Kumo Desu ga, Nani ka?

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"So, who are you now?

To that Gülier question, I think.

"Which one do I look like from Gülier?

After thinking about it, I asked back the other way around.

It's the form of returning a question with a question, but I can't help it.

Because I don't know the answer to Juliet's question.

"It's both, it's neither. You are now too mixed up to say either. but apparently consciousness is closer to Ariel"

"Uh, I guess so"

Scratch your head with a bitter smile.

I had predictions, but it makes me feel like I am when others point me out again.

"The tone seems to be closer to that one."

"Right. Finally, I feel that thought is closer to you."

Otherwise I wouldn't be in such an optimistic mood.

Previously on I was cautious and a coward.

It was good evidence that I was currently in the progression of an experience that I was no longer myself, and that I had not yet come mental.

"So, what are you going to do now?

"I don't know"

I really don't know.

In a situation where souls have mixed up so far, it would no longer be too late to defeat the other person's body.

And the biggest problem was that I couldn't think of a means to defeat that body.

It shouldn't be easy to catch them because they have metastases in the first place, even after defeating them for a mysterious resurrection.

I was lucky to have been able to pick up the enemy before, and the main body is just dumb.

You don't get caught after a chase, and even if you do, you can't knock them down.

Even if you can defeat me, you won't ever go back to me before.

There is not even any guarantee that any further erosion will cease.

It was a blockade.

"Honestly, I'm already packed. Whether I stay as me or not would be about five fifths, but whether that I can say me, too. In that sense, I don't know if I can tell you that Ariel's presence has already degenerated and disappeared."

I won't even say he's dead.

I have solid memories and thoughts as Ariel.

But the way you think isn't what it used to be.

Can you call it me after all?

It's an unanswered challenge.

"How come you didn't talk to me until you did?

That's what I've heard with Gullier's slightly sad face.

"No, what do you want me to talk to someone you're hostile to about drinking?

I've come with a serious face, but my sense of smell doesn't deceive me.

Gülier is drinking.

Besides, from the slightly drifting smell, it seemed to be in contact with the body of the opponent I was hostile to.

Thanks. In addition to the smell I smelled before, it also reeks of people, so I guess there was another one.

"I'm just being fair as an administrator."

"I know. That's why you couldn't talk to me."

Gürier is the administrator.

As you run this world, you shouldn't take sides in it at your own convenience.

So, even if you are on the verge of death, you cannot rely on Gülier.

Because that's not fair.

"Still. Even if I can't get my hands on it directly, I should have been able to hold it in between."

"It's not cool to cry from the start."

"So here's the result."

"That's what they say."

Honestly, my pride may have gone up in vain because of my long life.

If I had relied on Gülier from the beginning, this would not have happened.

But I have no regrets for that.

"From Gülier's point of view, it was a matter of something to be done if we had an intermission?

"At least we could have had a truce. You and I have similar aspirations."

"Oh well."

You could just ask that.

Even if the existence of me disappears, there is one that inherits my will.

If that opponent eats me, it doesn't make sense for me to disappear either.

"So, it's not too late now, is it?

"Mmm. I'll stop. We'll see for ourselves when we get here."

"Right."

Whatever remains of me, disappear.

"From Gülier's point of view, how likely do you think I am to stay?

"That's half. The separation of souls has reached a level that I can no longer do even in my hands. Either way, you will remain in some way, but I can't even imagine what form it will take."

"Yes."

"Anyway, it seems that the side possessed by your soul is also unable to stop fusion of its own volition. I don't even know which thoughts will be on the table. Maybe even a mixed quote could end up completely separate."

Let's hope not.

I have a desire to stay as long as possible, and I will resist as much as I can.

"In the meantime, I'm going to go after the escaped body. After that, I think about it after we meet."

"Right. As far as I'm concerned, I'd like you and that one to stay and settle."

"Were you drunk and in love?

"Right. I can also snort that I like D. That's quite a pleasure."

That's what Gülier answered honestly to the questions he joked and asked.

Unusual.

I didn't expect this man to divulge this sentiment to someone completely unrelated to Master Sariel.

I see how much you liked it.

"Cheating?"

"No, it's not. That's funny for watching, but it's very troublesome to be close to. You can't have romantic feelings for someone like that."