Losing love and losing you

Looking at the black tiger's state, Zhao Yutao felt inexplicably sad, or some distressed for the black tiger. The originally happy family, the black tiger was filial, his sister was strong, and the family was rich, but an accident became like this. Although the black tiger didn't say, Zhao Yutao also knew the result. His parents and sister should have died, yes, How is it possible to survive such a serious car accident.

Zhao Yutao reached out and patted Heihu's hand holding the cup, silently comforting him. The black tiger wiped his tears and smiled at Zhao Yutao. Then go on.

"I was working at that time. When I heard the news, I was stupid. I rode my bike and ran to the scene of the accident. When I got to the accident, I was paralyzed. I didn't recognize my parents and my sister, because they were... Indistinguishable. I still passed the clothes and the hands on my sister's hands I recognized the bracelet because it was a gift I gave her when she left. I just hope she won't be alone there. Wearing this bracelet is like her brother with her. "Here, black tiger has been crying and pressed in his heart for many years. Today, he said it. He really can't control his emotions.

"You know, er Shuang? At that time, I felt that my sky had collapsed and I felt that I had nothing at all. What's the use of making more money? My parents were gone, and I was filial to who. When my sister left, I spoiled who. At that time, I blamed myself very much. I even hated myself. Why didn't I send them in person? If I went, they would wait for me, so I would miss it One bus, the accident will be avoided. Or let them go later. It is clear that there is still a week for my sister to start school. I took the money to let my parents accompany my sister a few days earlier. I want them to accompany my sister more and play there more days. Blame me, blame me. "The black tiger slapped his head painfully to vent his pain.

Zhao Yutao pulled the black tiger's hand and handed him the glass. Then he picked up the glass and bumped into him. He gestured to the black tiger and drank it himself. At this time, only drinking can release the black tiger. Zhao Yutao doesn't know how to comfort the black tiger, because he can't figure out what it would be like if this happened to him. It should be even worse.

Black tiger looked at Zhao Yutao with tearful eyes and drank it with a glass, as if he wanted to swallow all the pain. After calming down for a while, the black tiger was in a better mood, then filled with wine and continued to talk.

"After taking care of my parents' and sister's affairs, I became infatuated with drinking and quit the work in the slaughterhouse. I walked all over the street with wine bottles all day, because I didn't dare to go home. I was afraid. I was particularly afraid. As soon as I closed my eyes, I felt my parents patting me on the head and said, it doesn't matter. Don't blame me, or my sister complained bitterly about me and let them go So early. Those days, I was almost crazy. I didn't comb my head and wash my face. I was confused all day. I didn't know how to talk when I saw people. I drank when I was thirsty, and drank when I was hungry. I wanted to get drunk and make myself no longer awake. When I drank too much, I lay down everywhere, then went to sleep, woke up and continued to stroll with a wine bottle. Suddenly one day, I had the idea of suicide, and I polished it before I went The knife used by Ben, but I couldn't do it when the knife holder was around my neck. I killed so many pigs, but I couldn't do it at that time. Later, I prepared a lot of medicine, but I couldn't drink it. I ran to the top of the mountain again. I wanted to jump down where there was no one, but I was afraid. I didn't have the courage in the face of death. Later, I thought about it. I can't just do it Dead, I have to survive, and I want to survive for my family. So I came home. But I haven't worked in the slaughterhouse since then. I'm afraid it's really because of this job. Although I survived. But I think about them all the time. I became cold and unfriendly, ignorant and lazy all day. The previous one I spent all the compensation money from my family and my parents in a few years, and I found that when I was rich, some people around me pretended to comfort me, but when I spent all my money, I didn't even have a person to eat. Since then, I have done all kinds of bad things and always bullied the weak, because I can experience a morbid happiness. Later, I met Those three people have been with me under my coercion and inducement. In fact, I know that they don't take me as a friend at all. They are just afraid of me when they are with me, but I don't expose it. At least there are several people who can talk to me. These days have lasted until I met you. When you beat me with a few moves, I understand that I don't know anything No, people with real strength don't take me seriously at all. I'm just bullying honest people, so I want to cheer up. I want to live well, not for myself, for my dead parents and sisters. But I've done all kinds of bad things except drinking these years. I can't do anything, so I think of you again. Hope You can take me in. Even if you just give me a bite to eat, it's better than I go out to grab food. "Here, black tiger's eyes show firm faith, and he really wants to understand.

Looking at black tiger's eyes and listening to his story, Zhao Yutao's inexplicable sense of responsibility filled his heart. He felt he should help him, but he really didn't know what else black tiger could do in this restaurant.

"Brother black tiger, I really want to help you, but I really didn't think what you can do now. You know I have a carrot and a pit here. There's no shortage of people at all. Otherwise, I'll ask someone tomorrow to find out where the shortage of people goes to work, and I'll introduce it to you." Zhao Yutao said apologetically.

"Forget it, don't be hungry. I can find work myself. I came to you because you won't look at me with colored glasses. I think you will succeed in the future. It's good to enjoy the cool under the big tree. I also want to use you to experience the feeling of the master. Since you have nothing to do here, I won't bother you. Thank you today. Thank you for listening to my story, and thank you You let me recognize myself. "Then black tiger got up and prepared to leave. He was not angry, but it was very late now. Zhao Yutao also needed to rest.

"Brother black tiger, wait." Zhao Yutao called the black tiger ready to leave.

"I know what you can do. Come to our store at 6:30 tomorrow. I'll show you how to get familiar with your work." Zhao Yutao is also a flash of inspiration. If he really needs people, he only needs chefs, but if he insists on recruiting another person, then he has to buy. In this way, he can relax.

In fact, it is reasonable to say that he does not need a buyer now. After all, the restaurant hasn't reached that scale, but since black tiger trusts himself so much and is willing to reform, Zhao Yutao feels he has the responsibility to help him. He believes that he will be bigger and stronger in the future, and the black tiger will be competent for this job.