Lie down, my dear wife

However, more sour.

She didn't expect that when she asked if he didn't want her

His answer turned out to be "Hmm".

So calm answer, completely broke her heart.

Cold

It's so cold in the air.

Zuo ruowei stood on the stairs and shrunk. His breath was full of coolness.

……

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When the baby was more than three months old, Zuo ruowei lay on the operating table of the hospital.

The smell of disinfectant permeates between the wings of the nose, which is strange and disgusting.

There was no smile on her young face, and even tears didn't flow out, but there were hidden tears and didn't fall.

The white tender and slender hand stroked her lower abdomen, as if she couldn't touch it enough. She pursed her lips, and the corners of her lips burst into a faint smile. Such a smile is a little cold, even a little bleak.

In front of him was a pile of doctors with scalpels in their hands.

Her stomach hurts so much that it's uncontrollable. Her pants have been wet with blood.

"Miss, listen to me. You must take out the dead fetus as soon as possible. The fetus is dead in the abdomen. If you don't take it out again, you will be very dangerous. Please respect your life!" the doctor advised, with a worried face.

Zuo ruowei still shook his head and clenched his fist. She's so cold. She's so cold all over. No place is warm.

I once said that I would kill the baby, but it was all from Qisu Qingcheng.

She never wanted to kill her baby or end her little life

But now?

Now the baby is dead in the abdomen!

Zuo ruowei's heart was like the wind rolling. She seemed to feel the smell of blood. The taste of blood backflow was very uncomfortable. You have to experience and accept these before you reach the age of 18. Don't... she doesn't!

"My baby is not dead, you don't want to cheat me..." Zuo ruowei had no strength when she spoke, and her big watery eyes were full of struggle.

The whole body is full of the smell of disinfectant, which makes people feel suffocated and uncomfortable.

"Miss, please believe the truth and take away the child quickly, or your life will be in danger." the doctor said painstakingly.

Zuo ruowei hasn't given anesthetics yet. She doesn't want to do it or accept the fact.

Such a lovely baby, although Su Qingcheng doesn't want it, she still wants it.

She doesn't want the baby to go away.

Zuo ruowei's eyes are gradually empty. She can't believe it and doesn't want to believe that the baby is gone, just... Stillborn.

I have never experienced these again. It is as cruel as parting in life and death, which is more painful than cutting off my own flesh.

Zuo ruowei's heart seems to have been poked by thousands of needles. Her eyes have no focus. She doesn't know who to hate or what to do.

"Miss, if you don't accept our suggestions, we can only force anesthesia. If you delay any more, your life will be really dangerous!"

"Yes, even if you like this child again, you should think about your life. You are too young and may be impulsive, but our doctors have experienced it. It's really dangerous."

The doctor's words lingered in her ears. Zuo ruowei didn't know where the strength came from. She sat up directly on the operating table. Her hair was slightly messy, and even her breath was cold. She looked at the group of doctors in front of her and said coldly, "let me die."

The doctors looked at each other, hesitated and said, "Miss, it's all for your good. It's really..."

"Who signed my operation?" Zuo ruowei felt that the blood was constantly flowing out, and every minute and second was a kind of suffering.

She watched the blood gradually faint and dye out, which was equivalent to watching her baby die.

I hope the doctor's answer won't disappoint her.

"It's your mother," someone replied.

"I don't have a mother!" Zuo ruowei yelled, "she's fake, she's fake..."

Zuo Ruo sucked his nose slightly and clasped his fingertips tightly on the operating table.

She is very fragile now. Her thin body seems to be blown down by the wind.

"Listen to me, miss, we really just want to save your life. You need to calm down now. The child really died in your stomach. Every mother will be very sad. We all know. You are still young. Please don't worry. Drain first now, and you can have it again later..." the doctor advised.

The little girl in front of me is still young and under the age of 18. There will be plenty of opportunities in the future.

Now the baby is dead, but there is no boyfriend to visit. It is estimated that it is also a wrong child, the price of youth.

Zuo ruowei's breath gradually calmed down, and he even felt a little ridiculous in his heart.

At this point, Su Qingcheng hasn't seen her or even visited the baby.

It seems that his heart is really cruel.

Zuo ruowei hooked his lips and felt that he was still too young. Reality taught her a lesson.

"OK, I see. Please give me an anesthetic," Zuo ruowei said.

Since no one wants the child and no one cares about her, let's finish it.

Zuo ruowei gave up the struggle, looked at the doctor and said.

The doctors who performed the operation were also very distressed. Zuo ruowei said that the fetus could not die in the abdomen for no reason, and the girl's body had no problem. The only reason was that the fetus was killed.

"Young lady, you are still young. You must be strong," said the chief surgeon, slowly injecting Zuo ruowei with anesthetic.

Zuo ruowei can't hear anything. She's very tired. She's really tired.

I haven't slept well for a month without Su Qingcheng.

She had been waiting for him to come back without leaving the house.

She even felt that he had difficulties. Wait... Wait, he will come back

But she waited and waited, never waiting for the news of his return.

The anesthetic is gradually injected into the body. Zuo ruowei can't feel pain, and even feels a little sleepy. But her head was awake all the time, so awake that she couldn't wake up again. The feeling of this moment was indescribable. She just felt the doctor in front of her wearing masks and gloves in action.

The touch of the cold scalpel was suffocating.

She closed her eyes without a drop of tears.

Maybe it flowed a lot before, but now it can't flow out anymore.

It's so uncomfortable, not only physically, but also in the heart.

Baby, mom is sorry for you. I hope you don't throw it into my stomach again. Baby... Don't see me again in the future

This is the only thing Zuo ruowei wants to say.