Losing love and losing you

"How's Jinfeng? Did you have a good time yesterday?" Lin's father touched Li Jinfeng's head and asked.

Last night, several people drank a lot and were very late. They had a feeling of talking all night, but after all, they were old and didn't have the momentum when they were young, so they drank almost and went to bed.

After breakfast, several people took a bus to the city. When they left, they were all rural specialties. Everyone had a share. Li Jinfeng had the most, perhaps because it was the future daughter-in-law, or because Li Jinfeng was likable, or because Zhao defafu's wife pitied Li Jinfeng, so they took a lot of things.

It's for Li Jinfeng's mother. After all, she hasn't been to the countryside and hasn't eaten a lot of things. Time is short. In Li Jinfeng's heart, this day passed without much play, but this day is also the happiest time for her in recent years.

"It's very good. I met my uncle and aunt and ate so many delicious food. Moreover, I learned how to ride a bike. It's really a worthwhile trip." Li Jinfeng looked satisfied.

"Just like it. Come back with ER Shuang when you have a chance. Your uncle Zhao and aunt like you very much." Lin Fu said with a smile.

"Well, I will. I especially like the night in the countryside. It's very quiet and the air is very good. The whole person's mood is different." Li Jinfeng closed her eyes and afterthought, as if the air in Liangshui village was at the tip of her nose.

"Ha ha, silly girl, just be happy." father Lin smiled and said nothing else.

Since he recognized Li Jinfeng as his daughter, he had something more in his heart. He couldn't tell. It was a concern, a love pressed in his heart for many years, or an alternative sustenance.

He sympathized with Li Jinfeng's experience. Such a lovely, beautiful and clever little girl has to experience so much pain at a young age. She also felt lucky for her daughter. Fortunately, she met them at the moment of her adulthood and met a group of people who loved and cherished her. Let her find the love she hasn't had for many years.

Li Jinfeng also stopped talking. She sat in the car and looked out of the window. The scenery flowed through her eyes like water. She looked at it in a daze. She thought about the general situation in recent years and everything that had happened in recent days. She felt that God had made a big joke with her, and then gave her a dreamlike surprise.

In her 18 years of life, she has tasted the ups and downs, experienced the human feelings in the world, cried, laughed, sad, equally happy, gained and lost. Although the whole life is short, it is wonderful.

Suddenly, a person's figure appeared in his mind. You don't have to think about it. That person is Zhao Yutao. They get along in just a few days from acquaintance to now. They are like friends who have known each other for many years. From the moment they meet, they don't have any sense of strangeness. Throw away the love in their hearts. Maybe they will become special friends and confidants, but will she? She doesn't want it. She doesn't want this result, but if he knows my family situation, will he still like me? Will you treat me as always? Will he dislike me as a burden? Will he think it's wrong that we don't hold the door?

The general question flashed in her mind. The more she thought about it, the more irritable she was. The more she thought about it, the more afraid she was. She just experienced what love is and what love between men and women. She didn't want to throw it away for such a short time. She wanted to tell Zhao Yutao everything. She wanted to take Zhao Yutao home and let her mother and brother see how excellent he is. This is the man I'm looking for. It's too tired to hide these facts all day. It's like an inextricable knot, which makes Li Jinfeng very uncomfortable. But she was afraid, she was afraid of Zhao Yutao's reaction after she said it. She is afraid of losing before she gets it.

"Why are you stunned? Get off at once." Zhao Yutao's voice rang out from the back seat. He has observed Li Jinfeng for a long time, or has been looking at her in the back, except saying a few words with Lin Fu. The rest of the time, Li Jinfeng was staring out of the window in a daze. Zhao Yutao knows she has something on her mind.

"Oh, so fast, I thought I didn't go far." Li Jinfeng quickly put away her thoughts and replied in a panic.

"What's the matter, Jinfeng? What's wrong? Did you sweat too much yesterday and catch a cold?" Zhao Yutao asked with concern. Father Lin listened to them and looked at Li Jinfeng.

"No, I'm fine. I'm just thinking about something. Don't worry. I'm really fine." looking at everyone's concerned eyes, Li Jinfeng's heart warmed.

"It's all right. I'll get off and take you home later. It's hard for you to take so many things. I haven't been there yet. I've sent you several times and won't let me in." Zhao Yutao said deliberately.

"Well, do you want to take me home? No, you still have so many things. I'll just go back by myself. There's a rickshaw at the station. I'll just take one back." Li Jinfeng said with some resistance when she heard that Zhao Yutao was going to take her home.

"You have to go a long way by rickshaw. How can you go this way? I'd better give you a ride. We can just talk together," Zhao Yutao continued.

"No, I don't have to. Why don't you understand?" Li Jinfeng said in a hurry. "I'm really fine. Don't worry. Go back to the store and pack up your things. It's open right away. There are still some things I haven't done. I won't go today. I'm a little tired. I'll go back and have a rest." Li Jinfeng also knew that there was something wrong with his attitude, so he immediately controlled his emotions and said.

"Well, you don't have to go today. In fact, there's nothing to do. If you're free tomorrow, come and walk around and talk with me." Zhao Yutao was more determined when he saw Li Jinfeng's attitude for the first time. She had something to hide from herself, but since she didn't want to say, Zhao Yutao didn't force it. Since you have chosen to love her, love everything about her.

Li Jinfeng didn't speak any more, but packed up his things and got ready to get off the bus. Everything of the two people was seen in Lin Fu's eyes, but he didn't interrupt. At this time, they solved it by themselves, and it was counterproductive if they couldn't speak well.

After a while, the bus slowly drove into the station, and everyone got off the bus again and again.

"Er Shuang, you are responsible for sending Jinfeng to the rickshaw first. Don't go back. It's very tired. We won't go to your place today. There's nothing wrong. We'll all go home. If you have something, you can call again." father Lin winked at Zhao Yutao and said.

"OK, master, don't worry. I'll send Jinfeng there. Be careful on your way." Zhao Yutao promised to take things and take the lead in the direction of the rickshaw, regardless of whether Li Jinfeng agreed or not.

"Go, go!" said Li Jinfeng, standing there in a daze.

Nodded, Li Jinfeng quickly followed up. The two walked side by side. No one spoke. They walked so quietly. Maybe they think silence is the best way now.

When he got to the rickshaw, Zhao Yutao put everything in the rickshaw and paid the money to the coachman. When he was about to leave, Li Jinfeng's voice came.

"Er Shuang, you should remember that I like you too." after saying this, Li Jinfeng asked the coachman to take her directly.

Zhao Yutao is there now, and Li Jinfeng's words are echoing in his mind. "I like you too, I like you too." Jinfeng finally said this sentence. She said she liked me too. Ha ha ha ha.

Zhao Yutao was as happy as a child, jumping high in place. The people around him looked at him like fools. Zhao Yutao ignored the eyes of the people around him and walked home.