Leftover girl crossing 33 times

When Mo Xiaoyu wakes up, it's already evening, and the ward is surprisingly quiet, but Mo Xiaoyu feels that she has no strength at all. She wants to sit up, but she has no strength.

She looked at Li Luoluo and her mother, who had been sitting on one side asleep. She suddenly felt a sense of loss. How could there be no Gong zhe

A slight movement awakened her mother in her sleep. She happily motioned Mo Xiaoyu not to move, just gave birth to the pregnant woman is the most need to rest.

"If there's anything to do tomorrow morning, you go to bed first." Mother whispered in her ear.

This sentence seems to have a kind of magic. I don't know whether it's because of my mother's love or something. Mo Xiaoyu had a good night's sleep and had a long dream.

In the dream, she and her children, as well as Gong Zhe, they are not rich, and they have nothing to do with their belongings. Only the three of them stay in a small room, talking and laughing. Gong Zhe's face is smiling, and his eyes are full of love. Isn't that what Mo Xiaoyu has always wanted?

The next morning, Mo Xiaoyu was awakened by the noisy voice in the ward, and opened her eyes vaguely. Now she is very weak, and the whole person is soft. It is estimated that it is because she used up all her strength when giving birth.

When she opened her eyes, she saw that the ward was already full of people, her parents standing in front of him, Gong Zhe's parents and colleagues who used to work together, holding flowers one by one Fruit

Mo Xiaoyu's mother holds a child in her hand. The child seems to have fallen asleep without any noise. When Mo Xiaoyu's mother sees that Mo Xiaoyu wakes up, she holds the child in front of her.

"Come on, baby, mom's awake." The mother put the child in Mo Xiaoyu's arms.

Mo Xiaoyu watched a little man fall asleep. She guessed that it was a boy. She had a little boy. He was so small that he felt that he would break up with a pinch.

As a result, Mo Xiaoyu is very careful. Gong Zhe's mother is responsible for receiving those colleagues. After seeing them off, the ward is quiet again.

"Xiaoyu, look who has come to see you." Li Luo, Gong Zhe's mother, pulls him into the ward.

Gong Zhe's face is forced to stare at the child in Mo Xiaoyu's hand helplessly. He feels that the child is not her, and his face is disgusted. This makes Mo Xiaoyu's heart thump for a while, something seems to push her into the dark.

In less than half a minute, Gong zhe stood and left.

He didn't say anything, but what impressed him most was that he looked at the child's expression and was so disgusted Mo Xiaoyu's heart is very painful. Doesn't he like their children?

"Xiaoyu, you're not sad. Gong zhe has always hated children since he was a child. No wonder he doesn't come to see you. Don't take it to heart. It will be fine after a while. One day he will hold the child and have a look. Maybe he will arouse his desire to be a father again." Li Luoluo is embarrassed to talk to Mo Xiaoyu.

How could she not know her own son?

Since I saw my son Gong zhe talking and laughing with a strange woman when I went shopping last time, she has learned a lot from her heart. It's really hard for Mo Xiaoyu.

"It's OK. I'll wait until he comes back to see our mother and son." Mo Xiaoyu said softly, looking at the child's sleeping face, her eyebrows look like Gong Zhe, and her inner warmth keeps rising. It turns out that being a mother is such a feeling.

However, she is still a little sad.

Sad what?

Sad his indifference, sad his heartlessness, sad that there was no love between them, even the child he had to look at him with disgust. Sad, their child was born with no father, father does not love, only the mother hurt a child.

"Xiaoyu, have you thought of a name for the child?" Li Luoluo said as he opened the chicken soup he had just made at home and put it in front of Mo Xiaoyu.

Mo Xiaoyu took the chicken soup, a face embarrassed said: "well, I think the child is called Gong Nan."

Li Luoluo nodded.

Gongnan is good, south of the south. Yearning for the warm climate in the south, instead of Mo Xiaoyu falling into the cold abyss, no one can save her.

Xiaogong Nan seems to understand the conversation between adults. He opens his bleary eyes and looks at the new world. In front of him is her mother Mo Xiaoyu. He reaches out his little hand and touches Mo Xiaoyu's face carelessly. Suddenly he laughs. He seems to know that his mother is not happy and makes him laugh.

Mo Xiaoyu's heart is full of warmth. She looks at Gong Nan in her arms and smiles at her. It's like Gong Zhe is smiling at her. She holds Gong Nan happily and shakes him like a cradle.

She knew that she would not be lonely in the days to come, because with Gong Nan by her side, she could continue her hard life.

This afternoon, Mo Xiaoyu had just finished feeding her baby. The baby had been sent to the baby sitter for a rest. She felt very tired these two days. She didn't sleep enough.She was very happy that people came to see her every day, at least someone came to see her.

Her friends are full of curiosity about xiaogongnan, small, big eyes, a little dark skin, and very small, very small, even smaller than ordinary babies.

The doctor said that when Gong Nan was born, fortunately there was no dystocia, but a very normal natural childbirth, but he was a little smaller than an ordinary baby, with a weight of just five Jin, which was caused by malnutrition. The baby's weakness was all due to Mo Xiaoyu's frequent hesitation during her pregnancy, not eating, which led to the child's inability to absorb more nutrition.

This makes Mo Xiaoyu feel very guilty. It's all because she didn't eat well in the first ten months and vomited out after eating, so that xiaogongnan has no nutrition.

So this month, she continued to eat nutritious good things, whether it is ginseng soup or bird's nest or chicken soup, she ate all, this is to have better milk to feed gongnan.

She wants Gong nan to be as fat as other children. She can't hurt Gong Nan.

Mo Xiaoyu stayed in the hospital for nearly half a month before she was discharged. Originally, she wanted to live for a week and then pack up and leave, but her mother-in-law Li Luoluo refused. Mo Xiaoyu had to be forced to lie in the hospital for half a month before she could see the sun again.

It's good to be home, to be back in this place. It's clean and tidy. It seems that someone has cleaned it. You don't have to guess that it's Li Luoluo who asked someone to clean it up.

Home is still this home, but people are not the same people before.