Just Don't Say I Love You

My dad had a heart attack yesterday afternoon and he couldn't be rescued. Listen to Xie Jing finish saying, my legs a soft straight kneel down.

What makes me despair is that when my mother argued with Wang Xin, she rolled down the fire ladder and was still unconscious.

One night, I lost my father. My mother was still in the dark.

I knelt on the ground, no matter how the boat pulled, I couldn't stand up. My eyes seemed to have lost their normal physiological reaction and couldn't shed any tears.

Xie Jing's voice suddenly far and near, I seem to hear or not to hear, numb looking at the front.

Lu Yuanzhou picked me up. His mouth opened and closed. I still couldn't hear what he said.

Xie Jing's face suddenly turned pale, raised his finger to my ear, as if to ask me how to return a responsibility.

I raised my hand and touched my ear. My fingertips touched a large amount of liquid, and my palms quickly turned red.

Lu Yuanzhou put me into the car. I didn't know what to say to Xie Jing. When I got back to the driver's seat, I stepped on the accelerator and jumped out.

All the way to Nanjiang first hospital, Lu Yuanzhou escorted me to have an examination. The eardrum in my left ear was ruptured, and there was slight bleeding in the right ear canal. The cause of hearing loss is not clear.

I can't hear them at all. I can only guess the result through their expressions and mouth shapes.

Yesterday after dark, Wang Xin's lawyer went to the police station to see me, along with the old man who had been kissing Wang Xin in the restaurant.

I got four slaps in the face. After they left, the policewoman sent ice to cover my face, so neither Lu Yuanzhou nor Xie Jing found out that I was beaten.

After leaving ENT department, at my strong request, Lu Yuanzhou and Xie Jing took me to the mortuary of the hospital.

My father was lying in the freezer, as if he were asleep, looking very peaceful.

From his car crash to today, he has been lying in the hospital bed for two years. It's easy to finally stand up, but now he is sleeping here.

I leaned down, stretched out my hand, calmed his still open eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "Dad, I will take good care of myself and take good care of me."

My dad still keeps his eyes open and looks at me like he did when he was a kid.

Life and death, originally only a moment.

I turned around and went to the ICU to ask for my mom.

After the operation last night, her condition was very bad. Xie Jing typed to me with her mobile phone and told me that the doctor said that she could not wake up within 24 hours. There were only two possibilities - brain death or vegetative.

Put on aseptic clothes to go in, I took the initiative to tell the doctor and head nurse on duty that I had an accident and was temporarily deaf.

The head nurse gave me a gentle smile, took out a pen and wrote down a sentence on the book: you try to talk to her, maybe there will be a miracle.

With a grateful smile, I dragged my leaded legs to my bedside, squatted down and shook her hand.

The miracle didn't happen. The bad news fell like a huge stone, which almost made me faint.

I only said a word, the bedside heartbeat monitor then issued a harsh alarm, I was opened by the head nurse, the doctors and nurses on duty rushed to carry out the final rescue.

Unfortunately, it's all in vain.

"My mother has always believed that good will be rewarded. If you have any organs that can be used, please donate them." I calmly looked at the doctors and nurses whose faces were full of disappointment and apology, trying to express my wishes clearly, "my mother signed the organ donation agreement before."

My mom was quickly sent to the operating room.

I sat outside and waited obstinately. It was no use persuading me.

After dark, Xie Jing received a call from home and left first. Lu Yuanzhou stayed alone to accompany me.

Since my ears haven't recovered, he directly typed a message on his mobile phone and handed it to me for myself to see.

He said: your dad's heart attack was caused by stimulation.