Leftover girl crossing 33 times

Zhang Nie died, died on the spot, was hit by a car and flew under the railings, head hard impact, bleeding too much, died on the spot.

Zhang nienie escaped from her home. According to passers-by, she kept shouting Xiao Xi in her mouth. Then she was hit by Xiao Xi in an instant and left the world.

That day, Zhang Xiaoxi didn't cry or make any noise. She just forgot how she got home. Then she lay on the bed, didn't speak or laugh, and became very silent.

Chen Sidi came to Zhang Xiaoxi's house after knowing the news and looked at it again and again. This was the first time he came to her house. He saw such a dilapidated house for the first time. There was a strange smell in the air. The family felt as if they were destitute and had no furniture. There were only a few chairs and a lot of bottles and jars. They were empty and seemed to be ready to sell them.

There is nothing in the yard but a tree. It looks very old. Chen Sidi knows it. It's a mango tree. In the window of Chen Sidi's room, you can see this tree. Every summer, there are many golden mangoes. In return, Zhang Xiaoxi will pick some and give them to Chen Sidi. Apart from that, there are no markers that can be put forward.

Feel empty, nothing, just like a long-term uninhabited house, tile house, dilapidated walls, there is no sign of modernization.

"Xiaoxi, are you ok? I've heard all about it. Don't be too sad. I'll help you in the future life. Now I'm in senior three. Soon, I can be independent. Then I can help you. You must persist. I'm still by your side! " Chen did not know what to say to comfort people, but for him, Zhang Xiaoxi was his only friend, just like a relative.

"I'm an orphan Chen Sidi I don't have a home. Everyone has left. " Zhang Xiaoxi looks up at Chen Sidi dejectedly. Instead of crying, her mouth trembles and she says what she wants to say.

"I always thought that as long as I tried to beg, I could make them live a good life. But I found that I was wrong. My grandparents left. Just yesterday, my mother and she My mother and she have gone. Even though I don't know her at all, how could I have come to this world without her? "

"From small to large, they call me a wild seed, I don't care, they beat me, they call me, I don't care, they crowd me out, don't let me play with them, OK, it doesn't matter, I can, but now my closest people have left, what do you want me to do? I can't, I can't muddle along. I don't even know who my own father is. I don't even know what I'm going to do in the future. What should I do in the future? Wuwuwu "

with that, Zhang Xiaoxi starts to cry sadly. Her crying is heartbreaking and distressing.

"No, Xiaoxi, don't think so. Think about me. Look at me. Don't go on like this. You can still come to my home every day. My mother is away from home on business. It's OK. It's OK. Everything will be fine." Chen Sidi approaches Zhang Xiaoxi and embraces him.

At this moment, he didn't know what emotion was in his heart. He only knew that he could feel his heart beating so fast and loud. When he saw Zhang Xiaoxi laughing, he couldn't help laughing. When he now looked at Zhang Xiaoxi's sad crying, his heart beat no longer hurt. It seemed that there was something in his heart that was quietly, spread, deep, and then occupied his whole heart.

What's that? Is that love?

"I didn't tell you, I didn't dare to tell you, my mother has hereditary mental disease, so she gave birth to me, and I am destined to become her. You'd better leave me alone, I'm a burden, everywhere." Zhang Xiaoxi tries to push Chen Sidi away, but Chen Sidi hugs him more tightly, which makes Zhang Xiaoxi a little out of breath.

"No, even if it's like this, I won't leave you anyway. Even if you are insane or terminally ill, I don't want to let you go."

"However, I don't know when I will attack, I don't know when I will lose myself, and then I don't even remember you, Chen Sidi. I'm afraid I will forget you. I don't want to forget you, you know? I don't want to leave you either

"Don't worry, you won't leave me, and I won't leave you. I'll find a way. You must believe me."

That night, Zhang Xiaoxi had a sweet sleep in Chen Sidi's arms. Chen Sidi, too, never had a sense of peace.

However, since that night, Zhang Xiaoxi has become no longer talkative, but is unwilling to say anything in her heart. When she meets Chen Sidi, she occasionally smiles, but she is not as simple and happy as before. She often has nightmares at night. When she wakes up, she finds herself alone in this shabby house. She is afraid.

She panics and then hides in the corner until dawn.

Chen Sidi arranged the whole plan for the third year of senior high school. When the college entrance examination for the third year of senior high school was finished, he mentioned the matter of studying abroad with his mother, and her mother also agreed. Yes, I wish he could study abroad, and then let her worry.

Because Chen's mother has a new boyfriend, they seem to love each other very much. Chen doesn't have the heart to disturb them and is willing to quit their world."Xiaoxi, let's leave. Let's leave here and go far away, OK? There's a lot of fun and a lot of strangers. We start over and live the life we want

"Really Really? "

"Well, I said that we would be very happy. You have to believe me."

"I've always believed in you."

"When I graduate from senior three, we will apply for our passport. We will go abroad, and we will leave here."

After he finished the college entrance examination, he began to take various overseas examinations and apply for various certificates. When his mother learned that he was going to go abroad, she met him and gave him a card. Chen Sidi knew that the money in it was enough for him to live for most of his life. Her mother also hoped that he would not disturb their new life.

What's more, at this time the mother, stroking the slightly raised stomach, Chen Sidi has understood everything.

"Xiaoxi, let's leave. Let's leave these disputes and go to a place where no one knows us."

Zhang Xiaoxi has nothing to pack. With a tired heart, she follows Chen Sidi to a place where no one knows them and starts her life again.

Will life really be what they think?