Lin Shilang Gu

"It's alright, Mom is here."

Ran Qingqing was distressed, she was called by Lin Yuewei, and Lin Yuewei briefly explained the situation to her on the phone. Lin Yuewei didn't know the details of some things, but it was enough to explain the ins and outs.

Gu Yanqiu stayed in Ran Qingqing's arms for a while, feeling a little embarrassed. Looking at Lin Yuewei, Lin Yuewei said "I didn't see it, you continue."

She couldn't go on anyway.

Gu Yanqiu took two steps back, looked at Gu Feiquan, who was anxious but kept silent in the shadow of the lamp when he sat down, and slowly walked towards him. Lin Yuewei took a step forward subconsciously, and then took it back.

She glanced at Ran Qingqing, and Ran Qingqing shook her head at her.

The family's affairs always have to be solved by themselves, and they are not easy to intervene.

Gu Feiquan's eyes were black and blue, and he looked up at Gu Yanqiu who was walking over. Either he didn't want to stand up, he was just too tired and couldn't move.

Gu Yanqiu put his hand lightly on top of his hair and whispered, "Brother."

Gu Feiquan let out a low whimper in his throat.

Gu Yanqiu sat down beside him, hugged his head, rested his chin on the Xuan'er above his head, and said, "We are both children who should not have come into this world."

Gu Feiquan's body trembled slightly.

"But we still have each other, you still have me." Gu Yanqiu touched his hair and said again.

The most innocent people involved in the grievances and grievances of the previous generation will always be the next generation. The two of them have done nothing wrong. The things in this world are not "reasonable" and "should" can be clearly explained.

Gu Feiquan couldn't hold it any longer and burst into tears on her shoulders.

After the emotions of the brothers and sisters eased, Lin Yuewei set up a box near the hospital restaurant. First, he needed to replenish his energy after staying up all night. Second, he discussed the next things. The discussion was mainly between Gu Feiquan and Gu Yanqiu. Watching with Ran Qingqing, occasionally put forward one or two points of view.

Gu Yanqiu told Gu Feiquan everything Gu Huai said, Gu Feiquan raised his eyebrows with joy, but for a moment, he quickly fell down: "Does this work? Even if Aunt Shen didn't do it on purpose, she did lie to my mother and hurt her. gave birth to me."

Gu Yanqiu also had a sad face, and sighed faintly.

Lin Yuewei always felt that there was something strange and bit his ear with Ran Qingqing.

"Mom, why do I feel a bit like love and hate?"

"Me too." Ran Qingqing's eyes were complicated.

"I'm not talking about love of love."

"That's not what I said."

"..."

Whether it's love or not, He Songjun must have liked Shen Huaiyu back then, otherwise he wouldn't have been deceived so easily. It should have been because the other party gave her a sense of trust and made her believe in an ethereal promise, so that in the end Shen Huaiyu gave birth to Child, deceit and betrayal combined, she hated for so many years.

There is no way to solve this situation. Shen Huaiyu is already dead. If she is alive, the two of them will have a face-to-face talk. Shen Huaiyu will kneel or apologize, so that He Songjun has a way to vent. Now that there is no one, she can Who to vent to.

Gu Feiquan was worried about this.

The dead horse was used as a living horse doctor, and he went to see He Songjun again the next day. The detention center is not a good place. He Songjun squatted here for a day and a night. His originally plump face was emaciated and gaunt to the naked eye. He had dark circles under his eyes and sunken eye sockets. He looked at Gu Feiquan with gloomy eyes.

Gu Feiquan was not used to this kind of He Songjun. He didn't get to the point, he said, "Mom, I drank some porridge this morning, but I couldn't eat it at all. I felt sick, and then I vomited all of it."

He Songjun's expression really loosened, his face was no longer gloomy, and he returned to the little woman Gu Feiquan was used to seeing.

He Songjun said in a hoarse voice, "Eat well."

"Hey." Gu Feiquan responded, and his eyes became wet, "Mom, how can I eat like this."

He Songjun was even more moved, and said softly: "Mom is like this, you should live your life better, just don't have my mother."

Gu Feiquan said, "But you haven't seen me get married and have children."

He Songjun raised his head, looked at the ceiling, and said nothing.

Gu Feiquan said, "I definitely want to save you. I went to the Gu family's father and daughter yesterday..."

The handcuffs clattered for a while, and Gu Feiquan panicked for a while, and hurriedly said in advance to comfort her: "Mom, don't get excited yet, I haven't finished speaking yet, listen to me before you break out."

He Songjun gave him a stern look.

Gu Feiquan admitted that he was untenable, but he still said bravely, "Luo Yu didn't deliberately deceive you back then. She likes women, and she doesn't like Gu Huai at all..."

He Songjun showed an unbelievable look.

Gu Feiquan felt hopeful, and continued: "So she said at that time that she would not have children with Gu Huai, it was true, she also planned to divorce Gu Huai soon after marriage, but she got drunk by accident. There was Gu Yanqiu unexpectedly. She originally wanted to abort the child, but Gu Huai disagreed and said that she made her own decision and would never admit our mother and son. She failed us first, and did not want to fail Gu Huai again, so she gave birth to Gu Yanqiu. After coming down, she has been living in remorse for the rest of her life, she—"

He Songjun cut off his voice, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he sneered: "Drunk?"

Gu Feiquan moved his throat awkwardly and said, "Yes."

He Songjun suddenly raised his head and laughed. It was either a mocking or self-deprecating laugh, or a normal laugh, but Gu Feiquan was horrified.

He Songjun stopped laughing abruptly, and raised one corner of his lips indifferently: "No wonder when I questioned her, she faltered, refused to tell me the truth, and only apologized to me. Drunk? Thanks to her for doing it."

No matter if Gu Feiquan had a filter, he wouldn't think that Shen Huaiyu did the right thing, but the most important thing is to get rid of He Songjun. He stammered and said, "But at least it means that she didn't deliberately deceive you, right?"

He Songjun sighed and asked, "Is there a difference?"

Gu Feiquan was speechless.

The results have already been made, and it is too late to say that.

He Songjun looked back at him with unshakable eyes, and said with pity: "Don't worry about my son, your mother's life has been ruined, and she is lingering everywhere. After you go back, you should eat, drink, and don't. Don't miss me anymore."

Gu Feiquan looked at her pleadingly: "Mom..."

The corner of He Songjun's mouth pursed slightly, as if thinking about something, and after a while, he said, "The daughter of the Gu family, I know you like her, if you really want to have a younger sister, Mom will not object, you can just live a good life outside. "

He Songjun squatted here, thought a lot, and reflected a lot. Let the grievances stop here. Thirty years, how many thirty years in life? After the earth, the younger generation has the life of the younger generation, and it should not be imposed on them.

"Also," He Songjun looked at Gu Feiquan and said, "Mom wants to say sorry to you. When you were young, your mother forced you to hate the Gu family and provoked you. It's your mother's fault. You are right, there are many things. I'm not doing it for your own good, it's for my own sake, I'm very incompetent as a mother."

He Songjun looked up at the camera of the monitor, the police officer on the monitor side pressed down, and two detectives opened the door and came in and took He Songjun away.

***

After Gu Feiquan came out, he shook his head at Gu Yanqiu, and Gu Yanqiu sighed lightly.

She almost died, and she should have hated He Songjun, but after knowing everything, she couldn't hate it. Hateful people also have pity. If her mother made a mistake first, He Songjun would not have been on board for more than 30 years. To the point of being so paranoid now.

Somewhat causal meaning.

If He Songjun could abandon the past and live a good life, Gu Yanqiu would naturally bless her and even help her. But now, he is in a dead end, like a big closed iron cage with no windows and only a big iron door. He Songjun is hiding in a dark corner. The only person with the key passed away more than a year ago. .

"I think she may be heartbroken, so she is more suitable to become a monk." Lin Yuewei was delayed in Yanning for two days because of Gu Yanqiu's accident, but it could not be delayed indefinitely. Her crew was still waiting for her to start filming. Flying to the crew last night. Now that the day's shooting is over, after taking a shower, I sit on the bed and make a video with Gu Yanqiu.

"Why are you talking nonsense?" Gu Yanqiu laughed for a while.

"I'm not talking nonsense," Lin Yuewei explained to her seriously, "Do you know why she has lived so miserably in the past 30 years? Is there anything wrong with her? I didn't give it to your mother just because you were my wife. The meaning of whitewashing. First of all, she thought she could use the child to tie Gu Huai. If she is determined, your mother will say whether she should destroy the flower or destroy it. This is wrong. If it was me, I would not only Aborted the child, I also kicked out your mother, I broke up and you still let me keep the child, what is your motive? What does it matter to me if you can't give birth to a child, am I a surrogate or a free womb?"

Gu Yanqiu: "..." Thinking about it carefully, Lin Yuewei's words are not rude, and they are not nonsense.

Lin Yuewei: "After your mother had you, she hid her hatred in her heart. She didn't react at all except for breaking up the relationship, and she continued to accept the generous material conditions provided by the Gu family. Your father knew that after He Songjun gave birth to a child, the money he gave There are many, let alone raising a child, it is more than enough to raise a little fresh meat. Or, have a little bit of backbone, take the child to stay away from this evil couple...then what kind of couple stay away, completely stop the loss, and then have the backbone A little bit, or a little extreme, you took revenge at that time, why wait until today? She didn't, after all, she was cowardly. two."

Gu Yanqiu opened his mouth and said, "I think..."

Lin Yuewei has a straight temperament, and she hates to be sloppy when looking at things. In her opinion, none of the older generation is innocent, and the mistakes are not small.

She now hopes that Gu Yanqiu can completely ignore this matter and live her own life well, but there is no way, Gu Yanqiu is kind, there are still her family there, so she can't ignore it.

She raised her eyebrows: "What do you think?"

Gu Yanqiu glanced at her and said slowly, "I think you're right."

Lin Yuewei smiled suddenly, leaned forward slightly, and said in a low voice, "Baby, you are too cute."

Gu Yanqiu said "uh" and continued to speak slowly in a sloth's pace: "I know I'm cute, you don't need to stress."

Lin Yuewei laughed.

Gu Yanqiu resumed his normal speech and said, "Then what did you just say about becoming a monk?"

"That's what you understand. Buy her two Buddhist scriptures, either Taoism or Christ. Letting her cultivate her mind is just a horn. You say it doesn't make sense. You can only let her put it down slowly with time. Like this. There is nothing to do in prison, and chanting is the best."

"..."

"I'm serious, I'm not joking." Lin Yuewei emphasized.

"I know." Gu Yanqiu still felt a little unusual, "But..."

Lin Yuewei spread his hands and said, "Do you have any other way?"

Gu Yanqiu shook his head honestly: "No."

Lin Yuewei said, "Well then, you can tell Gu Feiquan my idea and let him make a decision. I've asked a lawyer, abetting attempted murder, and sentenced to ten years. There's nothing to let go of."

Gu Yanqiu wanted to say that her mother had been reading the scriptures for more than 20 years, but she couldn't put it down. In the end, he swallowed the sentence.

Gu Feiquan actually seriously thought about this proposal.

Gu Feiquan frowned and said, "I'll send her two sutras next time? It's usually better for beginners to read the sutras first? Will they not understand?"

Gu Yanqiu: "..."

***

Two days later, He Songjun was informed that someone was visiting. She thought it was Gu Feiquan. After entering the room, she saw the man sitting across from him, and turned around and left.

"Song Jun!" Gu Huai stopped her.

He Songjun: "Officer, I want to go back."

Gu Huai: "I have something to tell you."

The detective looked between the two, and He Songjun said, "Forget the police officer, I'll have a chat with him."

He Songjun didn't have a good face towards Gu Huai. He was an accomplice, his face was torn horizontally and vertically.

"Come and see you."

"Stop being hypocritical." He Songjun sneered.

"Just say what you want to say. I'm listening. I haven't listened to you for so many years." Gu Huai said slowly.

"What are you playing now? Are you still thinking about that bitch's last wish, come to give your noble compassion? I don't need it!"

After hearing He Songjun's address to Shen Huaiyu, Gu Huai frowned, the blue veins on his forehead jumped, and he didn't make a sound.

He Songjun sneered: "What? Feeling distressed? You feel distressed when I say something to her. Where were you when I was in pain in the delivery room?"

Gu Huai lowered his head: "...I'm sorry."

He Songjun: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, do you people who take care of the family only say this? Luo Yu said sorry to me, and you also said sorry to me. If I'm sorry, if it's useful, will I be imprisoned here? I heard these three The words are disgusting."

Gu Huai said to herself, "I'm sorry."

He Songjun said angrily, "Did I say I didn't want to hear you?"

Gu Huai still said, "I'm sorry."

Sorry, I am pregnant.

I'm sorry, Gu Huai doesn't want to divorce.

Sorry, what I promised you may not be possible.

Sorry, I didn't expect things to turn out this way.

I'm sorry, how else can I compensate you?

I'm sorry, you can do whatever you want to me, are you killing me? I can give you a word.

I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, a series of sorry, like a nightmare of reincarnation, pulling He Songjun back to those days again.

Shen Huaiyu hadn't been here for a while, He Songjun was worried if something happened to her, and Xiao Gu Feiquan was crying and clamoring to find his aunt. He Songjun waited anxiously while coaxing his son. She couldn't go to Gu's house. It was a wealthy area, and she couldn't wait at the gate of the community.

A month later, Shen Huaiyu knocked on her door.

After closing the door, He Songjun pulled her up and down to check, and finally heaved a sigh of relief: "You scared me to death, what happened?"

Shen Huaiyu seemed to be unable to lift her head under her gaze, and after a long time, she said in a very low voice, "I'm sorry, I'm pregnant."

He Songjun thought he heard it wrong: "What did you say?"

Shen Huaiyu repeated it, and He Songjun swayed violently and fell into the sofa. She didn't rush to ask loudly, but asked in a soft voice, "Aren't you unable to give birth? What's the matter?"

Shen Huaiyu glanced at her and hesitated: "I..."

He Songjun suddenly became violent and slapped her hard: "Didn't you say you wouldn't have children with him?"

Shen Huaiyu said, "I'm sorry."

Xiao Gu Feiquan was so frightened that he burst into tears, stretched out a small hand like a lotus root to Shen Huaiyu, Shen Huaiyu hugged him, He Songjun shouted "Go away", carried Xiao Gu Feiquan to the bedroom, and closed the door.

How many times she apologized that day, He Songjun can't remember. After that, Shen Huaiyu came again several times. He Songjun sometimes saw her, sometimes closed the door to thank guests, and then gradually showed her pregnancy. , She is very thin, and when the wind blows, she falls down, and her belly is so big that she can't hold it, and she looks terrified.

Shen Huaiyu would sometimes vomit when she was talking to her. He Songjun remembered how she took care of her in the past. Even if it was hypocritical, she was the best person in the world who had ever treated her. She brought tea and water to her and gently stroked her back.

Shen Huaiyu was frail, her face was often pale because of the torture of pregnancy, and she could have miscarriage by gently pushing her to the ground. He Songjun had such vicious thoughts, but finally gave up, and regarded her as repaying the love she had been with him for two years.

Shen Huaiyu probably had such an idea herself, she had failed He Songjun's mother and son, irreparably, and couldn't face the man who loved her deeply. She felt extremely guilty, so she handed over the choice to He Songjun.

After Gu Yanqiu was born safely, He Songjun moved to a new house and cut off his relationship with Shen Huaiyu. He refused to see her again and chose to hate her wholeheartedly.

She wanted an explanation, but she always felt that Shen Huaiyu owed her an explanation. Shen Huaiyu had said all her apologies in the world, but she didn't know that this was not what she wanted.

***

"Enough!" He Songjun broke free from his memory, his chest heaving violently, and shouted loudly.

Gu Huai closed her mouth.

He Songjun was panting heavily, a thin layer of sweat on his forehead.

He Songjun swallowed and Gu Huai said to the surveillance camera, "Can I get her a glass of water?"

Two glasses of water were brought in from outside, and Gu Huai was given a cup thoughtfully. Gu Huai nodded and said, "Thank you."

He Songjun took a sip from the water glass with his handcuffed hands, took a sip, and closed his eyes: "How... how did she die?"

"what?"

"I heard that he died of illness." He Songjun opened his eyes and looked at Gu Huai.

This retrospective Huai understood, he nodded and said, "It was the death of illness."

"Suddenly." He Songjun looked down at the water glass in front of him and said, "Although she is a little weak, hasn't she been nursed back to the same level over the years? Is it a problem left when she gave birth? When Gu Yanqiu was in her belly It was very noisy."

"No." Gu Huai hesitated for a while, and told her the truth, "She... her ex-girlfriend died in a car accident. She was depressed and became ill, her health was very bad, and she died in depression."

"She has been married to you for so long, and she has been thinking of others? In the end, she sacrificed herself for others?" He Songjun asked sarcastically.

"……Yes."

He Songjun lowered his head and smiled incomprehensibly, not letting Gu Huai see her expression.

Gu Huai said something again, and He Songjun listened calmly. He never had another episode during the whole process. After the visit, he was taken back by the criminal police.

three days later.

Lin Yuewei videotaped with Gu Yanqiu again, Gu Yanqiu looked at her with a strange expression, with a hint of exploration. Lin Yuewei touched his face and asked, "Is there anything on my face?"

"No." Gu Yanqiu still had the same expression, holding his chin and asked, "Are you a demigod?"

Lin Yuewei: "Huh?"

Gu Yanqiu answered her question: "Didn't you ask Gu Feiquan to send Buddhist scriptures to his mother before? He hasn't said it yet. He Songjun took the initiative to bring it up. Do you think it's miraculous?"

Lin Yuewei applauded herself: "It's amazing." But she also had doubts, "He Songjun has lost his way?"

Gu Yanqiu said, "I don't know. I heard from Gu Feiquan that his mother has calmed down a lot and is no longer hysterical. She met with the lawyer and had a very good attitude. Anyway, it's quite abnormal, and it's very different from before."

Lin Yuewei said worriedly: "It wouldn't be intentional, I'll make a fool of myself after it comes out."

Gu Yanqiu laughed at her unfounded worries: "No, how old is she, and if she spends a few more years in prison, she may not know what she will look like outside. Is it pretentious or not, I will know in the past few years."

"Better." Lin Yuewei hummed slightly, showing no sympathy for He Songjun.

"This matter has been satisfactorily resolved, so you don't have to worry about it." Gu Yanqiu said. Lin Yuewei has been filming in the crew for the past few days. Naturally, she can't rest assured. The psychological shadow of the last time has not dissipated. Every day when she is free, she asks her where she is and what happened, but she has no time to ask. Just let Wang Yuanyuan ask, in short, report her itinerary from time to time.

"Don't worry, I'm worried, are the bodyguards following?" Lin Yue gave her a sideways glance.

"Follow me." Gu Yanqiu raised his hand and swore, "I always stand guard at the door at work, all the little brothers in black suits, jumping at 185."

Lin Yuewei frowned immediately when he heard the words, and said, "What little brother and little sister, you are not allowed to call it that, who taught you?"

Gu Yanqiu said, "I learned it online myself."

Lin Yuewei said, "You can't call."

Gu Yanqiu's aggrieved face: "I just called in front of you, I didn't call in front of others."

Lin Yuewei said: "I was wrong, you quickly take your mouth back to me, and I will kiss you again."

Gu Yanqiu is very skinny now: "Come and kiss."

He made Lin Yuewei feel itchy, but he didn't put out the fire in the end.

Lin Yue gritted his teeth and said, "Did you do it on purpose?"

Gu Yanqiu said calmly, "Yes, yes."

Lin Yuewei said, "You wait for me." She changed her mind and smiled brightly, "When are you coming to visit my class?"

Gu Yanqiu said, "Next next weekend? I'm still picking a date."

Lin Yuewei smiled even more: "Okay."

Gu Yanqiu looked at her bright and exaggerated smile, and suddenly remembered a bad thing: she and Lin Yuewei agreed on Saturday, and 246 belonged to Lin Yuewei according to the agreement, and it was a mistake.

I have to say that Lin Yuewei still has a lot of thoughts. At that time, she planned ahead to this day. She has been in the crew for a long time. Gu Yanqiu can only choose the flight on Friday and Saturday, and she has to rush back on Sunday. Those who can exercise There was only Saturday, and she had given it early.

However, the plans always fail to keep up with the changes. Lin Yuewei was preempted in his own days, lost his head, and was pushed to the ground in a daze not once or twice. In the next few weekends, it is not known who will kill the deer. .

Day by day, Lin Yuewei joined the crew, Gu Yanqiu and Schrödinger lived alone in an empty villa, Ran Qingqing invited her to live in Lin's house in a timely manner and spread her overflowing maternal love.

Gu Yanqiu took the cat to Lin's house, and as soon as he entered the door, he shouted, "Mom."

Ran Qingqing's expression was immediately as beautiful as if she was about to become an immortal. She couldn't stand it for a while before she greeted him with a smile on her face, and changed her name to Gu Yanqiu without authorization: "Qiuqiu is here."

Gu Yanqiu, who was in Qiuqiu Benqiu, froze and accepted it calmly.

"Qiuqiu, what do you want for breakfast tomorrow?"

"Qiuqiu, what are you going to have for lunch tomorrow? The company order takeout? Takeout is not healthy, I'll make you a bento, what do you want to eat? I'll buy it now, don't be polite to my mother, Lin Yuewei never knew what it was. polite."

"Qiuqiu, are you off work? Mom made soup for you, Codonopsis black chicken soup. It's been a whole day. I just tasted it. It's very delicious. What? There's a party at night? It's okay, come back and drink it again. , I'll keep you warm."

"Qiuqiu, are you tired from work? You're still working at such a late hour. Mom will make you supper. How can you not eat supper? You're not Lin Yuewei, so you don't need to lose weight. Don't talk about it anymore, I'm now. Just do it, how about the dumplings? Hand-wrapped, the stuffing you like, make sure it's delicious."

"Qiuqiu, you have to manage two companies now. You're exhausted, but you have to make up for it. This is a recipe I found specially... You only drank half a bowl of soup, so it's not nutritious enough. Drink a bowl, and you can work well if you keep up with the nutrition."

"Qiuqiu..."

"Qiuqiu..."

A month later, Lin Yuewei looked at Gu Yanqiu in the video and said, dumbfounded, "Baby, why have you gained so much weight?"

Gu Yanqiu had no expression on his face, silently picked up Schrödinger, who was lying on the side of the body, raised its two claws, and showed her Schrödinger's chubby belly and his face so squeezed that he couldn't see his facial features.

Lin Yuewei was also silent for a long time, slapped his mouth, and went back dryly to make up: "It's good to be fat, you're lucky."