Killing God Island

Chen Tian, ​​who was hidden by Xu Shun not far away from the thick grass, also fell into a deeper level of chaos. The scenes from his childhood to the present, like the fragments of the album, did not follow the normal time. They appear in order, so different people who appear in different periods can actually talk to each other under different managers. Among them, it seems that they have been divided into several personalities. Of course, Chen Tian also knows that he has several personalities, among which he One of Chen Tian’s most undesirable characters is inferiority, because Chen Tian was very inferior and vulnerable because of his ugly appearance.

Therefore, Chen Tian will severely teach those who gave him nicknames when he was a child, so Chen Tian will use violence to make them fear themselves, and then to enhance the majesty of the other side, only to let the person know the other side Let him forget his original side, so Chen Tian later because many people instructed him to love fights, and often fight groups with other schools, so naturally no one dared to bully him, no one dared to nickname, or even many People don’t even have the courage to look directly at Chen Tian. Of course, it’s not that Chen Tian grows more scary, but Chen Tian fights to calm down the fact that others have always said that he is ugly, but after all, Chen Tian is really ugly, this is Chen. The fact that the fight can't be changed again, so Chen Tian must let himself accept this fact.

When Chen Tian accepted whether he knew people or not, and saw his ugly appearance and words, Chen Tian slowly began to care less, but it was only used to live numbness until he had a sister, when listening When her mother became pregnant again, Chen Tian looked forward to hoping that she would have a younger brother or younger sister, because although Chen Tian was very interested in fighting, he knew many friends who were fighting, but they were all social clubs. They’re little bastards, they just wanted Chen Tian to help him. Fighting or fearing Chen Tian, ​​so I will be with Chen Tian for the time being, they have no deep friendship with each other, so they go out to eat and live, and naturally will not bring the sister to Chen Tian. After all, how can the sister take Chen Tian, ​​just him It looks like the sister will turn around and it will affect them, so Chen Tian does not have any friends besides the advantage of fighting. Of course, these Chen Tian are also very clear, so Chen Tian will look forward to it, his brother is alive and his sister will be born soon. , So that I will not be so lonely. "

When Chen Tian was addicted to these old things in his mind, it seemed as if another self in his heart was asking Chen Tian through the heart of the two of them: "Hey, hey! You have been here and there all the time. What? I’m curious what you want?

In fact, Chen Tian knew that he was lonely in heart, and wanted a person who could understand himself, but unfortunately no one understood himself, even his parents thought he was ugly, and clearly his parents were not ugly, how? There may be such a big contrast. Once Chen Tian inadvertently heard the conversation of his parents. They sometimes thought that they had the wrong child in the delivery room. After all, Chen Tianchang was not like his parents, but Chen Tian It is true that their son is true, but sometimes it's hard to be clear once the heart is overshadowed.

So Chen Tian was very depressed and low self-esteem from an early age. All in all, this inner loneliness made Chen Tian feel that living in this world was really meaningless to himself, so when Chen Tian was fighting, he really I hope that I will be killed like this, but when people are extremely desperate and sad, the power that often breaks out is very wonderful, so every time he fights, it becomes her vent of discomfort with life, but rarely hurts slowly. More and more powerful, and more and more famous, although not a little bastard, but this is a local bad boy with a small reputation.

But after fighting, it often brings greater emptiness and loneliness in the heart, so Chen Tian once couldn’t find any pursuit in life other than fighting is his specialty. He would have thought if I died, would I be able to do it in my next life? Tossing a handsome guy, even if he is not handsome, he only needs to be long. Why is God so unfair to me and makes me grow this scary face, so Chen Tian once did not like to look at himself in the mirror, and he occasionally fell into suicide. During the despair, Chen Tian learned that his mother was pregnant and would soon have a younger brother or sister, so Chen Tian’s immediate expectation was to hope that his younger brother or sister would be born sooner.

With the long expectation of the car year, his mother gave Chen Tian a sister named Chen Lingxiu. Because the sister was cute and beautiful since she was a child, not only her parents are very affectionate, but also many neighbors and friends at school, of course Chen Tian also sees his sister very important. If any man wants to be close to his sister, then the designation for school is to be beaten.

Moreover, Chen Lingxiu does not dislike his brother’s ugliness, so Chen Tian is more cordial to his sister, but people will always grow up. When her sister changes from a little girl to a big girl, she may not care about the ugliness of her elder brother. , But also began to care about the outside world's vision, sometimes unwilling to walk too close to his brother, afraid that friends around her know Chen Tian her brother, of course, Chen Tian is not stupid, although Chen Tian is not a very smart person, but It is definitely not stupid, and even more like ordinary people to observe the surrounding things, especially to observe people, people with low self-esteem will always observe the actions of others, especially their facial expressions, to perceive the other party's views on themselves, so Chen Tian This kind of observation is very proficient.

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Although the sister did not say so, she has slowly alienated her brother in many things, so Chen Tian has felt it for a long time, but she is always reluctant, but she can’t let go. After all, her sister will grow up and touch things sooner or later. If you have more, you will feel that your brother is not able to take it. Although each one is very good to himself, if you let others know that your brother has grown like this, it will definitely become a joke after everyone's tea.

So Chen Lingxiu intentionally or unintentionally implied that his brother should not always follow him, so Chen Tian also knew that it was time to let her sister's love go, and when she grew up, she should let go of her circle of friends, although she was a bit unhappy because Chen Tian cherishes this younger sister, so she has always been under her own protection. Whoever bullied her, Chen Tian will silently observe in secret.

But this kind of surveillance Chen Tian feels that he should really let go when he grows up, so Chen Tian will really let go. After all, Chen Tian also knows that if he really wants to make his sister happy, sometimes he will not be his brother. She should have grown up and care too much about her life, each will have their own life, so Chen Tian later removed all the bad boys who were assigned to protect the sister, but soon the sister had an accident and followed her family Suddenly, Chen Tian had to fall into a mystery as a whole. Except for the father’s deceased mother who was arrested and even her sister’s uncarried life, the series of forced Chen Tian finally walked into the prison, but Chen Tian did not regret it, because Chen Tian rescued his mother and raised money to cure his sister. Therefore, Chen Tian had only hoped that his mother would come to see him and bring good news for his sister's recovery.

But after waiting for more than two years, her mother did not come to see her once. Instead, she came to Ms. Zhao and took a god-making plan that he did not have to carry out the death penalty. He was followed by Chen Tian and was sent to the island here by plane. Of course Chen Tianzi After coming to this giant island, Chen Tianshu really found his goal in this dilemma, and this goal is not to be successful or to fly to the top. He just wants to leave this island alive and go back to where he lived. Whether his broken home has returned to normal, and whether his sister has recovered, although this is just a humble little hope, but in this murderous island of killing gods everywhere, the metaphor that all gods will be killed shows how much this island is. Danger.

If there is no firm belief and luck, there is also its own strength. Basically, even the z zone on the outermost edge of the killing island cannot pass through and will die in the island, so this is also a battlefield for survival and elimination, so Chen Tian can survive. It is because Chen Tian has great potential, but due to the inferiority and loneliness in the outside world, Chen Tian has already split up several personalities in the body, one is a lonely heart, the other is a pretended strong self, and It was to prove that she was able to fight herself as a force that threatened others. This was the same character she used when she was in school when she was a bad boy, and later in prison, but after entering the island, three more characters were born.

A character is called responsible, because Chen Tian wants to use his life and responsibility, and wants to take every member out of here, and he turns this kind of responsibility into his own kind of want to protect every member, because these guys are Those people who met outside the island are different and can feel the feelings of family, brothers and sisters from them. Although they were brought together because of their own interests at the beginning, Chen Tianzhen felt the island from them after a long time. Those people outside can't give themselves such a sense of authenticity relative to others, which Chen Tian has never felt outside the island.

Therefore, Chen Tian will use all his life to protect them at all costs, because Chen Tian does not want to lose his cherished friends. After all, he belongs to a family and family that he already has. Being able to meet these people really makes Chen Tian feel in vain. This place, so Chen Tian’s responsible character comes from his own. Of course, in addition to this kind of responsible character, as his strength gradually becomes stronger, his awakening and killing of his physique become more and more arrogant, That arrogant willfulness is also a characteristic of Chen Tian’s strength. Of course, in addition to these two personalities, Chen Tian also produced another character, and this character is currently talking to Chen Tian’s initial inferiority mentality and wants to Let Chen Tian know that you have multiple personalities and personalities, and each personality has different powers. You are not the only one.

"I'm not the only one?"

"Yes! You are not the only one, whether you are low self-esteem, lonely you, or tough and arrogant you, you are full of responsibility, you are willing to sacrifice or kill the arrogant, no matter what period of time you are, you are not The only you is naturally not the real you. Only when these personalities overlap is the real you. A person should have the courage to bear the true self. No matter what your personality and personality, if you can't really recognize yourself Not a complete self, do you understand?"