Kumo Desu ga, Nani ka?

"Ma'am, can you now boast to your parents about yourself?

The words of Melazophis are still echoing in my head.

I was struck by the words as if I had been hit in the head with a blunt instrument.

In retrospect, I realized that my behavior was off track these days.

I kidnapped the boy with charm and devoured his blood.

If I saw it in my last life, it would be a sight to fall.

Even so, I didn't have any feelings for it.

Like a very natural thing, it was unconscious and extended to the act.

An anomaly in retrospect.

'Cause even though I'm aware of that as an anomaly, I don't have any special feelings for the act right now.

The abnormality is normal.

I ended up with vampires, both physically and mentally, at some point.

Thinking about it, I'll just miss you a little bit.

Oh, he said you can't go back to people anymore.

On the contrary, though it also means that it will be done to a little loneliness.

I returned to school after a day of fighting with that ghost man.

The school said the disturbance was the work of a mysterious demon, whose appearance and abilities were considered unknown.

All the witnesses but me have died, and the traces of the battle no longer retain the prototype of the forest.

I think we only know that it was destroyed by something of a tremendous power.

The school was supposed to expel the demon.

Half right, but half different.

I fought that ghost man, but I'm sure it was your husband like that black one who defeated him.

This ghost who fought me and each other must have followed the same fate, because I was so accommodating.

I don't know what happened to ghosts after that.

I just got a nail stabbed not to say anything bad to your husband.

But as far as hearing about this school, I know your husband intervened somewhere and twisted the story.

If so, ask your husband and he'll know what happened to that ghost man.

But I couldn't hear it.

Your husband shows up flattered when he's not for me, but he doesn't catch me at all at times like this for some reason.

Spider jerk, you whim like a cat.

Thanks to you I am stuffy.

Besides, the words of Melazophis still leave a lump in my heart as if they were caught in the back teeth.

Can you be proud of your parents?

I can't be proud of my parents.

I'm a vampire.

Thinking, values, even way of life are different.

I've thrown away my pride as a person long ago.

That, too, with no particular feeling, and the feeling of throwing a little scum trash in the trash can.

If they hadn't pointed that out, I wouldn't even have been aware of it.

But not now that I realize it.

I can clearly tell the difference between people and vampires.

I get it.

"Sophia, you defeated a hell of a demon? A boulder."

The prince of the school, Waldo gives me praise.

I would say "thank you" naturally for that.

But I can't do that today.

"Ma'am, can you now boast to your parents about yourself?

The words of Melazophis refrain clearly, as if whispered in his ear.

At the same time, on the status of the wald appraised by the fu, the inscribed state anomaly 'fascination' letter.

Nausea.

I didn't happen to turn my back on Waldo and was running out.

I can speak to a different face on the way over and over again.

Each time, the nausea increases in intensity.

Jump into the bathroom and lock up.

I'm nauseous, but all I get is a groan coming out of my mouth.

I held my mouth for a while and brought it to the toilet wall.

I kind of miss it.

This never happened in this life, but this is how I used to run into the bathroom in my previous life.

Although it is not a place where the wasteful, aromatic fragrance of the toilet makes me feel even worse, so I don't really want to escape.

That's the only way to escape.

I don't know what you're doing, me.

Born again, I changed.

The ugliness of my previous life has made me as pretty as a lie, and my grades at school have always been top of my list.

I got everything I couldn't get in my previous life.

Maybe that's why.

I've changed too much.

There is no longer a human face named Yoshiko Negishima in the presence of me.

The only thing left is a jealous heart for your husband.

The fact that it's still there also seems to emphasize my ugliness, which I can't laugh at.

Ugly.

Now I, in light of people's values, am a heartfelt ugly monster.

Even so, I did it flat out, didn't even have a piece of guilt, didn't even question it, and accepted it for granted.

That's for sure as a vampire.

As a vampire, I think I'm the ultimate.

That's as if this is your routine as a vampire.

That was actually routine for me.

"Ma'am, can you now boast to your parents about yourself?

Not until I heard what Melazophis said.

Proud?

What's pride?

Now what do you want me to be proud of?

What would you think if your parents were still alive and you saw me now?

To let me escape, all the servants who sacrificed themselves.

What do I look like to them?

When I thought that far, I was pulling out my impulsively stretched canine teeth.

The taste of sweet blood spreads in my mouth.

It's finally over as a person to drink your own blood and think it's delicious.

Throw away dog teeth as if knocking them in the bathroom.

But at the next moment, I was growing new dog teeth, and they came back to normal as if the very fact that they had been removed wasn't there.

That's what I said when I couldn't go back, and I glanced at the pulled out dog teeth.

How can you be proud that you can't live as a person anymore?

I don't know.

I don't know.

If this was the case, I didn't want to be aware of it.