King of Stage

　　 Faintly, Ronan was able to find the fuzzy memory of that morning in his mind.

　　 Ronan was the first to find that Trastan left without saying goodbye.

　　 That morning, after waking up, Ronan went to Trastan’s room in a daze and top-heavy to knock on the door, greeted Trastan to have breakfast together, but knocked on the door for a long time and did not get a response. Instead, he waited for the room cleaner.

　　 "This room has been checked out."

Qing Tech said this, but Ronan thought it was just a joke, or that the registration of the motel was wrong, and he also joked with the cleaner. He only remembered that his head was dizzy, his body was very hot, and then he remembered. It becomes extremely fuzzy.

　　 However, this is not a joke.

　　 The band members found that Trastan's entire room had been emptied, and they had taken away all the income from their previous tour and disappeared.

　　 No matter whether it’s a personal phone or a company phone, no one can find Trastan; whether it’s mail or location, it’s all gone, as if this person has disappeared out of thin air-at least the band members have not been able to find any clues, so they fell into chaos.

　　Because it was too sudden and too weird, it was full of question marks that no reasonable explanation could be obtained. The band members Qi Qi denied the possibility of "abandoned and abandoned", and they even found many reasons and possibilities for Trastam.

　　Perhaps Trastan was kidnapped. After all, the security in New Orleans has always been worrying; perhaps, Trastam suffered an accident and was trapped in a hospital or a barren mountain waiting for rescue at this time...

Perhaps, Trastam just needs to calm down and rearrange his thoughts and rethink the future development of the band; perhaps, Trastam has to deal with any urgent matter that he encounters; perhaps, the record company interview in New Orleans is reopened, Trastam needs Finalize and confirm in person...

　　 and so on.

They tried to find a reliable statement that could not only explain Trastan’s departure, all luggage and cash were packed and neatly taken away, and even completed the check-out; they could also explain why Trastan cut contact and kept the band suffering The last hope of struggling.

　　 Even knowing that my guesses are full of loopholes, I still force myself to believe in those unreliable "maybes."

However, without waiting for too long, the lawyer's letter arrived two days ago, and all self-deception dream bubbles were burst, and the cruel and **** reality was exposed to the eyes in a cold way, without explanation or discussion. There was no room for maneuver, and the verdict was pronounced.

　　According to scientific research, grief has five stages: denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance.

　　The band members just entered the second stage, angry.

　　 Everyone can feel angry emotions, especially Cliff and Maxim, who show spikes like a hedgehog, but they are also protecting themselves when they attack. Even if they know that it is not the fault of their teammates, they still cannot control the flow of negative emotions and they need to vent.

　　 including Ronan is no exception, so when Cliff mentions the name Trastan, the memory is instantly awakened. Deception and betrayal, abandonment and ignorance, those sharp wounds are still bleeding, and he can still clearly remember the scene after the room cleaner opened the door of the room:

The bed was messy and empty. Although there were traces of the guest’s life, no one was found. There was a glass of unfinished beer on the table. The sheets and pillows scattered on the carpet were very messy, but the luggage had disappeared. , Popularity and temperature gradually dimmed.

　　 That picture, so real and so clear, is firmly imprinted in the depths of memory. It turns out that this is the feeling of being abandoned.

　　 But what should I do?

　　 Ronan was a little confused.

He still hasn't been able to completely get rid of the trance of the dislocation of time and space of identity conversion, and then he needs to deal with such a large and complicated situation. The only thought in his mind is that he has just tasted the taste of stage performance tonight and has not even had time to dream Set sail, has it come to the end of the end?

　　 Haven't things turned around?

Raising his head, Ronan looked at his teammates who were both strange and familiar. Cliff’s anger, Maxim’s stubbornness, and Ollie’s dullness, but no one spoke, shrouded in a suppressed silence. They were still able to Feeling the surging emotions agitating, the negative emotions are eroding reason and...hope, but the sight in front of him let Ronan breathe a sigh of relief.

　　 Not only did the mood not sink, but it also rose slowly—

　　Anger means caring.

　　 sad, it means caring.

It is precisely because the flames of hope deep in their hearts have not extinguished that unwilling and annoyed emotions can easily seize the upper hand. They are not ready to give up, even if reason is already roaring, even if all the pros and cons are objectively analyzed. But reluctance and unwillingness are still suffering.

　　 "We should continue to complete the tour."

　　 Ronan said.

　　 Cliff suddenly raised his head, his sharp eyes hit Ronan heavily, his anger ignited again, "Are you crazy?"

　　 "Maybe." Ronan did not fight back like Maxim, but showed a smile, UU reading www. uukanshu.com gave a positive answer with bright eyes.

　　 Cliff couldn't help but choke, and the following words couldn't keep up.

　　 Ronan continued, "Your words are correct, no one is waiting for our performance, and no one is caring about our music, so do we need to stick to it?"

"But, we have persisted until now, haven't we? From hopeful to bruised and bruised to death, we persisted. We tried any way to continue the vitality of the band, not one person, two people, but four people working together. Together, we have persisted in unity until now."

　　 "Aren't we just giving up here?"

Ronan's words are not hurried, not impassioned, but they have a powerful force because of the bright light in his eyes. The light words are like golden sunlight falling on the clear spring in the mountain stream, moss The spring water flowing between the water plants and the cobblestone also adds a little warmth, and the reflection of the sun in the water disperses the cold and dark corners.

　　 Ollie raised his head abruptly and looked at Ronan eagerly, his heart pounding with joy.

"I know, I also understand, maybe this last journey is meaningless, and the last five performances are nothing to look forward to. We may even have to pay a price, but... are these prices really that important? "

"Is it really worth it to deny our perseverance and hard work just because of the departure of a Trastan? Is his affirmation really so important? Just because of the abandonment of a Trastan, denying us the journey along the way Do you really have no regrets or regrets? Do you have such self-confidence?"

　　 "Frankly speaking, I don't have one."

　　 Ronan said so.