Lord of the Mysteries
Vol 4 Chapter 183: another me"
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Not waiting for Klein to respond, Azke, staring at the depths of the mausoleum, said from the bottom:
"I remembered the situation when I died and resurrected for the first time. I lay in a pale body and stood up and swayed. I was very scared. I didn't know what happened. I didn't know where I was.
"Before the church personnel collected the body cleansing, I stumbled and fled there, walking through the wilderness, the country and the city like a wandering soul, remembering who I am and where I came from.
"At that time, no matter where I went, I could hear a lot of crying. I saw the pastors preside over a large number of burial ceremonies. I only felt sadness in every corner.
"Later, I accidentally saved an aristocratic girl and entered the manor of her house. She is a sunny and cheerful girl, and I am like a beast from the forest. It is sensitive, suspicious, inferior, afraid, and often shows cold. Indifferent, cruel, not in line with human morality.
"She is very curious to me, no matter how I avoid her, how to do bad things, she will come close to me, infect me with her smile, affect me with interesting things, unconsciously, I am used to her teasing Get used to her existence.
"We walked quietly together, she was worried, afraid that her father did not agree that she was married to a former servant who is now a servant.
"Looking at her sorrowful smile, I first had the feeling of boiling in the blood, and told her impulsively that I would leave here, but would come back with the title and the garland for the bride.
"I went to the army. I became a knight. I held a three-meter-long rifle and rushed to the enemy. In the chaos of the northern continent at the end of the Quaternary, I became a baron and had my own fief.
"I followed my promise and married my bride with the king's seal, the family's badge, the knight's sash and my own wreath."
Having said that, the expression on Azick's face gradually softened. It seemed to be recollecting and remembering something, and even the corner of his mouth was unconsciously tilted up.
Klein heard the heart and seemed to see the familiar Mr. Azick again.
"Later?" He carefully guided.
Azko looked ahead:
"Later... Later, we built a castle in our own fief. With a child, it was a boy who grew very fast and could foresee that he would grow tall and burly in the future.
"He likes fighting, always running around with a broad sword and saying that he wants to be a knight.
"I thought it was just a child's favorite hobby. It was difficult to stick to it, but even if he broke his leg and injured his head, he still didn't give up practicing. He thought he was hiding in the room and his expression was twisted and twisted. I could not see it. Hehe, he is too small to look at his father, and the spirit of the entire territory is secretly serving me.
"A year after year, I have recovered more and more memories. My wife has been complaining that the castle is too dark. I want to go to the sun and warm places. I have fulfilled her requirements, but it will not be long after I Understand that she does not hate to live in the castle, but is afraid of a little change in me, afraid of getting colder and more strange.
"She didn't tell me about these things. I still get along with me like I used to. I have a good life at the seaside in the south. I even want to have another child, but I didn't succeed."
"Until I foreboded that my next death was approaching, we returned to the fief and returned to the castle.
"My eldest son, the boy, told me that he wanted to go to Beckland, become a servant, a servant of the counts, and start his own way of the knight.
"I asked him why he had to make such a choice in his teens? He answered me because I was his idol and role model. He imagined that I would rely on myself instead of my father and mother to become a knight.
"At that time, I have recovered most of my memory. In the face of this child, I am always awkward, unfamiliar and uncomfortable. When I hear his answer, there is still an indescribable happiness, satisfaction and pride in my heart. It’s my child, a child who is completely different from the **** ones I left in the Blanglang Empire.”
Klein knew that Mr. Azick was referring to his identity as the "first Baron Ramd", and that the child who made him proud and satisfied was murdered in the old age or middle age, and was nailed to death in the coffin. Even the skull was taken away by Ins Zangweier.
Azick blinked and said:
"I died again, I woke up, instinctively away from the fiefdom. Under the prior arrangement, I wandered to other places. Every time in the front part of every world, I have different life, sometimes I will encounter sweet love. Sometimes I get the daughter I love, the kind of heartfelt love, helplessness and satisfaction that makes me gradually recover my memory, doubts, contradictions.
"On one occasion, I was a filial son. I took my pride to my parents and took my beautiful life to my lovely grandson and granddaughter. But when I wake up and find myself, I remember, I am At the end of the world, I ignored the fact that their real son died on the battlefield and occupied this identity. On the one hand, I felt pain and guilt. On the other hand, I thought that this was nothing. It was just a small matter. My heart seemed to split into two people.
"At the time, I had a mask that made me into anyone, but I lost it after I woke up. It might be my own initiative..."
Klein remembered the daughter that Mr. Azick had mentioned and liked to ask him for candy. He thought about it and said:
"I think that you are not splitting in your heart, but fighting the spirit of madness.
"After losing your past memories, you are new to life, passionate, and full of emotions. The closer you are to your current life, the more you can reflect this.
"This may be the real you, the essence of you, and the 'Death Archon' period you have the influence of the uncontrollable tendency contained in the extraordinary characteristics, and the influence of the death from the high position, I heard that He was already crazy after the Battle of the Four Emperors."
There aren't much grounds for Klein's words, because he knows that Azick's life is only a few paragraphs - Baron Ramde, father who gave his daughter a swing, filial children, and gentle and friendly history teachers.
His aim is to provide a speculation, a possibility, to help Mr. Azick fight against the "death ruling character" that comes back with memory, and let him face up to himself in the past, in order to reach a certain kind of reconciliation with himself. It's not so cold.
As he spoke, he suddenly had a new idea, and waited for Azick to digest the words just now, and quickly asked:
"Mr. Azick, do you know the anchor? Are the gods and angels fixing themselves, not being dragged by the uncontrollable tendency and the insane nature of the extraordinary character?"
"Know." Azick regained his gaze and nodded.
Klein was not too sure, but he said with a rather calm tone:
"Perhaps, you have lost your memory and opened a new life again and again, it is your anchor against madness and out of control!"
Don't throw them away, don't forget them, this is yourself! After that, Klein silently added a sentence in his heart.
"Anchor..." Azick repeated the word, and his thoughts seemed to be confused.
I don't know how long it took, he suddenly sighed:
"This may be an explanation, at least let my division and conflict at the spiritual level be less intense.
"However, since I have already arrived here, I still have to go to the depths of the mausoleum to see what is hidden there. Why is it calling me? What caused me to die and resurrect again and again, and I lost my memory again and again and gradually recovered. ......
"This has bothered me for more than a thousand years and has plagued me again and again. I think I should get an answer today."
His gaze became a little clearer, his tone seemed soft but he could not describe it.
Klein wanted to stop, but after his mouth opened, he slammed again.
Azick pressed the half-height silk hat on the top of his head, without a side head, gently laughing:
"Remember to close your eyes."
After that, he walked forward, along the steps of the stairs, to the depths of the dark mausoleum.
The dark mist that filled there didn't breathe again, slowly spreading around, and the illusory things entrenched at the bottom appeared a little.
It is a huge feather snake that seems to occupy an island!
It has huge scales that are dark green and black. There is a feather with a pale butter stain on the gap. Each feather has an imaginary black tube extending from it.
This exaggerated feather snake is both illusory and real, and the more specific shape is difficult to describe. It seems to have a composition that humans cannot understand.
Its eyes are burning with a pale flame, and its face is a human face!
The face is bronzed in color, soft in facial features, and there is a tiny black scorpion under the right ear, which is another Azick Aegis!
PS: I will change it later. Also, the new version of this chapter seems to have a strong delay.
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