each other on a blind date. After graduating from university and failing to take the postgraduate entrance examination, my parents forced me to go on a blind date.

He is the 19th one in my photo. Maybe it's predestined that we fell in love with each other at the first sight.

Zhou Licheng works in a listed company as the director of planning department, with an annual income of about 150000.

Tall and handsome appearance, so that he is very popular with girls, personality is also good, both the northern men's forthright, but also the southern people's delicate and considerate.

Apart from no savings, no house, no car, he fully meets all my imagination of my future husband.

For one year, when he was 30 and I was 25, we got a license to get married.

After a year of marriage, I was unexpectedly hit by measures taken by my roommates every time.

Zhou Licheng was happy like a fool, holding the pregnancy test stick and crying and laughing, and kept telling me that his wife was wonderful.

Honey mixed with oil is no more than that.

Scenes of the past, like a steel needle into my heart.

I turned my head and looked at Zhou Licheng, who was drunk in the past. The whole person seemed to be pushed into the ice cellar, and the chill kept climbing along the bone seam.

The photo didn't show up, but I still recognized that the man was Zhou Licheng, but the woman didn't know who it was.

There's a very conspicuous tattoo on his thing - the letter W.

That's my name, the first letter of "Wan" in Lin Wan.

His tattoo master joked that day that he would never cheat if he dared to tattoo his wife's name on his own lifeblood.

It's only a year!

Listening to Zhou Licheng's slight snoring, I would like to take a knife and chop up his stuff thoroughly to feed the dog.

However, I can't. My father hit someone by driving some time ago. His family sold his house to compensate. The rest of the money was just enough for my father's treatment.

I don't have a cent of income now, my mother in order to take care of my father, now is the heart is haggard, I can't make it worse.

Zhou Licheng's promotion and salary increase this year have a bright future. By comparison, I have no advantage.

He is my first man and I really love him.

The heart was torn, raw pain.

The feeling of swallowing flies made me vomit. Gargle, I covered my face, standing in the bathroom crying, do not know what to do.

I lay back to Zhou Licheng again, and I didn't sleep until dawn.

I don't know how long, hear Zhou Licheng wrapped in the voice of fire, "Lin Wan!"

I opened my eyes and looked at him blankly, "are you awake?"

"Did you move my cell phone last night?" Zhou Licheng stood beside the bed, once affectionate and affectionate eyes, full of anger that made me feel strange and afraid, as if he was going to stare me to death on the bed, staring at me viciously.

"Your cell phone?" I rubbed my eyes and pretended I didn't know what he was saying. "I'll help you find where it was."

Zhou Licheng's eyes flashed, and a gentle smile appeared on his face, "no, I have found it."

I raised my hand to cover my swollen eyes and pretended to smile at him, "husband, I want to eat noodles."

"Honey, you sleep a little longer, and I'll cook it for you now." Zhou Licheng seemed to be relieved, bowed down his back, kissed me on the back of my hand, turned his head and opened the door.

I took off my hand and the cell phone that I left under my pillow shook, as if I had received something.

Touch out to run to the bathroom to unlock the view, a number of larger than last night's photos, one after another into the eye.

I stare at the pictures and forget to breathe.

"Lin Wan, please lend me your mobile phone." Zhou Licheng pushed the door in.

I was in a panic, quickly lock the screen, put away the mobile phone, look back at him, "what's the matter?"