Life With You

Song Xi returned after turning on the light. Shen Zhaoyi's eyes on the hospital bed had not left her the whole time, as if she was afraid that she would disappear suddenly in the blink of an eye.

There was a chair next to the bed, and Song Xi didn’t sit, because Ji Minying had sat, she stood more than one meter away from Shen Zhaoyi, looked at him calmly, and asked softly: “How are you feeling? Is it better? ?"

Shen Zhaoyi stared at her intently, and when he watched, his eyes suddenly turned red.

The bottom of Song Xi's heart was also sour for an instant, but she didn't look away, she just adjusted her breathing secretly. After a few seconds, she said: "I just came back from my dad and he told me... I'm sorry, at that time I didn't know anything, and I didn't help."

Song Xi didn't blame Shen Zhaoyi. After all, it was his relatives. What could she do if she left her alone?

Shen Zhaoyi's eyes became redder and red. He stared at Song Xi's face. After a long while, he replied: "You're right, I should say sorry to you."

Song Xi said, "It's all over, just come back."

Shen Zhaoyi broke through a hole in his heart, and even the pain was empty. Looking at Song Xi's relieved face, he would rather her lose her temper than she would lose control, and would rather she scold him to blame him. It's better than now. …

"Xi'er, I just learned about your dad, I'm sorry... let you face it alone."

Song Xi shed too many tears at Song Yuanqing, but she didn't want to cry now. She looked calm and replied as usual: "It's okay."

When the voice fell, Shen Zhaoyi's eyes were clearly tingling.

Song Xi explained: "I didn't say anything angry, it really doesn't matter."

After a pause, she added: "I am really happy if you can come back."

A tear rolled down Shen Zhaoyi's left eye, and his eyes were filled with too much helplessness and sadness, with a very low voice, depressingly: "Did I miss it?"

Song Xi was still surprised before, why she didn't feel too much heartache, she thought she was hard-hearted, until this sentence... It turns out that she doesn't hurt, but she didn't get hurt.

Unconsciously look away, Song Xiru Kun is in his throat.

Shen Zhaoyi watched Song Xi quietly. From the time she entered the door to the present, she had to touch his hand except when pulling out the needle. After that, she kept a certain distance from him, like a boundary deliberately maintained. .

I have seen how she once loved him, so Shen Zhaoyi can clearly judge at this moment that she doesn't seem to love him anymore.

The soreness in Song Xi's heart gradually turned into pain, more and more painful, so painful that she did not open her mouth for a while.

Finally, Shen Zhaoyi took the initiative to speak, and said softly: "Mengmeng said that you made a boyfriend, how is he treating you?"

Shen Zhaoyi's voice is still so nice, always gentle and gentle, and with care, Song Xi raised his head, without exception, saw the tears sliding down his eyes.

She said aloud: "I don't have a boyfriend, she is deliberately angry with you."

Shen Zhaoyi looked at Song Xi, his sad and desperate eyes immediately shone, as if a desperate person saw hope, but then, Song Xi beat him back to his original shape with a word.

She said softly, "But I don't like you as much as I used to."

Shen Zhaoyi knew that, but when this moment came, he still turned pale, as if he had been drained of all blood.

After Song Xi said this, she hardly dared to look at Shen Zhaoyi’s face, her eyes drooping slightly, she was like a child who had done something wrong, and said to herself: "I am the one who should say sorry. No matter quarrels or misunderstandings, I will always believe in you. You don’t need to feel sorry. If I were you, I wouldn’t care about my family, you did nothing wrong."

Song Xi is not a hypocritical person. Compared to Shen Zhaoyi's injury to her back then, she cares more about why she didn't know earlier, failed to help him, forced him to make a choice, and forced him to leave his hometown. , Forcing him to take his life to gamble.

Although her love is important, it is not as important as a human life. What's more, it is Shen Zhaoyi's life.

Song Xi really felt that she was not doing well enough.

Shen Zhaoyi saw the tears falling on her face and wanted to reach out to help her wipe it off, but she was standing in a position out of his reach. He was distressed, but he still picked up the tissue on the table and handed it to her. .

Song Xi is not afraid of others coming hard, she is most afraid of others facing her with a soft side.

The moment he took the tissue, tears poured out uncontrollably, and Song Xi covered his eyes with the tissue, silently crying.

Soon, Shen Zhaoyi's voice came in his ear, and he whispered: "I'm fine, isn't this coming back? The original decision was made by myself, and no one forced me."

Song Xi had a lot to say, but she couldn't say a word, but Shen Zhao was easy to understand.

He couldn't reincarnate again, because this time would definitely not have time to meet Song Xi in this life, so he made a desperate bet, took his life to the game, and before buying up, he thought it was just a matter of life and death. Now he is alive. Suddenly, he realized that he had missed the heart.

"Xi'er." Shen Zhaoyi called softly.

Song Xi raised her head, her beautiful apricot eyes swelled into two walnuts.

He looked at her with sadness in his eyes, but there was a layer of light above the sadness, his lips opened, and he asked aloud: "Can you give me another chance? We should have all the past things gone, you say If you don’t like me that much before, then I will start chasing you again. Don’t refuse me right away. Let’s give each other another chance, okay?"

Song Xi stood there, silent.

Shen Zhaoyi looked straight at her, and almost imploringly added: "If the result still doesn't work, be a friend if you want to be a friend. If you don't want to see me again, I won't bother you anymore."

His voice is getting lower and lower, lower and lower, humble into the dust.

Song Xi's numb heart twitched almost like a dying struggle. She thought of George Sheng. George Sheng had his white moonlight in his heart, and she would only mock her whether she had Stockholm syndrome or not. Like him?

Shen Zhaoyi didn't cheat her, and hurt her as a last resort. She loved him very much before, and she planned to let it go because of despair.

Wrong, all wrong, she let go of what she should have loved, what she should not love.

At this moment, Song Xi didn’t know whether she was weighing the pros and cons, or was analysing rationally. Love is not an arithmetic problem. She should judge by intuition, but after all, she is not a child anymore, and she has also passed the stage of love at first sight, the adult world. To calculate the cost.

After a long silence, Song Xi replied: "A Yi, let's try harder."

Her voice fell, and the ashes in Shen Zhaoyi's eyes instantly rekindled. At the same time, Song Xi finally let go of her obsession with George Sheng.

George Sheng has someone he likes. Why should she bother herself?