Leftover girl crossing 33 times

Zhang Xiaoxi has a mental attack, which is the diagnosis of the hospital. In addition, she is addicted to drugs. The doctor arranged a drug treatment center to let Zhang Xiaoxi live in, but Chen Sidi refused.

This is their third year in the UK, but these things happened. Chen Sidi never thought that on the fifth day, she found Zhang Xiaoxi and was brought out by her.

He will never forget that Zhang Xiaoxi was lying in a corner, his clothes were not neat, he fainted, his hair was messy, his face was pale, and he could see the tears on his face vaguely.

Chen Sidi takes Zhang Xiaoxi, who is not aware, back home. She wakes up once in a while these days, but she smashes things madly. She doesn't know anyone. Then she wants to hit her head with a wall to end her life. Chen Sidi finds out in time and stops her. These days, he becomes so tired that he asks for leave from school and doesn't go back.

He wants to take care of Zhang Xiaoxi. Applied for a year off.

Then, take Zhang Xiaoxi home, Zhang Xiaoxi just got home, looking at these furnishings, completely lost the impression, at the moment in her heart, this is like a strange place, she became very quiet, and then found a corner, hiding there, the body kept shaking.

Suddenly, she couldn't help herself. She rushed to Chen Sidi, grabbed his arm, pinched his flesh with her nails, and said, "give it to me, give it to me, I'm so sick, give it to me."

She grabbed Chen Sidi in pain, shaking her head and struggling. Did she have an attack?

Chen Sidi holds Zhang Xiaoxi in her arms. Zhang Xiaoxi struggles to hit the floor, the wall and anything that can end her life.

"Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi, look at me. I'm Chen Sidi. I'm Chen Sidi. Look at me seriously. Good, we'll get through it. Just get through it."

He hugs Zhang Xiaoxi in pain, and tears can't help but stay. Zhang Xiaoxi seems to be aware of it, and suddenly calms down. Instead of struggling, she looks at Chen Sidi crying. She doesn't know why her heart is very painful and uncomfortable. She raises her hand to erase Chen Sidi's tears, and then lies quietly in Chen Sidi's arms, suppressing her inner and physical discomfort, I started to cry, too.

She went to sleep, but still had a nightmare, woke up, mouth or shouting: "don't touch me, I'm so dirty, stay away from me, go, help, help, Chen Sidi help me, don't touch me, I beg you."

She shrank in the corner, suddenly saw a mirror at the head of the bed, broke on the ground, picked up a piece, did not want to cut his hand.

Arm pain, feel what liquid to the body loss, she fell on the bed fainted.

When she woke up, she found that she was tied to the bed and couldn't move. Now she found that her consciousness was clear.

She saw Chen Sidi, he became so haggard, the beard on his face did not go to shave off, his face became so pale, his hair was so messy, and she felt that he had not tidied up for a long time. In her impression, Chen Sidi has always been a clean boy. At this moment, she felt that the sky seemed to fall.

"Chen Sidi..." She looks at Chen Sidi.

Chen Sidi looks at Zhang Xiaoxi with a face of ecstasy. He wants to hold her in his arms. He doesn't speak. He just wants to cry. The tears are clearly in his eyes, but they can't flow down.

"Don't cry, Chen Sidi. I'm still here. If you cry like this, people think your daughter-in-law is gone!" Zhang Xiaoxi tried to control his sad mood and made a joke.

Chen Sidi smiles gently and holds Zhang Xiaoxi's hand tightly, for fear that she will leave his life again. Chen Sidi is afraid, for fear that one day she will leave, what should he do.

For nearly a year, Chen Sidi has been with Zhang Xiaoxi, and he is afraid to die.

Zhang Xiaoxi is no longer as completely crazy as before. She can wake up a few times once in a while, but now she already knows that she has completely changed. When she loses consciousness and is crazy, she pinches her hand hard to stop being crazy, but consciousness controls her to smash things and hit the wall.

When she was sober, she was very guilty and didn't dare to face Chen Sidi. Chen Sidi was always with her. She was so sad that she wished she had never met Chen Sidi, so he would not be so painful.

She suggested that when she was ill, she let Chen Sidi bind herself and make her unable to move. How could Chen Sidi agree to her? She could only plead and beg him to do so.

They have to, or they don't know what to do.

I took the medicine and went to the hospital, but there was no improvement at all.

Zhang Xiaoxi will draw at home, draw some jewelry and so on, and then talk to Chen Sidi about his ideal is to open a jewelry company, and then design a lot of jewelry for himself.

A year later, Chen Sidi had to go to school, or he would be expelled from school. He was worried that Zhang Xiaoxi would get sick. However, Zhang Xiaoxi pretended to be in a good condition and signaled Chen Sidi not to worry. Once he got sick, he called Chen Sidi immediately.

Chen Sidi hired a nanny to watch Zhang Xiaoxi at home, so that he could go to school to continue to complete his studies.But one day, the nanny went out and Zhang Xiaoxi was ill.

Before her illness, she tried to restrain herself and wanted to call Chen Sidi, but she gave up. She thought about the past five years. It has been nearly ten years since she met Chen Sidi as a teenager. She suddenly wanted to stay with him, and then told him how much she missed him and liked him, so that she could not extricate herself.

But mind control she took a can of medicine out of the drawer. It was sleeping pills.

She poured all of them into her mouth, then poured water. Her tears kept flowing and her body was shaking. She had to do so. She didn't want to drag anyone down, especially Chen Sidi.

She thought that what she owed most in her life was Chen Sidi. She didn't listen to him, didn't protect herself, and didn't do what he said.

She is very tired, want to leave, want to stay away from the world, become a small dust, around Chen Sidi's side, don't want to see him to take care of himself and make so tired.

She fell on the bed, consciousness began to blur, she thought of all the memories, and then felt a long dream, dream they are in a prairie, have their children, have their cattle and sheep, happy life, that is she has been yearning for life, she really really want to see Chen Sidi ah, Chen Sidi, you know how I like you?

Zhang Xiaoxi calmly closed his eyes. Goodbye, Chen Sidi.

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