King of Stage

　　 forget. give up. Turned around.

It seems that as long as he learns to be numb, everything will be fine; as long as he learns to deceive himself, everything will change; as long as he learns to give up, everything will be back on track... After giving up music, giving up dreams, giving up persistence, he can find a new piece of land. A brand new sky.

　　 But, is that really the case?

　　 Is it really that simple? Can he really be willing? Can he really be happy? Can he really find his own future? Can he really give up?

Once, the life that came to a halt abruptly was his shackles, he was unwilling to have regrets, so he gritted his teeth and rushed, just to fight for a breath; but now, he has recovered his health, then he should choose another path ? Give up music and open up a broader life?

　　 Whether it was once or now, the dream of music seems to be a dead end, maybe it is easier to give up.

"…what!"

The roar in the depths of the soul burst out from childhood to the ground, and the drums in the mind burst out like a thunderbolt, so that the heart was completely curled up, even the blood vessels could feel the tingling, and the whole body curled up. , Rushing to the peak little by little.

what.

what!

The roar in the depths of the soul broke through the shackles and burst out from the throat, "Help me, as if the surrounding walls collapsed and besieged me. How many times I want to give up, no medicine can cure it; who will help me, anxiety is overwhelming. , How many times I want to give up, but I can’t.” (Note 1)

　　 Give up, just give up, just turn around, just forget, but... he can’t, he can’t.

It is precisely because it understands what it means to persist in the end also means what to face, it is because it understands the bumps and thorns of the road ahead, it is because it understands that its persistence is a stupid choice, it is because it is because it understands that it is unwilling to do so. What kind of situation to push himself into... He understands, he understands everything, but he still can't do it.

he can not.

The emotions were pouring out in an instant. Ronan clenched his fists involuntarily, opened his eyes again, and looked up. The sky filled with stars reflected into the depths of his pupils, capturing the brilliant starlight clearly and brightly, seemingly able to I caught a bright red torn the night, and then... the whole world was burning in sight.

　　 "I didn't give up in my blood! I was born so, I refuse to give up!"

The energy in the melody is pushed to the extreme along with the treble, a beautiful pause control, allowing the emotions to bloom at the peak, but the sound is beautifully received until the click, the gurgling boiling of blood is all suppressed, and the burning flames surging in the depths of the pupils, The transpiring water vapor burst into light.

The singing reverberated in the empty and dry swimming pool, and the whirl echo hit the eardrums, stirring up layers of rippling aftertaste. It was clear that there was not a drop of water in the dry swimming pool, but you could feel the magnificence and majesty of the stormy waves boiling turbulently. .

Quietly, Alice watched Ronan's silhouette through the camera lens. In an instant, a kind of openness and vastness of "the top of the cliff with arms open to the sea" appeared. It seemed that her chest could embrace. The blue sky and the sea, the whole blue world is in my arms.

　　 Involuntarily, uncontrollably, tears filled his eyes.

Hot tears blurred the sight, and the enthusiasm warmed the whole heart. She heard it, she heard Ronan’s call for help, and she also heard Ronan’s inner struggle and pain. In the final analysis, Ronan was just An ordinary person, an ordinary person who has a dream and bumping into a wall, has persisted for seven years, running towards a place where he can never see the end, and he is not even sure whether he is in the right direction.

　　 He also gets tired, he wants to give up, he also understands the right choice, but... he can't.

　　 He really can't.

　　 He even made a cry for help, hoping that someone could stop him, even tie up his hands and feet, and force him to give up those persistence.

　　 But...

But Alice knew that even if someone bound Ronan’s hands and feet, he couldn’t bind Ronan’s soul. His soul was always free, zealous, and mad, and his soul was always soaring with open wings. The sky is where Ronan's heart lies. No one can stop him.

　　 It was flowing in Ronan's blood, it was branded deep in Ronan's soul, and it was born with him.

Ronan’s clean and translucent voice swelled in Alice’s ears, and the high pitch that hits to the end hides a little gentleness and unyielding enthusiasm. It slowly simmers in the night, so clear and so warm, and it instantly crushes everything. The defense line warmed the whole heart.

Through the lens, Alice stared at Ronan’s back, as if after all her strength had been vented, her shoulders slumped due to her deep fatigue, her drooping head dropped a large shadow, but her facial features were no longer visible at this time. The silhouette can only capture a trace of loneliness and loneliness.

　　Zizi.

　　Zizi.

The sound of the camera film scrolling spread in the air, and then there was a crackling sound in my ears. The street light next to the swimming pool seemed to be short-circuited, and some sparks burst out inexplicably, but after all, it did not light up. Instead, it went out completely. Then there was a burst of burnt smell.

　　 Alice and Ronan both raised their heads abruptly and looked at the sacrificial street lamp. There was a little confusion in their sights, and then Ronan noticed the existence of Alice.

When he turned his head, Ronan saw the camera at a glance. His footsteps and movements were obviously a little stiff and unnatural. Even the voice became more formal and somewhat contrived, "You...how did you come here? Now? When did you show up there?"

"Punch", Alice laughed directly, holding the camera close to Ronan, "There is no need to be nervous, you just need to ignore the existence of the camera, just be yourself, keep the most true and simplest self, then you can Now." Then Alice patted her camera, "It is my other pair of eyes."

Alice used the camera lens to close to Ronan’s face. Seeing Ronan raised her hand embarrassedly to stop it, Alice laughed happily, then turned off the camera and put it aside—tonight’s shooting time should have been Enough, you need to change the film if you continue to shoot.

　　 But Ronan is still not quite used to it. After confirming that the camera is turned off, he obviously relaxes a bit, "The camera is there, how can I ignore it?"

　　 "So you need to get used to it." Alice said with a smile, and was silent for a while, then she went on to say, "I think you should stick to it."

　　 Luo Nantou came with a confused look.

Alice explained, "I mean, the song just now. I can feel the power in the melody and the emotion in the lyrics. If this is not the reason for you to keep going, then life will not be found. It's a more perfect answer."

Speaking of this, Alice hit Ronan's shoulder with her shoulder lightly, "Trust me, you belong to the stage. When you speak, you look different. Really, I can see Your aura! This is what you are born with (It-is-in-your-blood)."

　　Note 1: In-My-Blood—Shawn-Mendes