Life Simulation: Let the Female Swordsman Regret for the Rest of His Life

[The girl's physical condition is far more serious than you think]

[This is not an ordinary mortal disease, nor is it an injury from the outside world, but a kind of atrophy and collapse from the inside out. The girl's body is gradually heading towards the end]

[You can't understand, and you don't understand why]

[You can only try your best to find a way to treat it, but unfortunately, even the panacea of ​​the immortal cultivators can't eradicate the girl's illness, it can only delay her physical decline]

[You work hard, you try, you are like The bird flapped its wings desperately, flying wildly in the thorny jungle, looking for infinitely tiny hopes]

[But no matter how hard you tried, even if you were covered in wounds and begged everyone including your master, you still couldn't find the real cause of the girl's illness]

[You can only watch her suffer more and more]

[You can only watch her become more and more haggard]

[You are powerless, you can't do anything]

[Reality never changes according to human will, you can't be like the male protagonist of the hot-blooded anime, just roaring without reason, to make the tragedy in front of you even worse Drama and Suffering]

[In the face of true tragedy, human power always seems so insignificant, so small that it makes people despair]

[Every morning greeting, every night farewell, is a signal that you are getting closer to death. You have been running around under such pressure for four years, but in the end you have gained nothing]

[Four years have passed, you are 20 years old, and the girl is 14 years old]

[The cute child who followed you and called you brother all the time has grown into a beautiful girl, but she can only lie on the sickbed all day, like a fragile body full of cracks. Things, if you are not careful, they will break]

[In the eyes of some people, this kind of sickly paleness is the ultimate beauty, but in your eyes, this is the most desperate, helpless, and hateful appearance]

[Your four seasons seem to be only the bitter winter, and you can no longer feel happiness and warmth]

[The girl saw all this, and her eyes often contained self-blame and guilt]

[Compared to her own pain, she seems to care more about your increasingly tired body, and often apologizes to you]

"I'm sorry, brother..."

Senjianfeng Cave.

Several years have passed.

There is not much change inside the cave. There are still the same few tables and chairs, as well as the flowers and plants that the girl had transplanted by hand. The faint fragrance is filled with silent silence.

The girl lies quietly on the bed.

Her hair is black and long and straight.

Her beautiful eyes are dull.

Her lips are pale.

There is a sense of fragility that will break at the touch of a finger.

"It's okay, there's no need to apologize between us," Xu Xi shook his head and stuffed a pill into the girl's mouth, "This is today's Nine Leaf Pill, take it and have a good sleep."

The girl nodded obediently and swallowed the pill.

After eating, the seriously ill girl smiled at Xu Xi, like the morning sun, like a beautiful dream, like a flawless sky, asking Xu Xi for a reward as she did when she was a child.

"Brother, Mo Li has finished the medicine obediently~~"

With a smile in her eyes, the girl seemed to have never grown up, and acted coquettishly to Xu Xi.

Right at this moment.

Right at this moment.

The weak body and lively voice of Xu Mo Li formed an extremely strong contrast, giving the onlookers a deep suffocation.

It makes people unable to help but be silent, and makes people unable to help but feel sad.

"Well, Mo Li is a good child."

Xu Xi forced a smile, resisted the sourness in his nose, took out the candy that had been prepared long ago, and was put into the girl's mouth. She seemed to taste some extremely precious treasure and savored it carefully.

Is candy really that delicious?

Xu Xi recalled.

Every time he gave Mo Li candy, Mo Li would show an extremely happy expression.

After eating the candy, the girl did not fall asleep as usual, but asked Xu Xi to go outside to take a look, and Xu Xi agreed.

Flying with a sword is naturally not possible, too fast will destroy the already fragile body.

So.

Xu Xi supported the girl.

Walked out of the cave and walked a few circles in Senjian Peak in autumn.

Walked very slowly, much slower than the annual rings of life, walked very carefully, more carefully than the little things in life.

Walking on the ground covered with autumn leaves, the girl's face was more radiant.

But.

Even with such a slow walk, even such a short distance, the 14-year-old Xu Moli still felt extremely burdened. She stopped suddenly, tightly grasped the cloth on her chest, and her face was extremely pale.

"If you can't walk, don't force yourself."

Like when I was a child.

Xu Xi carried the girl on his back and let her lie on his back to rest.

The girl responded softly: "I know, brother."

Lying on the familiar back, feeling the solidity and stability, the girl's eyes gradually narrowed, and she felt more and more sleepy.

Before falling asleep, she asked.

"Brother, will Mo Li die?"

"No, brother will save you."

"Well, Mo Li believes brother, brother will not lie to Mo Li..."

Xu Mo Li's voice became weaker and weaker, with blood flowing from the corner of her mouth. She lay on Xu Xi, buried her head in Xu Xi's shoulder, and tried her best to stay awake.

But the blood in her mouth was still flowing out, draining the girl's strength bit by bit.

When Xu Xi found something wrong.

The girl had already fallen into a coma.

[You successfully joined the Tianjian Sect, and you became a disciple of the Heavenly Spiritual Roots that everyone envied. Your future is promising, your life is wonderful, and you are a well-deserved genius in the world of immortal cultivation]

[But unlike you, your sister contracted a serious illness, which worsened in the autumn when she was 14 years old]

[You had no way to save her, and could only continue to complete the sect's tasks, and self-study alchemy and pharmacology, using elixirs that all immortal cultivators thought were extremely precious, to delay and save her sister's death]

[In the fifteenth year of time travel, you are 21 years old, and Xu Moli is 15 years old]

[You successfully broke through to the late stage of foundation building, your strength has improved, and you are not afraid of ordinary Jindan Zhenren at all. You collect elixirs for your sister faster]

[But at the same time, Xu Moli's condition has also worsened. She has lost the ability to walk and can only lie in bed all day]

[In the sixteenth year of time travel, you are 22 years old, and Xu Moli is 16 years old]

[Your pressure has reached the limit. You seem to be obsessed and search everywhere for ways to save your sister]

[Finally, before your sister's life came to an end, you found a description of your sister's illness in an ancient book from overseas]

[Heaven's Disaster]

[Ancient books record that only those with spiritual roots can practice, which is a well-known common sense in the world of immortal cultivation. However, among the mortals whose number is too large to be accurately measured, there are always one or two special ones who can absorb spiritual energy without spiritual roots]

[But spiritual roots are the foundation of immortal cultivation. Without spiritual roots to assist in cultivation, the mortal body will be harmful after absorbing a large amount of spiritual energy]

[Therefore, this situation is called Heaven's Disaster, which means a disaster sent by heaven]

[Your sister Xu Moli is in this situation]

[The spiritual energy of the Tianjian Sect is abundant, which makes her Heaven's Disaster come early. After you learned this, your heart was stagnant for a long time]