Losing love and losing you

"Uncle Lin, come on, you are in such good health that you must live a long life. This time I found you, and I will treat you like a father. After all, I am alone now." as he said, the black tiger was also sad. He was alone, especially lonely.

"Well, silly boy, I'll be your father in the future. Tell me if you have anything to do. As long as I'm still alive, I'll be your strongest backing." father Lin touched the head of the black tiger, just like a kind old father stroked his son.

Black tiger listened to Lin Fu's words and nodded heavily. He knew that Lin Fu was sincere. He could hear that Lin Fu was not comforting himself.

"Uncle Lin, please tell me something about that year. I'm really curious." the black tiger calmed down and looked up at father Lin, hoping that he could tell the answer.

"OK. Get up and listen to me. Your father has gone, so there's nothing you can't say. When he didn't listen to my explanation, I'll tell you." father Lin pulled the black tiger for fear that the black tiger couldn't stand squatting for a long time and couldn't express his love in words.

"Your father and I met at a party more than 40 years ago. At that time, I just came into contact with the chef industry and followed my master to cook for people's banquet. Then your father was a relative of that family. Because of some things, the family asked Dawei to come over and talk to us. He told me about things two days later. After all, we are about the same age and talk It was also speculation. Later, after we chatted, we knew that our two families were not far away, so we played and chatted together when we had time. Gradually, we became good friends, especially good ones. "Recalling the events of that year, father Lin couldn't help smiling, although he didn't say it so carefully, But looking at his expression, he must have remembered something interesting.

"At that time, we were both young and crazy. At that time, literary and artistic exchanges were popular, and Dawei and I signed up. However, we definitely mixed in. One can't sing, the other can't dance, can't sing poetry, and can't fight against each other. We just went to know a few girls. I heard that there are so many girls in that place." Speaking of this, father Lin blushed with embarrassment. After all, he was old now. He couldn't help laughing at the thought of his appearance at that time.

"After we joined, we quickly integrated into it. Although we couldn't do anything, we would say ah, it was very fast to make friends. That's when we met my wife and your mother. And the misunderstanding began at that time." here, father Lin's expression was a little complicated. Obviously, he was still a little uncomfortable when he recalled these.

"At that time, my wife and your mother were also good friends. Your mother drank and sang very well, and my wife danced very well. The most important thing was that the two people were very beautiful, which would make us excited at a glance. So we began to take the initiative to chat up and want to make friends. At that time, we all played together, and no one thought much, but after a long time, we had sex with each other I have different feelings. I like my current wife, and my wife also likes me. Your father likes your mother, but your mother also likes me. Every time we are together, your mother always deliberately approaches me, and I agree with my current wife, so I deliberately alienate her. In fact, I also know your father's idea. After all, we are brothers , he wouldn't hide anything. When he knew that my wife and I liked each other, your father was very happy. Although he knew that your mother liked me, since I had a favorite, he had a great chance. Later, we grew up and our friendship became love. My wife and I got married, and your mother knew that we were married "It's impossible for us. In addition, your father was really nice to her and booed her. So later, your mother married your father." father Lin said here, feeling that he must have something to say. Maybe it's inconvenient to say.

"We all passed the day when your parents got married. Everyone was very happy and drank a lot of wine that day. Your father drank too much and directly lay down on the wine table. I did the same, but I went into the house and fell asleep on the Kang. Your mother drank too much and somehow ran to me. My wife helped us work because she couldn't drink, and didn't pay attention to us, After a while, your father woke up and couldn't see us, so we looked around. When we entered the house, we saw that your mother and I were on the Kang. We immediately misunderstood. Your mother had liked me before. Now, it was a complete misunderstanding. Your father directly closed the door and ran out. As soon as he closed the door, we all woke up, but we didn't know what happened. It was my wife who said that we didn't know I know. We were worried about looking for your father everywhere. After all, we drank too much and were afraid of his accident. Until the second half of the night, your father came back. Although he came back with a smile, looking at his red and swollen eyes, I knew he was crying, but I didn't know how to explain, so I stayed with my wife for a while and left. "

"When we came the next day, your father was as close to me as before. He played chess and drank wine together. He talked and laughed. I thought they had opened the misunderstanding the night before, so I was relieved. I laughed at him when I drank. He said he looked like a fool and thought we were wrong. Your father smiled and said it was a misunderstanding. Who would think your father was wrong at all He didn't let go of this knot. "As he said, father Lin closed his eyes in pain.

"Your father always thought that I had something to do with your mother, just because he loved her, so he kept it in his heart. Soon, your mother became pregnant. At that time, everyone was very happy and happy for your parents. After all, they had children. Hey! If I say this thing is also a coincidence, it's lucky to make people. Little tiger, you have hurt me." father Lin sighed helplessly, A wry smile.

"I hurt you? How could it be? How old I was at that time." the black tiger was a little hoodwinked. How could it be about me? I didn't understand anything at that time.

"What I'm talking about is not your intention to hurt me, but your appearance." father Lin explained. "When you were born, you were very fat and attractive. And I especially liked children. I would tease you every time I went to your house. At that time, I didn't think much about it. However, as you grew older, the more you looked at you, the more connected you were with me, and I was so kind to you, your father and parents were completely suspicious. He remembered what happened in those years. Later, your parents had a conflict. It was very noisy Don't be fierce. My wife and I went there and advised for a while. It turned out that he still thought there was a problem between me and your mother and said you were my son. It made me angry. It didn't help to explain. I thought I was your biological father. I couldn't explain it. I left your house in a rage. I moved soon. I really gave up my heart. As a brother for so many years , I didn't trust me so much, so I left. I don't want to be sad anymore. Although I left, I've been paying attention to your family. Sometimes I'll ask someone to inquire about your family. After all, I can't let go after so many years. "Father Lin said.