Long Wind Crossing

    In fact, on the way here, he was sulking for ten days. He thought he could show his face when he saw someone, but the moment he saw Liu Yuru, he suddenly felt that there was nothing more gratifying than this.

    If you like someone, when you see each other, you feel that everything is fine and you can forgive everything.

    It's just that this happiness doesn't last long, and it's defeated in the eyes of the other party.

    In fact, he also knew that Ye Shian was in a dangerous situation now, and it was normal for her to worry, so he kept restraining himself. But there is always a bit of discomfort in her heart, perhaps because of the familiarity in her tone, or because he knows many things in the past.

    For example, he knew that Liu Yuru's handwriting was similar to Ye Shian's, and for example, he knew that Liu Yuru's brushstrokes were similar to Ye Shian's, or when he saw Liu Yuru and Ye Shian standing together, that peaceful The quiet appearance is the same.

    This is Ye Shian's mark in Liu Yuru's life. She spent so many years imitating and getting close to this person, and she married him within a thin line. In general terms, the gap between him and Ye Shian in Liu Yuru's heart may not be just a few years, but the gap between responsibility and emotion.

    He looked at Liu Yuru and looked at Ye Shian, and even felt depressed for a moment, Liu Yuru might never look at him like this in his whole life.

    But he couldn't say these thoughts, he could only restrain himself, sit quietly beside Liu Yuru, let her sleep on her back, and wait for Ye Shian to wake up.

    When it was dawn, Ye Shian woke up in a daze, Liu Yuru woke up as soon as he made a sound, she hurried to Ye Shian's side, anxiously said: "Brother Ye, can you still it is good?"

    Ye Shian opened his eyes blankly, and after a long time, he said hoarsely: "Water."

    Gu Jiusi walked to the side and poured a glass of water for Ye Shian. He helped Ye Shian up and fed Ye Shian water. Liu Yuru went outside and called a doctor. The doctor came over and gave Ye Shian a new After further diagnosis and treatment, he said, "It's not a big problem, just take the medicine every day with the previous prescription."

    On hearing this, Liu Yuru breathed a sigh of relief, her tense nerves suddenly loosened, she couldn't help but took two steps back, Gu Jiusi raised her hand to support her, Ye Shian saw this and was busy Said: "Is Yuru tired, hurry up and rest?"

    "It's okay," Liu Yuru shook her head, but said, "I'll go see Yun'er."

    However, Gu Jiusi grabbed her, Liu Yuru looked back at Gu Jiusi, Gu Jiusi lowered her eyes, and her expression was flat: "Ye Yun is fine, wake up and I'll let someone call you, you go back to rest first ."

    Liu Yuru was a little dizzy, she was still a little uneasy, but she also understood that Gu Jiusi was right, she was about to nod, but Gu Jiusi thought she was still going to be stubborn, and went forward without saying a word In one step, the person is directly carried on the shoulder.

    Liu Yuru screamed in surprise, Ye Shian and the others were also stunned, Liu Yuru was carried out of the room by him, only then did he react, and blushed: "What are you doing? Put me down!"

    Gu Jiusi pursed his lips and did not speak. He just walked out quickly, kicked the door open, threw the person on the bed, and then turned over to lock the door.

    Liu Yuru was frightened a little silly by this series of actions, Gu Jiusi did not speak, took off his coat and walked to the bed, half kneeling in front of the bed, grabbed Liu Yuru's feet, and took off her shoes for her.

    Then he got on the bed, took off the bed curtain, and turned to look at Liu Yuru, who was sitting on the side.

    Although it is still blue sky and daylight, as soon as the curtain of the bed falls, the whole light is dimmed, and the temperature of the two people in this narrow space is also a little high.

    Gu Jiusi looked at Liu Yuru quietly, Liu Yuru knew that Gu Jiusi was unhappy, she said cautiously: "Are you unhappy? If you are unhappy, tell me, if I am wrong , I will change."

    Gu Jiusi did not speak, he lay down, turned his back to Liu Yuru, and said lightly; "Sleep."

    Liu Yuru looked at his back and knew that he was very unhappy. She was lying on the bed, clearly knowing that Gu Jiusi was not asleep. Gu Jiusi turned his back to her, looked at the bed curtain, and kept his eyes open.

    He didn't know what he was waiting for, he just waited so eagerly.

    Liu Yuru looked at the top of the bed, she was actually very tired.

    In the past ten days, she has been chasing, running around, and running for her life. Last night, Ye Shian's life and death were on the line, her nerves were tense, and she was extremely sleepy. But now Gu Jiusi is unhappy, and she is also worried. She is thinking about the reason why Gu Jiusi is unhappy, but exhaustion makes it difficult for her to think.

    Gu Jiusi noticed that she was not sleeping, and knew that he was hanging on her, he felt a little more distressed, he gritted his teeth, turned around, took the person into his arms, and kissed him fiercely , said coldly: "Go to sleep first, this one will wake up before arguing with you."

    Liu Yuru couldn't help laughing when she heard this. She didn't know what to do, and her heart suddenly relaxed a lot. Being held by this person, he fell asleep in a daze.

    And Gu Jiusi hugged Liu Yuru, he suddenly knew why lovers like this posture, this posture has a magical power, no matter how uncomfortable, angry, and wronged, it can be silently soothed.

    He also hadn't slept well for a long time. He felt Liu Yuru's breathing, and he couldn't help but fell asleep in a daze.

    It was already afternoon when the two woke up. Liu Yuru opened her eyes and found that she was still leaning against Gu Jiusi's arms. She felt much better, so she quietly looked at Gu Jiusi.

    I haven't seen each other for a few months, Gu Jiusi is obviously thin, with a youthful appearance on his face, and cyan stubble on his chin, looking a little haggard.

    But still good looking.

    Liu Yuru looked at his eyebrows and couldn't look away for a while. She lay in his arms, feeling that everything around her was far away. She began to seriously ponder Gu Jiusi's thoughts, why was he angry?

    Because she takes care of Ye Shian?

    Ye Shian was seriously injured last night, isn't it normal for her to worry? Ye Shian rescued them over and over again, and Gu Jiusi shouldn't be such a stingy person.

    Besides, Ye Shian also saved Gu Langhua, so they should be grateful.

    But she is not just grateful to Ye Shian. For her, Ye Shian is a friend and a brother. This is beyond gratitude. Gu Jiusi is afraid to notice that he has always been so keen. In addition, she and Ye Shian also had a marriage contract before. Gu Jiusi didn't like it. This is also a human being. commonplace.

    She slowly understood Gu Jiusi's meaning in her heart and couldn't help but smile, she put her head on Gu Jiusi's chest, this action made Gu Jiusi wake up, he saw Liu Yuru snuggling on his chest, his heart warmed Nuan, subconsciously wanted to lift her hair, but froze halfway, sobered up a lot.

    He stern face again, withdrew his hand, lifted the curtain of the bed, stood up, and went to the table to drink water.

    He was drinking water, and he wondered if Liu Yuru wanted to drink water. He wanted to hand Liu Yuru a glass of water, but he couldn't keep his face down. Fortunately, Liu Yuru rolled up the bed curtain and walked off the bed. .

    Gu Jiusi saw her approaching, but did not speak. He walked to the water basin and splashed water on his face. After splashing, he looked up and saw the handkerchief Liu Yuru handed him. .

    He paused, then chose to wipe his face with his sleeve and turned away.

    He looked around the room, and finally chose to run to the edge of the case, sat down and started to read the unfinished documents.

    Liu Yuru knew that he was upset and didn't speak. After getting dressed and washing up, she walked to Gu Jiusi's side.

    She first leaned on Gu Jiusi's shoulder, Gu Jiusi paused the pen in his hand, then pretended she didn't exist and ignored her. Liu Yuru leaned for a while, and seeing that Gu Jiusi didn't respond, after thinking about it, she stood up, turned behind him, and rubbed his shoulders.

    Gu Jiusi was so disturbed that she couldn't write, she raised her hand and pushed her away, and said in a low voice, "Don't fool me."

    "Langjun said something strange," Liu Yuru said with a smile, "I'll rub your shoulders for you, why am I fooling you?"

    Gu Jiusi was gloomy and said in a low voice, "I still need to approve documents."

    "Then I'll be less forceful, so I won't hinder you."

    Gu Jiusi pursed her lips, still unhappy, Liu Yuru thought about it, and finally said: "Since you think I'm disturbing you, that's all, I'll go see Brother Ye and Yuner first."

    Speaking, she stood up and walked out, Gu Jiusi squeezed the pen, and said behind her: "They said he's all right, what are you going to see?"

    "Langjun said something strange," Liu Yuru looked back at him with a full smile, "Even if there are no big things, there are small things, I have him in my heart, how can I not go."

    Liu Yuru turned around and took a step, smiled and said, "Lang Jun is working well, I'll go first."

    "Liu Yuru!"

    Gu Jiusi finally dropped his pen and shouted, "Stop for me!"

    Liu Yuru didn't stop when she heard this, but she walked even faster.

    Seeing that she really didn't stop, Gu Jiusi was stunned for a moment, then stood up quickly, chased Liu Yuru and rushed out, anxiously said: "Liu Yuru, come back to me! You are not allowed to go! "

    Speaking, he hurriedly chased to the corridor, and as soon as he turned the corner, he saw Liu Yuru standing on the edge of the corridor, waiting for him with a smile.

    She put on a fox fur cloak and held the heater in both hands. She seemed to have expected him to catch up, and said with a smile: "Don't you find me annoying?"

    Gu Jiusi didn't speak, he looked at Liu Yuru's smile, and suddenly realized that Liu Yuru actually knew what he was angry about. It's just that she thought about grinding his temper first, soothing him, and then coming in to talk to him as a retreat.

    She has always been a smart person, this method is good, and the effect is also there, but when she thinks about everything she wants, she is afraid that she is complacent, and Gu Jiusi is not happy. .

    Liu Yuru knew that he was thinking, so she smiled and did not speak, waiting for his next move, but she never thought that this person came to her in three steps and two steps. It was too fast and the momentum was too fierce. Before she had time to respond, she only said the word "you", and the other party held her head down and kissed her down.

    This is on the corridor, although the servants have already retreated, she also feels panic. She was so startled that she retreated again and again, but he forced her to move forward, pressing her head with one hand and supporting her waist with the other, and he didn't allow her to resist at all.

    For the first time, when she knew that Gu Jiusi was so strong, she couldn't tolerate anyone's rejection. My heart, which was always calm, finally became a little turbulent.

    When the kiss was over, she blushed so much that she didn't dare to open her eyes at all, her eyelashes trembled slightly, leaning against the post, she looked very loving.

    Gu Jiusi looked at her and felt a lot more at ease. He felt the people under his touch tremble slightly, and couldn't help laughing: "I will still be afraid, if you don't give me some more In response, I really want to treat you as a Bodhisattva."

    "You..." Liu Yuru opened her eyes with difficulty, not daring to look at him, looking at the courtyard, tremblingly, "You shouldn't be like this."

    She seemed to be a little weak in her legs, and her whole body was supported by his strength.

    However, she was still trying to pretend to be calm. Gu Jiusi looked at her and felt her body tighten. He couldn't help swallowing. In a moment, the suffocation before was swept away, He lowered his eyes, covered his expression, and said hoarsely, "It's my fault, go in."

    After he finished speaking, he slipped his hand down, took her hand, and whispered, "Is it going to hold you, or do you go by yourself?"

    "I...I'll go by myself."

    Liu Yuru said nervously, Gu Jiusi responded, but she did not embarrass her. The two walked in hand in hand, and an inexplicable embarrassment lingered around them.

    After entering the room, Gu Jiusi closed the door and removed the fox fur for Liu Yuru. Liu Yuru shrank, Gu Jiusi paused, and after a while, he said, "I just scared you. , it's mine, it's not."

    Liu Yuru did not speak, Gu Jiusi stepped forward and held her in his arms, his warmth made her slowly come over, she relaxed and whispered: "There is a long corridor, Lang Jun Menglang is gone."

    "Hmm."

    Gu Jiusi whispered, "It's me or not."

    Liu Yuru didn't speak. After the two hugged quietly for a while, Gu Jiusi noticed that she was relaxed, and then slowly said, "I'm just too angry."

      , I cherish it even more. I didn't take your emotions into consideration, it's my fault."

    Seeing that he was in a stable mood, Liu Yuru raised her hand, hugged him, and said softly, "Don't be angry."

    "Yuru," Gu Jiusi said calmly, "I'm not angry about this."

    Liu Yuru was stunned, she looked up at him, Gu Jiusi let go of her, his eyes fell on her, and calmly said: "I was thinking along the way, to you, what am I, what is he? What, you gave your life to save me because I am your husband, if I am not your husband, can you still give your life to save me?"

    Liu Yuru looked at Gu Jiusi, Gu Jiusi felt a little embarrassed to say these words, he turned his head and said hoarsely: "Is Ye Shian your husband, you are willing to sacrifice your life to save him, what about me? Yu You, you say you are a brother, a friend, an old friend, but this person, you give too much and do too much. I know your words are similar to his, I know your paintings are similar to his, I know You wanted to marry him in the past, I know you liked him in the past, I told myself it was all in the past, but what about now?"

    Gu Jiusi closed his eyes.

    He knew that he liked this, it was sweet and bitter, but since he liked Liu Yuru, it was the first time he felt bitter.

    He didn't have the temperament to hide things, and whispered: "Now, do you like him too? If you don't like him, how can you risk your life to save him?"

    Liu Yuru didn't speak. She looked at the young man in front of her and said this with her eyes closed. She felt a little flustered when he noticed that he was sad. She hurriedly said: "Jiusi, it doesn't matter whether I like him or not, you and I are already husband and wife..."

    "Why doesn't it matter?!" Gu Jiusi turned back suddenly, shouted loudly, and said loudly, "I like you, do you like him or not, why doesn't it matter?"

     When he said these words, Liu Yuru was stunned. His eyes are clear and clean, with the stubborn stubbornness of a young man in his eyes, and he seems to be asking for an answer no matter what.

    Liu Yuru looked at him. In fact, she knew that he liked her, but this was the first time he said such a thing. She thought that these words did not need to be said. I also felt that there was a silent joy that spread. However, this joy was mixed with a little unspeakable fear, she turned her head away, not daring to look at him, Gu Jiusi took a step forward, held her hand, and gritted her teeth: "Since it's been said today, let's make it clear. , in your heart, what is he? What am I? Do you like him?"

    Liu Yuru listened to him step by step, like a child, she didn't know why, but her heart suddenly calmed down.

    If he held his breath, she would not be able to, but she was not afraid of it. She looked at him quietly and said calmly, "What do you like when you say you like it?"

    "Dedicated it to this person with all my heart, and only this person will like me in my life." Gu Jiusi spoke seriously, Liu Yuru was silent for a while, and she slowly said: "If I like him, what will you do?"

    "If you like it," Gu Jiusi held her hand and trembled slightly. He heard this, and his heart hurt like a knife, but he still had to say it, he said hard, "If you like it He, he also likes you, I take it upon myself to fulfill you, and I will not entangle me too much, you are kind to my family, I have treated you as a benefactor so far, I will be good to you in this life, and take care of you comprehensively."

    "If he doesn't like you, I will guard you. When you meet someone you like again, I will still treat you well and protect you well.

    Liu Yuru heard what he said, and felt as if somewhere in her heart suddenly collapsed. His eyes were so serious that it made people feel that such a lifetime vow could be taken seriously. Liu Yuru stared at him and couldn't help but ask again, "What if I like you?"

    "If you like me," Gu Jiusi smiled reluctantly, "I will love you and love you all my life, I will treat you as my heart and my eyes, treat you as my life, and accompany you to grow old. When you are old, I will protect you forever."

    Hearing this, Liu Yuru couldn't help laughing: "Then if I like you or not, you have to protect me for the rest of my life. What difference does it make if I like you or not?"

    "This is also impossible," Gu Jiusi smiled bitterly, looking at the person in front of him who seemed to be very happy because of this, and said helplessly, "Do you like me or not, I like you, this is again any idea?"

    Liu Yuru was slightly taken aback.

    She has read many scriptures and listened to many plays, but in that play they vowed each other, but not a single sentence, it was so moving.

    If you like me or not, I like you, what can I do?

    Liu Yuru was heartbroken, she felt that this person clearly fell in her eyes, he was perfect and gentle, she almost blurted out the word "like", but when the words came to her, after all, she still swallowed.

    She is not an impulsive person, not in the past, not now, nor will she be in the future. She couldn't just blurt out those stupid words just because she was moved for a moment. So she raised her eyes to look at him, and he stared at her, not allowing her to escape, after a long time, Liu Yuru sighed softly: "Do you really want to speak so thoroughly?"

    "Really."

    "Okay."

    Liu Yuru smiled warmly: "I like you."

    Gu Jiusi didn't move, he knew she had something to say. He watched her sit down and poured herself some tea. She took a sip, and seemed to think for a long time before she said, "But I don't think you want my liking. Jiusi, in fact, I have always known you. What kind of feelings do you want, you want that person, and entrust you with all your heart and without reservation, but this is something I can't do in my life."

    "I've seen my mother, and I've seen too many women sad, I can promise you verbally, with all my heart, but I can't lie to you. I can only promise what I can do ," Liu Yuru looked up at him with a clear expression, "I can accompany you all my life, be nice to you, if you like me, I am willing to give you my heart. If you don't like me, I will also be your first lady. No day of betrayal."

    Gu Jiusi didn't speak, he didn't know whether to be happy or sad.

    He suddenly understood the source of his unease about Ye Shian. He was not uneasy about Ye Shian, but clearly knew that his feelings for Liu Yuru had no foundation.

    He was uneasy about Liu Yuru, so he was worried about gains and losses.

    He wanted to laugh, but felt reluctant, Liu Yuru lowered her head, she felt a little uncomfortable, after a while, she said hoarsely: "But Jiusi, I really like you."

    I will be moved by this person, because this person is happy, I am willing to travel thousands of miles for him, and follow in life and death.

    But he wants too much, she really can't give it, she wants to give it, but she can never decide about her heart. She has never liked a person so much in her life, but no matter how much she likes this person, she can't change herself.

    She has only been willful in front of this person, and she has only felt stable in front of this person.

    This is her uniqueness, but he wants more than uniqueness.

    Gu Jiusi did not speak, after a long time, he suddenly said: "Then what are your feelings for Ye Shian?"

    "He used to be my wish." Liu Yuru answered frankly, "When I was a child, I always wanted to live a better life, and I would think about how to live it better. I knew him from Ye Yun's mouth. , I had a few words with him occasionally, and I always imagined what kind of person he was and what kind of life he would give me. I used to think I liked him very much."

    Liu Yuru smiled helplessly: "I learned later that I like someone, it's not like this."

    "What should it be?"

    Liu Yuru was silent. After a while, she looked up at him and said calmly, "You are like this."

    Gu Jiusi did not speak, he was stunned when he heard this.

    Liu Yuru bowed her head, she felt a little uncomfortable and a little scared, but she couldn't show it. She smiled reluctantly, and said with restraint: "I know, you think I'm teasing you by saying these things. On the one hand, I say that I can't meet your request, and on the other hand, I like you. My liking has no sincerity. You don't know. In fact, I used to be apprehensive."

    "What are you worried about?"

    "It's just uneasy thinking," Liu Yuru paused, she swallowed the choked sobs in her tone, and tried to calm herself before saying, "I think I'm not worthy of you. I covet you. Feelings can't give you a feeling worthy of you, so I always don't want to think about it, I just think that we are husband and wife, and we live in a muddled way. But you are," Liu Yuru smiled reluctantly, she was a little unsupportive Stop, her eyes were red, she sniffed, turned her head, and said hoarsely, "It's so annoying."

    Be sure to speak clearly and make things clear.

    Let her know clearly and seriously, oh, their relationship is not equal, oh, she is not worthy. What should I do if I don't deserve it? She was reluctant, and she was afraid that he would find out, so she abandoned her and left. She lowered her eyes, terrified and distressed.

    She couldn't bear to lie to him, and knew that these words hurt her feelings. Gu Jiusi's feelings are hot and candid, but things that are too brilliant often come and go quickly.

    Gu Jiusi didn't speak, she couldn't control her emotions. In fact, she has been under pressure for a long time. From Yangzhou to here, Liu Xuan’s family was in exile, the old friend’s family was destroyed, the homeland was lost, the old man was gone, and then chased and fled all the way, and came to this person, this is also the last harbor, who would think , the harbor also has a rainy day.

      At that moment, she even thought about what she should do if Gu Jiusi alienated her because of this.

    Gu Jiusi saw her thin body trembling slightly, tears falling from gritted teeth, he was silent for a long time, after a long time, he suddenly exhaled a suffocating breath, walked up, hugged this person In her arms, Liu Yuru heard his smile and said hoarsely, "What are you laughing at?"

    "I understand, you are arguing."

    "What do you want to understand?" Liu Yuru looked at him with red eyes. Gu Jiusi smiled, hugged her and said, "I'll be happy if you can cry for me."

    "You really want to make me unhappy, don't you?"

    "If you are willing to cry for me, that means you have me in your heart." Gu Jiusi put his head on her shoulder and said gently, "If you like this, how can it be absolutely fair? In fact, as long as you like it I, don't like others, that's enough, I'm a man, I don't care so much, I don't like you so hypocritical, I like you a little more, I don't think so, I'm very happy. It's me who suffers like this, Not my sweetheart."

    Speaking, he raised his eyes to look at her, his eyes full of seriousness: "Don't think that anything is worthy of you, as long as you only like me and don't like other people, then I will Don't worry, we both have a lifetime, I can earn the relationship I want, if I can't earn it, it means I'm not good enough, and I'm not wronged."

    "It's your kindness to me," Liu Yuru said hoarsely, "I understand in my heart."

    "You know it in your heart, then write it down, and you remember it every day, how good my husband is to me, remember it, remember it, you don't remember your father's bad things, nor If you remember other people's bad things, just remember me. Yuru, it's not that you don't like me enough," Gu Jiusi sighed, "it's just that this person's feelings are like having money or not, not everyone is rich. I have 100 wen, I give you 90, you have 50 wen, you give me 50, this does not mean that I have given more than you. Yuru, you have given me enough."

    He hugged her tightly and whispered, "I'm content."

    "I don't ask for more, you only promise me two things."

    "Which two?"

    "In this life, you love me alone."

    "Also," Gu Jiusi let go of her, stared into her eyes, and smiled. His smile was bright and gentle, as if turning the clouds to see the sun, allowing all living beings to see the light of the sky.

    He said, "Like me a little more every day."

    Like me alone, like me a little more every day, that's enough.