King of The Wall

2021-10-15

Chapter 653 The So-called Fate (Part 2)
"Uncle, I am grateful to my father mother for bringing me here I have a wonderful world, and thank you for your love and care over the years...but I have oneself ideas about where I want to go and how to live." She straightened and slender waist, raised her round and delicate jawline, suddenly From a cute and soft girl to a sharper, "I'm going with you, there are only a few ways out: either go back to Casterly Rock City to reunite with mother, or stay by your side and live together, or find a solid middle-aged and the others. The family, committed to marrying as an illegitimate daughter, and lived her life incognito."

Myrcella's uncharacteristic tone and expression caught the attention of the two men, one big and one small, who did not interrupt, but moved away. Come to the line of sight and listen to what the girl has to say.

"The first two options are said to be 'choices', but they are not realistic at all: a blond girl who is exactly the same age, suddenly returns to Casterly Rock or shows up to your Lannister Duke, even if you recognize mine. Everyone loves me and will not gossip... But how many of those who don't know and love me, as long as they have eyes, can't guess what's going on? In the Westerlands, in House Lannister's territory On, maybe no one dares to bully and despise me, but—for reasons that you must understand, uncle, I don’t want to stay with my mother; instead, I live with you... I know that my uncle will take care of me, but the people around me will Eyes, gossip, and how the Queen who got the news will think of you and me, who can tell me clearly and bear it? I can't accept the weakness of oneself becoming an uncle and a threat to the family!" She twitched her nose, for fear of being interrupted. , couldn't help speeding up, "As for the last option, if I'm willing to accept it, why did I plead with Lord Igor three months ago to take me away from North instead of staying there as 'Maeve Hornwood Lady'? At least Lady Catelyn The 'fiancé' Lawrence arranged for me, I have heard a little about his character and appearance, and it is not unacceptable."

Without pausing to wait for Tyrion to persuade, Myrcella immediately turned her face to Igor again.

"Sir, you said that this should not be my destiny." She choked, and suddenly two tears could not be restrained from the corners of her eyes, and the words were almost incoherent, almost struggling to speak. I did my best to say, "I thank you for thinking about...I, but the truth is, what's the difference between saying this and not saying...?" The door to emotional catharsis slowly opened, and countless grievances poured out. "My fate shouldn't be like this, but isn't it already like this? You drive me away on the grounds that my fate shouldn't be like this, don't you realize that oneself is taking it for granted-believe oneself infallible Good, is the good way controlling my fate? If you and my uncle really care about my feelings, you should even discuss with me the point of 'going or staying', and it's up to me to decide by myself! Not like today, a I didn't even say hello, and suddenly came out and planned to hand me over again!"

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Myrcella knew very well why Igor didn't discuss with oneself, and also knew oneself The accusation is not only unreasonable but also very blunt, but she has to.

As a girl, she really doesn't have much capital to fight against fate in this cold and cruel world of patriarchy.

Lord Igor and Uncle Tyrion, one is the Night's Watch Legion Lord Commander and Hand of the Queen, the other is Casterly Rock City Lord and Master of Coin...and considering Queen's army commander and garrison commander "Grey Worm" is an Unsullied, not an able-bodied man - these two are the most powerful and second most powerful men in the Seven Kingdoms at this moment. They all have the status of being able to ignore the thoughts and wishes of the oneself without blinking an eye, and they all have the energy and means to arbitrarily manipulate the fate of the oneself based on their personal preferences and narrow views.

The only thing to be thankful for is probably these two people: one is a blood relative who has reunited after a long absence and loves oneself deeply, and the other is an acquaintance who has a good impression of oneself and a boss who has served - and neither is pedantic of traditional people.

If in the face of this extremely rare opportunity, she can't bravely stand up to confess her feelings and try her best to fight for the life she wants for herself, then her fate will really be...

That's it!

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I had never seen Myrcella so aggressively overbearing, Tyrion raised his brows, realizing the trauma and impact of the past few years on this child, only I'm afraid it's still more than expected.

"So, child...you mean, going to take the fourth path: stay here, not follow me?" He didn't play stupid, but was really confused, "I I don't understand very well, what's the difference?"

Uncle Tyrion is not a stubborn, stubborn, self-willed grandfather, nor is he a mother who is extreme in thinking and goes all the way to the dark - as long as oneself can tell the reason, He may be persuaded, but only if the reasons are very solid and irrefutable.

"peng", "peng", "bang"...

She's ramming the first and second most powerful men in Westeros at the same time!
Myrcella can only feel oneself's little heart beating in the chest as if it's about to pop out, one after another blood is fiercely pumped to the head and limbs, the whole mind and body in this brief moment seems to be activated in hidden mode , seized control by another Soul deep inside.

She realizes that what oneself is going to say next... while incredibly persuasive, is at the same time extremely rebellious from a mundane point of view, and full of offensive and thought-provoking, potentially incurring The dangerous ideological tendency of suspicion and precaution will tear open the "innocent and simple" coat she uses to protect herself, revealing the truth that is not pure and white.

However, in order to stop drifting along the river like a piece of duckweed, and make a small change in the direction of oneself's expectation in the direction of destiny that is difficult to decide on your own, this adventure will is totally worth it!
"The sense of control and security, uncle."

Myrcella only felt her consciousness come out of her body, floating in midair and looking down at the strange oneself - speaking with a sincerity that normally would never dare to say talk.

"After Uncle James and father dueled and broke out of King's Landing, I went through the house arrest of Red Keep Maegor's Holdfast before and after. Winterfell's adopted daughter life. The kind of being locked in the room, in the cabin of the car and the ship... Not only is it hard to see the sun, but also completely unaware of what is going on outside, and even the feeling of life or death waiting for oneself , really left me with a very painful memory."

"When I lived in Winterfell, Lady Stark and Arya, Sansa and the others were very kind and gentle to me, and I could go in and out of the room at will, If you want to see the sky, you will see the sky, if you want to be in the sun, you will be in the sun. It is impossible to say that oneself never seen the daylight. But the changes that are taking place in the world and the control of the content that may be related to me in these changes, I actually still agree with Knowing nothing is not much different, although the person seems to be free, but when the residence is located in the heart of the North and surrounded by wild wilderness, in fact, he is only imprisoned in a north called The Neck, with the banner of the wolf. In a huge natural cage - like a domesticated pet, he has no control or grasp of the fate of oneself, and can only wag his tail named 'beautiful' and 'sensible', and by begging North to reach Catelyn · Stark goes down to the likes of every soldier's servant to win convenience and preferential treatment!"

Don't say these words, outsiders will feel that she has no conscience, and even her oneself tastes the taste of lack of liver and lungs.

However, Heaven and Earth suddenly became enlightened once the heart was bravely spoken.

Tears had already slid from the corners of her eyes disappointingly and rolled down her face, and she spoke so fast that it seemed she couldn't stop the car, but mentally, she seemed to have broken through a bottleneck, not only was she no longer tense and fearful, but even connected. Ba and choking disappeared without a trace.

"But all this has been completely reversed in these two months. Following Lord Igor, not only do I no longer have to worry about being despised and bullied, but I can learn about Seven Kingdoms every day. Even important news and events that are happening in the entire known world, and even participate in the formulation and discussion of the Queen's strategies and strategies! Although I understand that all this is just under the guise of Lord Igor's power and influence, not me Oneself thing, but this illusion that it is so close to the core of power, that it can know everything and can influence and grasp everything, really gives me a great sense of control and security!"

This is not " She has grasped the fate of oneself", she actually knew very well, but in any other place, she needs to please everyone around and even the whole world indiscriminately to be at ease, only by Igor's side, oneself is "Hand of the Queen's assistant. and confidant", in addition to trying to win his favor and trust, she no longer has to worry about any form of harm from the outside world and others...because she knows: as long as she hides under this man's wings, his huge and powerful wings will Like a steel plate, it will firmly block all that maliciousness and harm.

Myrcella wiped the tears from her cheeks, trying to make oneself look firm and confident: "And this sense of security, uncle, please forgive my directness—my biological parents failed to give it to me. I, my grandfather who used to be powerful and powerful, didn't give it to me, nor did Lady Stark, who took good care of me... and you, even if you are the City Lord and Master of Coin, can't give it to me! Even if this feeling is just a phantom and a dream, I am willing to continue to stay with Lord Igor in order to pursue it!"

She breathed deeply and spit out the last sentence: "If you really love me , please, when Myrcella Lannister is dead, and there is only one girl named Maeve Snow in the world, I am deeply pleased with you, so that you are willing to visit Hand of the Queen from time to time to visit her... In this way, I am also happy, and so are you Not threatened, it's a good choice for everyone, why not do it?!"

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Oneself's niece, disliked Oneself's power is not strong enough, said that she did not How to get a sense of security from oneself, but to live with another man who has no relationship and who is impossible to marry her?

This is probably very self-respecting news for any man. If he is an irritable and unreasonable bastard, he may be incompetent and furious and then drag the girl away and send it back to the family.

Fiefdom. Fortunately, Tyrion, as an Imp, a born dwarf, doesn't have such a strong self-consciousness and bad habits that can't be suppressed.

He looked at Myrcella deeply for a moment, convinced that it was her true thoughts and not what she had said under duress, then he suppressed his unwillingness and sadness, held the girl's hand, With nervous eyes, he looked towards his friend with apologetic eyes.

"Igor, I know this is an excessive and embarrassing request. If you refuse, I won't blame or hold you at all."

Too late to cheer in the heart , Myrcella turned to Igor, staring at him with pleading eyes.

She understands her uncle's temper, and is not surprised by Tyrion's indulgent love. Unpredictable savior. Worse yet: if the uncle doesn't agree to her request, oneself can at least complain about it for years to come, and if Igor shakes his head, oneself can't really do anything but disgust him by doing self-destructive stupid things. Nai he half what.

Being stared at by such an Angel-like little girl with such eyes will undoubtedly cause discomfort, Igor can only look away and pretend not to see.

Don't blame or hate oneself at all?

Igor believes Tyrion can do it, but it is absolutely unavoidable that the highest nature of unhappiness and work will drop.

Things were a little bit deviating from what he expected, he originally thought that Myrcella would pretend to be reluctant to actually escape from oneself, the terrifying murderer, and return to his family, who would have thought that this lovely little bird... After some generous remarks, do you feel safe staying with oneself?

Is it the oneself unconscious pick-up-artist who made Myrcella fall into Stockholm Syndrome and became dependent on him, or was she really traumatized so badly that Do you have to hold on to the illusory thing "power" in order to gain distorted peace of mind?
Igor can't guess for now, but I'll have time to figure it out later.

And at this moment, what he knew clearly was that the thought of making Tyrion owe oneself a favor was a coincidence and still succeeded.

"Since you say that, can I really don't give face?" Igor, with a half true half false reluctance, shrugged, "Then let her stay by my side again. For a while, whenever she thinks about it before she wants to leave, I will give my blessing and hand it back to you."

Tyrion opened his mouth and was about to thank him politely, but the girl jumped up first and hugged tightly. Stopping him, a little girl's strength was so strong that it made him a little breathless.

"Thank you uncle!"

Myrcella did this not only out of gratitude and excitement, but more because: the words just now almost drained her breath and heartbeat since the beginning With all the courage and courage she had accumulated over the past fifteen years, she now only felt that although Soul had returned to her torso, her body seemed to be drained and hollowed out, and she couldn't regain any strength, so she had to rely on her uncle for his support. Stabilize your body so that you don't fall down and sit on the ground.

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(end of this chapter)