Just Don't Say I Love You

I didn't speak and I didn't hang up. Zhou Licheng confirmed that it was me. After a long silence, you whispered, "I heard about your father's affair. I'm sorry I didn't accompany you."

I'll hang up without waiting to go on.

After 10 days in the hospital, my hearing basically recovered, but it was obviously not as sharp as before.

I took back the rented wedding room, replaced all the furniture, and lived in with my father's portrait.

At the beginning, in order to earn the rent difference, my parents rented a house in a village in the city. It cost hundreds of yuan a month. I shared a rent of more than 1000 yuan a month with others. My family spent all their holidays in the hospital.

Now, we finally live together, but it's a pity that yin and yang are separated.

Xie Jing accompanied me to more than 9 o'clock, because the exam was about to take place, I had to go back to read books. I took her downstairs and bought a pack of cigarettes.

Before, I really hated Zhou Licheng smoking. Even if it's a good-looking man like Lu Yuanzhou, I occasionally feel sick and can't stand the pungent smell of nicotine.

When I got home, I turned on my laptop, and several new e-mails poured into my mailbox.

Because I was absent from work for no reason, the company revoked my appointment and asked me to report back to the company, otherwise I would be dismissed.

Yesterday was the last day of the deadline given by the company.

In half a month, I had never experienced nightmares in my life. My parents were gone, and my job was lost. Since then, no one helped collect the corpse.

The feeling of smoking was not good. I coughed up tears and cried like a two B in the living room.

In the early hours of the morning, the living room was smoky, as if there had been a fire. There was an unexpected knock on the door.

I thought it was the wrong door, but I didn't expect it was Lu Yuanzhou.

He was carrying a package of takeout and looked darkly at the cat's eye on the door. I knew I couldn't pretend to be dead, so I had to open the door.

"Suicide?" Lu Yuanzhou choked by the smoke, covered his mouth, coughed a few times, and put the takeout on the tea table.

I shook my head and headed numbly to the bathroom.

After brushing his teeth and washing his face, Lu Yuanzhou suddenly looked at him. His eyes were so worried that he could hardly turn away. "Are you crying?"

I shook my head again. "The smoke is choking."

Lu Yuanzhou refused to comment, pointing to the takeout on the tea table, in the tone of command: "eat it."

"Not hungry." I turned my back and calmly told him that I was fired from the company.

"Don't worry about that poor job. Eat your meal." Lu Yuanzhou's face began to look ugly, "Lin Wan, don't be ungrateful."

I'm not really hungry. It's not just that my stomach doesn't feel like it. Other organs of my body seem to be in a state of numbness. I won't hurt or feel sad.

But in the face of his concern, I really can't bear to refuse.

When Lu Yuanzhou didn't leave at night, he didn't comfort me. After taking a bath, he naturally hugged me to sleep, just as he had done in bed before. He didn't take advantage of his hands.

The next morning, at my insistence, Lu Yuanzhou sent me back to the company.

While waiting for the elevator, Xie Jing sent me a voice message saying that Wu Chunjing had driven her out.

I was so angry that I felt as if I had found a vent. I immediately turned to find Wu Chunjing.

During my stay in hospital, she became the deputy director of the new design department.

Out of the lobby of the company, I didn't want to see her and Wang Xin chatting and laughing from the car, which was definitely not a new acquaintance.

"The funeral is over?" Wang Xin looked at me triumphantly, sarcastic tone, "remember to be ready to pay me, in addition, I am pregnant, you do not want to return to Zhou Licheng side."

I stare at her, in time to suppress the impulse to tear with her, secretly dial the number of Zhou Licheng by shortcut.

Stupid once, I won't leave her any more.