Life Simulation: Let the Female Swordsman Regret for the Rest of His Life

[You discussed everything with Master Li Wanshou]

[You knew very well how bad your health was and there was no possibility of saving it. You began to arrange your funeral]

[In order to let your sister live a better life, you began to teach her, including but not limited to cultivation, interpersonal relationships, and the four arts of cultivating immortals]

[Your sister is very dependent on you, but your attitude began to be cold, wanting to reduce her dependence on you and dilute the relationship between you]

[You think you are just a dying person]

[You should not become a stumbling block that restricts the girl's future]

[With your current relationship, after you leave Tianjian Sect, Xu Moli will definitely go to find you at all costs. Therefore, you are actively destroying this relationship, wanting Xu Moli to have a lower impression of you, or even hate you]

[Only in this way will she not look for you who is missing]

[Only in this way will she not discover the truth]

[Only in this way can you feel at ease... and leave]

[Your behavior is quite effective. Under your deliberate indifference and neglect Under your guidance, Xu Moli's reliance on you has decreased, but she still respects you and regards you as her brother.]

[Under your guidance, Xu Moli officially became a cultivator in the Qi Refining Stage. She was very happy. You said two words in your expectant eyes.]

["General."]

[Xu Moli felt wronged because of your indifference. You did not comfort her, but arranged more training courses for her.]

[You were very anxious. Theoretically, you still have three years left to live, but your body has begun to collapse.]

[One day, you found that there was a problem with your hearing.]

[You disguised yourself well. The girl did not notice your physical condition. You silently accelerated the teaching process, hoping to teach the girl to be able to stand on your own before your body completely collapsed.]

[Your overly strict teaching plan caused more dissatisfaction and grievances in the girl. She began to doubt that her position in your heart was not important.]

[Why did it become like this? Why did the brother who once loved and cared for her become so cold today? ]

【More and more grievances, more and more doubts, Xu Moli can no longer bear it】

Half a year later.

Inside the cave.

The beautiful girl, tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes, her lips were tightly pursed, as if there were thousands of grievances flowing in her heart.

The corners of her mouth trembled slightly: "Brother, what did I do wrong..."

Silence.

A long silence.

Faced with his sister's question, Xu Xi shook his head: "You did nothing wrong."

"Then why did brother--"

"Mo Li."

Xu Xi interrupted the girl's questioning, his eyes closed slightly, as if he was recalling something: "Do you remember how long we lived together?"

The girl didn't understand why she suddenly asked such a question, but she still subconsciously answered: "Seventeen years."

Seventeen years.

This is the total time Xu Xi simulated, and it is also the girl's own age.

"Yes, it's been seventeen years."

Xu Xi spoke softly, with a strong sense of fatigue and a hoarseness and numbness that could not be ignored.

"When I first met you, you were still a newborn baby. In order to keep you alive, I had to use my last rations to exchange for some human milk from others."

"I was really hungry at that time..."

"But I still worried every day, afraid that you would be unhappy, afraid that you would not be warm enough, afraid that you would not be full."

"You suddenly fell ill when you were ten years old, and it took seven years until you were seventeen years old to be cured. I have been running around for seven years for your illness."

Xu Xi's voice was very calm, without complaints or blame.

It just revealed a bitter tiredness.

"Mo Li, if it weren't for you, my life could have been more exciting."

"I am also a human being, I also have my own dreams, I can't think of everything for you, I'm not that great, do you know."

"You are already seventeen years old, no longer a child."

"You should learn to take care of yourself and live independently!"

"I--"

"Tired."

Inside the cave, there was a depressing and dull atmosphere.

The light became dim and blurry.

The girl was pale and her eyes were dull. She seemed to want to refute something, but in the end she could only say one sentence: "So, brother, do you think Mo Li is a burden?"

"... Yeah."

He was in a heavy mood, as if he had fallen into a bottomless abyss, all his emotions were eaten up, and in the end he could only flee in embarrassment.

Xu Mo Li choked and couldn't make a sound.

Running fast.

Running out of the cave.

Only Xu Xi, who had lost all his strength and collapsed on the wooden chair, was left without a word and lost his mind for a long time.

Humans are indeed extremely contradictory creatures..

Xu Xi thought in his heart.

He had prepared all kinds of excuses early on to destroy his relationship with his sister and erase the impression of a good brother in the girl's heart.

But when he really implemented it, he still felt uncomfortable and unbearable.

"It hurts so much... It hurts much more than when I burned my spiritual roots..."

Xu Xi covered his chest and murmured to himself: "But in this way, the child can completely get rid of my influence and live well in the world of immortal cultivation."

[Your words are extremely sharp, like a sharp sword, piercing and tearing the girl's heart apart]

[She ran away alone for a long time]

[She cried alone, wiped her tears alone, and comforted herself alone in an empty corner with the most pitiful, wronged and lonely attitude]

[When Xu Moli came back, her expression had become much colder, and the look she gave you was no longer as respectful as before, and she no longer complained about your training]

[Your heart is aching, you 's heart is happy]

[After this incident, the girl's will became much stronger. You covered your mouth casually while sighing, so that the girl didn't see the blood you coughed up]

[You wholeheartedly assisted the girl in her practice. The high intensity of mental concentration made your body collapse faster. One morning in the eighteenth year, you found yourself becoming more and more powerless]

[You know, it's time for you to leave]

[Although you are reluctant to leave, and although you still want to witness the girl's growth, if you continue to stay in Tianjian Sect, the girl will find out the truth sooner or later]

[You choose to leave without saying goodbye, and drive the flying boat to leave Tianjian Sect alone, breaking through the wind and clouds all the way, heading to a place far away from the world of immortal cultivation]

[Where to go next? ]

[You are confused]

[In the past 18 years, your goal has always been to cultivate immortality and take care of your sister, but now, neither of these two goals can be continued]

[You thought for a long time and decided to return to the former Black Stone City to spend the rest of your life alone]

[The world of immortality is huge, there are countless mortal dynasties, and there are as many places to enjoy as stars, but for you, none of them is as familiar and comfortable as Black Stone City. After all, this place condenses your five years of memories with the girl]

Hu——

The flying boat fell from the sky.

Without anyone noticing.

Silently, the young man, who no longer had any cultivation and spiritual roots, just moved into the old wooden house with a wooden sword.

Living alone, waiting for death calmly.

During this period.

There were neighbors who still remembered the young man and greeted him, and the young man responded one by one.

When asked why he didn't see the girl, he smiled and avoided talking about it.